Okay I had to make a decision, keep the story at the lower rating or move it up to M rated. Me being me decided I really needed to start with the naughty stuff, however I realise some people don't like this so I am doing two versions of the story. It will carry on here as normal ( No Smut) but I have also posted the story under the M rated stories. This way people can chose which they want to read. Here is the link for the M rated story. s/9678646/1/Don-t-Leave-Naughty-Version

Chapter 9

Olivia undressed down to her panties and pulled a t-shirt over her head to sleep in. She went into the bathroom brushed her teeth and climbed back into bed. It had been ten minutes now since she had told Elliot she was going to bed and she hadn't heard anything from the other room. She sighed and lay back maybe she had been to forward with him earlier today, maybe he wasn't ready to take the relationship any further…maybe he had been speaking the truth when he said they shouldn't have kissed. Suddenly she felt sick to her stomach when she thought about what she had done earlier. The way she had come back in stripped off and forced his hands on her, as she touched him

"What the hell did I do?" she asked herself.

She pulled the sheet back and sat up, reaching across for the clothes she had removed and put on a chair and started to dress.

"What you doin?" asked Elliot making her jump. She hadn't heard the door open and she had her back to the door.

"I'm sorry; I should have just left when Kathy did…. I shouldn't have stayed." She started to pull her jeans on, not looking at Elliot.

"Liv…"

"No its fine, I shouldn't have done what I done earlier. You asked me to stop and to leave, and I ignored you, Christ I forced myself on you, you said you didn't want to and yet I still came back and done it."

She sat not moving "I actually assaulted you, I sexually assaulted you." The more she thought about what she had done the more she hated herself.

"Liv don't say that, you know that's not true." He wheeled himself round to the end of the bed so he could see her face. "Liv look at me."

She shook her head "If the roles had been reversed and you came back to me, stripped off and made me touch you…." she shook her head. "I'm so sorry; I should never have done that. You…. you must hate me." She put her shoes on and grabbed her coat, and stood to leave. Elliot moved his chair to block her.

"Liv don't do this, I don't hate you, and you did nothing wrong…"

"Elliot move out the way."

"No, not until you calm down. You're not thinking straight." She went to push past Elliot and he moved his chair to block her.

"I forced myself on you and you say I done nothing wrong, just let me go," she pushed him back in his chair and moved quickly past him.

"Damn it Liv," he said spinning his chair round and chasing her out the room. "Just stop, will you."

"No I need to go, I will help Kathy tell the kids tomorrow, then I will be out of your life for good…..Damn it where the fuck are my keys!" she yelled. Elliot moved so he was between her and the door.

"Liv, calm down….please Baby. You did nothing wrong. You done what needed doin I was being stupid. I was scared and I was pushing you away." Olivia continued to look for her keys. "I love you, and I was stupid before, when I said it was all a mistake I was lying."

Olivia continued to search for her keys. "You needed to show me I was wrong and believe me you did. Do you know how long I have wanted to see you like that…" he realised his words weren't getting through to her. She had convinced herself she was in the wrong. "LIV FOR FUCKS SAKE STOP!" he yelled as she found her keys and turned to face him.

"I will see you tomorrow," she said as she went to walk past him without looking at him keeping her eyes fixed to the floor. Elliot pushed his chair back against the door, blocking her exit. "Elliot move."

"No, I'm not letting you leave like this, how many times do I have to say it before you believe me, you did nothing wrong….. Liv you showed me what I wanted. I was scared I wouldn't be able to give you what you needed, I thought I wasn't man enough for, I thought you deserved more." She stood still looking down at the floor. "I can't remember the last time I felt so alive, as I did when you came back. The way you kissed me, when you touched me, it was sexy as hell Liv…. Jesus it was amazing. It was like fireworks going off….. I have never wanted anyone as much as I wanted you at that moment in time. "

Olivia sniffed and wiped her eyes, but still refused to look at him. Elliot moved away from the door and spun to face her again.

"I want to be with you Liv, I love you more than I thought possible. I'm not saying it's going to be easy. I still don't know if I am able to make love properly and how I will actually manage to do it, but I want to try more than anything, and I want to try with you and only you. It's you I have thought about for the last two and half years, it's you that's been in my dreams every night, and it's you I cried for every night when I was alone and scared in Afghanistan." He watched her wipe the tears away as he wiped away his. He moved his chair forward and took hold of her hand gently and raised it to his lips kissing the back of it.

