I am so fricking sorry I haven't updated in like three weeks! I've been SO fricking stressed with school and crap. Every day I have drill practice after school for an hour, and then I have homework. Every Thursday I have drill from 7-9. Every Friday I have drill practice from right after school, to four thirty. Then I have to get ready for the football game. It's just sooo hectic!! I'm gonna try to update more, and I felt bad so I threw this together.
Chapter 9
Mitchie POV
"Mom! Why can't you be sane, like every other mom, and tell me it's a waste of time?!" I asked, as we were packing up our bags.
"Because I believe that you're over-reacting with the whole Shane problem; and it's not a waste of time. You have talent, Mitchie, I'm not going to hold this back from you." My mom said zippering the last bag.
"Ugh!" I groaned and stomped out to the lake.
I saw Shane sitting there, strumming on his guitar.
"I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I don't know if I'll get up.
And I don't wanna cause a scene,
But I'm dying without your love.
Begging to hear your voice,
Tell me you love me too.
Cause I'd rather just be alone,
If I know that I can't have you..."
I rolled my eyes, "Move it Gray."
"Torres," Shane spat, "If I was correct, I was here first."
"Yeah but now I would like to be here, so move."
"Whatever. Congratulations on winning Final Jam," He stood up hastily and stormed away.
I sat on the dock, and sighed. Would I be able to handle this tour without falling for Shane again? Every time I fell for him, he'd drop me. I didn't think it was fair to me. Why would I have to go through so much pain in the beginning, and then believe he's changed, and then get hurt again? I really can't do this anymore.
I stood up, suddenly feeling calm. I ran back to camp and saw Caitlyn and Nate whispering to each other.
"Looks like one Gray can keep a girl for at least a month," I joked.
"Don't worry about that Mitchie! I get to go on tour with you!" Caitlyn announced.
"Really!?" I asked.
"Yep!"
"But, uh, bad news," Nate said, "Tess is coming."
I rolled my eyes, "Whatever."
"Promise not to get upset over Shane and Tess?" Caitlyn asked.
I nodded, "I promise. When are we leaving?"
"In about, 20 minutes. Go say your goodbyes," Nate said.
I walked off to say goodbye to my mom.
"Listen Mitchie, if you ever wanna just leave and come home, call me. Don't let Shane get to you."
"I know mom," I sighed, "I just don't wanna fall for him again."
"If that's what your heart says to do, then do it," My mom kissed me on the forehead, "I have to go home sweetie, but you'll do fine."
"Alright, I love you mom." I whispered.
"I love you too."
My mom got in the car, and a tear rolled down my cheek. Now I had no one to go to when I needed to be held. I couldn't go to Shane, and I can't go to Caitlyn. I have no one. With that thought, tears came down, one after another. My lips were trembling.
"Mitchie?" Ella asked standing next to me.
"Hi," I mumbled, wiping my face.
"Are you okay?!" She asked.
I shook my head no, "Listen I'm going to go, I'll see you later?"
Ella nodded and I took off. I met up with Jason.
"Hey Mitchie! Are you okay? You look like you've been crying. I hate it when people cry. It's just so sad!" Jason rambled.
"Uh, I'm going to be fine. Thanks for asking. I was just about to go get my bags and put them onto the bus." I said, walking to my cabin. Jason followed me.
"Do you want help?"
I nodded, appreciatively, "Thanks."
"No problem."
We got my bags into the tour bus, but we had to quickly get off. Jason said we weren't allowed on the bus until it was time to go on tour. I nodded understandingly, and stopped in my tracks. Shane and Tess were making out passionately, holding each other like they were saying goodbye.
Jason put a protective arm around me, "Hey Shane! Did you build my birdhouse yet?!"
I giggled and saw Shane glare at Jason when he broke away from Tess.
"No, Jason, I haven't. And I don't plan on it either." Shane spat.
A few minutes later, we were all settling into the bus.
"Shane and I get the back room," Tess announced while sitting in Shane's lap.
Shane was kissing her hair.
"Shane stop that," Tess scoffed, "My hair's gonna get all gross!"
"Yes baby," Shane obeyed, and put his arms around her.
I rolled my eyes.
"Can't you think of something other then baby?" Tess asked, getting off his lap. She stood in front of him, "I wanna have a special name. Like... Love. So you go, yes love. Or, of course, love. Get it?"
"Can't I just call you baby?" Shane asked.
I snickered into a pillow.
"No! You called Mitchie baby, I'm not Mitchie!" Tess screamed.
"Okay, I'm sorry, love," Shane said. I couldn't help but notice how he slightly winced when he said love.
"It's okay, Shaney! I love you!" Tess grinned.
"Yeah," Shane nodded up at her, "So whats for dinner?"
"We're gonna have Jake stop at a drive through for McDonalds." Nate said, referring to their 23 year old tour bus driver.
"Yummy!" Jason smiled.
Just as Nate said, we stopped at McDonalds. I got a 10 piece mcnugget and a mcflurry. Everyone else got burgers.
"Are you anorexic?" Caitlyn asked Tess.
"Why do you ask?" Tess asked.
"Cause you got a medium fry, that's it."
"No silly!" Tess let out a laugh, "That's so unhealthy! Right, Mitchie?"
My fry dropped, and so did my mouth.
She smirked in satisfaction.
I picked up my French fry and acted like nothing happened.
"Mitchie's anorexic?!" Jason asked.
"No!" I shouted, "No!"
"Really, Mitchie? Why don't you tell them," Tess asked, faking shock.
"Tess how bout you shut up?" I asked, angrily. I stood up.
"What are you gonna do?" She stood next to me.
I shoved her, and she shoved my back.
"Don't TOUCH me!" I screamed, angrily.
I raised a fist, and she grabbed it, twisting my arm in a circle. I let out a cry, and I fell to the ground, crying.
"Tess!" Caitlyn screamed.
Jason and Nate knelt down to my side, and Shane held back Tess.
"That bitch. I hate your god damn guts Tess!" I shouted.
"Okay, we need to go to a hospital. I think she broke your arm," Nate said.
Jason told the bus driver to get to the nearest hospital.
I whimpered in pain.
"Tess why did you do that?!" Caitlyn asked.
"Did you see her!? She went to PUNCH me!" Tess shouted.
Shane stood next to me.
I looked up at him, with watery eyes.
"Don't talk to me, don't talk to my girlfriend. You're such a bitch, Mitchie," Shane spat.
"I'm the bitch?" I asked, "I didn't break your girlfriend's arm. I didn't punch her! I was going to, but I didn't."
"Stay away from us," Shane spoke angrily.
I rolled my eyes and was thankful when Nate and Jason took me into the hospital.
Turns out my arm was broken. I needed a cast for a month and a half. I decided on a purple cast. Nate, Jason and Caitlyn signed it.
"How am I supposed to sing?" I asked, groaning.
"Hold it with your other arm," Jason suggested.
"This sucks." I moaned.
lalalal happy belated bday nick jonas:) demi's album comes out in two days :O
