Chapter Get
Well, here's another chapter. But first, the reviews.
To all those who thought my girlfriend was awesome for kicking me out of my own house, I say, wow. Where's the love? I think I'm going to go home, cry, eat a tub of ice cream and listen to Adele.T_T I'm kidding. I don't have any Adele songs.
counterfactuals, dorac, gohan, I am glad you liked the description of the house. It's something new to me since I usually ignore physical descriptions unless it is essential to the story. I focus more on the emotions of the characters. It's nice to do something different.
bluemages, Actually, I do see Juvia acting like Gray's servant in the beginning of their relationship. I would think that she would do anything to keep him even if it meant doing that. But after two years, I also think that she would come into herself and be confident in their relationship.
Missforgetfulme, I'm just messing with you. I'm not bothered by the swag thing. In fact, whenever I meet someone who says they have swag, I tell them I want large fries with my meal. :-P
And to all of you who read and review, lots of loves
First, we'll get to the points. Two points to Ulcassi, Sarah, superduper, sarapyon, counterfactuals, blackiris, arashic dorac, yukari, starryheaven, waterpanda, gray-mochi, bluemages, gohan, lurv4, ivory, karano, animeluvv, aznmelody, nyanana, and iceninja. Ten points to bystander, nyanana, animeluvv, arashic, gohan, waterpanda, starryheaven, missforgetfulme, gray-mochi, yukari, dorac, missmonsterite, and solid-script for guessing Juvia's favorite book 50 shades of Gray. (It's a stupid joke. I know. My bad.) Also, 5 points for gray-mochi for naming Juvia's favorite show Gray's Anatomy. That made me laugh.
Speaking of Gray's Anatomy (Awesome segue, I know), there is going to be a lemon in this chapter. Like the Nalu story, I will divide this into 4 parts with the third part being the actual lemon. If you wish to read it, you are more than welcomed to. If not, that's fine as well. However, I will be raising the rating on this chapter.
And now, our feature presentation.
I is for Ice
As the winter winds litter London with lonely hearts / Oh the warmth in your eyes swept me in your arms / Was it love or fear of the cold that led us through the night / For every kiss your beauty trumped my doubt ~ Winter Winds, Mumford and Sons
Juvia loves hanging out with the Fairy Tail girls. She didn't have many friends growing up. But the people in this guild are so nice and inviting, especially the women. Sure, at first, Juvia thought that they were rivals for Gray-sama's love. Now, she sees them as they are, always supportive of Juvia when it came to Gray-sama, especially Mira-san and Cana-san.
We were sitting outside of the guild, lounging by the pool. The men plus Erza were inside of the guild, playing bowling using barrels as bowling balls and tables as pins. Juvia wanted to stay inside to cheer Gray-sama on but she was forced out by Mira-san and Lisanna-san, claiming that this would be good for female bonding. That is why Juvia is outside. She likes having talks with the girls, especially because we are rarely in the guild at the same time.
We sit in a loose oval shape, with Cana-san and Lisanna-san sitting on opposite sides of Juvia. First, it starts with off with recent missions. Then it turns to rumors. Somehow the conversation turned to boys and who was doing what with whom. Juvia is not surprised that it was Cana-san that brought the subject up. Juvia knows she blushing when Cana-san talks about her first time, It's not that Juvia is ashamed of her first time. It's just that she can't believe that Cana-san can be so blunt about it. There are just some things that shouldn't be said in polite company.
"So let's see." Cana-san leers. "I know about Lucy and her encounter with the Fire Dragon."
Juvia turns around and sees Lucy blush. "Does everyone know about that?"
"Of course, Lucy." Cana-san leers.
It is no secret in the guild that Lucy-san and Natsu-san... did that... (Juvia can hardly say it in her head). Cana-san had gotten Natsu-san very, very drunk and he blurted out what had happened. Fortunately for him, Lucy-san was away on a mission that day. But she eventually learned what had transpired and Lucy was not happy about it. Juvia heard that Natsu-san was in pain for two days.
"And I know about Mira-chan and the countless men she went through back in the days." Cana-san continued.
Juvia looks across at Mira-san. She has on a very polite smile. "That was a long time ago." She says, still smiling. "I've grown up since then."
"And I've heard rumors that Erza and Ichiya had a one-night stand." Cana-san giggled, as she downed another barrel of alcohol. "Of course, she was very drunk and so was the perfume mage. That's why she no longer drinks alcohol."
"Oh my gosh? Did they really?" Lucy-san gasps.
Okay, that takes Juvia by surprise. Sure, Juvia has seen how Ichiya-san acts around Erza-san. It reminds Juvia about how she used to be like before she and Gray-sama used to date. But Juvia can't imagine Erza-san doing anything like that. Perhaps it is just that, a rumor.
Everyone is shocked. "I don't believe that Erza would do something like that." Levy-san voices out Juvia's own doubts.
"Well, can you explain why the man is so overly attached to Erza?" Cana-san rebuts. "And can you explain why Erza never wants to be around Ichiya?"
Lucy was about to reply but her mouth shut close. Juvia surmises that she didn't have anything to say to that.
"Moving on from Erza..." Cana-san continues. She turns to Lisanna-san. "Hey Lisanna! Have you done anyone while you were in Edolas?"
Lisanna-san has a coy smile. "You're going to have to ask the people in Edolas." She tells Cana-san.
