Naneth,
I arrived at Erebor a day ago, and Lady Dis, Kili's mother, brought me to Kili's tomb. I have been sitting here for a day, telling my story, every detail, every feeling. I feel Kili's sorrow, and I know he feels my presence. If he is with you, he knows everything, but I must tell him everything here.
My thoughts are mixed with sadness today. I will turn around today, and never look back. I will be leaving my heart, but healing it at the same time.
I wonder if Lindir thinks of me. I have left him behind with his first broken heart, and I fear that he needs me just as much as I need him. I will come back to him, Naneth. I am letting go of Kili and holding on to Lindir. My heart will heal as soon as I wake from my sadness.
In my dreams, I wed Lindir. I wonder if he feels the same about me?
Today, I ride back to Imladris. I fear Lindir has been waiting for me, standing where I left him for two moons. I will kiss him when I return, and I will tell him I love him. I will tell him of my dreams and of how I missed him.
I am letting go of Kili. I will ride away and never come back. I will let go of my star.
Amin Mela Lle,
Tauriel
