A/N: I hope you enjoy this chapter as much as I enjoyed writing it. Please review! I honestly want to know what you think about it. I'm working so hard to have this story completed by the end of 2012 so any advice on it will be greatly appreciated. I still don't have a beta so if anyone would like to volunteer let me know! Enjoy!
BPOV
2 Months Later
Things had been going so well since I had told him everything that night. The divorce was finalized, Emmett was recovering from his surgery and I had finally moved out of the house Emmett and I had once shared and into a beautiful house, that Jasper and I now shared. We spent every waking moment with each other unless I was in class and he was working. Jasper decided to drop the classes he was taking and work with Rosalie full time running the family business. He still had his house but all of his mail came here and this was the address that he used for work and everything else he did.
Tonight was a big night for Jasper and I. I had things to tell him and I was ecstatic and terrified all at the same time. I had just placed the potatoes into the oven when I heard my phone buzzing. Opening it I saw a text message from Jasper.
Baby, I hope your home I will be there in 2 minutes -J
I smiled at the text setting my phone back on the counter and continuing with dinner. I smiled when I heard the front door open and keys fall into the bowl buy the door. He knew where to find me. It's some place I had grown to love in this house. I was still smiling as he walked through the door of the kitchen.
"Hey baby, I've missed you," I whispered kissing his jaw before grabbing the steaks and handing them to him. "The grills all ready just put 'em on," I smiled before finishing the few other things for dinner and walking outside to the patio and sitting out in the grass by his chair. We didn't say anything we just sat in each others company. It was a comfortable silence for us.
I looked at the timer on my phone seeing that the potatoes didn't have much longer to bake, I stood up and walked over to where he was standing by the grill, "I'm going to go check on the potatoes and fix the salad. Bring those in when your done," I kissed him softly and walked back into the kitchen. I hummed softly to the music as I pulled the stuff out of the fridge for the salad before I checked the potatoes. I laid everything out on the counter and quickly pulled the potatoes off the baking rack and laying them on the stove just in time for the doorbell to ring. I walked to the door opening it surprised at what I saw. I stood there standing face to face with a man in uniform.
"Uh, can I help you?" I stuttered out.
The man nodded. "Yes ma'am. Is Major Whitlock here?"
I stood there in shock. "Jasper," I yelled hearing him walk into the kitchen "come in here please." I saw Jasper walking to the door and stand beside me and address him.
"Colonel, what can I do for you?" he said smoothly acting as though nothing was wrong.
My mind was racing at this point. How could Jasper not tell me about this? I turned on my heels and walked off before I would say something I would regret. I walked down the hall into our bedroom shutting and locking the door behind me. I fell to my knees sobbing unsure of what to do anymore. I clutched my stomach as nauseousness overcame me. I knew Jasper was about to get orders to leave the country. I didn't want to know what was going to happen. All I could think about was the fact that I was going to be alone for 9 to 12 months and I was going to end up raising a baby alone. I couldn't stop sobbing, quietly I climbed into our bed so I could hide my sobs in the pillows as all my thoughts began to race.
"Do I even tell him about the baby?"
"What if I just leave while he's deployed and never tell him about the baby?"
But in my heart I knew I couldn't do either of those things to him. I sighed softly sitting up whipping the years from my eyes and getting off the bed.
Silently I opened the door and walked into the living room and sat down on the couch. I could still hear jasper talking to that man at the door. I didn't know what I was going to him when he came back in but I knew I needed to tell him I that I was pregnant.
I heard the door close and I quickly whipped my eyes of any of the remaining tears. I didn't get up when I heard the door close, instead I decided to wait for Jasper to come to me.
I quietly walked into the kitchen and fixed myself a glass of water before peaking into the dining room to check on Jasper. I stood in the doorway and watched him silently as he downed a bottle of whiskey that was in the bar.
"Jasper," I whispered softly as I sat my glass down on the table and wrapped my arms around his chest, "I think we should talk." He didn't say a single thing to me when I said that, he just continued to take swigs from the bottle.
Without a word he stood up and walked past me, totally ignoring me. "There is nothing to talk about Isabella, I deploy in two months to Afghanistan simple as that," he said in a monotone voice. Hearing him say that tear slid down my cheek. I couldn't believe he was leaving me.
I sighed softly as I walked out of the dinning room and out to the grill taking the burned steaks off of it. As I silently walked back inside I threw the steaks in the trash and then threw the plate into the sink and watched it shatter into a million little pieces.
My emotions were on edge I was angry, sad and happy all at the same time. I was angry he wouldn't talk to me, I was sad because he wouldn't be here for the birth of our child, that he wouldn't probably never know and at the same time I was ecstatic about being pregnant. I wanted a family so bad but I didn't think it would come at the price of the father not being around.
I sighed softly as I walked down the hall of the house and into the bedroom, I wanted to talk to Jasper but I didn't know how to tell him I was pregnant. I looked at my phone that was sitting on the bedside table and picked it up, instead of waiting for him to talk I decided I was just going to text him.
I figured seeing how you don't want to talk I would text this to you. I love you Jasper Whitlock, nothing will change that, but you should know, there will be a new addition to our lives in 7 months. :) ~B
I smiled as I hit the send button on my phone. I wanted so badly for him to be just as excited as I was about this new addition to our lives. I stood up, and walked into my closet, grabbing a silk nightie that Alice had helped me pick out and walked into the bathroom to take a shower. I needed to calm my nerves and I knew a shower would be the best thing before bed. As I undressed and turned on the water I heard the bedroom door creak open, "Bella," I heard him question with his deep southern drawl. I knew he would hear the shower running and come in so I didn't say anything.
I stepped in the shower letting the warm water sooth my nerves, I had always been a fan of hot showers, they were so relaxing to me. I sighed softly letting the emotions of the day wash off me, not moving a muscle as I heard Jasper sit down on the side of the tub to take his boots off and undress.
I closed my eyes as I felt him step into the shower and wrap his hands around my waist and place his hands on my belly.
"Were you serious," he whispered into my ear, "am I really going to be a father?"
I didn't respond I just simply nodded my head. I sighed softly as he gently began trailing kisses down the neck before turning me around and kissing me deeply.
"Marry me Isabella Swan, be my wife and the mother to my children," he purred softly into my ear. A smile parted my lips as I nodded my head, as tears began to slide down my cheeks.
I placed a soft kiss on to his soft chest as we stood under the stream of the shower.
"Jasper we need to talk about earlier, about the fact some strange man just showed up on my doorstep asking for you, that you're leaving for god knows how long, and the fact that you didn't tell me you were in the military," I stated matter-of-factly, as I began washing myself.
He nodded softly, "I know we do. Let's shower and then we can lay in bed and discuss it alright?"
I nodded as I quickly washed my hair before stepping out of the shower and drying off. I slowly dry off making sure to dry every spot on my body before slipping into my favorite nighty. It was simple, black silk with white lace and big hibiscus flowers printed on it, not only was it my favorite nighty but it was one of Jasper's as well.
I walked out of the bathroom allowing Jasper to finish his shower in peace and climbed into bed. I laid my head down on the pillow and closed my eyes and imagined what our little baby would be like. I felt Jasper crawl into bed with me and him place a soft kiss on my temple.
"Sleep my angels we will talk about everything," he whispered as I drifted off to sleep.
A/N: I'll probably update once a week. Depending on how many chapters I have written depends on how many chapters I post for the week. :) Don't forget to review! ~S
