Chapter 9
I ran home, I ran up the stairs and knocked. Were staying at Bella's to help with the funeral. No answer so I walked in and Alice was sitting in the corner holding a picture of her and Bella before prom. She was sobbing.
"Alice it's been a week so I'm going to remind you off Bella's last 2 requests. One you live your life and move on second go to her memory room and take the family because there is letters for everyone."
She looked up and whispered." I'll live for Bella get the family I'll go in know."
"Everyone can you please go outside the memory room now please."
We all meet at the memory room.
"Bella's last request for us is to walk in this room and get our letters."
Alice walked forward and unlocked the door we all walked in the room was hugs every inch of the walls were covered in pictures and drawings in the middle of the room in two sofas and one love seat and a coffee table in the centre With our letters on. The pictures were off Bella as a baby to the day she 'died'.i walked over to the picture of Bella after we left she looked so dead. I whispered.
"What did we do to you?" everyone gathered around the picture of lifeless Bella. Alice broke down and so did Esme. I went over to the table and handed everyone there letters there was a CD labelled ALICE. I handed it to her. I opened mine and Esme's.
Dear Carlisle and Esme
Thank you for everything. Thank you for helping me when I was a klutz's. Thank you for being calm and for being selfless. You're a great dad I love you. Mum I love you with everything i have you're the best you was there for me when I needed a shoulder to cry on when i needed someone to talk too. I love you mum and dad
Love Bella swan x
Rosalie P.O.V
Dear Rosalie and Emmett
Rosalie I love you even if you were a total bitch to me but i understand why Rosalie you're my big sister I will always love you even when you are being the 'ice queen' as people called ya. Emmett I love you big brother bear you were there to protect and hold me when I needed it you were there to cheer me up your my brother in every sense of the word but blood I love you guys forever
Love Bella Swan x
Jasper P.O.V
Dear Jasper
I never blamed you for what happened at my birthday party. I understood i'm you natural food source it's in your nature but please do me one favour and promise to look after Alice! Jasper she's my life my everything but i now live no longer so can you please just look after her promise me Jasper Whitlock Cullen
Love Bella Swan. X
"I promise." Everyone looked at me.
Bella asked me to promise to look after Alice as Alice is Bella's life and she is no longer here to look after her."
Alice P.O.V
Dear my beautiful Alice,
Alice I love you with my whole being your my life my air my everything but most importantly my love. Alice live your life, move on don't forget about me but don't be upset. Alice if you find love don't worry about me I just won't you to be happy. Alice I will be looking over you. I wrote a song for you it's on the CD. Alice I love you 'forever and ever babe.'
Lots and lots of love Bella Swan. xxx
I walked over to the CD player and put the CD in.
Beat again (jls)
Damn,
The Doctor's just finished telling me there's no time
Losing you could be the end of me and that I
Should do the things that I wanna do how could I
Without you, without you, ooh, ooh
Cos you're the only I let in
Tell me how to stop this feeling spreading
I'm hoping somehow that you know, ooh, ooh
Let's just get back together
We should've never broke up
They're telling me
That my heart won't beat again
We should have stayed together
Cos when you left me it stopped
They're telling me
That my heart won't beat again
Won't beat again
It's killing me
If I died,
Yeah would you come to my funeral would you cry
Would you feel some regret that we didn't try
Or would you fall apart the same as I, I, I, I
And would it always haunt you baby
That you missed your chance to save me
Cos you know it's not too late
Let's just get back together
We should have never broke up
They're telling me
That my heart won't beat again
We should have stayed together
Cos when you left me it stopped
They're telling me
That my heart won't beat again
Won't beat again
It's killing me
I need you back in my arms
I need love CPR
Cos it's getting so cold, ooh
I need you back again
Or else I'll never mend
And girl if I go, I go, I go, I go
Let's just get back together
We should have never broke up
They're telling me
That my heart won't beat again
We should have stayed together
Cos when you left me it stopped
They're telling me
That my heart won't beat again
Won't beat again
It's killing me
I'm beggin' please don't let me go X 4
I broke down sobbing jasper picked me up.
