It has been a month since then, I decided to obey Onii-san, and allow Kuramochi-san to stay with me. But ever since that happened, I just have a strange uncomfortable feeling inside me whenever he is around. Not to mention that he gets on my nerve when he picks on me, he is annoying and I just hate him...I do..

Well, things aren't the same for some other people though.

It is already summer vacation for Haruichi and Eijun, but as adults, Kuramochi and Miyuki have to go to work everyday, which actually makes these two guys lonely, but as for Miyuki, manages to skip work, or let's be clear, he just make Kuramochi do the rest of his work, in order to go back home as soon as possible to be with Eijun once more.

In Miyuki's point of view, he has wasted more than 5 years which he could have enjoyed being with Eijun, but it cannot be helped, both of them weren't sure what that feeling was, it was the first time they feel it. It was a bitter sweet feeling that they shared for years, without noticing.

"Hey, Eijun-kun."

"Hm? What is it, Harucchi?"

"Can I ask a weird question?"

"Ah, yeah, go ahead."

"..How do you feel when you look at Miyuki-san?"

"W-wh-what's with that question?" Eijun chuckled nervously as he blushed.

"No, it's just, I'm curious." Haruichi shrugged.

"Well, you see!" Eijun puts his own hand on his own chest and begins pulling and pushing his shirt "my heart just goes BADUM! Like that!, and then-" he shapes his hand into a tight fist and places it on Haruichi's chest, making Haruichi gasp.

"Yes! That gasp! That feeling!" Eijun remarked, making Haruichi blush and step back nodding.

Haruichi then looked at his hand, he held his shirt and did what Eijun had done just now, whispering "...like that.."

Eijun tilted his head at Haruichi's sudden questions and strange acts, he stared at him, catching Haruichi's attention back to Eijun "Wha-what is it, Eijun-kun?"

"Haruchhi...!" Eijun narrowed his eyes at Haruichi "Don't tell me, are you by chance in love with someone?"

Yes...

"Wha-no I'm not!, I mean who the hell will I-"

Youichi..

"-love?"

Eijun blinks as Haruichi suddenly gets all nervous and blushes hard, not to mention he began shaking.

"Hehe, don't tell me you like Onii-san?" Eijun teased, but Haruichi got a bit angry and started running away, "Ah! Harucchi?"

"Sorry Eijun-kun! I have to go!, so you later!"

Eijun sighed as he stood there, watching Haruichi running all the way back home, he shrugged as he turned his feet and headed to his own "Well, that was quite strange just now."

Why? Why did he have to ask it now?

Step. Step. Step.

Why was he the one who had to pop in my mind after that question?!

Step. Step. Step.

Nii-san, I think I really fell in it-

Grab, pull!

Haruichi gasped as he was suddenly pulled from his arm to someone's chest, he took a better look at his surroundings, it was for the second time he makes such a mistake, a car was going to run over him as he was running into a street when the traffic light was red.

The second time he was going to kill himself. The second time he was saved.

"Tsk, you are such a troublesome kid, why the hell don't you learn?"

Haruichi blinked at the voice, he quickly looked up to make sure of its owner.

Yes, he was saved for the second time by the same person.

"Don't just stare at me! Do you want to die so hard?"

"Youichi.."

Kuramochi blinked as he hears his first name "Huh?"

Haruichi took some time to realize what he has just said, he started blushing again, darkly, he placed his hands on Kuramochi's chest and quickly pushed him away from himself "I'm sorry! I mean Kuramochi-san!"

"H-hey!"

"Don't look at me right now!, I look pathetic!" Haruichi shouted.

"What has gotten into you so suddenly?"

"I'm so sorry!" Haruichi got himself ready to run away again, but Kuramochi quickly grabbed his wrist, preventing him from doing so.

"Listen to me, dammit! It is okay to call me by my first name!"

Haruichi stopped struggling and looked at Kuramochi "Wh-what?"

"But I have a condition." Kuramochi pulled Haruichi's wrist up to his neck, placing his free hand on the other's waist, which made Haruichi gasp and panic, "I will call you Haruichi in return."

"W-we are in the middle of the street!" Haruichi remarked.

Kuramochi giggled "Who cares? You look like a girl anyway, anyone will just say you are a tomboy or something."

"B-but-"

"If I can't flirt with girls, then I guess I will have to get it out all on you." Kuramochi laughed.

