Hello! We are Cat and Bee from RusCanWonderland on Tumblr.

Disclaimers, Notes & Warnings:

We do not own Hetalia or any characters within.

Warnings: prostitution, drug use, drugs, murder, illegal activity

Notes: Q is a drug that is extracted in a rather potent form from the mouths of the dead drug addicts. This process is inspired by Repo! The Genetic Opera and the Zydrate extraction method used by the graverobbers. Other than that, there is no reference to the musical. Q was also a randomly chosen letter in case someone wants to attack the name of the drug.


"Come on, Alfred, you owe me." Ivan hissed as he glared down at the shop manager. Matthew was waiting outside in the main shop.

"No, I am not giving one of your Q whores a job." Ivan rolled his eyes at Alfred.

"This is the first and only time I'll ask you for a favour like this. Besides, I do not have Q whores out my sleeves like some dealers." The man ran a hand through his hair before he growled. "I'll give you a pint of Q. Free."

Alfred's eyes flared at he stared at Ivan for a long moment before he nodded. "Deal." Walking out of the office the manager of the small clothing boutique gave Matthew a slap on the shoulder and smiled. "Welcome to the workforce, doll."

"Matthew," the blonde sighed and rolled his eyes, his eyes darting to Ivan who followed the manager out of the back room. Judging by what he had said, things went well and he had a job to help Ivan.

Matthew smiled and after kissing Ivan goodbye, teamed up with Alfred to try and find something in the shop that he'd be good at. The register was the first and most obvious place to put him, but when finding the correct buttons fast enough and accurately all at the same time proved difficult for Matthew, Alfred had decided to move him to placing out new merchandise and stylizing mannequins.

Taking clothes on and off and making things look pretty was something Matthew could do.

After the first day Ivan returned to pick up Matthew, smiling at the new merchandise put out and the neatly folded items on the displays. He waited for a few minutes before gathering up Matthew and leading the blonde out of the shop and to the car, wrapping his arm snuggly around the thin shoulders.

"Do you think we can make this work?" He asked with a smile, pressing a soft kiss to Matthew's lips.

Matthew was quiet as he walked with Ivan to the car, hips swaying as natural as breathing, as he curled his arm behind the older male's waist and slid his hand into a tight fitting back pocket. Working in a real life place where there was no one coming in for sex was scary and odd; he wasn't brought up to do this but he was determined.

If it meant he could be with Ivan and feel the best about it, Matthew would've done just about anything.

Smiling up at Ivan, something real and bright, Matthew leaned up to place a kiss on the taller man's mouth. The answer was simple; he didn't even have to think about it.

"Yeah, we'll make it work."

By the time they got home it was already dark, Ivan smiling as he pulled Matthew into his arms once they were in the foyer. His arms wrapped tightly around the smaller and he lifted Matthew so that he could press a long, slow kiss to his mouth.

"So are you now my wife?" Ivan asked with a teasing grin against full lips. "To have and to hold til death do us part?"

"Doesn't that usually require flowers and diamonds and overly wordy prayers?" Matthew asked softly, his lips brushing against Ivan's mouth with every word. He didn't care about any of that; he never really had a reason to.

But even now, with a reason, Matthew still didn't care. In his mind, he was with Ivan until death did they part, no diamonds, no flowers, no stuffy outfits required.

"Only if you wanted to." Ivan smiled and mouthed at Matthew's lips, nibbling at the red stained flesh gently before he gave a firmer bite, his knee pressed between slim thighs so that his leg could rub against the sensitive area between. "I could drape you with diamonds if you wanted, for you to show off at work." Ivan murmured as he nipped along soft jaw and throat. "Give you a beautiful wedding to remember."

"I don't care about showing off," Matthew murmured, his legs wrapping around Ivan's waist as his arms curled around the man's neck, his lips pressing to return the eager kisses and nips. "…I don't care about weddings or fancy titles…all I care about is you," the blonde touched their foreheads together, his fingers running through silvery hair. "Just you, Ivan."

"I love you." Ivan murmured. "I want to spoil you endlessly, you know that?" The older male stroked his fingers through soft curls, gentle and soothing before he pulled Matthew close for a long kiss. "I love you so much."

"You already do…," Matthew smiled, pressed his lips to the man's forehead. "…I have all of this," the blonde ran his hands up and down Ivan's back, a little laugh bubbling from his mouth, "…to myself."

