Dean walks in the door, he hands Teresa and Sam their coffee.
I sit up and he hands me my coffee, thank god, I was getting bored out of my mind.
I look down at the coffee and take a sip.
Dean sits down beside me and takes a sip of his coffee.
I get up I walk toward the door and take another sip, I turn off my ipod I pull one ear piece out of my ear, get anywhere yet?
nope nothing, Sam answers.
I'm going outside, I tell them as I unlock the door.
I walk out the door and shut the door behind me, I turn my ipod back on, and put the ear piece back in.
I start walking around the lot............I sit down by the impala.
I look over toward the rooms, then I look down to the ground in front of me.
"what am I doing, am I avoiding Dean"
I take a sip of my coffee that's now more than half way gone.
I lay my head back onto the impala, I look up toward the sky.
More thinking do you ever get enough of it, Dean asks me.
Yeah sorry I'm trying to figure some stuff out, I tell him, And no it not helping.
I didn't say anything, but you were thinking it, I bark back, so what are you doing out here?
Just checking up on you, making sure your ok, he answers.
I get up I look at the impala, yeah I'm fine, I slowly walk way.
But Dean follows, so are you avoiding me?
No, why would I, I mean would I need to, I ask.
You haven't been talking to me much only when I talk to you and your walking way from me every time I get close, does this have anything to do with us having sex last night, he asks me lost in his own words.
No I'm not avoiding you and it was just sex Dean its not like there was anything more than that going on, I tell him.
Yeah that's true, then what's really going on, why are you acting strange all of a sudden, he asks. I don't know Dean maybe I feel guilty maybe I don't I'm scared of dying, I tell him in my own confusion.
We keep walking.