Cana-san sticks out her tongue at Lisanna-san. "Okay, who else have I yet to hear a first time story from?"
Juvia tries to make herself invisible, even though she is right next to Cana-san. She does not want to tell all of the girls about Juvia and Gray-sama's first time.
Fortunately, her eyes land on Levy and not on Juvia.
"Ahh, Levy. Cute, adorable Levy." She begins.
Juvia can see the red tinge forming on her face. And although Juvia feels sorry for her, she is grateful that Cana-san's attention isn't on her.
"Has the Iron Dragon visited your cavern yet?" She grins lecherously.
Juvia can almost see the steam forming over Levy-san's head. She starts stammering.
"But... but-but... but..." Levy-san stutters.
"It's okay." Cana-san snickers. "We are all adults here. This is just tradition amongst us girls."
Levy-san doesn't look convinced. "Me... Me and Gajeel... we never... we never did... it." She says, tripping over her words.
Cana-san waves her off. "I don't believe it. All guys want to do it."
Juvia thinks that all of Levy-san's blood is now in her face. "I'm telling you. Me and Gajeel haven't done anything like that."
She looks away for a moment. Juvia can see a wistful look on her face. "Besides, I want to wait until I am married."
Juvia thinks that it is sweet. A girl's first time is special, no matter when it is. But to wait until marriage, there's something magical about that.
Cana-san looks floored. "Are you kidding?" She near-shouts. "Are you saying that he hasn't tried pining you between the wall and his muscled body? Are you saying that he's never thrown you on his bed and ravished you to the point where you are just a muddled mess of nerves?"
Levy-san's blush intensifies. She shakes her head.
Cana-san then asks Levy-san about her relationship with Gajeel-kun. Levy-san does so, explaining how her relationship with him is like. Juvia learns many things about Gajeel-kun and how he has changed now that he is with Levy.
Gajeel-kun comes out later on and picks up Levy. He promises her ice cream and he squirms when Levy gives him affection in public. Juvia thinks that it is cute. To think that Gajeel-kun would change this much...
"Well, I'll be..." Cana-san whistles at the retreating forms of Gajeel-kun and Levy.
"You know, you can have a relationship without sex, Cana." That voice belongs to Mira-san.
"I know. I know." Cana-san grumbles. "I'm just surprised, is all."
"Guess that means that you can't live vicariously through her sex life." Mira-san smiles. It's a wicked smile that Juvia has seen before. It promises mischief. "Perhaps instead of that, you should find a guy to have a steady relationship with."
Cana-san looks away. Juvia can't believe it. She is blushing.
"Yeah, I'll do that later." She mumbles. "For right now, I want to hear about other people's sex lives."
Juvia muffles a squeak. If Cana-san turns to her, Juvia wouldn't know what to do. Maybe if she tries to sneak away...
Juvia takes this moment to get up. Slowly, softly. Don't make any sudden movements.
"Juvia!" Cana-san shouts. "How could I forget about you?"
Juvia squeaks. She was really hoping to escape.
Cana-san grabs Juvia's hand and she is forced back down to sit next to Cana-san.
"So how about it?" Cana-san asks, a bit too happily. "Has Gray's glacier experienced your global warming?" She says while poking Juvia's breasts.
Juvia knows she's blushing. How can Cana-san say such explicit things without blushing? Juvia can barely remember her first time without blushing.
"Juvia doesn't want to, Cana-san." She tells Cana-san. Juvia hopes that it is forceful enough.
"Don't be stingy, Juvia-chan." Cana-san laughed. "We all want to know what kind of lover Gray is."
"That is personal." Juvia shrieks.
"Aww, don't be like that." Cana-san chuckles. "You've heard everyone else's first time. Let's hear your first time. This is your chance to brag about how fantastic Gray is in bed."
Juvia feels like she's trapped. Cana-san isn't letting go. Plus she is making Juvia feel guilty. It's not like Juvia wanted to hear about the others' first time.
The other girls look at Juvia. Juvia believes that they can feel her pain. They all know how pushy Cana-san can get when it comes to this subject.
"Juvia doesn't know." She says. Juvia isn't all that confident in herself now. Cana-san has a way of being very convincing.
"Is that the way you treat a nakama who has worked tirelessly to get you and Gray together?" Cana-san asks. Her face is in a frown. Now, Juvia feels bad. "Remember how we put you on that date with what's his face to get Gray jealous. Then I got you drunk enough that you could tell Gray about your feelings without passing out?"
See. Like that. Juvia is feeling guilty.
Now her face is all smiles again. "Besides, I am pretty sure that Gray has already told the guys all about it."
Juvia feels indignant. "Not Gray-sama. He would never do that."
Cana-san smirks. "As if. Guys talk about it all the time. You shouldn't be ashamed to talk about it."
Juvia knows that Cana-san won't give up asking. So, she feels as though it would be better to just say it and leave some details out than to try and fight her. Because if it came down to that, then Juvia knows that Cana-san would win.
Juvia hangs her head in defeat. "Fine. Juvia will tell you."
"Score." Cana-san cheers, raising her arms in victory. "Now spill, girl."
Juvia takes a deep breath. "Actually, to be honest, it's all thanks to Cana-san." Juvia begins.
