Ariette: *Feeling down* Hi... *Starts crying suddenly* I'M SO SORRY! I'M A WOMAN WITHOUT HONOR! TOT PLEASE FORGIVE ME! *Goes to a corner and draws circles*
Yuma: Is she STILL depressed about last chapter?
Astral: It seems like it...
Yuma: Don't tell me we HAVE to do this AGAIN!
Astral: We better do it Yuma
Yuma: Fine...
Astral and Yuma: Yugioh Zexal do not belong to Ariette5!
Note Nine: How can I make you happy…?
I sighed. I have stayed in the Key since that 'party' in Yuma's house. If I count correctly that is almost five days. I should probably leave the Key for now. Yuma still needs me, and I have been doing nothing inside here. I should leave when Yuma's classes finishes. I must not interrupt him. In the meanwhile, I think I am just going to do nothing. I have thought about everything is happening. I have searched for a reason for Yuma to be acting like this, but I have not found an answer. I am still worried about all this. What if Yuma is in even more danger that I could possibly think of? I must admit I still do not know much about this world or even the human race. Everything is so confusing. I wish I can do something to help Yuma soon.
A couple of hours pass and I still have to wait until Yuma is free. I have been thinking about this matter of Number 96. I have not heard anything weird or felt something that tells me he is near. And that gets me even more worried. What is Black Mist planning now? I thought he was going to stay away from us more time. I know he is not stupid. He would not be stupid enough to come after being released such a short time before. Maybe I made a bad decision when I let him leave, but it was the only solution I could find that time. And this time I will make sure it does not happen again. I try to think and analyze what Black Mist is planning, but I am afraid I cannot guess what it is.
It is already late. I did not noticed how many time passed since I started thinking about Number 96's problem. I think it really has me worried; so worried I do not notice the time that passes. I decide to leave now.
But nothing in this world had me prepared for what I was about to hear.
When I appeared outside the Key, the first thing I noticed was that we were not in Yuma's room, not even in his house. I soon noticed the presence of Akira, what sincerely annoyed me. I also noticed he was paler than usual and that Yuma was talking to him.
"Yup, sometimes it does…" Yuma laughed; it seemed he was amazed with something. "By the way… How did you got sick? I thought Astral beings don't get sick…"
Astral beings? What did Yuma meant by that?
Akira sighed and suddenly his voice changed. "We don't. But in this human body I don't possess the abilities as in my true form. Pathetic humans, such weak creatures…"
What was happening here? That voice…
"Woah! No insults there! I'm a human ya' know? And now you're too." Yuma said a bit offended.
What are they talking about? Should I say something?
"Only when I want to. And don't worry; I won't insult your race again." Akira turned to see Yuma, but I get the impression he saw me. "Do you still remember our promise, don't you?"
'Your race'? Promise?
"Yes, I still remember. Why do you ask?" Yuma asked confused.
What promise?
"Nothing~ I was just making sure you remembered that you promised to help me~" Akira said, now a grin forming in his lips.
Help Akira? With what? And why is he grinning? Why does that grin… Seems familiar?
"Why do you say that? Of course I remember. I won't forget something like that." Yuma frowned.
What are they talking about? I do not understand! I am so confused right now…
"That's good~ I knew you would keep your promise Yuma~" Akira's grin turned wider.
What is this? Is Yuma hiding things from me again? What does-?
"Yes, I will Black Mist." I could not stop myself from gasping.
What?! Black Mist i-is Akira?
Yuma looked at me, he opened his eyes widely.
No! No! This cannot be happening! First Vector now this?! How could Yuma do this?! I just... I do not understand. I do not want to understand!
Yuma opened his mouth to try to say something but no words left his throat. And Akira definitively seemed to enjoy this.
"Oh look! We had a visitor Yuma~ Don't you want to tell Astral we're 'best buds'?" Akira asked grinning.
Why is he doing this? What does he win from doing this?!
"Astral I-" Yuma started but I did not wanted to hear.
"No Yuma. I have heard enough. I do not need to hear anymore. Now I understand everything Yuma. I think I am going to leave now." I told him. I know he noticed how hurt I was but I do not care anymore.
I teleported inside the Key. I do not need to see more. Before I left I heard Yuma scream my name: "Astral wait!"
But not even that could stop me, I had made a decision.
I have never felt something like this. My heart hurt like never before; it was like if someone was ripping it out from me. My mind was a chaos; I just could not think straight anymore. My body acted on its own, sending tears from both my eyes while sobbing and whimpering. I could not stop my feelings: anger, confusion, hurt, pain, sadness… Everything inside me was a complete disaster. My mind telling me I should not trust Yuma again while my heart telling Yuma had a reason to do all this. And I did not know what to do. Should I follow my mind or should I follow my heart?
