A/N: Okay screw the schedule, because apearently I can't keep up with them! Yes I know it's very sad of me. I really did want to get back and keep uploading as quickly as possible but then life called in and said I have responcibilities to deal with. So srry for the lateness.
With that aside this chapter is now strongly rated M, so beware for those who don't like a lot of... um exposure... I guess
Also I'm now creating another story which I think is really cute but sexy at the same time so look out for that! I was thinking of calling it 7 years later.
You can now read on and I hope you enjoy...
PREVIOUSLY…
His beautiful voice stopped, which stopped my heart.
I thought he was going to sit back down but he started walking towards the door. I had two choices, sit here and watch him leave out of my life forever and move on to searching a connection that I knew would never be the same with another guy, or run to him and tell him to be mine forever and kiss him till I run out of breath.
I did option…
BPOV
" Edward, please don't go!" I yell outside rose's door in the hallway. He just kept on walking away. I couldn't let him leave my life, so I ran after him not letting my past taunt me into stopping me. I finally caught up with him and grabbed his arm. He stopped walking and stood there with his back to me. " Edward don't leave me…I don't think I could ever… live with out you, and I'm not going to let my fears get the best of me anymore, what I said back there was out of anger and confusion because… I'm mad at myself and so very confused right now but I'm sorry for…"
He turned around and shut me up with his lips. He kissed me so passionately I couldn't believe I was about to give him up. I started to move my lips in sync with his and I could feel how much he wanted me. My lips opened and he entered with much force and I did the same. My hands were on his head locked in his hair to make him come closer to me. I couldn't tell how long we stayed like that but when we finally broke the kiss I heard sniffles behind me.
" I don't want to ever leave you, Bella" he says with so much love in his voice and eyes. His lifted his hands to wipe liquid away from eyes. I didn't know I was crying, so it shocked me a little. I laughed softly.
" Sorry for getting all ...emotional" I say in a small voice looking down.
He lifts my head and says " Don't apologize to me, ever… ok?" I was so caught with his green eyes I couldn't say anything but nod.
"Hey Bella we still haven't finished our little bet, remember?" Rose said at her door. When I turned around to see her I saw Alice with tears in her eyes and Rose with a huge smile on her face.
"Yeah I remember, and be prepared to lose!" I say back. Edward still had his arm around my waist which reminded me of what we were doing in front of his door.
"What was the bet exactly? Edward asked.
" Well, I had to get you to come over in 30 minutes so Rose and I could see who can sing better, if I didn't get you here in 30 minutes she would have called it off and think that I was to scared to sing in front of you because I have no singing talent." when I explained him he just laughed.
" What's so funny?"
" So, she made you come get me so you guys could see who can sing better?"
"Well, yeah"
" That girl is so full of it" I began to understand his logic. Note to self, never get into a bet with Rosalie.
"Oh" I say while nodding my head to Edward. We were then walking back into the room, again.
You see, Rosalie can care less about our damn singing competition she just wanted Edward to come over and see if she could get us together. Well I can't complain it did kind of work except she didn't get to really play matchmaker.
As I was coming back into the room I saw that Alice and Jasper looked quite comfortable together with Jasper's arm around Alice's shoulders.
I'll ask her about it later.
It looked like Rosalie had chose a song for us already.
" According to you?" I say.
"Yeah I know, I love this song" Rose says smiling.
"Alright" I say confident like. Where is all this confidence coming from, you ask. Well hey, if there was one thing I could be confident in, it was my singing. Plus you can't really want to be a famous singer if you didn't have some type of confidence about your singing anyways.
" Alright then!" Rose chants and presses the play button.
"Wait a minute, who's singing first?" I ask.
"I'll go first" Rose answers, she then continues to play the song.
And Rose begin to sing.
According to you
I'm useless
I can't do anything right
According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you
I come in the chorus with Rose.
But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you
My part:
According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody and you can't take me any place
According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with that
According to you
According to you
We sing the chorus part together again, I decided to join the 3rd part because… well I just wanted to.
I need to feel appreciated
like I'm not hated, Oh, no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizz-ay
The last part Rose couldn't reallysing it so you could mostly hear me, Rose stops to just look at me with a smile. Then out of no where Emmett jumps in and acts like he's playing the guitar solo part , which was hilarious.
Rose left me to sing the last part which made want to look at Edward. He looked stunned. Yay!
But according to me
you're stupid
you're useless
you can't do anything right
Of course those lyrics are a contradiction to what Edward really is.
Rose joins the chorus and she leaves the high note parts for me to sing and when the song was done everybody was clapping.
"Alice you told me she was a terrible wanna-be singer" Rose says to Alice. I looked at Alice with disbelief.
" I only said that just to make this bet interesting so you would go with it fully" she says to Rose, we then began to laugh. " Ok raise your hand if you think Rose can sing better" the only one who raises their hand was Emmett.
" Hey, she's my girlfriend" he says to the guys mostly. Rose throws a pillow at him.