It was a month ago, specifically Gray-sama's birthday. Juvia didn't know that it was his birthday. What is it with Fairy Tail and its guild members not telling others about their birthday. Well, it's not like Juvia is innocent in that repsect either. Perhaps it is because of the same reason. Until Juvia joined Fairy Tail, no other date mattered.
Juvia actually learned of Gray-sama's birthday from Mira-san. She asked Juvia what she was planning to get him. Juvia was floored. It was Gray-sama's birthday and Juvia didn't know? Juvia is a horrible girlfriend. Thank goodness Mira-san was there to comfort Juvia. She told Juvia that Gray-sama never really celebrated his birthday, even when he was young. Everyone just told him Happy Birthday. There was no cake because he doesn't really like sweets. There was no birthday games because he would compete with Natsu-kun and destroy the guild
Well, Juvia is going to change all of that. She is going to celebrate his birthday.
But therein lies the problem. Juvia doesn't know what to give him. She's been dating Gray-sama for a year now and she doesn't know what he would like.
That is when Cana-san showed up. She has a barrel of beer in her arm as she usually does.
"I've got an idea." Cana-san say as she wraps her free arm around Juvia's neck in a friendly manner. "Why don't you give him yourself?"
Juvia is confused. "But Gray-sama already has Juvia. Juvia doesn't understand."
Cana-san's smile gets a bit creepier. She then goes into her satchel and pulls out a thin white box. "Here, Juvia. This is for Gray."
Juvia takes the box from Cana-san. It feels light. Juvia is curious. What could Cana-san give Gray-sama.
Juvia has to know. She takes a peek. Juvia drops the box. Her hands are shaking. What is that?
"You like it?" Cana-san grins. "I think he's going to like it too."
Juvia can feel her face heat up. She closes her eyes with her hands over them. "Gray-sama can't wear something like that. That is for girls."
Juvia can feel Cana-san's eyes on her. Then she starts to laugh. "Juvia, you're too much." She laughs, slamming her hands against the bar.
Juvia doesn't understand. Why is she laughing? "What did Juvia say?"
Cana-san stops laughing but there is still a grin on her face. "You really don't know what that is?" She asks.
"Of course Juvia knows what it is." Juvia tells Cana-san. "It's a negligee, a cream-colored one. Boys don't wear negligees."
Cana-san laughs harder. "You... him... wear..." Cana-san collapses on the floor in laughter.
Juvia doesn't understand. What did she say?
"Oh sweetie. You've lived a very sheltered life." Cana-san says in between laughter. "This is for you to wear."
Juvia furrows her eyebrows. "Then why is it a present for Gray-sama if Juvia is wearing..." Juvia imagines herself wearing the negligee. In her imagination, she can see Gray-sama's eyes on her. Then his hands on Juvia. So many fantasies.
Juvia feels herself blushing.
"Now you get it." Cana-san says way too cheerfully. Then she hands Juvia a box. "Here you go."
Juvia's hands take the box before her brain realizes that she did. NO. Juvia can't do this. She can't wear this.
Cana-san must have seen this because she grabs Juvia's chin. She looks so serious. "Listen to me. You have a rockin' body. Don't be afraid to use it."
Juvia is in awe of Cana-san. Here she is, giving Juvia the courage to go through with this.
"Besides, Gray would appreciate it, believe me." She grins.
Juvia doesn't know. On one hand, Juvia wants to do this. But Juvia is nervous. Juvia has never been confident with her body. Not like Gray-sama. But if it'll make Gray-sama happy, then Juvia will do it.
Juvia is waiting for Gray-sama in his apartment. It took a lot of mental convincing but Juvia is wearing the negligee. She looks at herself in the mirror.
Juvia has never felt more exposed. The top and middle part of see-through. There is a darker cream colored line that barely covers Juvia's breasts. On the bottom of the negligee is a faux fur lining. Juvia doesn't know what its function is at all. Juvia wanted to wear a bra and shorts but Cana-san said that it wouldn't work. Juvia feels so very, very exposed.
Juvia has never so nervous about anything until now. Gray-sama and Juvia have never talked about this. We have always talked about any changes in our relationship. But this is too much. What if Cana-san is wrong? What if Gray-sama doesn't want this? What if Gray-sama thinks that Juvia is too lewd? What if Gray-sama doesn't want to be with Juvia after this display?
Juvia can't do this. She needs to leave. Perhaps if Juvia leaves now, Gray-sama won't think bad of Juvia.
Juvia needs to leave. She starts to get her stuff to leave. But it was at that time that she hears the door. Of course Gray-sama would come at this time.
Juvia is nervous. Now she's trapped.
She can hear the door slam shut. It makes Juvia squeak.
"Who's there?" Gray-sama shouts out.
Oh how Juvia wants to disappear. But she can't. She's trapped, wearing this... lewd piece of nightwear.
"It's Juvia." She calls out. Then she covered her mouth. Why did she do that?
"Oh hey Juvia." Gray-sama's voice sounds happy. "Where are you?"
Juvia can hear Gray-sama put his keys on the table and lock the door. Oh now Juvia is completely trapped
"Juvia is in the bedroom." Why did Juvia say that? Now Gray-sama is going to know where she is. He is going to see Juvia in this... this outfit. But, then again, with the size of Gray-sama's apartment, there is no place to hide.
"Why are you in the bedroom?" He asks.