Ivan smiled as he chuckled against Matthew's jaw, his fingers smoothing over Matthew's own form before sliding back up to remove the thin shirt that Matthew had donned earlier. "That's not much to have, you know." Ivan murmured softly. "But if it makes you happy you can keep me for as long as you like."

"Don't be stupid," Matthew grinned, his lips nibbling at the curve of Ivan's ear. "It's more than enough to have…it's everything I didn't even know I needed," the blonde murmured, his lips pressing to every inch of the man's face. "You make me so happy, damnit…I'm planning on keeping you forever."

Ivan smiled as he gently pulled a soft kiss from Matthew's lips. "I love you so much… I don't think I could handle losing you again." The older male stroked his fingers through Matthew's hair, nuzzling at his jaw and neck to breathe in the heady scent of the blonde. "You make me happy, too."

"You never lost me, Ivan," Matthew smiled, a fingertip trailing down Ivan's nose, his lips following sweetly. "And I don't want you to," the blonde purred, his lips pressing gently to Ivan's to pull a sweet kiss that turned deeper, loving and breathless.

Ivan wrapped his arms around Matthew more tightly, shifting one hand to gently lift the smaller male by a grip on his rear and carrying him up the stairs, only pulling back from the kiss when he had to fumble open the door to his bedroom - their bedroom now.

Ivan grinned and gently tossed Matthew onto the bed, moving to crouch over the thin frame and pull shorts off, tossing them to the bed before he lifted a long leg to press nibbles and kisses to the tender flesh.

Laughing softly, Matthew brushed his toes to the back of Ivan's neck, his hands sliding down his own chest, pelvis and thighs as he reached between his legs to tug the older male closer to him by his belt loops. "You aren't allowed to stay out of my reach, Ivan," the blonde teased, his head tilting so he could peer up at Ivan's face.

Ivan chuckled and lowered Matthew's legs so that they would wrap around his own waist, his fingers working his own belt open before his pants followed and he could grind against Matthew, the smaller male's underwear the only thing left in place that separated their skin.

Purring happily, Matthew tugged Ivan down so he could brush their chests together, his fingers lightly clawing at the taller male's shirt so he could tug it over his head. He smiled, smoothing at ruffled silvery hair, even as his hips arched up to grind against Ivan's.

Ivan moaned softly as he rolled his hips forward and tilted until his shoulder hit the bedding, tugging Matthew over onto his hips and laying back on the bed with a smile. "I'm right under your nose now. What do you plan to do with me?"

"That all depends," Matthew purred, a finger trailing down Ivan's nose as he leaned forward, a curl sliding against against his shoulder. "…are we talking about now…or in the long run?" The blonde rose a playful eyebrow as he dipped his head to press a kiss to Ivan's chest.

"Mm, now first, long run later." Ivan murmured, his fingers wrapped around Matthew's hips firmly. His hips rolled upwards into Matthew's, roughly pressing in the sensitive area between thin thighs.

Humming, Matthew pressed a kiss to Ivan's mouth as he tugged at the older male's fingers to curl his own in them. The blonde pressed the back of Ivan's hands to the bed beside his ears before raising an eyebrow playfully. "I plan to do whatever it is that'll have you putty in my hands, Ivan…I want to make you feel as good as you make me feel," Matthew purred, his hips rotating fluidly to brush their groins together.

Ivan purred at the feelings that bolted up his spine, his fingers tightening around Matthew's. His hips rocked against Matthew's gently as he sighed and curled close, feeling the softness of Matthew's thighs against his own. "You're doing a good job, I'll have you know."

"Ivan…,that's just it," Matthew purred, his thighs parting as he rubbed against Ivan's groin, "…I want to know everything that'll make you see stars,"he blonde hummed, his head tilting down to press kisses and little nips to Ivan's pale neck.

Ivan groaned lowly, his fingers wrapped around the back of Matthew's neck to hold the blonde close. "I get the feeling that you already know and are just teasing me now." The older male managed hoarsely, his fingers tangling gently in soft curls while Ivan arched his hips upwards against Matthew's.

"Or maybe I'm just being cruel and I want to hear you say it," the blonde smirked, his tongue and mouth trailing wet kisses across the older male's collar. His fingers brushed down Ivan's sides, his eyes tilting up to peer at Ivan's face as he nipped gently at pale skin.