Yuma had always told me that our heart is the one that is going to guide us, but I always knew that is the mind that is truly going to make the right decision. So, should I trust my mind? The mind that is in complete chaos, with a million things inside. Or should I trust my heart? The heart that I learned to discover, that has all the emotions I never knew. What should I do? What should I do?!
More and more tears fell from my eyes, but I did not care. My heart was so broken, so hurt, I could not even think of anything else.
Why? Why?! Why did Yuma have to do this?! Why did this have to happen?! Why?! Why?! I do not understand… I do not want to understand! Why Yuma? Why…?
I cried. I cried like never before. So this is the feeling of a broken heart… How can people live with this? It is so awful, so painful. Then how can people overcome this? I wish I knew. I wish I could be strong enough to surpass this. But right now I do not have the strength, I do not have the mind, I do not have the flow. I just want to do nothing. I do not wish to see Yuma again, not now. I want to know, I want to understand but I cannot.
Why is my mind in such a chaos? Why is my heart in such a pain? Why Yuma had to do this? Why? Why?!
And even more tears fell from my eyes. It was so hard to breathe right now; I did not even knew I could breathe until all this happened. I felt my strength leave me, I fell to my knees. This was the second time I felt like this, both being about Yuma. But I can swear this is worse than the first. I stayed there, crying and sobbing, with nothing else to do. I soon 'blacked out', letting my mind rest for the remainder of the day.
When I woke up again, I could barely open my eyes. I was still feeling awful. My head hurt and I felt disoriented. I did not know what time it was, and I did not care either. I started to cry again. I could not control it. It hurt me; it hurt me so badly I felt like I could never recuperate. I still do not understand, I cannot find a reason to all this. I am suffering so much.
Please, tell me why? Why is this happening? Why do I have to feel like this? Why?
I found this so stupid.
Why am I crying over this?
I found myself laughing at me.
Am I going crazy?
My tears were now mixed with my laughter.
This is so stupid. I am suffering over a human child.
But at the same time, my laughter was sad.
Over a human child who showed me everything I know.
My tears were now stronger than my laughter.
Yuma… You betrayed me… But I cannot hate you… I just want to understand why you did this…
I know that if I knew the reason why Yuma did this, I would be able to understand better. But I still have to wait… Wait until my heart feels alive again… Because right now… My heart is dead and broken…
"How can I make you happy when I'm not happy?"
And it seems… Yuma's heart is broken too...
Ariette: I know, I know u.u It's a REALLY SHORT chapter, but Hey! It's very important! So... I was reading the reviews and I felt so happy :D Thank you guys!
Yuma: Just them? What about us? We've been running the chapter while you were depressed!
Ariette: And of course, thanks to you guys! As a present, I decided to lessen the hurt part in this story, so don't worry! Nothing REALLY bad is going to happen to you guys! Only bad things
Yuma: I think we better get out of here...
To the reviewers!
WolfKomoki: Thanks for the tip! ;D And thanks for the comment too! :D
Durbe the Barian: YAY! You did it! Here, have a cookie! *Gives a cookie* Yup! I can make this! :D I already started writing it :D ANd I'm proud of it! Thanks! You sure helped me there, thanks sis!
SYF: Enjoy! :D *Laughs evilly* Oh si! Y tengo mas planeado! Sufre SYF SUFRE! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! La que veian los chicos al rincipio del capi anterior...
Fairysands: Thanks! :D It really makes me happy to see more people enjoy this!
LRH: I've updated! Bad thing is that I won't be updating soon...
Key-Jenny: (Doesn't matter if I shorten your name, right?) Yup u.u You guys would never expect that... But something even more unexpected is going to happen later! So calm down until that comes! You'll know later on, you'll know... XD Me too, but I bet you want to hug him more after this chapter! I haven't forgotten! Yuma: WHAT?! OAO
Lime Gap: Yay! I'll tell you when I have made the story. I have start it already and I hope to finish it by next chapter :D
Breana: Ok... Can you be more specific please? Pretty please? AWEEEEE~ THANKS! You definitively made my day! So now, I will laugh even more evilly than before! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Don Justice-100: No, NOW you should say that XD Yup, Let's see if that happens... XD YES! I just got OBSESED with Mulan! And no, sadly I couldn't do that... But I'll make it in another story! When I have time! XD
Ariette: So, that's it for the reviewers! THANK YOU ALL! *Bows* You made my day! :D Now I will let you all cry in a corner asking why I had to make Astral suffer like this. The answer: BECAUSE I'M EVIL! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
PS: To the winners: I already started two of the one-shots, I hope to have finished them by next chapter :D After I finish those, I will start with the other two, 'kay?
PS2: Also, I don't know when I'll be updating next chapter. I've been VERY busy with school and also I've been having some kind of personal problems. But if everything goes as planned I won't delay more than two weeks :D
PS3: HAPPY THANKSGIVING TO ALL! (To those who celebrate it)