What is Juvia going to say to that? Why is Juvia doing this?
"Juvia was waiting for Gray-sama to show up."
No. Why did Juvia say that? Now Gray-sama is going to see Juvia in this...
"Oh, if I had known you were waiting for me here, I wouldn't have stopped off at the guild first." Gray says, while he turns on some of the lights in his apartment. "I was looking for you there but Cana said you had left. Then I went to your place but you weren't there either."
Juvia is nervous. He's getting closer. What is Juvia going to say when he sees her like this? What will Gray-sama think?
"What's wrong, Juvia?" He asks from the hallway. Gray-sama sounds so concerned. "You've been quiet."
And that's when Gray-sama walked through the door and sees Juvia. He dropped the backpack that he was carrying.
Juvia can feel Gray-sama's eyes on her: roving, boring, penetrating. She can see some confusion in his eyes but also a hunger. She can see him swallow hard, as if he is finding it hard to breathe. But more importantly, he is blushing. Juvia hasn't seen Gray-sama blush so hard. What isn't helping is the fact that Gray-sama is once again shirtless. On any other day, Gray-sama not clothed from the waist up wouldn't be a big problem. But this isn't any other day.
Juvia feels very uncomfortable with Gray-sama's eyes on her. She feels the need to cover up but her arms aren't responding. Juvia, why are your arms not moving?
"Juvia." Gray-sama whispers.
Juvia feels so nervous. What is Gray-sama going to say?
"Gray-sama." Juvia doesn't know what else to say.
"Wha... wha... is this?" Juvia has never seen Gray-sama lose his cool. (Pardon the pun.)
"Juvia heard that today is Gray-sama's birthday." It is amazing that Juvia's voice has become calmer than it has been before she came to his apartment dressed in... dressed in this.
"Okay. But why..." Gray-sama contorts his face, as if he is finding it hard to keep his voice calm and steady. "Why are you... your clothes..."
If it were any other situation, Juvia would have laughed at the obvious hypocrisy. But this isn't any other situation. This is Juvia in Gray-sama's apartment, wearing nothing but a negligee with his eyes on her.
"Juvia wanted to celebrate Gray-sama's birthday." Juvia closes her eyes to make herself calmer. "And Cana-san said that..."
"This was all Cana?" He asks. Juvia can hear annoyance in his voice. "Figures."
Juvia feels ashamed. "Juvia is sorry."
Gray-sama shakes his head. "Nah. Don't worry about it. I need to tell that woman not to mess with you."
Juvia can feel tears in her eyes. "Cana-san said that for their birthdays, guys want se... se... se"
Juvia can feel Gray-sama's comforting hand on her shoulder. "I get it."
Gray-sama takes a deep breath and sits on his bed. He pats one side of the bed. Is he telling Juvia to sit next to him? Okay. Juvia will sit next to him.
He turns and faces Juvia. "Listen, Juvia."
Juvia nods. She is starting to feel more comfortable by the minute, despite being dressed like she is.
"Remember when we learned about how Natsu and Lucy's relationship started. You asked me when we were going to..."
Juvia nods. Curiously, Juvia can see some pink spots on his cheeks, his perfectly angular cheeks. "Juvia remembers."
"What did we say we were going to do?" He asks.
"That Gray-sama and Juvia will take that step when we were ready and comfortable with it." Juvia responds.
"Right."
Then Gray-sama takes Juvia's hand. Juvia's heart flutter when he does so.
"Juvia, you know I love you, right." Gray-sama asks.
As if he has to ask. "Yes. And Juvia loves Gray-sama."
"I know." Now he starts rubbing his thumb on Juvia's knuckles. It's funny to think that such a small action can make Juvia feel so happy.
"Juvia, we don't need to rush anything in our relationship. We can go at our own pace."
Juvia sighs. All of her worries, all of her tension disappear. Juvia feels so loved. There's no pressure in doing this. "Now Juvia feels so silly wearing this."
"You shouldn't. You look good in it." After he says that, Gray-sama covers his mouth. His eyes grow wide and quickly looks away.
Juvia can feel her face heat up.
"I mean you always look good in whatever you wear. You know what I mean." Gray-sama doesn't look Juvia in the eye when he says that. Perhaps he is embarrassed.
Juvia has never seen Gray-sama so flustered. No, that's not true. It was in Gray-sama and Juvia's battle when he grabbed her breast. Juvia always feels a bit embarrassed when she remembers that.
"Point is that you don't have to wear anything to get my attention." He says. Then Gray-sama cringes. "Dammit. Why can't I say anything right?"
Juvia smiles. It seems as though Gray-sama is just as nervous about this as Juvia. Juvia decides to put this to rest. She places a hand on Gray-sama's cheek. That makes him turn his attention to Juvia.
"Juvia understands."
Gray-sama smiles. Oh such a smile that lights up his face. No one but Juvia has seen it. No one but Juvia will ever see it.
Then he stops smiling. Gray-sama's eyes are half-lidded. Juvia can feel the intensity in his stare. He leans in. Oh, he's going to kiss Juvia.
Our lips meet. Oh, how Juvia loves kissing Gray-sama. When Juvia first fell in love with Gray-sama she had wondered what it would be like to kiss him. And now she knows. It's like eating a peppermint candy. How the cool, refreshing candy just tingles in one's mouth. But it's more than that. It feels like Juvia is drinking water while the peppermint candy is in her mouth. How the tingle gets more intense. That's what it feels like to kiss Gray-sama.
