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And I was alone again. It only made sense that the one person who had ever understood me would be from another universe entirely. Goku…I already missed him. I lightly touched the top of my head where he had kissed me. He was so kind to me…it's not every day you meet someone like him…and I stayed up talking with him all night. He felt comfortable enough with me to tell me about his life and the universe he came from. I even helped him realize the lie he had been living with Chichi. Oh god I can't believe I might have just broken up that family…after all they had been through. How could I regret it though? Goku deserved to find love also just like everybody else. I could feel my face turning hot. I bet he had girls falling for him left and right…and still no one has ever caught his eye? After all this time? Talk about hard to get. My hands were at the top of my head again as I sat on the couch we had shared earlier. I could feel the tears springing at the corners of my eyes in frustration. FUCK! It had felt so wonderful being around him, I had waited forever to feel anything remotely close to that. But there was nothing I could do about these feelings. I hated how strong these emotions were starting to overcome me. I had become such a pro at holding my feelings back over the years and the moment Goku comes along I go nuts. Could it be that I'm just that desperate? I couldn't imagine this happening with anyone else though…it had to be him…he had to be from another universe…he had to be married. Ugh. Maybe it's because he had never been in love before..and the hopeless romantic in me just wished to be that one person Goku couldn't overlook…

I had to snap out of it. I had to go pick up Damien and I wouldn't say a word about tonight's events. Like I needed more insults thrown at me of being a slut. Only Damien would make me wonder if bringing Goku into my apartment was a slutty move. His criticisms had been permanently embedded in me it seemed.

Before locating the car keys I looked around to make sure there was no evidence of my alien visitor. His empty ramen bowls were hidden deep within the trash bin and I made sure to sweep away the dirt Goku had tracked in from his trench bed. Dusting off the love seat a glisten within the cushions caught my eye. I reached between the middle cushions and made contact with an unfamiliar object. I fished it out and held it to the light to get a better look at it. It was some kind of orb? It couldn't have been bigger than a softball and it contained 4 red starts within the globe. Where the hell did this come from? No way did this belong to me and we never even had visitors…oh wait. No way. Could this have been Goku's? I think he mentioned something like this in his story, what was it called again? Dragon orbs? Dragon balls? That might've been it, if I remember right you needed all of them to make a wish. The number of exactly how many had escaped me. These were rather important weren't they? I don't think it was ok to just leave them anywhere. HOLY SHIT. He had to come back then…my heart nearly sprung out of my chest at the realization. Now I wouldn't be left wondering…I mean Jesus the last thing he said to me was "I'll see you again." If I hadn't found this Dragon ball those words would have haunted me for I don't know how long, I would have be left to wonder if he would ever return. He had a reason to now…I felt strangely charged up. I was excited. I was going to be able to see Goku again…Please God don't let Damien be around when that moment comes. Maybe by then Damien will finalize realize he can't bare to live with me any longer and leave me alone. Haha maybe I'll just ask Goku if I could start over in his universe and just leave this one behind. Calm down Luna you are getting WAY too ahead of yourself, as usual of course. Fuck I still have to pick up Damien…

I waited patiently in the drivers seat for Damien to exit the back door of the restaurant. Alright Luna just be cool. Nothing happened last night, you just woke up and are going straight to bed the second you get home. Things were so different for me now though..I had been without hope for so long I just dwelled in my depression. Last night had be slightly rejuvenating for me, slightly because the hopelessness of the situation could easily throw me back into despair. I had decided to cling to this new happiness and giddiness that Goku made possible for me. I wouldn't take this crush too seriously and I'd just enjoy the butterflies that I missed so much. HOWEVER, I had to at least pretend I was in the same despair that I had been in for months for Damien's sake. If he noticed a slight change in my usual mood he would definitely draw his own ridiculous conclusions that I would never hear the end of. Best to avoid all that. Like always.