"I'm going to go to bed now and I'm begging you don't leave… don't run from this, from me, because I need you more than you will ever know. Stay on the couch if you want or one of the spare rooms, just don't leave. Be here when I wake up in the morning."

He turned his chair around and headed back to the bedroom, he left the bedroom door open and went straight through into the bathroom and closed the door. He picked up his toothbrush and realised his hands were shaking, he couldn't lose her, not again and not like this. But he knew how her mind worked and he knew she was stubborn. She thinks what she did was wrong, he just hoped what he said made her realise she hadn't. He finished brushing his teeth and washed his face. He reached for his painkillers and stopped. He didn't need them so why take them, it was just habit. He closed the cabinet and opened the bathroom door.

He looked towards the bed and smiled, Olivia was lying there on her side with the sheet pulled right up clutched to her chest. Elliot put his chair close to the bed and climbed out and sat on the edge as he stripped down to just his boxers. He pulled the sheet back and lay down next to her without saying a word and stared up at the ceiling. After a few minutes he clumsily turned onto his side and moved towards Olivia back and slowly and gently wrapped his arm around her waist and pulled her back to him. She didn't resist and took hold of his hand and pulled it up to her chest holding it tight. Elliot relaxed slightly, realising she wasn't going to push him away.

"Thank you," he whispered into her hair. "For not leaving."

She sniffled and gripped his hand tighter "I'm so sorry."

"So am I," he told her.

"What are you sorry for?" You have done nothing wrong." She said quietly.

"For being an idiot."

"You've never apologised before for being an idiot so why start now," she said smiling slightly. Elliot smiled as well as he felt her relax a little.

"Yeah well don't get used to it, it won't happen again for a long time. And I don't want to hear you say it anymore okay. We are both going to say and do things we don't mean over the next few weeks. This is new to both of us and as were both hot headed, stubborn and act first think last kinda people, hell if we keep saying sorry every time we piss each other off we could be saying it quite a bit."

He felt her chuckle against him and he pulled her closer to him. They lay in silence for a while their bodies pressed together, it felt so right.

"So you called Haung to punish me for being an idiot Huh," he said to her. He felt her stiffen slightly and kissed her shoulder softly.

"You mad at me?" she asked him.

"No, it was the kick in the arse I needed. He was going to come and see me anyway. My case was passed on to him once I came home. He told me a few home truths about myself, which I didn't want to hear."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"No," he said shaking his head. "Not tonight anyway."

"Okay…. We should get some sleep; we have another long and busy day tomorrow."

"Yeah….. I'm so scared for telling the kids Liv. I knew with Kathy and Mom they would be upset and then calm down and accept everything. And I knew you would get pissed, angry and upset, in fact I was quite surprised I didn't get punched or shot."

"Yeah well I took it out on your headstone with a tyre iron."

"But with the kids, what if they can't accept that I'm back, what if they hate me for leaving them."

"El they won't, like I said before I'm not saying they won't be angry and upset, but they won't hate you."

"How do you know?"

"Because they are part of you, and they love and miss you. And I know they all pray and talk to you every night before bed wishing you were still with them. They are lucky El not many kids get a second chance with a parent they thought they had lost forever."

"Yeah I guess you're right."

"Hey I know I'm right. Just give them time, everything will work out fine. And I will be with you all the way. Tonight was my hour of doubt, it's over now, and you have had yours this afternoon. From now on we talk instead of running or in your case rolling," she said giggling. Elliot lifted his head slightly.

"Did you really just say that," he said laughing before lying back down and closing his eyes. "Goodnight Liv."

"Night… I love you."

"I love you to," he ran his fingers through her hair and moved it slightly and kissed the back of her neck sending shivers through her body as his lips touched her ever so gently.

"Mmmmm," she moaned quietly as he carried on kissing and gently sucking her neck, he pulled the t-shirt she was wearing off her shoulder slightly, and covered the small piece of skin that was showing with slow soft kisses.

"You taste so good," he whispered into her ear, his voice deep and low. "I need more of you, I need to taste more."