As Gray-sama and Juvia kiss, she feels herself being gently guided to lay on his bed. Juvia feels his strong, callused hands on her shoulders, rubbing, caressing, loving.
Juvia opens her eyes (which is weird because she didn't realize she had them closed in the first place). Now Gray-sama is on top of her, kissing her deeper. And Juvia can feel her body responding to his touch. God, he is so good. Does he even realize what he is doing to Juvia?
It feels like Juvia's body is on autopilot. That's the only reason to explain why her hands are stroking Gray-sama's arms.
Oh god. Now Gray-sama is kissing Juvia's neck, sucking on her pulse. He is so good. It makes Juvia squirm, which is probably why Juvia's leg brushes up against Gray-sama and she feels something.
Wait.
Hold on.
Juvia brushes her leg against Gray-sama again. This time it's a little more purposeful. This time, Gray-sama lets out a sound that is in between a groan and a sigh. Juvia knows what that means. Gray-sama wants Juvia. He wants Juvia bad.
"Gray-sama." Juvia feels like her voice is very breathy.
"Juvia." Gray-sama groans.
Juvia's head feels so muddled. On one hand, she feels embarrassed that Gray-sama is over her in her state of dress. On the other hand, Juvia wants Gray-sama.
Juvia then finds her hands on Gray-sama's chest, his perfect chiseled chest. When did this happen? But, then again, Juvia is finding it hard to care. All she wants to do is feel. And it feels amazing, especially when she traces out his guild stamp.
Gray-sama returns the favor, pulling the straps of Juvia's negligee. He starts kissing Juvia's shoulder blades. Oh, Juvia feels like turning into a puddle.
"Juvia." He whispers in Juvia's ear.
"Gray-sama."
Gray-sama's hands wander to Juvia's bare legs while we are still kissing. He's stroking them up and down. Juvia has never felt so good in her life. It's like every nerve in Juvia's body is singing, is desiring Gray-sama's touch. Then his hands stop.
"Juvia, is this too much?" He asks.
Juvia cannot even think with the pleasure that she is receiving. "Not enough, Gray-sama." Did she just say that? Did she just say that she wanted more?
"We don't have to do this now." Now he is looking Juvia in the eye. "We can wait."
Juvia thinks it's sweet that Gray-sama is still thinking of her while in the midst of pleasure. She feels like smiling. "Juvia wants more. Please Gray-sama."
Juvia can see Gray-sama swallow thickly. "Alright, Juvia. But if it gets to be too much, tell me."
Gray-sama goes back to caressing Juvia's legs and kissing her. But then, she feels ... cold for some reason. If only for a second, Juvia felt something cold on her legs. Juvia doesn't understand and yet it feels good. She feels it again. It's definitely on her legs, specifically the places where Gray-sama's hands are.
Juvia understands now. It's Gray-sama's magic. Does he know that he's doing it? Is it leaking unconsciously from his hands? Juvia doesn't know. But she doesn't want it to stop. It feels so good.
Juvia has to participate. She has to return the pleasure that she is receiving.
Juvia decides to run her fingers along Gray-sama's abs. He has some killer abs. Just the thought of them can send Juvia in a tizzy. Strange, Juvia feels like she's done this before.
"God, Juvia. It feels good." He tells Juvia.
Juvia feels so happy that Gray-sama feels pleasure from Juvia's touch.
Gray-sama's hands are on the top part of Juvia's negligee. Juvia opens her eyes and sees Gray-sama looking at her intently. Juvia knows what he wants. "It's okay." Juvia tells him.
"You sure?" He asks.
Oh, Gray-sama is so considerate. Juvia nods.
Gray-sama pulls down the top part, exposing Juvia's naked breasts. Juvia can feel the heat rising in her face. She is so embarrassed that she covers them with her arms.
"Juvia." He asks, his voice sounds so concerned. "Are you sure you want to do this now? We don't have to do this, you know."
"It's not that, Gray-sama. It's just that Juvia has never been so exposed."
Juvia has never really been comfortable with her body. It probably goes back to the days back when Juvia was little. The kids always teased her about her body. It's one of the reasons why she wears clothes that hide it. She can wear a bathing suit no problem. She can also wear a very nice one piece strapless dress. But the thought being naked around others, even in the girls' onsen where there is privacy expected, makes Juvia feel embarrassed. To this day, Juvia finds it ironic that she fell in love with a man who has no problem taking off his clothes in public.
"Are you forcing yourself to do this?" Gray-sama asks Juvia. "If you are, then maybe we should stop."
No, anything but stop. Juvia doesn't want to stop.
"Juvia can do this, Gray-sama. Juvia wants to do this. It's just Juvia doesn't have Gray-sama's confidence. Her body isn't perfect like Gray-sama's. And Juvia..."
Juvia finds that she can't speak anymore because she was silenced by Gray-sama and his wonderful lips and tongue. How does he do it? How does Gray-sama make Juvia forget all of her worries?
"Stop saying that." He tells Juvia. "I hate it when you bring yourself down. Your body is amazing."
Juvia can feel tears in her eyes. "Gray-sama."
Then he does something that still makes Juvia shiver. Gray-sama grabs Juvia's right breast.
