Okay I promised you a long chap and here you are!

Disclaimer… I Tesswithwings do not own Naruto or any of the Movies mentioned in this chapter. I do own Yuki, Kotomai, Takeshi and this plotline.

The next three weeks passed in a blur. By now people were calling Gaara and me a couple even though nothing was official. I had become good friends with everyone in the gang and tonight was our second movie night…

My phone went off as I walked down the hallway.

"Hello?" I said to my father.

"Hey Kotomai, I'm just checking in.

"…"

"Hello?"

"You dialed the wrong number dad," I said

"I did? Then who is this"?

"Your OTHER daughter"

"Oh Yuki! I'm sorry I meant to call your sister…. I'll call you back in a little bit okay?"

"… Don't bother" I said and hung up. Anger flared up inside me and I stormed back to my dorm. I don't really know what made me so mad this happened all the time but I just was. I stomped into my room slamming the door behind me.

"What the hell?" Sasuke said lying on his bed. I ignored him and continued with my riot. I spilled curse words as I fumed around knocking things over. I ran my arm along the top of my dresser knocking everything to the ground then kicking them around the room.

"Yuki" Sasuke yelled and I continued to ignore him until I felt his arms around me. He held me from the back; his arms around mine keeping them still and his lips next to my ear. His whispered breath tickled my ear.

"Yuki, calm down… children act this way… last time I check you were sixteen…"

I stood still not daring to move… Sasuke was always so calm about most everything and some how he made me feel calm. I looked down a shamed about how I acted. I stared at his arms. And that's when I noticed them. The cuts. Mostly scars but there seemed to be one only a few weeks old.

"Sasuke…" I whispered and grabbed his arm. I swung out of his grasp so I stood staring at him. He just looked at me as I tightened my grip on his wrist. So many thoughts were going a crossed my mind…

"Let go" Sasuke's voice was cold.

"Sasuke wh-"

"Its nothing" he said and yanked his arm back.

"Let me see" I said and moved a step closer to him.

"No" he said taking a step back.

"Please just le-"

"I said no"

"Why not" I asked just as stubbornly.

"It's my arm and if I don't want you to see it then that means you cant"

"I want to see your cut…"

"No"

"Why?"

"Because I said no"

"Sasuke are you cutting yourself?" I asked and stared into his dark colored eyes.

"I fell"

"On what a butcher knife?" I asked sarcastically.

"No"

"Sasuke I'm not stupid you don't get a cut like that from falling… and you don't get scars like that either"

"You know nothing," he said.

"Yes I do Sasuke" I said and held out my left arm. It had four faded scars,

He just looked down at my arm.

"I know what your going through… let me help you Sasuke" I reached out to him.

"We are NOTHING alike…" he snapped.

"But-"

"No Yuki, you DON'T know what I'm going through… you have no idea" he said stepping closer looking down on me.

"Then explain it to me"

"I have nothing to explain to you" his words like venom.

"I care hole hell of a lot about you Sasuke why wont you talk to me? You keep pushing me away…every time I try to help you tell me I wont understand!

"that's because you WON'T understand… this isn't something you could possibly get"

"You're pushing me away again!"

"Because people like you leave me!"

"I wont" I softened my tone.

"You say that now…"

"Trust me"

"Never"

"Sasuke please! I can help you," I begged grabbing his shirt in my fist. He grabbed my left arm and held it up.

"You can't help me" he said through his teeth, "you think we have been down the same road? You have four scars I have twenty seven" he threw down my arm and started in on me.

"Did your brother go on a saccadic rampage and kill both your parents leaving you with nothing! No Yuki your mother died in a car crash! I wasn't given the luxury of knowing my mother or my father I was six when they died and then I was put in foster care wail they hulled my only brother to jail! When I was little when most kids were having play dates with friends at the park I was in a foster home scared to death because no one wanted me! I turned eleven when I was adopted, I waited five years in that hell and at not even a year later when I was twelve I was sent to boarding school…"

I stayed quit staring up at him as he let go.

"I don't get the bliss of being a 'troubled teen' and jumping from school to school when things get hard! And when I did get here I didn't have people waiting to be my friend I was the weird foster kid! All the guys hated me because all the girls loved me but no one was my friend… I didn't have anyone until Gaara got here because he was almost as screwed up as me… and by then I stopped trusting. Gaara showed me Naruto and Kiba but I didn't tell them what happened to me! they wouldn't have understood they would have left"

I felt a pain in my heart as he spoke.

