AUTHORS NOTE: The triggers that might exist are: language. I have to say that the confrontation between liz and her dad was going to be way more in detail than it is. Also the dad's views are NOT my views at all, I'm out and proud. This was hard for me to write because my biological dad doesn't fully accept me. Thanks for reading!
MISUNDERSTANDINGS & LETTING GO
I woke up later that day in the arms of the girl I loved. We were cuddling after our intense make out session. We both had fallen asleep. Brittany looked so pretty when she was asleep. I gently brushed a stray strand of her hair away from her face. She murmured in her sleep, and her eyes slowly opened and when she looked at me, she snuggled closer and whispered, "Hi."
I cupped her face and lightly kissed her. "Hi. How are you doing beautiful?"
Her voice is still sleep filled but the most beautiful sound I have ever heard."I'm great. I should probably go..."
"Probably but you don't have to if you don't want to. I'd rather do this again..." I trail off, rolling over on top of her. My lips latch on to her neck kissing and nipping the spot I know will drive her wild. My hands roaming over her. Our legs are intertwined. She drags her fingers up and down my exposed back as she draws my lips back to hers. Her tongue traces my lower lip begging for entrance. I open my mouth and deepen the kiss. We are again exploring each other. We are so lost in each other that the world seems to disappear.
All of a sudden there is a knock at my door and we both freeze. We don't pull apart. It takes a minute for my voice to come back to normal. "What do you want, Laine? I thought you were out with Kurt for the day." I said.
Before I knew it my bedroom door flies open and my father walks in. He takes one look at me on top of my girlfriend, he starts yelling."Eliza Shea Anderson! You know the rules. You can't have your door closed when no one is here. Who is this?! Why are you kissing another girl. You are not gay."
I get off of Brittany, not adjusting my dress or fixing my hair, I grab her hand in mine."Father, I am gay, I told you last year. I love girls. I always have. This is Brittany and she is my girlfriend. We love each other."
My fathers face is a shade of red I have never seen before. "If you are insistant that you are gay and are going to act on it you are no longer my daughter and I want you out of my house. You have until tomorrow morning to get out."
Tears are streaming down my face. I try to form words but nothing is coming out. I feel Brittany getting up and wrapping her arms around me. I melt into her and cry into her neck."I love you. I love you."
She strokes my hair and tries to comfort me but I am so close to going into an episode that it was hard to fight it. I hear Blaine and Father arguing. I'm so grateful to my twin. He is saying the things to our father that I can't say. When I hear our father make the statement that since Blaine and I are choosing to act on this we are no longer welcome in his house, I scream and break away from Brittany. I run into the bathroom and throw up. It seems like forever before I stop, but when I do, i collapse against the wall, crying hysterically. My beautiful Brittany tries to calm me down but I am to far into my episode. I need Blaine. "Laine! Laine!" I mumble over and over.
"Baby, Blaine is still arguing with your dad. Do you want me to go get him?" Brittany asked caressing my cheek and I feel myself start to slightly start to calm. I nod my head and then bury it in my arms that are resting on my knees.
A few minutes later I feel Blaine stroking my hair and whispering the right words to calm me down."Lizzie I am so sorry he reacted that way. Please look at me." I raise my head and with tears running down my face I look into those eyes that are just like mine. "I love you. Brittany loves you. Kurt loves you. We will get through this. We always do."
Sniffing and wiping my eyes I hug my twin and say."I know Laine. We have been through so much with him. Why can't he accept that we were born this way and are not going to change? Did he ever really love us or accept us to begin with?"
"I don't know Lizzie. All I do know and it has taken me a long time to realize this is that if he can't accept us for who we are then it's his loss. Now why don't you go somewhere with Brittany and just be with each other. You two need each other right now. I love you both."
Grinning, I look at Brittany and say,"what do you say beautiful? You want to go somewhere and just be together? To me that sounds like heaven!"
She leans in and kisses me, I return the kiss and deepen it. I pull away and look into her eyes. She cups the side of my face and says, "There is no place I'd rather be." It was at that moment when I knew that I was gonna get through this with the help of my twin and Kurt, and the love of my life! Things were starting to work themselves out! Or so I thought!
