Tris
I don't know how much longer I can do this. It's been 3 days now and I'm losing hope that he'll come rescue me, be my knight in shining armour. I see him everyday, when they torture me. His image is the only thing keeping me strong.
They use knives that I used to associate with Tobias; they must have stolen them from the Training Room. I'm sure by now I have at least five scars, all on my wrists.
I went into my fear landscape a few days ago. I know my fears have changed; my last fear involves him, dying in more ways than I could've imagined before. More than once, it's been by my hand that he dies and it terrifies me.
The girls come back every day after practice, brining something new with them. Sometimes it's a new piece of information, others it's a new torture device.
Uriah
Where the hell did Tris go? She's been gone for four days but I haven't spoken to her since the kissing incident. I wonder if she is okay as I walk to lunch, sitting across from Christina as I glance at Four who looks ready to kill someone. I guess he doesn't know where she is either.