"No one knows the pain I bear… no one knows but Sakura and she left, left me Yuki! She said she loved me then she left me when things weren't going her way! SHE LEFT ME! do you know what it feels like for someone who is your whole world to tell you they love you then leave you? Everyone I let near to me leaves me so I stopped letting people get close… I don't NEED your help, I don't WANT your help and I don't need or want you! So leave me the hell alone! And don't compare your cheerful child hood to my misery filled one!" Sasuke finished and pushed me away from him making me fall onto my bed.

I watched as he turned his back on me and lay down on his bed. An over warming feeling came upon me. My heart started to beat so hard it hurt and my breaths got short and shallow. I stood up and crossed the room to Sasuke. I sat on his bed and leaned down so my face lay on his arm. I let the tears fall down from my face silently but the harder I tried to stop the more that came.

"Why is my shirt wet? Your not drooling on me are you?" Sasuke sat up. I looked up for a brief moment to take in his face, our eyes met and we connected. Never by looking at him would I have known the hell he was put through and still survived.

"Sasuke…" I said my vision blurring with tears, at the thought of what he went through. I reached for him and put my arms around his neck. The next set of tears came on like a storm and all I could do was cling to Sasuke for support. I pulled myself into his lap and held him tighter. Afraid if I let him go he would push me away all together.

"… Why are you crying?" he whispered.

"If you wont cry for what happened then I will… I'll cry for both of us" I choked out the words between sobs. A few minutes after I spoke I felt him put his arms around me and hold me tight. I buried my face into his chest as he ran his hand up and down my back trying to calm me, but it wouldn't work this time.

"I'm so sorry Sasuke, please I'm sorry, so sorry I didn't know, forgive me I was ignorant" I said over and over.

He stayed silent as he held me, occasionally changing his hand position so he could hold me tighter. I could feel his warm breathe on my neck as held me.

"I'll never leave you. If I have to stay here to prove it then I'll never let go… it doesn't matter what happens but I wont leave you I promise Sasuke I promise on everything I have. I'll be the one who stays"

Again he said nothing.

I lifted my head and looked into his eyes, his expression was blank but his eyes were filled with feeling. Before I could say anything else he stopped me.

"Shut up and stop promising me things" he said is a soft voice and hugged me.

'I call your name every day, when I feel so helpless, I'm falling down but I'll rise above this, rise above this' my phone went off in my pocket. Before I could react Sasuke reached into it and pulled it out he pushed the ignore button and tossed it to the ground.

"Who was it?" I asked calming down.

"I didn't look," he said.

"Oh" my words were light as the tears stopped.

"Are you okay now?" Sasuke asked me.

I looked at him, what was going on in his head, what was he thinking? Was he doing this only for me? Did he not care that I cared?

I nodded but didn't get up.

"Good… I know you care about me but maybe you shouldn't…" he said and didn't move either.

"why?"

"I'm no good"

"Sasuke look at me" I said as our eyes met again, "I don't care if you think your no good or not because I know the truth… I know that we can get though this… together…"

"Thank you," he whispered so low I almost didn't catch it.

"Your welcome" I said.

"Yuki?"

"yah?"

"I care about you too… and I didn't mean to make you cry"

I smiled; "I know Sasuke" I said and laid my head on his shoulder.

"Hey have you seen-" I heard Gaara say from behind me. I turned around and saw he was in the doorway with a look of shock on his face.

"Gaara" I breathed his name.

"Are you okay?" he said and rushed to me. I looked around, the room was trashed, and Sasuke and I were sitting in his bed holding each other… I got up and faced him.

"Its not what it looks like I was upset an-"

"Are you okay?" Gaara asked again.

"Yes but-"

"Then I don't care what happened, it looks to me as if Sasuke was helping you and as long as your okay that's the only thing I care about" he said.

"Damn Yuki you soaked my shirt" Sasuke said behind me then felt something hit my back. I turned around and saw Sasuke lying down with his arms behind his head eyes closed and shirtless. I leaned down and picked up the shirt and tossed it back at him.

"What happened? I called and your phone went to voice mail and you were suppose to meet me like thirty minutes ago I was worried" Gaara said.

"I'm fine, and I'm sorry I didn't realized the time" I said.

"Do you still want to go get movies for tonight?"

"Ya… meet me in the hall? I'll be right out…I'm gunna look for my phone"

Gaara kissed me and then left.

