"Who is he and why did he give me up?" Sam asked from behind me as I made bacon and sausage mac and cheese.

"Your Dad? The first one is kind of complicated so I will answer the easier one first. He loves you and as much as it pained him to leave you he knew you would be safer with Mary. Well that would be true if it was any other family. You see if anyone found out the truth you would both be hunted and killed as I explained to Mary. After Mary's death we thought about taking you back but the reason why we did still remained. But once we realised John was becoming a hunter I became your sister in the name of keeping you safe. Always watching after you. Sam we may not be siblings by blood but despite you technically being my cousin, you are the little brother I never had. I'll always will been there to watch your six. I know I've kept things from you but I do care about you Sammy," I explained.

"Stop stalling," He demanded.

"Your Dad, as you know is an angel but he is much more then that. His name is Gabriel, as in the archangel, youngest of the big four. Most believe him to be dead as he hasn't been see by any angel since a little bit before Lucifer imprisonment and the small fact that Michael stabbed in the heart with his archangel blade. Since then he has fashioned himself a new name. As I became known as Hel my uncle became Loki. Well sort of. Loki and Hel are their own people, but Loki has his family problems and Hel prefers to stay locked in her castle and stay out of earth things. Not to say I don't help her rule. Neither me nor Gabe are the best of people, we are known for dishing out punishment as we see fit. I know that you may not agree with it but what we do is really not all that different from hunters."

"You have to understand how crazy this all sounds right?" He questioned.

"Ya and it gets crazier, you remember how I said you would have been safe in any other household?" he nodded. "Well that is the truth, if I knew what part your family had in the plan to start and finish the apocalypse. I never would have never left you there. There was always supposed to be a Samuel Winchester, but he was supposed to be Mary and John's kid by birth. He was supposed to do so much in their plan. He was supposed to be the one to open the cage and be Lucifer's vessel." I paused for a second for him to take it in.

"Ok that sounds like it could be a good thing."

"You would think so but in reality, it changes next to nothing. The first seal can still be broken as can the last. All it really does is make it hard for hell to win and before you say something that is a good thing Michael is no better then Lucifer, I watched as he killed a fifteeen-year-old, a fledgling, for no reason other then what she was. But enough with the doom and gloom. Your visions have nothing to do with what you are. I could take those are from you, but it is likely that the powers given to you by birth and you would have to learn how to use them. There is up and downs to both but for the upcoming fight it may be best for you to be at full strength and I would be willing to teach you. Though it is your choice and you don't have to make it now. If you wish to you can eat then head wherever you were going to go, I'll drop you off and give you the space you need if that is what you want, and I will stick with Dean," I told him.

"Ya I think that I need time." So after eating in awkward silence I flew him back to the hotel and watched him drive away. Once I was sure he couldn't see me I pulled out my phone and called one of the few people I trusted completely besides Gabe.

"Who is this?" the familiar voice asked. It almost hurt to hear it.

"Sleip it's Riva."

"What do you want?" he questioned, his usual sweet, joking or even scared voice I was used to was colder then Helheim.

"Look I get that you hate me, but I need something. I can't tell you much which I know will only make you angrier, but it is extremely important. Look, I have been avoiding you since I disappeared in the middle of the night at that cabin and that was wrong of me but if I tell you I'm terrified that I won't just lose you like I already have and have you hate but have you be afraid of me to. Though Sleipnir if you do this I promise you what is truly going on with me, with Heaven and Hell then we will talk in person after this is all done. Just do this one thing for me please. Well we have are problems, I like to think that I can still trust you as well it may not seem like it there only two people I trust more then you. I don't have anyone else I can ask," I pleaded with the deity.

"Re… you drop off the face of the earth and aren't just talking a month or two, we are talking years. Years of me wondering. Why did you run? Where did you go? Where you even alive? I know that those years really are nothing to us but you left that night and came back different. Always distracted, disappearing at weird times and not telling me where you kept going. That continued till you left and you didn't even give me a chance to offer you help in whatever was going on. You left a note, you said nothing but what you said in that stupid note. You better give me a good explanation when this is all said and done. What do you need me to do?"

"I'm going to send you a picture and a phone number, I need you to follow him. Keep him safe but try to not let in on that you are following him. You do this for me and we'll talk."

"Fine." Then he hung up. After sending him what he needed I went back into the hotel room and pretended to sleep till Dean woke.