This chapter and ONLY THIS is in Sekai's Point of View

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Chapter 9: Worth it?

I am sitting in the middle of the room crawled up sitting in the top right corner of my bed with my blancet around me. I am wearing my pink pyjamas shirt and pants as I am sitting here scared.

I look above my head to see the iron window over my bed and then to the left wall and see a bigger window covered in curtains.

Flashback

''Will everything be alright?'' I ask him concerned and scared.

''Yes,I will make sure of it'' My love answers me ''When all this is over,I can finally put my crazy life behind me, and start all over again. Refresh everything''

Flashback ends

''I am worried about him'' I think as I am alitte worried about myself too ''Why did things change after three months? Why am I here? How did I end up in this mess?'' I think for myself even more.

Suddenly at the same moment,the door was opened as a tall man with black short hair and a mustache is standing there in a suit smiling ''Miss Saionji'' She walks over to me as the door shuts behind him. She chuckles abit as he sits down next to me.

''So,you are having a good day today I hope?'' He asks sarcasticly.

I am not answering,just looking on in the air ignoring his appearence but listening to his words.

''Not so well I suppose'' He answers his own question ''Well,there is not much food left,so you will get food alittle later than predicted.

I look at him irritated ''How much later?''

''Well,'til your boyfriend turns himself in for doing a police officer's job'' He raises his voice abit.

''He is not doing anything wrong!'' I raise my voice at him even louder as I am starting to feel sadness.

''He is working like a criminal overlord trying to bring the town at his feet by making it follow his rules'' He spits at me ''That is a crime, and because the so called ''police force'' here was so incompetent and let that go on without grabbing the situation I was forced to replace the entire damn police department''

''The police didn't bring him justice when he was younger!'' I am starting to feel the water in my eyes.

''They were dealing with a highly active criminal organization known as the Shinigami's damnit! They had their hands full!'' He spits at her.

''That is no excuse to ignore a child walking around without a home on the streets...'' I can feel tears run down my cheeks ''If you only knew how much he has been through''

He grins abit ''Go ahead,cry. Nobody are gonna care cause I am the only one here,maybe if you weren't so close to him I would have'' He laughs abit ''He is nothing but a rebelious,loud mouth,trouble-making son of a bi...'' Suddenly a loud smack is heard as I feel the anger boiling inside of me.

''Don't ever talk to about my boyfriend like that! You are just like those insensetive officers who ignored him with two gun wounds! If you could just leave him alone nobody would have gotten hurt at all! You are the true monster here!'' I shout at him in anger as it slipped,but I suddenly get wide eyes as I realize what I have done and I cover my mouth with both my hands.

''Grr!'' He grunts at me as he holds me up against the wall looking like he is about to kill me and I am scared for my life ''Don't ever touch me you little brat! Because if you do it again, I will beat you up so bad you will sit in a wheel chair for the rest of your life,and that is no threat,it's a warning. I could do it now as it would be self defence,but since I am nice I'll let it go'' He let's go off me as I was holding my breath through the entire time he held me as I finally gasp for air.

He stands up walking towards the door ''Oh yeah,and by the way. Don't expect any food any time soon'' He smiles to her looking over his shoulder' ''But if you must...'' He thorws some crumbs on the floor ''Bon apetite you brat'' He walks the out slamming the cell behind him.

''I am scared, I am scared!'' I think for myself as I am shaking in fear,it is also my depression that causes this,it is one of my mental issues.

''What am I supposed to do...?'' I think for myself ''I am so scared. He might die trying to get me out of here...'' I whimper to myself I breath out ''This man seems angry enough to do so'' I tell myself as I raise my voice at normal level ''And if he does...'' I take a pause breathing in. ''It will be MY fault!'' I tell myself out loud.

I burst into tears crying ''K-Kazuya,please be a-alive when I g-get out of h-ere'' I sob as I keep crying covering my face in my palms.