Juvia can't help but moan. The last time that he did that was when Gray-sama and Juvia were fighting and that was an accident. In the time that we've been together, his fingers have skimmed across Juvia's breasts during the times Gray-sama and Juvia had made out. But he never grabbed them, not like he's doing now.
His fingers are like magic, gently massaging Juvia's breast. It's like he's done this before. Juvia still feels a bit embarrassed but she also feels so needy.
"You know that this is my favorite." Gray-sama says, squeezing Juvia's breast a bit firmer now. Juvia looks up to see that he's ... he's smirking.
"Gray-sama has a favorite?" Juvia asks, knowing that her voicing is shaky because of Gray-sama.
"All guys love their girlfriends' breasts. But each guy has a favorite. And this is my favorite." He keeps squeezing Juvia's right breast.
Juvia shivers under Gray-sama's touch. She can barely think straight. "Why is this breast Gray-sama's favorite?"
Juvia can feel Gray-sama's smirk grow wider. "You don't remember? When you and me fought, I froze you and accidentally grabbed you here."
Of course. Juvia could never forget. "Juvia remembers."
And just when Juvia thinks that it can't get any better, Gray-sama puts his mouth on Juvia's breasts.
Oh my god. Juvia cannot believe this. It feels so good. "Gray-sama." And now his hand is on Juvia's other breast, doing what he did before. "So good."
His mouth releases Juvia's breast. Then he blows on it. Juvia shivers. So good.
"Damn, Juvia. So good."
Gray-sama's fingers leave Juvia's breast, stroking the skin between Juvia's breasts. They stop in a spot under her breasts that Juvia knows so well. Gray-sama looks at Juvia with such serious eyes. Juvia understands. It's Juvia's scar that his fingers rest on.
Juvia remembers when this scar came to be. Dynos the Necromancer. Juvia will never forget that name as long as she lives. Juvia nearly sacrificed herself to save Gray-sama. She can't believe how selfish she was until afterwards. Juvia didn't think about he would feel if she did die for his sake. But not anymore. Juvia knows how much he hurt Gray-sama and she doesn't want to do that again. That's why Juvia will live for Gray-sama's sake.
"Juvia." He says. Juvia can tell that Gray-sama is serious.
"Juvia will never do that again. Juvia promises." She hopes that Gray-sama believes her. "She loves Gray-sama to much to make him worry like that."
"I love you too, Juvia." He kisses the scar. Once, twice, three times.
Gray-sama now looks Juvia in the eyes. "We don't have to go any farther today. We can stop now."
Gray-sama is always looking out for Juvia, always thinking about Juvia's needs. "Juvia wants to do this. Gray-sama wasn't Juvia's first kiss but at least he can be Juvia's first time."
"Juvia, I don't really care that I wasn't your first kiss, just as long as I'm the last person you kiss."
Oh, Gray-sama says the most romantic things.
"And I don't want you to feel forced to do this. If you don't feel comfortable about this, then we can stop."
Juvia can't help but feel happy when he said that. "There will never be a more perfect moment than now."
Gray-sama smiles. "Okay."
He crawls into bed and that's when Juvia realizes it. Gray-sama is naked... completely naked. And now Juvia can see Gray-sama's manhood.
Now Juvia has seen Gray-sama completely naked before, which mean that Juvia has seen... it. Everyone has. Gray-sama will sometimes find himself without any clothes, giving everyone a free view. (It still amazes Juvia that he can take off his clothes without him realizing it.) So Juvia had some expectations when she and Gray-sama finally got together. It seems (and Juvia can't believe that she's even thinking this) that that was just the tip of the iceberg. Gray-sama is huge.
He lays down on the bed. "C'mere Juvia. Get on top of me."
Juvia doesn't understand. "Gray-sama."
Gray just smirks at Juvia. "It'll be better for both of us this way."
Juvia doesn't have any idea what he is talking about.
"Oh shit. I just remembered." Gray-sama shouted. "Grab my wallet from my pants."
Juvia doesn't understand what could be important in his wallet but Juvia does so. She gets Gray-sama's wallet and hands it to him. He pulls out a thin metallic package. Gray-sama rips it.
"A condom." Juvia asks.
Gray-sama looks away. "When Erza learned how Natsu and Lucy got together, she gave me these."
"How thoughtful." Okay. That sounded stupid as soon as Juvia said it. Actually what she should have told him was that Juvia is on the pill. Part of the life of a female mage and all.
Gray-sama snorts. "Thoughtful? If you think that's thoughtful, she then showed me how to put one on."
Juvia can't believe it. "She showed you? On your body?" If Erza did, Juvia will destroy her.
"No. She demonstrated on a banana." Gray-sama groans. "It was the most disturbing thing I have ever seen."
Juvia laughs. Whether or not he realizes it, Gray-sama is keeping things light. Juvia truly appreciates it.
Gray-sama was about to put the condom on him when...
"Juvia will put it on Gray-sama."
Juvia is so embarrassed.
"Are you sure?" Gray-sama seems confused.
"Juvia wants to help."
Gray-sama nods and hands her the condom. Juvia's hands are shaking. She's going to touch Gray-sama... there. Taking a deep breath, Juvia puts the condom on her beloved.
Juvia can feel Gray-sama in her hands. It's interesting. She feel it pulsing, strong and firm. She can't believe that this will be going inside her.