I searched around the room for my phone, when I finally found it I turned and faced Sasuke who was still lying down. I walked up to him, he had moved around so now one of his arms was lying by his side. I picked up his hand and held it.

"I know I said this before… and you told me not to promise you… but I will always be here for you no matter what Sasuke"

"No matter what?"

I nodded then realized he couldn't see me and repeated myself "no matter what" I turned away and started to walk out when Sasuke squeezed my hand then let go. He didn't say anything but when I looked back I could see him smile a little.

10 p.m. that night

Gaara and I walked into his bedroom and found people already there. Naruto ambushed us at the door.

"What movies did you get?" Naruto asked taking the bag from my hand.

"Dream Catcher and The Messenger"

"SWEET!" Naruto said and ran to put one in. Kotomai was sitting on Gaara's bed with Kiba sitting on the end of it sprawled out like a dog and Takeshi was sitting by the foot of the bed. I looked around for Sasuke but didn't see him.

"Where's Sasuke?" I asked.

"I'm right here" Sasuke's voice made me jump. I turned around and saw him leaning against the doorframe.

"You scared me…"

"Hm and its scary movie night… this should be fun" he smirked and walked past me.

"Every body sit down!" Naruto said and jumped onto the bed. He and Kotomai sat by the headboard. Gaara sat to my left and Sasuke to my right with Takeshi on his right at the foot of the bed.

"Some one turn off the lights!" Naruto demanded. And Takeshi got up and did.

The first movie was Dream Catcher. Once we got maybe ten minutes into it Gaara put his arm around my shoulder I leaned my head against his. Okay maybe it was official we were a couple. It was relatively quite during the movie other than the occasionally laugh, Kotomai and I quoting our favorite parts and when the shit weasel grabbed Peat's nuts the guys winced.

"Ow that's got to hurt" I heard Kiba say.

"Yu think?" Gaara laughed. A few minutes passed and Naruto spoke up.

"I gotta pee…"

"Go pee then" Takeshi said.

"I'm scarred"

"Of what?" I asked.

"I don't want a shit weasel to grab on to my… you're a girl you don't get it!"

"Just don't reach down for a tooth pick," I said.

"What?" Naruto asked then just on cue Beaver reached down and ended up dieing.

"Ahh he was my favorite" Gaara said.

"Mine too,"

When the movie was about over I looked around. Without me noticing Kiba had got up and clamed Naruto's bed. Naruto and Kotomai were asleep on Gaara's. I looked to my right and about died. Sasuke and Takeshi weren't watching the movie… they were to busy making out.

"Ew" I said and got Gaara's attention he looked at them and bout died too.

"Get a room!" he said joking. The broke apart and looked at us.

"I don't have time I have to work tomorrow" Takeshi said and got up. Sasuke didn't say anything but got up and fallowed her.

"I'm forever scared" Gaara said and turned his attention back to the movie. When it was over I put in the next one. Once it began Sasuke came back into the room.

"Were did you go?" I asked not exactly knowing if I wanted to know.

"I walked Shi back to her dorm…" he said not looking at me.

"Oh okay"

Half way into the movie Gaara fell asleep. I saw Sasuke look at me out of the corner of his eye and turned to him.

"What?" he asked.

"Nothin"

"I'm using you as a pillow" Sasuke told me and grabbed a pillow off the bed and put it in my lap before lay down with his head on it.

"Okay" I said. And we went on with the movie. I with out thinking started to play with Sasuke's hair, but he didn't seem to complain. The credits started to roll and Sasuke was asleep.

"Am I the only one who can stay up this late?" I asked no one and stopped playing with his hair.

"Shhh" he said and gabbed my hand and put it back in his hair.

"Sasuke are you awake…"

"No" Sasuke said sleepily.

I smiled down at him.

"Sasuke do you like Takeshi?"

"Why would you say that?" he asked.

"Uhhh I dunno you seemed to be having a fun time with her tonight" I said.

Sasuke didn't reply. I stopped playing with his hair again and reached for the remote to shut off the TV.

"Hn" Sasuke grunted and grabbed my hand.

"I'm trying to turn off the TV."

"Stop stopping" he demanded.

"Then hand me the remote," I said. Sasuke sat up and turned off the TV then came back to lie down.

"Now stop stopping" he mumbled and fell asleep almost instantly… so did I.

I hope you liked it… I know I'm probably going to get some hype about making Sasuke emo but it seams right even in the anime he has a really hard life. But anyway tell me what you think! Lve-T