Dream With Me


Chapter 8: Realization
Disclaimer – Tsubasa Reservoir Chronicles is owned by CLAMP. The song, Poison, is by Alice Cooper.
Summary - Kurogane seems to have woken up in a world with Sakura, with doors that lead to places that they least expect, and other doors that lead to disappearing people. How much will Kurogane be scarred? KuroFai, SyaoSaku
Note: I wrote this chapter shortly after the last one, so I didn't receive all the reviews until later. If you want to know what will happen to the idea of a lemon, read the After-Thoughts, because I'm too lazy to put them up here.
Note: Thank you everybody for the reviews. And Saina Tsukino for MORE nicknames.
Great. More Potty Mouth Words.
Mr. If-I-get-out-of-the-damn-mage's-mind-I'm-gonna-kill-him's turn!


I can't remember ever getting this annoyed at someone, and I don't know how much longer in this Hell-hole I can last before I snap. I mean, as soon as I woke up earlier, the devil himself tried to freaking molest me.

I wonder if I'll lose strength if I kill someone who isn't actually real…

Poke

I don't think it's worth it.

Poke

I don't know how much strength I'll lose…

Poke

Maybe if I ignore him he'll go away?

Poke

I'll try glaring in his direction.

Poke

I glare harder.

Poke

"DAMN-IT, FAI, STOP POKING ME!" I burst out, getting up from the couch, clenching my fists, and storming out of the room.

The image of the Syaoran, who was in the kitchen, stares at me dumbfound.

"What?!" I ask, trying not to rip off the closest moving being.

…which I'm guessing is the image of the mage, who probably followed me.

I have to remember. He's not worth losing my strength.

"You're not chasing Fai-san?" the kid still stares at me.

I quickly decide not to answer him, and just grunt.

He continues staring at me. I wouldn't doubt it if Fai's doing something stupid behind my back and is just waiting for me to turn. So I don't turn, and just stare back at the princess's protector. "You must have actually started liking him, or you are starting to control your temper, Kuro-poo." The boy walks away, much more feminine than I remember him being. I glare at his back, and he shows no reaction.

Damn the wizard for making everyone act like him.

I wouldn't doubt it if he had could even make the princess, who's the only female, and thus should be the most feminine out of the group, act more girly than she is.

But, I guess I AM controlling my temper. After all, it can't be the other choice.

I turn around, still thinking about what Girly-Kid said.

Crap.

I forgot that Dumbass was behind me.

And now for some reason he finds it a good idea to lock-lips with me.

It's no use glaring at his closed eyes, so instead I'll go for a new tactic.

I'll give him something worth thinking about.

I kiss him back, being possessive. He breaks away and stares at me, shocked.

Maybe that'll keep him in silence. He touches his lips, and I walk into the living room and sit back down on the couch.

He walks over and sits down on the couch next to me, still touching his lips. He looks up at me. "I'm sorry for earlier. You must have been very angry to call me by my real name…" he looks away.

I feel a twinge of guilt, before pushing it off. He deserved getting yelled at.

The kid walks in, and with a completely emotionless expression 'F-…Fai-san...L-lets go up to the temple tomorrow.' …what the Hell? He didn't say that out-loud! I can suddenly hear the kid now too?

'Alright, Syaoran-kun. I'm tired, anyway.' I hear a yawn, which sounds like it came from the blonde, but the one sitting next to me just looks at Syaoran, dull.

I must be going freaking crazy.

I glare at the blonde sitting next to me, blaming my lack of sanity upon him.

They say insanity is contagious, after all.

'G-good night, Fai-san.' I can almost HEAR him blushing.

Suddenly, the image of the kid shakes his head, and he's back full of emotion. He smiles at the magician and myself before heading out of the room.

"Mage! What did you do to the kid?!" I yell at still-emotionless blonde, hoping he would hear me.

'What do you mean, Kuro-myuu?'

"Why does he stuttering so much?! What did you do?!"

I know the twit is smiling.

'Kuro-daddy cares for his child, does he?'

I glare at the fake him.

And I'm starting to get the urge to punch the imaginary him, too.

'Don't worry; he just saw something he shouldn't have. Well, I'm off to bed. Good-night, Kuro-pyon!'

I think over what he said, and decide its better if I don't know.

Maybe some sleep would be good. Seeing how I got woken up earlier today, I might as well take a nap. I dart to my room and quickly close the door, locking it. I don't want to have to deal with another weird dream… song… thing that the mage is known for having.

Sleep came quicker than it should have…

'And by the way, Kuro-rin, you're a good kisser.'

...but not as quick as I wished it had been.


"Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look, could kill
My pain, your thrill…"

I opened my eyes to find the blonde leaning on the bed with his arms crossed, staring at me and smiling.

And singing. I can't forget the freaking singing that's so feminine, that it makes the princess sound manly.

I sigh heavily, my annoyance obviously showing.

Princesses shouldn't be freaking manlier than anything.

"I wanna love you,
but I better not touch."

I glance at the door, and it's still closed and locked. How the fuck did he get in?!

"I wanna hold you,
but my senses tell me to stop."

He came closer to me "They better tell you to stop if they know what's good for you!" I got off the bed and backed away from him.

"I wanna kiss you,
but I want it too much."

"Yea, I noticed." He tackled me to the ground, hugging me tightly. Maybe just one night if I don't resist, he'll go away..?

No, it won't work! If, when I tried that the first time, it didn't work, what makes me think that it'll work a second time?! And, what happens if fucktard, who's now sprawled across me and wrapping his arms around my neck, thinks its okay to do this during the day?

"I wanna taste you,
but your lips are venomous poison."

He uses his grasp around my neck to swoop in for another kiss.

"You're poison running through my veins!
You're poison.
I don't wanna break these chains"

I really hope when he sings about 'these chains' he's talking about that destiny crap, not actual chains. I stiffen, waiting for him to do something.

I guess I should be partially happy that he's not trying to molest me anymore, or anything.

'I wanna love you,
but I better not.'

…that wasn't the blonde that's leaning on me speaking.

That was…

Damn-it, is he sleep-talking?! Figures, that he'd only do it when there's a chance that the King of Blushes can hear him.

The wannabe-dumbass swoops in and takes another kiss before I get to continue on that thought.

"Your mouth, so hot.
Your web, I'm caught."

He kisses me again, short and sloppy, and I can feel him trying to take dominance, and I can feel one of the hands that were around my neck com

I think this probably is the result of what I did earlier.

I don't like it, or where It's going…

I stand up, unlock the door, and dart out.

But what happens if the mage really does love me?

I'll lay down on the couch in the living room, but I know sleep won't come.

'I don't wanna break these chains.'

..but do I?


After-Thought Notes: I'm going on vacation on Friday! So I'm trying to get this up as a present, so you guys wont be left without anything while I'm gone (I'll only be gone for a week, so don't worry). AAAANNNDDD, if you guys post enough reviews, I might just put up ANOTHER chapter before I leave.

Note to Zaika-Purr:I'm sorry I didn't give this to you! I'msorryI'msorryI'msorry! It's just that I was afraid if I waited to give this to you, there'd be too short of a time-span between this chapter and the next chapter.

Last Note: Upon the question of the lemon, I've decided three things.
1. Obviously, the Lemon will not be in this chapter.
2. The lemon will be made as the last chapter. (it would be kind of weird with Kurogane doing it with a fake person, right?)
3. The lemon will not be added directly to this fic, but will be posted as a separate-alternative-ending to the fic (so you don't have to read it if you don't want to).