Damien finally exited the restaurant and dove into the passengers seat already beginning his usual after work rant. I was such a good listener for Damien, for years I had been listening to his ramblings some more educated than others but nevertheless he always had my full attention. It was my reactions that he loved so much, it clarified how involved I was in whatever he'd be talking about. Vice versa I hardly ever got to complete a thought to Damien, I use to be able to. I guess he just stopped giving a shit one day. I had to go through the pain of being aware of this until I no longer gave a shit also. And here we were today.

Less than a minute away from the apartment Damien rolled down his window and began to light a cigarette. I used to hate him smoking anything other than weed, but hell he had to live with those lungs not me. He could do whatever he damned well pleased.

"So who'd you keep all your make up on for tonight?" He asked in a sarcastic tone. Icy chills were sent up my spine in anger. This fucking bitch. I couldn't catch a break. All I could do was shake my head and remain silent the rest of the way to the apartment. I wanted to leave him so badly. I wanted to be able to fall in love freely, I needed to walk a new path that he could never step on. Financially things were too complicated right now, I could never just pick up and leave. Hell I wouldn't stop him from trying though. I parked in front of our building and saw the trench in daylight for the first time. There was now caution tape surrounding it. I couldn't help but grin to myself. I had been the lucky girl to bring in the saiyan from another universe that caused that crater. It dawned on me how incredibly lucky I truly was…I wished I could share the news but I would imagine it's in Goku's best interest if I don't share last nights occurrences.

"So a meteor fucking crashed in front of our apartment and you don't think thats worth sharing with me? You and your dude must've been going at it hard last night. Haha whatever." He scoffed at me, slamming the front door in my face. I starred blankly at the door for a short while and then turned around to gaze at the crater. I wish I had gone with you Goku… The moment I step through this door I'll be entering my own personal hell, the hell I've been living in these past few months. I was so sleepy though. I entered to Damien angrily slamming doors behind him and performing his usual after-work routine in a loud and somewhat violent manner. My goodness he was such a child, this was his equivalent to a temper tantrum. The sound of his rough handlings never failed to shoot up my anxiety levels. In these episodes something usually ended up broken, it was always inconvenient and it was always stressful. Fuck this though, I wasn't going to deal with this right now. I walked straight into the room we were forced to share, threw myself into the covers and drifted…letting only memories of that night fill my mind…

…Why am I so warm all of a sudden?….I could've sworn I had the AC on…Why do I feel trapped? I can't move! My eyes shot open. My vision was still a bit blurry, I was starring into something familiar. Where had I seen this before? My breath caught the second I realized I was in Goku's arms. There was no doubt about it. His broad chest was reaching towards my face rhythmically. My arms were tucked safely into my chest however I could feel a pressure against my legs. They were entangled in his, my bare legs were in-between his. How could this be happening? There was no way Goku returned already and where the hell was Damien? Gently, I pushed into Goku's chest, intentionally making sure every fiber of my hand was connecting with his skin purely for my own selfish reasons. I was still sincerely curious as to how I ended up with him in this manner.

"Um..G-Goku.." was all that was able to escape my lips. Slowly I arched my neck upward to face him, I had been so anxious to see him again. It felt like heaven being held like this. I was now able to notice that my head had also been lying in his incredible bicep, I took in his sweet scent.

"Shh Luna…" His finger was on my lips, he had completely caught me off guard. It was arousing though…I legs squirmed between his. I suddenly became aware of how close our bodies were, although fully clothed, there was still an enormous amount of heat between us.

"Don't you think we've talked enough?" He whispered down to me, he took my chin in-between his thumb and forefinger.

"I know what this energy is now…It's desire Luna…" His mouth was suddenly on mine. His right hand firmly held the back of my head as his left made its way around my waist. H-How was this happening? I was burning up, physically and internally. I could feel my blood burning through the veins in my skin. I couldn't even concentrate on Goku's desire, I was on fire. This doesn't feel right…Why can't I enjoy this?

Because it wasn't fucking happening. My actual eyes shot open this time. I was entangled in my thick bedding, drenched in sweat. Damien must've turned on the heater…Was I literally just about to have a wet dream? Fuck. I'm in so much trouble now…