After dropping a few shed tears I hear someone open the door as I remove my hands from my face and see a old gray-haired police officer with a missing tooth on the top left side of his mouth as he laughs like a pedophile.

''Miss Saionji,come with me,someone are here to meet you'' he announces as I rapidly wipe my tears of my eyes and smile alittle weak thinking for myself ''He is here''

I walk to the man as he leads me into a room with two chairs and a table and I smile with wet eyes in hope to see him. But the dreams where shattered as it isn't him,but a brown haired boy with brown eyes as I whipe the smile off my face but get it back as I am not going to be dispointed if it wasn't Kazuya,but a friend of mine,Ryan Omazaki.

the old man walks out of there closing the door as I sit down infront of Ryan who is already sitting on a chair as there is a long and akward silence as he looks serious and I just try to smile as much as possible hiding the pain.

''I talked to the detective's daughter yesterday...'' he tells me breaking the silence ''She wanted to know if I was knew or anything about the murderer. I told her'' I just respond him with a nod as my smile disppears.

''Sekai,You didn't kill anybody'' Omazaki slowly confesses over news I already am aware of ''But I saw the person'' That rapidly breaks my unconsentrated state and snaps me back looking at him surprised ''I didn't see the face,but the murderer knows you Sekai,and he most likely want you out of the picture...''

''He didn't try to murder me...'' I announce as it catches his interest ''I walked in when the murderer stabbed his first victim which was Obuchi and afterrwards Kumi got stabbed I tried to stop it but the murderer beat me up with a crowbar in his hand til I laid on the ground as he stabbed his last victim,after all three were killed I stood up trying to run out of fear but the murderer grabbed my arm and threw me to the corpses as I was scared and I rolled in the blood and unfortuanly got alot of it on me but I dragged the murderer downwards with me,unfortunately he hit me with the crowbar knocking me out but he lost the knife causing it to be in my hand when I fainted. I think he was scared or panicked''

''I saw someone running through the hallways with completely black mask and black sweater with matching black pants and shoes,the mask even covered up the eyes but the person could see where he ran'' Omazaki brings up more evidence.

''Before I completly fainted I heard Kumi say something with her last breaths...'' I tell him slowly sighing ''She said ''K-K-K-AHHHHHH!'' ''.

''She might have recongized the murderer's identity and was about to call out the person's name before she died'' he says informative but that word makes me shiver as I am scared

''Dead...'' I think for myself as it becomes silent

''Sekai,Kazuya is dangerous'' She warns me as it snaps me out of it.

''No he is not! He tried to protect me from this!'' I shout out frustrated ''He even tried to take the blame for me!''

''Yes,but he is living a dangerous life,and he is dragging you into it!'' he spits at me ''Don't you get it Sekai?'' He holds onto my hands as I look at him as he looks worried ''He has too much trouble because of his past that it effects the future,he has the cops on his tail now,he could get killed and people might kill you to get to him!'' I am completly shocked by what I hear.

''I love him,he needs me!'' I shout at him as I stand up angrily ''You don't know him like I do,he is just a little child inside who hasn't had the chance to feel what you or I or anyone else have felt,and that's love!'' I start to cry as I can feel the tears run down my cheeks ''His entire life,the 16 years of his life he has had nothing but problems,pain,abuse,loneliness. He lives alone and he just killed his own best friend to protect me!''

I don't see any alterations on his face,the murderer took weeks for the students to stop asking Kazuya about it,and even if they aren't I have noticed how badly they talk behind his back.

''You are his only way of a normal life. But tell me Sekai,should that be an excuse to be pulled into his crazy life?'' He asks me as my eyes are open wide. ''If he truly loved you,he would let you go and live in peace so he could keep dealing with the craziness of his life'' He soon repeats the first few words ''If he truly loved you,he would let you go...''

I just go through my head and only notice one and only one thought ''K-Ka-zu-zuya...''

Chapter 9: Worth it?