"Fuck, Matthew." Ivan hissed as his fingers tightened and his hips bucked up into Matthew's hips. The older male growled against the soft flesh of Matthew's neck, the older male wanting to feel every inch of heat from the blonde. His hand worked free from Matthew's and reached down to slide into the back of Matthew's underwear, groping at the warm flesh as his hips rolled forward.

"I can do that," Matthew purred playfully, his lips trailing kisses back up to Ivan's lips as he ground his hips. A hand reached back to brush on Ivan's length, a pleased humm leaving his mouth as he nuzzled against the older male's neck.

Ivan felt his length throb against Matthew's hand, the barely there pressure of fingers causing the man to buck his hips as a groan escaped him. "Matthew." Ivan growled, his hand pushing Matthew's hips down against his length, the fabric of their underwear a maddening barrier as he rolled his hips back and forth against Matthew's.

"Yes?" the blonde breathed, little mewls leaving his mouth as he moved his hand light and slow, teasing Ivan as mercilessly as he could manage. He moaned softly at feeling Ivan's length against him, his head tossing back as he ground his hips against the older male's movements.

Ivan growled and rolled until Matthew was pinned beneath him, the older male baring his teeth against Matthew's throat. "I want you. Now. Until you ache and can only think of me all day tomorrow at work."

Matthew shuddered and curled his arms around Ivan's neck, his hands sliding into silvery hair where he tugged gently. "What are you waiting for?" the blonde purred, his tongue and lips trailing teasingly along the curve of Ivan's ear. "Because…I've been aching for you all day, Ivan…I want tomorrow to be even worse."

Ivan growled and purred as he thrust against Matthew, getting the blonde's legs spread just a bit wider before he fumbled over at the dresser for a bottle of lubricant, barely managing to get the bottle open and slick himself up before he pressed his lips to Matthew's. His length slid easily inside Matthew, a shudder working it's way up his spine at the sudden tight heat. "Alfred is going to wonder just what I did to you by the time I'm done with you." Ivan murmured with a growl against Matthew's throat, his hips snapping forward with a sharp motion.

Crying out, Matthew arched his back, his nails scraping pink lines up and down Ivan's back. "I don't want him to wonder," the blonde moaned, his teeth biting down on his lower lip, "I want him to just know," Matthew slid his hands underneath his knees to pull back his thighs wider.

Ivan growled, thrusting roughly into Matthew, pulling one leg up against his shoulder so that he could kiss the side of Matthew's knee, pushing the other leg further open so that Matthew was settled in his lap and he could roll his hips against Matthew's in a punishing pace.

Matthew's eyes widened and for a moment, the blonde could only hold on to Ivan's forearms, his lips parted to draw in little breaths as he writhed and moaned. His curls stuck to his cheeks as his little moans turned to desperate sobs, Ivan's name a whimpering mantra as a hand slid down to curl around his own length.

Ivan pushed Matthew's hands away gently, growling as he moved in and out of the blonde, feeling the clench and arch of the smaller body as he moved. The older male could hardly contain himself as he pushed as deeply as he could into the smaller male. His hand wrapped around Matthew's and Ivan growled, staying the movement's of the slim hand. "What do you want?"

Wailing, Matthew arched his hips and writhed, attempting to dislodge Ivan's hand from his own. "Please," the blonde murmured, face red and eyes dark, his lips wet as he panted and sobbed and cried out for the older male. "…Ivan…I…I'm s-so hot…Ivan…I need to…please," the blonde mumbled, his words running together as his insides clenched tightly around the older male's length.

"You need what? I can't give it to you if you don't specify what you want." Ivan asked with a purring growl, his grip tightened around Matthew, the older male not ceasing in the rough motions inside the blonde that was coaxing his orgasm out.

Whimpering, Matthew arched his back his skin flush and damp as he peered up at Ivan's face. "I want to come, Ivan…please…please," the blonde wailed and sobbed, his hips trembling as he attempted to get even closer to the older male.

Ivan gave another squeeze to the blonde's length, sliding his palm over the hot flesh repeatedly, feeling the tremble of body and speeding up gradually. "Come, then." The older male murmured, smiling as he watched Matthew, his own body clenching roughly as he moved.

Crying out, Matthew shuddered hard as he came, his breath leaving him as he gripped the sheets beside his head. His back arched off the mattress, his eyes locked on Ivan's face, his own red and his eyes wet. "Ivan…," the blonde whimpered, his insides clenched even tighter around the older male.

