AN:

Sorry that this installment is so short guys. I had one hell of the day, and didn't have it in me to write more than this. I'm sorry. I'll have more tomorrow.

Anyway, I hope you guys don't mind that it's short. Enjoy it.

-Flame

Shego felt her eyes close as her and Kim kissed. A part of her was terrified at the close, intimate contact. Another was overjoyed at the fact that her and her Princess were finally kissing. And another was scared shitless.

Kim, on the other hand, was just letting herself go. She didn't want to think about the technicalities. So, she just focused on Shego, and her lips.

Shego felt herself pull back away from Kim. She opened her eyes.

Kim didn't want to open hers, but she did anyway. "What's wrong?"

Shego was shaking her head. "I…I don't think I can do this."

Kim started to pout, then realized that Shego was probably a bit nervous, or upset because of the events preceding. "Oh, damn Shego….I shouldn't have…"

Shego shook her head. "It's…it's not you Kimmie. It's me. I just…I don't know…I can't…." Tears started to fall from her eyes. "I don't know what's wrong with me Kim…."

Kim wasn't sure what to do. "I..uh…"

Shego stood up. "I'm…I'm just going to go lay down upstairs, okay? I need to be alone for a while…" She walked upstairs, leaving Kim alone on the couch.

Shego walked into Kim's bedroom, and crawled underneath the bedcovers. She sighed, and covered her head with the blankets, and snuggled up with Pandaroo.

"What did I get myself into…" she whispered, hugging the stuffed hybrid closer to her body. "I can't believe that I just…oh my god, I just kissed Kimmie….oh my god."

She stared at the ceiling, having an internal freak-out about the whole situation. She wasn't….there was no way in hell…she couldn't be…she couldn't be gay..or bisexual…whatever you call it. She liked guys, didn't she?

Not usually…her subconscious whispered. You've never really liked anyone, if you think about it. Sure, you've had casual fucks, but nothing more than that….This is the first time you've really liked a person for who they are, and not just for the amount of sexual pleasure they can give you…

She growled. "Shut up, brain. Just…just shut up. Oh god, now I'm talking to myself. I'm seriously losing it, aren't I?"

She sighed loudly, and turned over so that she was lying on her side, facing Kim's window. Pandaroo was squashed between her arms and her breasts. She tried to calm herself down, but, much to her embarrassment, she was feeling rather turned on. That fact really scared her. She wasn't even close to being ready for any true intimate contact. The demons of the rape haunted her worse than ever. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw the face of the man who had stolen so much from her. Her powers at the time hadn't worked, or she would have blasted the bastard into oblivion. Her ability to defend herself was taken away. And so, he had forced himself upon her, taking something that should only ever be willingly given.

She felt the pillow start to get damp from her tears, and immediately hated herself. She hated being so fucking weak. This wasn't her. The Shego everyone knew was so powerful and kick-ass…..and her she was, crying into a pillow. What the fuck was going on? She knew that she could be emotional sometimes…but this was really getting ridiculous.

"Dammit…" She whispered, and closed her eyes tightly. She tried her hardest to get to sleep, but it was really fucking hard.

She never heard the door open. She only realized that someone was there when she slipped into the bed. Shego felt an arm go around her waist.

"I'm sorry, Sara. I..shouldn't…"

"It's fine Kim…" Shego turned around to face the heroine. "Trust me. It's fine." She found herself leaning forward once more.

They kept kissing for several minutes. When they finally stopped, both of them fell asleep with smiles on their faces.