"Juvia... feels so good." Gray-sama groans. Juvia smiles, knowing that she is the one causing that reaction. Juvia continues to stroke Gray-sama until...
"Juvia." Gray-sama breathes. "Please..."
Juvia understands. She takes another deep breath and takes off her panties. It's time. It's finally going to happen. Gray-sama and Juvia are going to be one.
With Gray-sama beneath her, Juvia is ready.
"Are you sure, Juvia? Really sure? Because if for any reason you're not, we can stop." Gray-sama says to Juvia.
Gray-sama keeps asking Juvia if she is ready, if she wants this. At first, Juvia thought he was being considerate. But now, Juvia wonders if Gray-sama wants this.
"Does Gray-sama?" Juvia asks
"Huh?"
"Gray-sama keeps asking if Juvia wants this. So Juvia wants to know if Gray-sama wants this."
"What? Of course I want this. I want you More than anything." Gray-sama tells Juvia. "I just want to make sure that we are on the same page."
Juvia smiles. It's just like Gray-sama to be like that.
Now that Gray-sama and Juvia are on the same page, Juvia is ready. She lowers herself onto Gray-sama.
When the tip first touches Juvia down there, Juvia thought that it would be easy. But halfway through, Juvia felt it starting to hurt.
"Juvia, are you okay?" Gray-sama asks.
Juvia doesn't want to cause Gray-sama to worry. So she tries to keep her voice steady. "Juvia ... is ... okay."
Gray-sama puts his hands on Juvia's hips. And she feels it again. That cold coming from Gray-sama's hands. Juvia is about to ask whether he realizes that his magic is leaking when she sees it. Gray-sama is smirking. He's doing this on purpose.
"Gray-sama's hands... cold." She shivers.
"Really?" He drawls. "You mean this?"
Gray-sama's hands stroke Juvia's hips up and down. Juvia is so focused on Gray-sama's hands that she doesn't even realize that she is completely filled by him.
"So good." Gray-sama's voice sounds scratchy. "So tight. So wet."
Juvia would have made a comment that Juvia is water but her mind is muddled.
Juvia can feel her hips moving on her own now, like her body is on auto pilot. And Gray-sama's hips thrust up to meet Juvia's. Juvia has never felt so good. It's like all of her body is focused on her womanhood. Nothing else even registers.
Juvia feels so good. It feels so right. It's because it's with Gray-sama. Only Gray-sama could make Juvia feel this good. Juvia wants to feel like this forever, to feel Gray-sama's hands on her hips, to feel Gray-sama inside Juvia.
Juvia can hear him chanting Juvia's name as he thrust into Juvia. It's Juvia's name that he is saying. Juvia. No one else. And if Juvia has her way, no one else's name will ever be on his lips.
All too quickly, Juvia feels like she's falling. She knows that she's about to reach her peak. "Gray-sama."
"Almost there, Juvia." He grunts "Almost there."
It feels like Gray-sama and Juvia are of one mind. We are connected, both physically and emotionally. We are going to reach that peak together.
And then it happens. Gray-sama and Juvia reach that peak. Juvia's sight becomes blinded by many colors. Her lower body is singing Gray-sama's praises. Juvia has never felt this good in her life. And it's all because of Gray-sama.
Juvia feels completely drained. She collapses on top of Gray-sama. She is breathing heavy. But so is Gray-sama.
"That was amazing, Gray-sama." Juvia says, trying to catching her breath
"You were amazing, too." Gray-sama says, catching his breath as well.
Juvia lays down on Gray-sama's chest, hearing his heartbeat still beating fast.
"Juvia, get up for a second." Gray-sama whispers.
Juvia doesn't understand but she does so anyways. Gray-sama gets up a bit and removes the condom. Juvia blushes. It's the proof of what they've done.
He throws the used condom away.
"Isn't Gray-sama going to pick that up?" Juvia asks.
"Later. Come here. Let's lay back down." Gray-sama tells her.
Juvia doesn't need to be told twice. She lays down next to her beloved. Gray-sama pulls on his covers and wraps himself and Juvia in them.
"Love you, Juvia." He whispers.
"Juvia loves Gray-sama." She tells him.
Juvia can't help but fall asleep in Gray-sama's embrace.
"And that's what happened." Juvia says, as she finishes the story.
She can feel the heat in her face. Juvia looks at each of the girls. Each of them have at least a slight blush on their face, every one except Cana-san.
"Wow. That was amazing, Juvia." Cana-san laughs, looping an arm around Juvia. "So that's what he's like in bed."
Juvia can't help but blush. Cana-san is so blunt.
"Just one more thing? How big is he?" She asks, taking a swig from a flask. "Because I've seen him naked and I kinda want to know how big is he when he's fully hard."
Juvia's blush grows deeper.
"JUVIA." She hears a voice shouting from behind. Juvia cringes. She knows whose voice is that.
She turns around and sees Gray-sama looking horrified. "Gray-sama."
He runs towards Juvia. Juvia thinks Gray-sama is mad.
"Well look who it is? The super-stud." Cana-san laughs.
Gray-sama blushes.
"We were just hearing about your sex life." Cana-san says without tact as usual. "Who would have thought our adorable Gray would finally become a man? And what a man. You've completely satisfied Juvia."
Gray-sama's blush grows deeper.
