A Kidney for a Heart

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush at all…


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Jazckson: Yes, I'm sorry, this is indeed the last chapter. But, now that you may be sad again, this chapter will probably be better than the last one. And well, I had some ideas for reactions, you may laugh, or think Katie is incredibly rude and weird now; I tried to make her funny. Anyways, thanks for reviewing on every chapter, it really helps. Thanks


So guys, this definitely is the last chapter, and it's hopefully a good one, so please please please review.


Well, it was later that night, and James, Logan, and Kendall had gotten the whole apartment in the living room. Kendall had gathered them up, and James and Logan had been standing in the main room, waiting to tell them the news.

"Hey guys," Logan started. "Um, me and James kind of…sort of…have something to tell you. I uh…well he um…we are…in a way we're…" James rolled his eyes and started to rub Logan's arm.

"If you want I'll tell them." James whispered in his ear. "If it makes you feel better." He added.

"No, I think I know how to tell them," He whispered back. "Me and James are…well…okay maybe I do need a little help." James laughed a little and stood very closely next to his side and held his hand. They slowly raised it up to show everybody. "We're together." Logan stated.

"Ah ha!" Carlos jumped up and pointed a finger at them. "Kendall knew it!" Carlos yelled. "You two are together!" Carlos stood next to Kendall and gave him a high-five. "BUT…I'm happy for you two." Carlos walked up and gave them a hug. Their gaze shifted to Katie, who was making a barfing. Suddenly, Logan's heart dropped, but James was there to catch it.

"Katie, do you have a problem?" James shot her a look.

"No," She said, and eased Logan's worries. "I'm fine with this, but to think I did have a crush on you." Katie told James.

"I KNEW IT!" He shouted and pointed a finger at her.

"HA!" She pointed a finger back. "When you laid down on my lap and asked me to rub your back for you, you would go to sleep, so then I would start creeping on you!" She said. James suddenly felt very violated, and wrapped his arms around himself.

"You crept on a gay guy?" Kendall asked, to which Katie blushed. "I don't think that's something you should be proud of." Katie quickly sat down.

"Glad you guys are happy." She quickly buried her embarrassed face into a pillow. James, Logan, and Kendall all laughed, and then looked at Mama Knight.

"I'm fine with it," She stated. Just about when Logan and James were about to shout for joy, she said, "But you can't share a bed." Their faces both turned kind of sad.

"Okay," Logan sighed, but Kendall had to cut in.

"I promise they won't do anything mom. I'll sleep in the same room as them, and if they try to go further than kissing I'll kick them out and tell you." Kendall fought for them.

"Yeah, and I'm waiting until either we live together or we get married to have sex." Logan stated. "I won't do anything, I promise." Mama Knight still had a stone cold expression on her face. They stayed silent for a minute while she thought it over in her head.

"Fine, but I don't want to hear Katie complaining about seeing you guys in a bed together." James and Logan both wrapped up in each other's arms. James could help but fall into Logan's lips…right when Katie looked up.

"Get a room." Carlos laughed.

"Isn't that sweet." Mama Knight smiled.

"AHHH!" Katie let out a very high pitched squeal and ran into the other room, forcing James and Logan to separate.

"What?" James asked at Mama Knight and Carlos, who were staring at them. "I can't help it, he's my one and only," James kissed Logan's head. "And you better not forget it." James rubbed noses with Logan.

"I won't," Logan said. "Now kiss me again." He giggled. So James did, he hugged Logan tightly and slowly backed up and lied down on the couch with Logan in his arms, continuing to kiss him.

"I'll go comfort Katie." Mama Knight stated as she walked off to Katie's room. Kendall and Carlos stood in the awkward silence of James and Logan kissing.

"M-m-maybe we should leave them alone." Carlos stated and Kendall agreed. The two boys left, and soon it was just James and Logan and their kisses.

"Logan, I can't keep my hands off of you." James said in between kisses. His hands crept up and peeled Logan off of his mouth. "I want you to know something before it's too late. Just in case we ever break-up for some reason, you can always get me back, just by asking. If one of us dies, you'll always be in my heart, or I'll always care for you after I'm dead. Logan I just fell for you so easily. It wasn't like that with girls, you're different. I would just kiss them until they talked about being together and then I would run away. But with you Logan, I want…no…I need you to know that…" James got off of the couch and looked deep into Logan's eyes. "I love you." The words took Logan's breath away. "Yes, I know it's crazy. We only kissed each other like a week ago, and we just barely decided to be boyfriend's and I don't know how I can feel this strongly already but-," James's mouth got tangled up in Logan's lips suddenly. The touch was nice, and James's hand cupped Logan's cheek.

"It's okay." Logan stated. "I know I was the one running away. You told me that you liked me, and I ran away. But after, I liked you too. I helped care for you, and well, I love you too." James gave a smile of relief and kissed Logan again. "I hope Katie isn't too freaked out." Logan laughed, and so did James.

"You're so cute." It was true; James's couldn't keep his hands to himself. He grabbed Logan and pulled him into another kiss. The tempo with these kisses were slower, more meaningful. His hand grabbed onto James's hair. He loved the feeling of James's soft and nice looking hair. It was better than anything he had seen on anyone else. Suddenly, he thought he heard James grunt a little.

"Are you okay?" Logan asked him.

"Yeah…I'm…fine…" James had stopped his breathing and was biting his bottom lip.

"No, you're not, what's wrong?" It was then that Logan and noticed his other hand was resting on where James's new kidney was. "Oh my god I'm so sorry!" Logan jumped off of James. "I'm going to go get some ice for that." Logan stated. Once Logan was over to the refrigerator, James looked up to heaven and mouthed

'Damn you!'. His kidney lower abdomen hurt like a mother, and he wanted Logan to stay there for so much longer. "Loges…" James said. Logan looked back at him.

"Yeah?" He answered.

"…come back, I miss you." James looked like a puppy with his expression on. Logan giggled and strolled back to James and lied back down in his arms. Logan snuggled his head into James's neck.

"I love you." He restated, kissed James's cheek, and resumed his position.

"Love you too." James felt very cozy with Logan on him. He wrapped his arms around the smaller boy, just happy to have him there. He started to think about how they got here, and how happy he was that Logan was with him. James loved the small brunette more than anything, more than life. He didn't care about what happened tomorrow, or the day after that. He was focused on right now, this very moment, with Logan in his arms. This was how he wanted the rest of his life to be, and how he would make sure it would stay. James looked back up at heaven and mouthed a sincere 'Thank you'. The two slowly drifted off to sleep after that…


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