"And if I wasn't!" She yells at him. He just shrugs and Edward and Jasper laugh.
" Ok who thinks Bella is the better singer!" Alice yells. Everybody except Emmett raises their hand.
"Ha!" I say jumping up and down and poinying at her like a little child. I forgot I was clumsy because as i came back down again I tripped on someones leg and landed on a lap.
"Ow" I hear Edward groan.
"Oh sorry Edward" I say trying to get off of him but he grabs my waist.
"I didn't say you had to get off, it just surprised me" he whispers in my ear. Sitting on his lap made places in my body start to warm up. Since everybody was distracted because Rose and Emmett were now singing Control Myself by ll cool j featuring Jennifer Lopez, I started moving my hips to the beat, which made Edward hold them in place.
" Um, Bella, I don't think you want to be doing... that at this moment" he said with his voice kind of strained.
" Why not?" I say, though I knew why I continued to rock my hips. He groaned in my ear and I could feel how big his shaft was on my core which made me moan.
" Bella let's go" he said in my ear determined. With that I gladly took his hand and we left out into my room and I locked the door.
He started kissing my neck and I jumped on him to strangle my legs around him.
EPOV
Damn finally.
I've been dreaming about this ever since I met this girl in the party. I carried her over to her bed and dropped her. I was about to lay on top of her but she stopped me and began to unbutton and unzip my shorts. She felt her way down on my erected self and moved her hands up down it, which made me groan.
" Wow" she whispers I think mostly to herself. I bend down to her ear.
"You like?" I say to her in her ear and then start kissing it.
She then moved her hand upward into my boxers. I couldn't let her off that easily so I stopped her hand and pushed her down on the bed. I quickly took off her shirt and started to kiss on her neck again, only this time I started kissing down her neck, to her collarbone and on the peak of her breast. She began to lift up my shirt and I helped her get it off quickly. She then slid her pants off.
"Someone is getting a little hasty" I say jokingly. She pushes me to my back and snakes her hand in my boxers and starts rubbing it up and down. I couldn't hold my groan in as she began rubbing harder and faster. I stopped her hands again " Damn Bella" I said breathless.
"What, did I do something wrong?" she says panicky.
"No" A hell no! " You are excellent" I then kiss her to assure her. I then roll her over so I was on top again and spread her long, sexy legs open. I took off her black lace and began kissing down her long leg and got to her wet core. I started kissing her clit and then licked it hard. She tastes so wonderful. She began to moan and started weaving her hand in my hair and holding my head down as I picked up the pace. She then began to rock her hips up and down as I began to lick my way down to her center, I then stuck my tongue in her hole.
"mmmm, oh, oh, eeedward" she moans loudly which made me almost cum out.
BPOV
Ok so here we are at the moment, I had to tell him. He was sucking on my breast and I could feel his erection getting in line with my core.
" Eeeedward, I'm a virgin" I said, well actually it came out as a moan. I then felt him stop. Oh no, now he's probably going to leave me.
Then all of a sudden he began to chuckle. I raised up to look at him.
"It's not funny… I wasn't that popular in high school, ok, guys never looked at me like that and…" he stopped my blabbering by kissing me.
"Bella that's not why I was laughing, you act like your so experienced I forget your 18" he explains.
"oh, okay" I say softly. He then continues to kiss me and lays me back down.
"I'll go slow, ok" he says softly to assure me. I then feel him press his way in slowly. " You alright" he asks.
"Yeah" I answer. He then goes in deeper but slowly and that's when I feel a bit of pain and wince. He then stops moving.
"You sure?" he asks again.
" Yeah, I'm good keep going" I then feel him at my hymen and as he pushes forward I feel a tear stream down face. Good thing we're in the dark and he can't see me. He was now all the way in. He began coming out and going back in again slowly. I finally adjusted to his size, which by the way is enormous! I'm surprised his whole dick can fit into me right now.
My core began to feel the friction and I wanted him to go faster. "Edward, faster…now" and with that he began to gain speed. As his hips started getting faster he began going into me harder and all I could hear was skin slapping into each other.
"Oh Edward, Oh, oh, oh, uh, Eedward" I began to moan his name.
EPOV
I was beginning to lose it when she was moaning my name. My hips were now slamming into her and I was at my edge. I did three more thrusts into her and she came, the next two I quickly pulled myself out of her and came out spraying into my hand.
"Oh my gosh, that felt…" she began to say as she plopped herself on the pillow.
"Extravagantly great" I say in a British accent. I felt her pop up beside me and then my mouth was being attacked. After a full minute of kissing she came up to get air.
" You can speak in a British accent?" she asked with amuzement in her voice.
"Well I did go to Britain for a year, why? I ask.
"That was so sexy" she says and then she sits on top of me." I think Alice is going to sleep over at Rosalie's room, are you up for a second round?" she asks so sexy-like.
"Hell yeah" I say grabbing her neck and kissing her again.
We then went at it again.
Edward Cullen talking in a british accent...
Makes your mind go places!
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