"You've got any more stories about you and Juvia getting it on?" Cana-san says as she leans over towards Gray-sama.
"Why don't you stop trying to get sex stories out of us and go make one of your own?" He shoots back. "I mean when was the last time you were with a guy?"
Cana-san frowns. Gray-sama smirks victoriously at her. He then turns to Juvia.
"Come on, Juvia. Let's get going."
"Coming, Gray-sama." And Juvia gets up to go with him.
As we were walking down the streets of Magnolia, there is a tension in the air. Neither Gray-sama nor Juvia have said anything since we left the guild.
"Is Gray-sama mad at Juvia?" She asks.
Gray-sama looks softly at Juvia. "Nah, not really."
"But Juvia told everyone about their intimate details." Juvia protests.
"I kinda knew that everyone would eventually learn about what we did." Gray-sama shrugs. "There are no secrets like that in Fairy Tail. Although, I gotta admit that I thought that Cana would get one of us drunk first to get the story out of us."
Juvia blushes. "Sorry."
Gray-sama wraps his arm around Juvia's waist and pulls her in. "I said you don't have to worry about it. I still love you, Juvia."
"Juvia still loves Gray-sama, too."
Juvia has learned something about Gray-sama's love in the year that they have been dating. Gray-sama's love is like ice. It may be quiet but it's beautiful to see. It can be molded to whatever shape it needs to be. It's unique, just like no two snowflakes are the same. And when it melts, it turns into water, which gives life to all. However it takes a special kind of person to handle the ice. It can be cold. It can only form under certain conditions. But, most of all, it can break if not handled correctly.
Gray-sama's heart is made of ice. He has endured many tragedies in his life. And so, he erected walls in his heart so that he doesn't feel the pain. But each painful event in his life rips down those walls and hurts him deeply. It is only thanks to Fairy Tail that has not completely given up on making bonds with people. But Gray-sama keeps his nakama from melting his heart of ice. He keeps them at a certain distance, not letting them in to know of his past.
When Juvia first started dating Gray-sama, she thought that she would immediately melt his heart. She was wrong. Although Gray-sama loves Juvia, although Gray-sama trusts Juvia, Gray-sama's heart has yet to melt. Juvia understands why. Walls that take years to build also takes just as long to demolish. There are many things about Gray-sama's past that she doesn't know. But then again, there are things about Juvia's past that Gray-sama doesn't know.
Juvia hopes that one day, she can melt Gray-sama's heart of ice. Juvia is patient. It took a long time for Gray-sama to look Juvia's way. It took even longer for Gray-sama to say that he loved her. Still, she is realistic. If she can't, she hopes that Gray-sama trusts her with his heart. Juvia promises that she will not break it. She will treasure his heart and his love forever.
"What are you thinking about?" Gray-sama asks Juvia. There is a soft smile on his face.
"Juvia hopes that Gray-sama can one day trust her." She says without thinking. And yet, Juvia doesn't feel as embarrassed as she should be.
Gray-sama stops dead in his tracks. "I do trust you, Juvia." He says.
Juvia places her hand on his heart. "With this."
Gray-sama blushes. "I do."
Juvia gives Gray-sama a look.
Gray-sama blushes harder. "I mean, I am." He sighs. "It's still a little hard. I love you and I trust you. It's just there are things in my past that are still hard to say to anyone."
Juvia understands. It's not that Gray-sama doesn't trust Juvia. It's just that these things are still so painful to Gray-sama. It still cuts him deep. All Juvia can do is to continue to show Gray-sama that he can trust Juvia even with these things. And Juvia will learn to trust Gray-sama with the things that cut Juvia as well.
"Gray-sama shouldn't feel pressured into telling Juvia." Juvia tells him. "He can tell Juvia when he's ready. And Juvia promises to tell Gray-sama about everything her past when she's ready."
Gray draws Juvia into a hug. "Thank you, Juvia. For everything." He whispers.
Juvia feels so giddy hearing that.
Gray-sama and Juvia start heading off. Juvia is so happy for the chance to love him. She promises to keep his heart of ice safe. And she hopes to love him for a long time to come.
Word Count: 7160
Chapter completed.
Again, this is longer than I had anticipated but whatever.
First off, I want to apologize for the tip of the iceberg thing. I couldn't help myself. It's so stupid. Actually, the whole lemon revolved around that idea.
Second, like the Nalu lemon, I wanted to do a perspective lemon. This poised many problems. This is a first person perspective lemon from a woman who speaks in the third person. It was hard both keeping her in character, making sure that you know it's her speaking, making it believable and relaying her internal monologue in the third person. This reminds me of chapter four and the struggle I had on that chapter.
Third, for those who are following the entire project, this takes place during the seventh chapter of the gale story. Just so there isn't any confusion.
Finally, like I said in the nalu lemon chapter, I would think that female mages would be on birth control pills just in case something happens and they get captured. I went into more detail there so if you really want to know, you can check there.
So, like it? Hate it? Have no opinion one way or the other? Leave me a review. I really like hearing from you all. Reviews make my day.
Here's the prompt for the next chapter.
Love rivals. Love rivals everywhere. Juvia knows that they all want Gray. But she doesn't want to share with anyone. Gray belonged to her and she'd destroy anyone who tries to take him away from her.
This is an easy one. What's the J word here?
Alrighty then. Peace out.
A. Angel
