Dislaimer: Glee belongs to FOX, the writers, producers, actors, etc. I am making no money from this, and no copywrite infringement is intended. All quotes were found online and are attributed to their authors if I could find them.
AN: The rest, as promised. Still rated M, and from here on that rating is in effect.
Fade Into You
By Lady Callista
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In your heart, in your head, in your arms, in your bed, under your skin, til there's no way to know where you end and where I begin." -"Fade Into You" by Clare Bowen
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Chapter 9: In Your Bed (Continued)
"Gods, I want…"
Kurt slid his hands over Blaine's shoulders as the younger boy trailed off, sounding suddenly uncertain. Kurt was fairly certain he knew what Blaine wanted though, and his cock twitched in anticipation even as his blood hummed hotter at just the thought. But he knew why Blaine had trailed off; the words were so foreign to them, had been carefully avoided for so long, that they were almost impossible to say.
But they didn't need to say them. Kurt leaned down, kissing Blaine sweetly before whispering in his ear, "Just show me."
Blaine reached up with one hand as Kurt started to move back, catching his neck and pulling him into a passionate kiss. Their mouths opened immediately, tongues fighting for dominance, and Kurt's moan when Blaine's hand closed loosely over his cock was lost in the increasingly loud sounds sliding from each of their throats. Blaine began sliding his hand up and down slowly, then stilled it but didn't let go when Kurt broke the kiss with a gasp.
"It's okay." Kurt whispered automatically, trying to pull his thoughts together. "It just feels so much more amazing than when I touch myself."
Blaine began moving his hand again even as he whispered, "I want to taste you."
It should have made him cringe in discomfort even though it was the least crude way possible to say it, Kurt reflected, but it didn't. He wanted it just as much. To have Blaine's mouth on him, and to learn what the other boy tasted like in return. He wondered what it would taste like, and if he would be able to swallow, or if he would embarrass himself and choke, or…
His thoughts shattered into a thousand pieces, and his hands tightened on Blaine's shoulders leaving ten perfect nail marks, when Blaine simply lowered his head and sucked the head of his cock into his mouth.
"Blaine, fuck…" He gasped breathily, hips thrusting up involuntarily.
Blaine had anticipated that though, and tightened the hand resting on the top of Kurt's thigh to hold him down on the bed. He twirled his tongue experimentally around the tip, making a considering humming noise at the slightly salty taste of what he knew to be pre-come. It was different, but it wasn't bad, and Blaine found his tongue returning for a second taste as he pulled his head back slightly. "I've never heard you say that word."
"I've never had my boyfriend's mouth on my cock before." Kurt said shakily, filter completely gone as his body swam with pleasure. The feelings coursing through him were more intense than he could have ever imagined.
"I don't really know what I'm doing." Blaine admitted on a whisper.
"Then it's natural talent." Kurt answered at once, caressing Blaine's cheek. "That felt so good, you have no idea…"
Blaine offered him a small smile, stroking a few times with his hand before lowering his mouth once again.
He experimented, using the gasps and moans of the boy who now leaned back on his elbows on the bed to figure out what was good, and what was better.
Kurt's breathing increased steadily as Blaine slowly learned what he liked, and it was soon after Blaine's hand and mouth had begun squeezing and bobbing in tandem, an image Kurt knew would be forever burned into his mind and cause a heat that had nothing to do with embarrassment, that Kurt felt the desire in his core beginning to tighten in a familiar way.
He fisted his hands tighter in the bedspread beneath him. "Blaine, Blaine stop. Close… too close."
Blaine pulled his mouth back slightly, which allowed him to both speak and use the wetness from his mouth to pump slightly faster. His voice was dark with desire as he repeated his earlier words, "I want to taste you."
Kurt's heart stuttered at the implication, and for the first time he felt the nerves start to return. But it wasn't the thought of finishing in his boyfriend's mouth that brought them on, that actually sounded amazing, it was the idea that if he finished first, then…
"Hey, what's the matter?" Blaine asked instantly as he registered the discomfort, his mind immediately casting about to try and figure out what was wrong.
The desire was still there on Blaine's face, but Kurt could hear the concern in the quiet voice, and see it in his eyes as he slowly sat up. Blaine's hand was warm and gentle as it stroked soothingly up and down his side, a contrast to the fact that his other hand, while still gripping Kurt loosely, had stilled.
"We…" Kurt's voice shook slightly, and he drew on the love in the other boy's eyes to try and steady it. He was so hard it was almost painful, and trying to concentrate on something this serious was difficult, but he needed to know. "We never talked about which way we… And I mean I assumed since we've never, well, we would try it both ways eventually… But if you want me to… uh, this way, then do you want…"
Blaine's eyes widened as he realized what Kurt was trying to say and he scooted up onto the bed, moving to sit behind Kurt and wrapping his arms around him loosely. "I want whatever you want, love. I've fantasized about it both ways, and until we try we won't know if we prefer it one way or the other. I don't have a script here, Kurt, and I don't care which way we… we do that. I wasn't even sure if we'd want to go that far tonight, and if we do it's not like you can't get off more than once."
