A WEDDING TO REMEMBER

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CHAPTER 9

Lucas watched her pass him her eyes seemed to be glued to the ground once again

"Ive screwed up big time"he thought to himself

As she stood to the left of him He could see the pain in her eyes,the pain that he had afflicted on her and that was eating him up inside,the girl he loved looked so distant,so lost,he desperately wanted to throw his arms around her protect her from all the bad things in the world but he knew he couldn't protect her from this.

As hayley joined her ,lucas watched as hayley stood next to her giving brooke a reassuring smile.Brooke glanced over at him for what seemed to be a second,

"I miss you pretty girl" he thought to himself

he smiled over at her,wishing that she could read his thoughts,wishing that the smile that he was sending her would convey the emotions,the feelings he felt for her.She looked at him blankly almost like she was staring right through him,he knew what she was doing,brooke was putting the wall back up again,the wall that she had put up once before to stop getting hurt or feeling hurt,he had knocked it down once before and she had let him in,and she had gave him a glimpse into her soul,he had realised pretty early on that brooke davis wasn't just beautiful on the outside she was beautiful on the inside .She seemed so far away now,lonely the loneliest someone could get.he wanted to know so bad what she was thinking and why she wouldn't look at him

I wonder if she ever thinks of me or if she ever wonders "what if",does any part of her love me still or think of me the way I think of her

He was brought out of his thoughts by Nathan nudging him and saw that peyton was now standing in front of him staring at him,he hadn't even noticed her walking down the aisle as he had been watching brooke

"you look nice" she whispered

"thanks " he responded but then he realised she was maybe waiting for something more than a simple thankyou

"you look really nice too peyt"

He was being genuine,she did look pretty but its was just she wasn't brooke and although peyton was looking really pretty she wasn't his pretty girl.

Brooke could do nothing but watch as she saw lucas slipping further and further away to a new life,a life that she wasn't and couldn't be a part of.She felt so much pain,a pain that was indescribable and she knew it was a pain that was hers for life

The minister started to speak

Dearly beloved we are gathered here today …….

Brooke shook her head sadly

How can this be happening to me how?

The ministers words all seemed to roll into one,not really listing to him,not wanting to listen to him

"Should there be anyone who has cause why this couple should not be united in marriage, they must speak now or forever hold their peace." said the minister

Brooke was aware that all eyes were on her.How she wanted to say something,tell him how she felt but what if he rejected her,she couldn't take that,no she had to push her feelings to the side

tomorrow is going to be the start of my moving on and if hes happy then im happy for him,its time I get on with my life without him,he wouldn't be marrying her if he didn't love her would he?"she asked herself,questions like this seemed to eternally spin around in her head and she couldnt find a clear answer for them

The minister was about to speak,when a voice could be heard

"I have something to say,I protest to this marriage

lol well hope you like,ooh drama so someone objects?but who?please review and tell me what you think and if you liked the chapter :)