Chapter 8

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Edward prov

Bella has just stormed up the stairs, I think she's going to make it all the way up but then I hear a thud and I know she's tripped. I'm about to get up but jasper shakes his head at me, he sends me a wave of what she's feeling and I flinch at all the emotions that are swirling around, I feel like I'm a bomb waiting to explode. Her trip gets a laugh out of everyone, this only serves to make her angrier as she recovers for her fall storming the rest of the way down the hall. She slams the door it's like a crack of thunder, I'm surprised she could slam it that hard.

I look around the room everyone has a smile one their faces apart from Esme, Carlisle and Alice, who is singing barbie girl in her head. I glare at her she's hiding something. "Dame did she turn back into a human or back into a 5 year old." Emmet chuckles and he then does an impression of Bella stomping up the stair but before he gets up the first step he keeps purposely falling, it gets a few laughs but I shake my head at him. It was funny at first but this is going too far. " oh come on Eddie she's knows I'm just messing around with her, she's fine, plus everyone needs a laugh." Emmet says jokingly but as soon as he finishes I hear the most heartbreaking sound. It's like a knife to my heart. Bella is crying not not just crying but sobbing.

"You really think it's all a joke now." I growl as I walk past him and his face is stricken now with the realisation of what has happened, I look around the room and see that most look ashamed. I turn and I run up the stairs to our bedroom. I open the door she doesn't even realise that I am here until I get on the bed with her and wrap her I'm my arms.

2 hours later.

After trying to reassure Bella that even if we lose it would never be her fault, she falls alseep head on my chest wrapped tightly in a blanket. I stroke her hair in an attempt to settle her, she's very restless and keeps mumbling In her sleep. After the sobbing fit, everyone down the stairs was in a fit of guilt for what they had been putting Bella through by laughing at her. Making her feel worse than she already did. They also all wanted to reassure her that they didn't blame her for any of this but I know they won't assure her of anything. Bella has always been stubborn and her blaming herself for this won't change.

I hear a knock on the door. "Come In I say." The door opens and Alice is revealed to be on the other side. "This is what you saw earlier wasn't it." She nods a guilty look on her face. "Why didn't you warn me or stop emmet from making all the jokes."

She sighs. " she needed to break Edward, all of this has overwhelmed her Edward. Turning back into a human and then all this horrible business with the volturi. It was that she either breaks now where you can be there to comfort her or she breaks down when your away. I thought it would be better if she broke surrounded by family, than you not being here and she winds up locking herself in a room. I didn't see much of that future but I know that it was worse than this one."

"I thought you couldn't see her." I watch as Alice moves from leaning against the door, to sit on end of the bed, she begins to play with the end of the throw that is there.

"I can't but just like Nessie and the wolf's, I can see around her and of course the others actions around her and before you can ask I don't know what's going to happen there's too many variables, too many different versions. Ones were we do fight and win, ones where we fight and lose and ones where we don't or can't fight at all. There's even some where Bella is there. There playing with my visions making as many unknown or keep changing their minds to stop me from seeing what is actually going to happen, I swear not matter what happens I'm going to rip Aros head off, I can see he's taking glee in this whole ordeal." I can tell She's frustrated.

" well get through it Alice we always do and even if we don't, we've had a good life but if we do fight Alice can your promise me one thing." She nods. " that we'll make a future in which they can't find Bella or Nessie. Where they won't be always looking over there shoulders. Maybe we can send them to isle Esme, she loves it there."

"I promise But I don't have to see the future to know that if anything happens to any of us especially you. She'll never be the same again but she might find moments of peace. I guess that means you've given up hope of her being turned back." I shake my head at her, I know she can't see Bella's but she can see mine.

"Of course not Alice, I will always have hope. It took me so long to find her and I don't want to." I take an unneeded breath " I can't believe that this is the end for us for all of us. I wanted decades on her and we haven't even surpassed the amount I waited but I know that if we do survive this and she stays human and eventually dies. I can't go back to living like I did before." I know that as I say it the words they have never been truer. I have tried to live without Bella before and I barely survived it. Now that I spent so long being with my love I would never survive it, I would be pushed into a dark hole if internal misery and I know this time that I would never be able to crawl out of it.

" don't even think of that Edward, we'll get through and we find a way to turn her back. And do you really think that is what she'd want, even if she were dead. I would put my own life on it that she would want you to live." Alice goes on a big rant about all that Bella and I have lived through but I tune her out in favour of looking at the beauty in my arms. Even without the looks of a vampire she was always beautiful, she could never see that though. I trance her face with one of my fingers, she shivers. "Edward… EDWARD are you even listening to me." Alice is basically jumping up and down on the bed and trying to get my attention. I send her a sharp glare and point my head towards Bella but it's already too late she's waking up.

She grumbles and me and Alice are status's still as we wait to see if she's going to wake up or not. She settles down but only to stir again a minutes later and I know she's going to wake. I glare at Alice. " I'm sorry Edwards I forgot." She sends me an apologetic shrug and her thoughts. I shake my head at her but she knows that I'm not that angry with her.

Bella's eye open them and she looks around a bit confused. " hey when did a fall asleep." I chuckle a bit at her confusion.

" couple of hours ago." Is all I say it's then she notices Alice.

" oh hey Alice." Alice smiles at her, already bouncing in her chair and then I see what's she's planning and I don't know if I want to laugh or cry at Bella's expense but then I see her thoughts taking a turn and see that I'm going to somehow be involved in this makeover extravaganza. I shake my head at her but she has that evil grin on her face and I know that there's no way that I'm getting out of this.

"Bella, I see that your feeling better." That makes Bella blushes like crazy as if she just realising that Everyone had heard her earlier. " oh no need to feel embarrassed about it. Everyone feels quite guilty actually and emmet is planning something special to turn that frown upside down as he said. Well I wouldn't be looking forward to that too much if I were you." Bella and I both chuckle as we both know how emmets plans don't always follow the course they are meant to take.

It's then that emmet decides to to enter the room. " hey you three, my plans are great and trust me Bella's this is going to be the greatest make up gift ever." He has a excited look on his face and Bella looks a-bit scared, I try to see what he is planing but he's shielding his thoughts.

"Don't worry about it em nothing to apologies over, all is good, I know you were just joking."Bella tries to placate him but we all know that emmet isn't going to give up that easy.

He about to reply when Alice cuts in clearly no longer being able to wait with the evil plan she has cooked up. " ok enough of this, Bella I have got a special treat for you planned." She's bouncing with excitement and once again Bella looks a bit scared of what has been planned for her.

" oh relax, your going to love this. We're going to do make overs." Bella cringes again thinking about the torture as she puts it that she's going to have to endure. She begins to protest against Alice's plans. This is when Alice hopes onto the bed with the grace of a deer and puts a hand over Bella's mouth. " oh hush you if you would let me finish." I shudder knowing what she is going to say. "We are going to give makeover to the BOYS!." This gets Bella laughing and all the boys protesting. Alice sure does know how to distract everyone.


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