"El….. You don't need to do this, I don't mind waiting till you're ready," she sighed as she felt his hand move under her t-shirt and his fingers made small circles around her belly button, making her shiver.

"Trust me Liv I'm ready," he told her and as if to prove a point to her he pushed his groin against her ass cheeks and she felt his erection pushing against her.

"So I can feel."

"Almost three years Liv since I have been with anyone, three years of thinking about being with you…." his hand wandered further up under her t-shirt and gently cupped her breast, taking her nipple between his finger and thumb and squeezing and rubbing it. She gasped at his touch. "I know I panicked this morning, but that's cause I thought I couldn't get hard, but you proved me wrong," he told her his lips close to her ears. "God you get me so hard," he moaned as he pushed against her. "Take off your t-shirt and turn around."

He removed his hand from under her t-shirt and she sat up and pulled her t-shirt over her head and threw it down on the floor before she turned to face him, their faces almost touching on the pillow.

"You are so beautiful," he said running his fingers lightly over her skin and down her side resting his hand on her hip. As he moved his head forward and kissed her softly at first, growing more passionate and harder. He slipped his tongue into her mouth as her tongue came to meet his. They finally pulled away gasping for breath. Olivia ran her fingers down his cheek, over his neck and traced the muscles in his chest down to his abs.

"You're not too bad either," she smiled as she stopped at the top of his boxer shorts.

"Lie on your back Baby," he asked her as he propped himself up on his elbow and looked down on her as she lay on her back. He bent his head forward and gently took her nipple into his mouth, licking and sucking the small bud as his hand paid attention to the other one. He heard her moan from the touch of his mouth on her. He moved his hand down over her stomach and ran his fingers over the top of panties between her legs.

"El, Baby relax," she told him as she felt his hand tremble against her as he touched her.

"Like I said it's been a while," he said giving her a nervous smile.

"For me as well," she smiled back at him. "I couldn't bring myself to even look at anyone else after you…. left. I know we never actually got together, but I still loved you."

"You mean you haven't been with anyone since….."

"Yeah that's what I'm saying El."

She lifted her hand and wiped the tear that rolled down his cheek. "I should have told you how I felt, I wanted to but I was scared you didn't feel the same. I thought you would have blamed of yourself for my divorce. Maybe if I had told you things would have been different."

"How? You still would have needed to go."

"Yeah but you could have come with me, somehow… we could have gone together."

She kissed him and ran her hand over his chest "We are together now, that's all that matters."

Elliot nodded and moved his hand to the top of her panties; Olivia took a deep breath as he slipped his hand inside, his eyes never leaving hers.

"Jesus Liv," he moaned.

"Hmmm you like that?" she asked as she took hold of her panties and pushed them down and kicked them off.

"Oh yeah," he grinned at her.

"El as much as I want to take this slow, and explore every inch of you….. I need you, I want you inside me." She looked up at him and saw the worried look on his face. "Hey stop worrying and lie on your back," she told him.

Elliot removed his fingers and lay on his back. Olivia sat up and took hold of the top of his boxers and pulled them down. She took hold of him and stroked him.

"El…. Can you actually feel me?" she asked as she gripped him worried he wouldn't be able to.

"Fuck…..yeah baby I can feel that," he grinned. Olivia smiled back at and straddled his waist. "If it gets uncomfortable or I hurt you, you need to promise me you will tell me and I will stop."

"I promise you," he told her.

Olivia's arms gave out and she collapsed ontop of his chest and lay there gasping for breath. She felt him chuckling against her.

She lifted her head and looked at him "El?"

"Jesus Liv if it's that good without the foreplay and without me being able to move can you imagine what it will be like when we can both fully move."

"We're gonna end up putting each other in hospital," she laughed with him, resting her head back on his chest.

"Thank you," he whispered to her.

"The pleasure was all mine," she whispered back, kissing his chest. "El can we stay like this for a while?"

"Sure baby, it feels so good," he said wrapping his arms around her tightly. "I can't think of any other way I would want to go to sleep." He kissed the top of her head. "Goodnight baby," he said to her.

"Goodnight, El," she smiled closing her eyes and drifting off to sleep.

Next up Olivia and Kathy tell the kids and a bit more lovin at some point for our favourite couple