Ivan moaned as he slowed so as not to hurt the blonde, his hands planted on either side of Matthew's chest, his motions continuing as he leaned forward to kiss at Matthew's leaking eyes, growling as he waited for Matthew to come down from his high. Ivan purred and sighed as he rolled Matthew onto his hands and knees. "I'm not done with you yet, little one." Ivan murmured as he nipped at Matthew's throat and shoulder, his hips rolling back and forth once more, rough and smooth.

"Ivan…," Matthew mewled around a little sigh, feeling content and wonderful as he moaned at Ivan's hips rolling into his. Purring, the blonde spread his thighs wider and pressed his cheek to the sheets, his head tilted to peer back at the older male's face. "Keep…keep going…"

Ivan growled and planted one hand over Matthew's shoulder, his free hand pulling Matthew's hips close while his knees fitted between Matthew's to balance himself. The older male ground against Matthew briefly before he continued his motions, feeling his own body starting to shudder and clench tighter with the desire to come, his teeth bared as he stared down at Matthew and arched closer and closer to the blonde. It didn't take much longer for Ivan to come, the older male grunting as he thrust his hips against Matthew roughly.

Whimpering and crying out, Matthew pressed back against Ivan, his fingers curling in the sheets as he tilted his head back to peer at the older male. His head tossed back a little, curls brushing his shoulders, as Matthew whimpered Ivan's name and ground his hips, slow and tight to milk Ivan for all he was worth. "…Ivan..," the blonde murmured, as he sat up a little on his knees, his head turning in order to pull a long kiss from the older male.

Ivan moaned and sighed against Matthew's lips, pulling out from the blonde slowly as he continued to kiss and lavish attention on the smaller male's lips, his fingers sliding between the thin thighs to rub through the mess of come between soft thighs. "I love you, Matthew." The older male murmured softly. "My beautiful, gorgeous Matthew."

Shuddering, Matthew curled his arms around Ivan's neck, his lips pressing to his ear and temple. "I love you too, Ivan," the blonde flushed softly, his damp forehead pressing to Ivan's. "Quit…quit saying things like that, you'll give me a big ego," he smiled, brushing their noses together sweetly.

"I enjoy giving you a big ego." Ivan teased gently as he rolled their bodies until they could lay on their backs, Matthew sprawled over Ivan's chest as the man sighed and stroked his fingers through soft curls. "I do hope you realize that I am not nearly done with you."

"I don't want you to be," Matthew smiled, his face nuzzling against Ivan's neck as his hands idly traced nonsense patterns on pale skin. He lifted his head up from Ivan's shoulder and shifted to plant kisses along the man's forehead, nose, eyes and jaw. "I don't want you to ever be done with me."

"I promise you I won't." Ivan murmured softly. "I'm addicted to you now. I'll just need to keep coming back for a fix."

"Just a fix?" Matthew asked with a little smile, his head tilting so his chin was on Ivan's chest and he could peer at Ivan's face through his eyelashes. "Don't tell me your lips are going to turn red next," the blonde hummed, a finger raising to swipe over Ivan's lower lip.

"Only from kissing you so often." Ivan murmured as he gently pressed his fingers to Matthew's and smiling at the smaller male gently. "I love you."

Matthew smiled softly, his fingers lacing with Ivan's as he leaned forward to press a gentle kiss to the man's pale forehead, the tip of his nose, then down to his lips. "I love you, too, Ivan."It felt incredible to say that and to see that love returned in every one of Ivan's touches and kisses and that look all over his face. "I love you so much."

"I'll love you for all my life." The older male murmured against Matthew's curls. "Until the day I day and longer." Ivan sighed against Matthew's neck gently. "You're so precious to me."

"You saved my life…in more ways than one..," Matthew mumbled, his fingers brushing over Ivan's bangs. "You're the only one I've ever truly loved…and the only one I ever will," the blonde smiled, his lips pressing to Ivan's cheek.

Ivan smiled down at Matthew as he stroked his fingers through soft curls, tilting his head for a long, slow kiss.

This was what he had been missing, what he had wanted and yearned for and craved for every day of his life. Looking back it felt stupid that he had not found Matthew sooner. He was entirely consumed by the blonde and there was no cure for it at all.