When you're abused, you don't want to leave the person who hurts you the most. That may be because you love that person, because you hope that one day it will stop, or because you think you don't have the choice, financial speaking. But you always have a choice!

I didn't want to leave because of both. I loved Chris, I always do. I don't know why, but I wished I never did.

I also didn't leave, because I had pushed everyone who ever cared about me away. I thought I had no one else left besides Chris.

The weeks went very fast.

When Chris was officially arrested, I moved back in with my parents. When we all sat down afterwards, all my friends, my parents en even Mr. and Mrs. Matthews, because to hear what happened. Even though my throat was still swollen up, and I had a hell of a headache, I told them that Chris would often drink en use drugs and that he was abused by his mother when he was little. Obvious, he took that over, and when I did something wrong, he would get real mad at me. At that time I forgot that I was pregnant, and well, I don't know that if I did, I would tell them.

"Well, we better go home. You deserve a good rest', Mom said. But when I could't feel my knees when I stood up, and collapsed.

I thought it was nothing serious, just overtired, but Topanga wanted me to go to the hospital.

I begged them not to, but of course, the more I refused, the more they saw that as a sign to take me. I just didn't wanted for them to find out about my pregnancy, not ever!

I wanted to go to a abortion clinic tomorrow, without someone noticing. But that plan was cancelled.

In the hospital they found out I had a concussion, and they wanted me to stay in the hospital.

During their inspection, they did an echo and there it showed my little baby.

They told me i was 8 weeks along, and they wanted to do a backup check of the baby tomorrow.

After the inspection, the doctor when to the waiting room and told everyone that I, as well as the baby, were fine.

You could only imagine their faces.

Little Maya, eighteen years old, ready to graduate and go to college, was expecting a baby from the man that abused me.

My parents came in. Mom, who looked like she was about to cry for the eight time today, hugged me tight, and said that everything was going to be alright.

Shawn looked like crap. I hope he hasn't been worrying all week. He said that me and my baby were gonna live with them, so they could take care of us.

I told them that I wanted to have a abortion. They looked sad about the news, but they understood it. It was my choice.

That night i had nightmares, about Chris haunting me and screaming that he was going to kill me. I woke up crying.

A week after Chris' arrest, I went with Riley, Farkle and Lucas to the clinic. They said that they wanted to be there for me, and I could't love them more for it.

When I was filling in the form, I could've swear that I felt the baby kick. I know it was to soon, but it was a sign.

"I-I can't."

Riley took my hand. "What do you mean you can't?"

"I can't kill this baby, Riles. I just can't."

Riley reassured me that I didn't had to if I didn't wanted to. If I didn't wanted to be a mom, I could always give it up for adoption. If I wanted to be a mom, I could be one. Everyone would support me. But I was determent to give the baby up.

Two weeks after Chris' arrest, Chris was on trail.

I was in the courtroom,I was the head-witnesses. They questioned me, showed the pictures of my bruises body.

During the whole process, the looked at me and my belly. I had never felt more uncomfortable in my hole life.

And because of the overload of evidence, he got condemned for domestic violence of a minor and had to serve two years in jail. What is not enough of course.


New chapter yaayyy. I really hope you like this, and please, let me know what your thoughts are on this chapter, on this story or just on Girl Meets World. Did you guys saw the new trailer of Teen Wolf season 6? I had never fangirled more in my hole life. About the story, we are sadly rounding to it's end. I think this story is going to have 13 chapters, but I'm not sure yet, unless you guys have a great tip or subject I can write about, because I'm running out of inspiration. Have a great day!