"Why wouldn't we go that far?" Kurt whispered, relaxed again as Blaine cuddled around him. "Isn't that what this is all leading up to?"
Blaine couldn't help the chuckle that escaped, but he replied soothingly, "If we want, but it doesn't have to. There are all kinds of ways to make love, and what we were just doing is one of them. I wasn't thinking about which of us would, well, would be on top if we did that. I was just thinking that my incredibly hot and sexy boyfriend was naked on my bed and I wanted to touch you, and taste you. And you didn't seem to mind."
"It felt so much more amazing that I ever imagined." Kurt breathed, nuzzling their cheeks together when Blaine's chin came to rest on his shoulder. "But it's also one-sided. I want to touch you too, and …"
"We've got all night. As for it being one-sided, Kurt, I wasn't sure if I would like it, but I did, I mean I really did. You were making these incredible sounds, and it was so hot, and I just wanted to keep making you feel good, and the idea of you coming in my mouth turned me on so much, and…"
"Shhh." Kurt shushed gently, his hands linking with Blaine's sweetly. "I'm sorry I killed the mood; it's just that we had never talked about it, and I, uh, I dream about it both ways too, but I just wanted to know what you were thinking."
"You don't have to apologize, we should have talked about it before we started." Blaine began slowly dropping kisses on Kurt's shoulder, speaking brokenly between kisses. "I just didn't want to bring it up before, it seemed weird to talk about it when we weren't ready, and then once we got here tonight it was the last thing on my mind. And you didn't kill the mood," Blaine whispered the last in his ear, sliding his hand down to Kurt's now only half-hard cock and letting his fingers run teasingly along it, "You heard me when I said how much I was enjoying it, right? Well, this just means I get to do it again, for longer."
Kurt shuddered as Blaine began to pump his cock again, his other hand sliding up Kurt's torso and beginning to play with his nipples. The sudden bite against the side of his neck had him gasping, body bowing back against a strong, warm chest.
"Tell me what you want." Blaine whispered it hotly in Kurt's ear, nibbling on it before biting at his neck again.
"You want me to think right now?"
Blaine grinned as Kurt hardened in his hand, voice hitching, but still with a trace of his standard sarcasm. "How about I tell you what I want, instead? I want you in my mouth again, and I want to watch your face when I make you come."
Already half lost again in the pleasure, Kurt's voice was low and breathy, and the only word he could manage was, "Okay."
Blaine continued his ministrations for a long minute, wishing he had a mirror on the wall so he could watch Kurt's face as he rose higher and higher. He loved feeling him in his arms, loved the slight trembles and feel of his chest heaving against him, but he wanted to see his face. With that thought in mind Blaine slid off the bed, going to his knees between Kurt's legs once again.
Kurt felt his body begin to tighten again as Blaine's mouth closed over him, almost hotter than he could stand, and soon after Blaine again began moving head and hand in tandem Kurt let out a deep moan, hands sliding from Blaine as he leaned back on his elbows again, wanting to see more than just the top of Blaine's head.
Blaine's eyes were closed, cheeks hollowed as his head bobbed up and down. Kurt wasn't surprised by the look of concentration on his face, but when Blaine's eyes suddenly opened and rose up his body to lock with his, Kurt was blown away by the pure satisfaction and enjoyment on his face.
The visual, and the absolute love shining in the dark eyes, brought him dangerously close to the edge.
"Close, so close." Kurt managed to gasp as his arms slid out from under him, his back hitting the bed for a second before it arched as Blaine removed his hand, taking him deeper into his mouth.
The words had barely left his mouth when he felt the heat explode through him, and his hands fisted in the sheets as he cried out something that sounded vaguely like Blaine's name.
Blaine kept his eyes locked on Kurt's face as the pure bliss washed over it, slightly disappointed that the other boy's eyes had slid shut, and when his head tipped back too far for Blaine to see his face Blaine let his eyes close as well, concentrating on the taste.
Blaine worked him through it gently, making a slight face at the even stronger taste before he swallowed gamely. While not the best taste ever it certainly wasn't the worst, and even as his mind was processing that he didn't mind it, and would probably even come to enjoy it, a hiss of pain sounded above him.
Blaine pulled his mouth back at once, realizing that Kurt had reached the point where he was oversensitive, and rose slowly to his feet as one thought exploded through his mind.
He had just given his first blow job. A second thought amended the first in rapid succession. He had just given his first blow job and he hadn't hurt Kurt, or done anything wrong. He knew that because of the third thought, which quickly took prominence. His boyfriend had just come in his mouth.
And he had loved every second of it.
He stared down at Kurt in complete love as every muscle in the boy's body relaxed, and he rubbed himself absently through his boxers to try and relieve some of his own tension. But that was completely secondary at the moment, because he wanted to burn the image of Kurt like this into his mind. He had never seen anything more perfect than Kurt lost in passion, although this was a very close second.
