You shall know the truth and the truth shall make you mad - Aldous Huxley

...

Tommy was sitting in the visitor lounge trying to write a song. He sees movement and glances up to see Jude standing outside of studio A talking on her phone.

He watched her for a minute before putting his pen to paper and letting the words come. It clicked in his head and he couldn't stop writing if he wanted to. He didn't remember the last time he'd written a song so fast, but within twenty minutes he was ready to put it to he tune in his head.

Jude looked up when she saw Tommy stand and walk towards her as she was hanging up her phone "Hey." she said when he was close "What's going on?" Tommy held up his journal "Working on a song." Jude nodded and smiled "Do you need any help?"

Tommy hesitated before shaking his head "I think I've got it covered for now, but I'll let you know." Jude nodded and let him past her into the studio.

"Hey, before I forget" Jude said stopping Tommy. He turned and raised his brows "Yeah?" Jude smiled "I was just talking to the producer for the show, and she said that first few episode teasers are ready and she wanted to know if I wanted to see them, so she's sending them to my E-mail. Do you want to see them later?"

Tommy nodded "Yeah, that'd be great. Umm when are you going to watch them? Jude shrugged "I'm not sure, I'll come find you later alright?" Tommy nodded again and gave her a small smile "Yeah, I'll see you later."

Jude nodded and watched him leave. Then she turned around and almost ran into the camera. She took a step back and sighed "I have so many problems. And they all start right here." She said, placing a finger to her head.

...

"Ok here we go." Jude said hitting the play button as she and Tommy sat infront of a computer to watch the teasers.

Tommy smiled at her and looked back to the screen when the picture came on.

They had watched a few when Sadie came onto the screen and smiled at Jude.

"Don't go there little sister." Jude started "What are you talking about, don't go where?"

Sadie chuckled "I know what you're thinking, and Tom and I, we would never work." she shook her head "He's great, and there was a time when I would have loved to go out with him." she shrugged "But now, he's more like my brother than my boyfriend. Ok?" Jude nodded "Ok" she shrugged "Just a thought. Milo didn't like it either, he said Tommy probably wouldn't go for it."

Sadie smiled and patted Jude on her arm "Listen to him, he's right this time." she glanced at the camera, before walking away.

Tommy raised his brows at Jude "You wanted to fix me up with Sadie? Just a couple of weeks ago?" Jude shrugged "It was just a thought. Don't worry" She said with a chuckle "I've given up that one. You don't have to worry about matchmaking plans."

Tommy rolled his eyes and looked back at the computer.

The picture changed to Tommy and Jude on their moving night. Tommy was sitting on her couch, and Jude was laying down with her head on a pillow on his lap, his fingers lightly brushing her hair. The voice over from the beginning came on and you could hear Jude say "Tom Quincy, he's more than my best friend, he's my soul mate." Then it showed Jude answer the phone and mouth the name Milo to Tommy before leaving the room. It also showed Tommy watch her all the way out.

Milo was on the screen now "It just seems a little weird is all."

Jude frowned now "What does?" Milo looked at her "I'm an all around great person, but Tom's your soul mate?"

Jude looked a little surprised "You're not jealous of your own friend are you?" When Milo didn't answer, she scooted a little closer to him "You know there's no reason to be, don't you? I just meant that we get each other, he's like the yin to my yang, he's like my..." Milo raised his brows when Jude didn't finish her sentence "Your brother?"

Jude nodded and smiled a little "Yeah, he's like my brother. That's all." she said, glancing up at the camera behind the couch.

The video ended with that, and Tommy sat there without saying anything. Jude looked at him and opened her mouth but didn't know what to say to him. She couldn't really tell him that she only said that to make Milo happy, even if that was the truth. But she didn't want him to think that that was how she really saw him.

But before she could say anything he looked at her and shrugged "I've got to go, I'll see you later sis." he said, getting up and leaving.

Jude sighed and wondered exactly why she had agreed to do this show.

...

Maggie sat down on the couch in her living room and looked at her younger brother as he sat in her chair with his head tipped back looking at the ceiling "Did you ever do anything to make her see you as something else?"

Tommy raised his head and looked at her "What?" Maggie sighed "Did you ever do any-" Tommy rolled his eyes "I heard you, what do you mean?" Maggie shrugged "Just what I asked, have you ever done anything to make her think of you as anything more than that?"

Tommy thought about it for a minute then shook his head "I don't know, but what I do know, is that I can't just let her keep thinking of me that way." He stood up and looked at Maggie "Not if I'm ever going to have a shot."

Maggie smiled and stood up also "Good, it's about time. What are you going to do?" Tommy smiled "I'm going to sing a song." Maggie nodded "Of course you are, why didn't I think of that?" She asked with a chuckle.

Tommy hugged his sister and left.