AN: Hey you guys. I know what your thinking, where has she been!?!? And I am so sorry its been almost a year…im sorry I got discouraged again then my grandmother died when I was about to start writing again, it wouldn't be fair to you guys if I were to write when I was sad. I really hope you guys will forgive me and continue to read my story. Thanks yall. I love you (:
BPOV
Thoughts in my mind right now are going nuts; damn I think I'M going nuts! That was the second time Edward had kissed me. And I don't know why, for all I know this gorgeous man could be just trying to play me again. Either trying to mess with my heart or trying to mess with my mind, he might be using me like his own personal piano, playing me key, by key. We definitely need to talk.
EPOV
I was in pure bliss. I had kissed Bella's soft lips twice. I missed it. Damn, Bella IS my bliss. Her soft lips moving against mine slowly, when everyone walked in the way she blushed felt like it lit up the world, my world, especially.
I said hey to everyone, brushed my teeth, ate dinner and chilled with the guys. Then what I knew would happen, did.
"Dude you were making out with MY SISTER. Bella, the girl that hates you," I cringed at his words. "Bella. Bella Swan! My sister, the girl you HATE!" My eyes widened.
"Emmett! I think I know WHO she is! Calm down, and Emmett I don't HATE Bella..." I was curious where Jasper was then realized he was with Alice.
"Oh boy."
"What?" I asked skeptical.
"It's happening." he said with an obvious tone in his voice.
I gave a questioning look.
"Oh you know. You're falling for Bella."
"Am not! And since when did you become such an expert on me, huh?"
"Since I saw the way you look at my sister."
"Okay, whatever. Lets just drop it."
"Okay man. Whatever you'll have to tell somebody one day"
"Whatever. Goodnight."
"Night."
As I walked up the stairs I saw Rose, she had a smirk on her face, headed towards me. Then she whispered something in my ear,
"Bella is in her room. You should go talk to her."
"Id rather not talk to her with my sister in the room."
"Don't worry you wont have to worry about her." She giggled. I gave a questioning look, she continued walking down to Emmett.
I walked to Emmett's bedroom and saw Jasper and Alice kissing while watching a movie. So I stopped and stepped over to Bella's room and knocked on the door.
"Who is it?" She hollered in a sweet tone.
"It's just me, Edward." I said politely.
"Oh come in Edward!" I opened the door and walked in.
BPOV
I watched as Edward walked into my room, a stern look on his face- jaw clinched, lips tight, but he's still gorgeous- God Bella stop thinking about him like that.
"Hey Edward" I smiled. Hoping he didn't notice my gawking at his looks.
"Hey Bella." he didn't show any emotion.
"What do you need Edward?" I asked, trying not to be rude but still wanted him to get to the point.
"May I sit down?"
"Sure," I laughed. "Go ahead and sit."
"Thanks." He sat down beside me on my bed and relaxed a little. He finally relaxed his lips. I stared at them; I haven't ever realized how perfect his lips were. They weren't to thin but definitely not to thick, but perfect.
"Okay so what is it that you need?"
"I just want to talk to you."
Oh really? Because I had no clue. I mean, why else would you be in my room. I thought
"Okay." I said.
"Bella...im very confused."
"About??" I questioned his statement.
"Us."
"What about us?"
"You hate me...yet you've kissed me twice…" I opened my mouth to protest until he said, "Well I kissed, and you went along with it." I blushed. He slightly smiled that crooked smile he knew makes girls go crazy. I wasn't sure that I knew or liked where this was going.
"Who said I hated you..."
"Your actions." He said. What!?
"Well I could say the same about you." I challenged him.
"And I've apologized." He pressed.
"Yes, you have." I nodded my head. "It's only been two days here…" I pointed out.
"I know.." And at that moment everything froze. I crashed my lips to his and my arms locked around his neck. I just couldn't help it. At first he didn't move, like he was frozen. Then once he was out of shock he kissed me back. He pulled his hands up and tangled them in my hair, I pulled away to breath for a moment.
EPOVOkay so I have officially lost it. This time it wasn't me…Bella kissed me? At first I was confused and then more relaxed. She kissed me and I didn't move I just sat there. Then I began to kiss back, she wrapped her arms around my neck, and all to willingly I pulled my hands to her hair. She pulled away to breath and I kissed her face, then down her neck and back up. This is crazy. What's going on… why am I kissing this girl that I've always picked on. I let it go for now and just enjoyed the moment, until again she pulled away, this time it wasn't to breathe.
"Edward," she sighed. "We can't do this, I-I don't know what's going on. Why are you doing this please just- just stop." My eyes widened, I was confused. What is this crazy woman talking about?
"Bella," I said. "What in the hell are you talking about?"
"You, your- you're just trying to play another joke on me… trying to mess with my head right? Trying to get me to fall for you just so you can break my heart one day…I knew it…just stop…please Edward." That hurts. It really hurts, that she'd think I'd do something like that. She's insane. It infuriates me. It makes me angry with not only her but also myself. If I hadn't done all of this, our entire lives, this wouldn't be happening. Why did I always have to pick on her?…
"Bella, you kissed me that time! What do I have to do to get it through you're thick head that I am SORRY! Huh? Do you ever listen? Are you stupid or something?! What's your problem?!" I shouted at her, and instantly regretted it, when I saw Bella's face turn bright red and not from blushing, her eyes started watering and she covered her face. It was then that I realized I had just made her cry. I felt like my insides were being ripped out of me vein by vein.
"Bella," I said in a worried voice. "Oh my God Bella are you crying?" I asked.
"No." She sniffled.
"God Bella. I am sorry please Bella, I didn't mean it like that. I didn't mean to make you cry. Please Bel-" She cut me off.
"Oh really? Then how DID you mean it? Huh? Im NOT stupid Edward. And don't apologize, it means nothing if it's not true. Just leave."
"But Bella, listen please just listen, I do mean it, I am sor-" Again she cut me off.
"Just. Leave. Edward." She said slowly. It hurt, I hated her being upset. Especially since it was my fault. As she asked, well, demanded, I stood up and started walking out the door.
"Okay Bella. Goodnight"
She didn't answer so I left.
BPOVHe's not sorry. I know he's not. He never has been and he never will be. This is going to be a long year.
AN: Don't kill me but things were going way to fast then I wanted so I had to slow things down…I mean come on 2 days to make up for 17 years? Really? Lol I hope you get it…now do you guys like Edwards point of view? And anyone have any ideas…they just might turn out in the story ;) Please review….(: since im back now(:
