ANA'S POV:

So many people working on me, Grace is in here as well. Christian hasn't followed me in yet, and I am glad for it. I can't have him near me right now, no matter how much my body craves his comfort. My mind tells me he is responsible for everything that has happened so far. I don't think he personally asked for me to be tortured, but taking our troubles to that devil woman started this.

I had the I.V. put in, blood taken and was dressed in one of the revealing gowns before I was finally settled back down to the bed. Grace is at my head, brushing back my hair from my face with a motherly worry about her. I know she loves and cares for me, and that is what I will work with. If she really does care for me, then she will understand what I ask.

"Grace?" I croak out, throat dry and sore.

"Yes dear, I am right here." She leans closer to hear better.

"Please, don't let Christian in here, please." I ask with eyes full of fear and worry.

I could tell she was taken back a bit, shocked that I would ask her to keep out the one person that should be in here with me. But I can't have him here, and I trust Grace to abide by my wishes. She nods slightly, and answers me in a quiet voice.

"I will make sure he stays outside your door until you are ready for him sweetie."

"Thank you."

She gave my hand a squeeze before she headed out the door, but I know she will be back. Until then, I have to let the doctor know my main concern. Turning my attention to the older gentleman in the white coat, I ask him the question that has been on my mind.

"Is my baby alright?"

That phrase made him turn his head in my direction with confusion at first, then concern.

"Mrs. Grey, we have your blood already heading down to the lab, but I will bring in an ultrasound to check on the little guy. I see that you have been bleeding, so we can hope for the best."

I nod slightly, but praying that my baby hasn't suffered so early in life already. I don't know what I would do if the worst has happened. I must have zoned out for a moment because next thing I know the machine was being wheeled in and set up. I let the nurses and doctors move me around, dressing and stitching all my wounds, and then lay me back to be ready for an answer.

Please Baby, I hope you held on!

"This may be uncomfortable, but it's the best way to see inside." The doctor says as he takes a gel covered wand and puts it under my blanket. He wasn't kidding, it was cold and definitely uncomfortable considering how sore I was already down there. It seemed as though he was looking for a long while before he said the words that broke my heart.

"I'm sorry, you did miscarry, Mrs. Grey, but I see something else..."

CHRISTIAN'S POV:

I leave Taylor and run down to where Ana is, I need to be with her. As I came upon her door my mother came out and stopped me.

"Don't go in there, Christian." She tells me as she blocks the door.

"I need to get in there, my wife needs me." I try to get around her, but Grace Grey wasn't budging.

"Ana asked me to keep you out here, she doesn't want to see you right now, son. So I think now is the perfect time to tell me what happened. That poor girl looks as though she has gone through hell."

I run my hand thru my hair in frustration, why doesn't she want me with her? You know why, Grey, you are the piece of shit that did this to her. Not directly, but with your actions the last few days. I sat down in the chair just outside her door in the hallway and put my head in my hands. I didn't realize I was crying until my mother sat next to me holding out a tissue.

"I don't know what went on, and why Ana doesn't want you with her, but she is safe now. And I am sure that whatever you both have gone through, you will still be together again soon enough. Give her this moment to see how much she needs you."

"Mom, it's not that simple," I began but a cart heading through the door stopped my train of thought. What is that machine?

"Oh my God," I heard my mother gasp. "Christian, is Ana pregnant?"

I couldn't answer her, I fell into heavy tears with uncertain hope. I don't know if I wish that she did lose the baby as I wanted, or if she still carries my child. Either way, I will now support my wife with whatever decision she makes. She has already suffered enough, and I don't want to continue to feel responsible for everything. I just want to hold Ana in my arms, and know that we will be ok.

"It will be alright, I know it. Just have patience and everything will settle down."

I really hope my mother is right...I can't live without Ana. And if that means that a baby has to join us, then so be it. I still have my fears of fatherhood, but if Ana is still by my side those worries won't matter.

I just want everything to be alright again...

AN: Thanks again to all who are still reading this story, and for following! So, a miscarriage is confirmed, but what else did the doctor see? Could it be what will permanently separate these two lovers? I will say, it is something big! Thanks to all of you again!