Sorry it took so long, but I'm not too good at this story writing thing.. I would write more to this chapter, but it would only take longer, so you can have this and I will try to get more up soon. I read Eclipse! I actually wanted Bella to pick Jacob at the end [. If you want to discuss Eclipse, I'm up for it. Lol -Lindsey-
The Car ride back home was silent. Alexander seemed to be frustrated and disappointed.. I assumed it was because of Edward and Raven. It wasn't that I didn't care, it was just that I had already gone through my break down, had already thought things through, and now, I am numb. All my feelings had vanished and now I have nothing much to think about. So I thought how Alexander and Raven had spent their time before they came to Forks. I imagined the two of them in a dark room sitting on a dark couch in their gothic getup. I was wondering how Raven met Edward.. I mean the Cullens didn't just go up to humans they didn't know and just invite them to their houses.
"Bella?" Alexander was lightly shaking my shoulder.
"Hmm?"
"We're here," I looked up and, sure enough, we were in my driveway.
"Oh," I didn't really know what to say.. I hadn't had much experience with dates, "Well, I had a good time tonight Alexander.. Maybe, if you'd like of course, we can go and see the Cullens tomorrow. And you can speak with Carlisle," he smiled.
"Of course, I would love that, Bella."
"I guess I had better get inside, my dad's probably waiting for me."
"See you tomorrow," Slowly, I got out of the car and walked to the steps. I turned to see if Alexander was still there, he was, so, blushing, I waved. He waved back and I stepped inside, seeing Charlie on the couch.
"How was your date?" Charlie asked. Wait.. I hadn't left a note how did he know?
"Uhm.. How did you know that I went on a date..?" He looked at me like I had just asked the dumbest question in the world. I blushed.
"Your note? It was on the kitchen table.. I think I know your handwriting.. Bella, are you okay?" Gosh, Alice must have done that.. Those damn Vampires NEED to tell me when they try to cover for me so I don't mess these things up!
"Oh, sorry. I must have forgotten. My "date" was fine, I suppose. A little depressing, but.. fine," he looked saddened.
"Depressing? I'm sorry, Bells. What happened?" Then he seemed to realize something, "Wait, why are you dressed like that?!"
"Uh.."
"Well??"
"I am dressed like this because.. I was trying to be something I am not. Alexander is goth, and I figured if I dressed like this, he would like me. But it turns out he has a girlfriend.. and that is the beginning of the depressing part. Before I went out, I went to Alice's house.. and walked in on Edward Making out with Alexander's girlfriend. I had a break down, but I think I am fine now. Alexander also wasn't happy to hear that.. but we had a nice time I guess," Charlie's face was priceless. I think he was trying to say something.. because his lips were moving, but nothing came out,"And now, I'm going to clean up and go to bed. Okay?" Charlie's mouth was still open as he nodded.
I half expected Edward to be laying on my bed when I opened my door. But the only thing in there was another wave of depression for me. I couldn't stand being away from Edward for much longer. But, he doesn't want me.. Oh, how much I wish he was here.