"Kuramochi-san!"

"It's Youichi, moron."

"Same goes for you, I'm no moron, but Haruichi!" though Haruichi was always blushing, he managed to regain his confidence to reply back to him.

"Fine, well, let's go back home?"

Haruichi nods as both of them walk together home.

I fell in the hole of love..

I think I understood why Eijun-kun likes Miyuki-san so much, if he really give him that sweet feeling of pleasure..

I envy him, at least, he made sure Miyuki-san likes him back. Unlike me, I'm not sure of anything.


At Miyuki's, Eijun was sitting in the living room, hugging his knees, he kept recalling what happened between him and Haruichi, he tilted his head to the right, to the left, sighing, shrugging, talking to himself.

Watching that scene, was Miyuki who has just came back, he even said that he was back home, but Eijun was in deep thoughts, he didn't hear Miyuki, so he didn't give him an answer. Chuckling, Miyuki walked to where Eijun was, he silently reached behind him, leaning to his height, he planted a kiss on the nape of his neck, which made Eijun gasp and jump from his place, falling to the ground. Miyuki blinked, then started laughing.

"What? You! Don't surprise me like that!" Eijun blushed as he shouted, he placed a hand on the kissed spot, the other pointing at Miyuki.

Miyuki grabbed his arms, he pulled him up to his feet "It is more fun to scare you, you know." Miyuki remarked.

Eijun pouted, Miyuki sighed as he let go off his arms, placing his hands in his pockets "What is it?"

"Huh?"

"You were thinking about something a while ago, right?" Miyuki tried to look serious, but he suddenly began laughing hard, he clutched his stomach.

"Ka-Kazuya?"

"Sorry, sorry, you see, you looked so cute back then, I can't help it."

Eijun blushed "Tsk, stop it!"

"Fine, so what is it?" Miyuki took a deep breath to stop laughing.

"You see, it is Harucchi, he has been acting weird."

"Weird?"

"Yeah, he asked me strange questions, he also ran away today, he doesn't let me into their place, do you think he hates me?" Eijun started to panic

"Hmm.." Miyuki grabbed a glass of water to drink as Eijun panics, "Oh no, I don't, you guys have always been best friends, don't worry about that. But what were the strange questions?"

"W-well.." Eijun looked away, slightly blushing "l-like how do I feel when you are there, o-or something?"

Miyuki smirked as he sighs "I would love to hear your answer."

"No! I'm not telling you!"

"If you did, I will give you a kiss."

"OK fine! I told him you made my heart go like this!" Eijun held his shirt and started pulling it forward and backward many times, making Miyuki giggle.

"What a silly answer."

"Your turn." Eijun walked to where Miyuki was.

"Huh?"

"I want to know," Eijun grabbed Miyuki's shirt collar, pulled him closer to his own face "how does Miyuki Kazuya feel when we are like this?"

Miyuki blinked as he suddenly blushed, making Eijun blink back, it was the first time he sees Miyuki react like that. Miyuki held Eijun's shoulders, slightly pushing him away, then quickly tries to hide his face with his arm.

"Kazuya?"

"I think this has answered your question, no?" Miyuki managed to stop blushing, he went again with his usual smirk, as he brushed his hair off his forehead, looking at Eijun as if nothing has happened.

Eijun smiled at him, he gasped as he remembered "Ah, my kiss!"

"What kiss?"

"You promised to give me a kiss if I answered you."

"Hmm? I don't remember." Miyuki answered teasingly.

"If you don't give me one, I will run away like that time!" Eijun pointed at a nearby window.

"Well, you won't do it anyway." Miyuki smirked with full confidence

"Ah, but I-uh..! Dammit!" Eijun struggled to find a reply, he rubbed his hair as he tried to think.

Miyuki laughed, he wrapped an arm around Eijun's neck, pulling him closer, he gave him a kiss on his forehead "Well, a promise is a promise after all."

"You could have done that earlier!"

"Shall I take it back?"

"No!"

Harucchi, I don't know what secret you are hiding from me. But if by any chance you really love someone, try telling them. Go express your feelings in every way possible. I would like you to try how it feels, to have someone you cherish, to be loved, to have this mutual feeling between yourself and the one you love. It's a bless. Go for it, Harucchi.


[Hey everyone! This is the author talking! Do you expect if only to end soon? How do you think it will? Let's hope it is not heartbreaking, OK? hope you had fun!]