Completely destroyed, Kurt was still gasping for breath, trying to speak and coming up with nothing more coherent than, "Fuck, Blaine. Amazing. Oh god, love you. Love you."
Then his eyes opened, and slowly focused enough to see Blaine standing at the end of the bed, love and lust practically burning in his expression even as he touched himself lightly through his boxer-briefs. His vision narrowed in on the darkening wet spot near the top of them, and even through the pleasantly numb feeling still floating through his body the burst of desire was enough for him to raise a beckoning hand to the most adorable and hot boy in the world.
"Come here." He breathed, still trying to catch his breath and hear anything above the pounding of his own heart. "Oh, gods, come here. Let me… I want to touch you too."
Blaine's hands moved questioningly to the top of his underwear, thumbs sliding under the band even as he raised his eyebrows, obviously asking the same question Kurt had earlier. Did Kurt want to watch, or do it himself?
Kurt let both images flicker in his head for an instant, and understood exactly why the image of watching rather than doing had turned Blaine on earlier. He knew exactly what he wanted, and Blaine's earlier comment about loving how confident he was made that strength show in his voice as he whispered enticingly, "Let me see you."
Blaine shed his underwear without hesitation, sighing deeply as his cock sprang free. He remained still for a moment, letting Kurt's gaze wander over him unashamedly even as he had marveled over the other boy's body earlier.
"Come here." Kurt whispered it again, finding the energy to scoot back enough to lay fully on the bed.
Blaine crawled unto the bed beside him, and once again they curled up on their sides facing each other. But rather than the innocent cuddling that had started the evening, Kurt's hand found Blaine's cock at once, fingers teasing at the tip before wrapping gently around him. Blaine kissed him almost desperately as his hand began to move slowly, and when Kurt broke the kiss this time it was only to attach his lips to Blaine's neck, hand keeping up a gentle rhythm even as he kissed and nibbled his way down Blaine's chest, taking an extended detour to nip and suck at Blaine's tight nipples and test how loud he could cause the other boy to moan.
Kurt could feel his still spent cock twitch, trying valiantly to take an interest, yet the sudden and unexpected flash of nervousness as he got to his destination caused him to freeze suddenly, his mouth inches from Blaine even as his hand continued to pump him gently.
"You don't have to."
Kurt's eyes flicked up to his boyfriend's face as he registered the words, words that reminded him once again that he had the most amazing boyfriend that could possibly exist. "It's not that." Kurt whispered at once. "I want to, I want to taste you so much, but I really don't know what I'm doing. I'm afraid I won't be good, or I'll hurt you."
"Everything you've done so far has been amazing." Blaine whispered, reaching down to cup Kurt's cheek gently in his palm.
"You were amazing, I'm just…" Kurt trailed off, taking a deep breath. "I want it to be as good for you. But what if I don't like the taste, or if I gag, or I can't get you …"
"Kurt, it's not rocket science." Blaine whispered fondly. "If you don't like it, we try something else. Just you hand on me feels wonderful, it's like you said, it's so different than touching yourself."
"But what if I hurt you?"
"You wont, just use your lips to keep your teeth from scratching." Blaine gave the practical advice first, something he was very glad he had come across in his internet explorations. "And then, just, think about what I did to you. Think about what you liked, how it felt, and see if I like that too. Or do something you were wondering about, something I didn't think of that you were wishing I would do."
Keeping their eyes locked, Kurt slowed his hand, then stopped it. When Blaine looked at him questioningly, Kurt raised his hand to his mouth, licking a long trail down the length of his palm and over his fingers before returning his hand to Blaine's cock, slick fingers now sliding up and down slightly faster.
He lowered his mouth then, taking the head of Blaine's cock into his mouth and lapping lightly at the tip with his tongue, something that had felt simply amazing when it had been done to him.
As he tried to remember what else Blaine had done, as he tried to separate individual touches from the long hazy line of pleasure, something he had read popped into his head. Something incredibly simple.
It seemed stupid to treat the hot, pulsing organ in his hand as if it were a popsicle, but judging from the moans Blaine started making the instant he started experimenting, the advice hadn't been wrong.
"God, Kurt, where did you learn that?" Blaine gasped minutes later, one hand fisting in the bed covers, his other reaching down to cup Kurt's cheek again before it slid to the back of his neck.
Kurt paused in the act of licking his way up the underside of Blaine's cock to give him a satisfied smirk. "Cosmo."
"We'll have to start reading it together."
Kurt smiled at the thought even as he bent to his task again, understanding the enjoyment he had seen on Blaine's face earlier. It wasn't so much about what he was doing, it was how it was affecting Blaine. And watching Blaine fall apart, watching the boy who was normally either calm and collected or enthusiastic and goofy as his skin flushed with pleasure was simply incredible.
"Close."
Kurt hummed in acknowledgement of the gasped warning, then had to pull his head back rapidly as Blaine's hips bucked forward unexpectedly. His gag reflex triggered, although thankfully only slightly, and Kurt cleared his throat roughly as he blinked rapidly to clear suddenly watery eyes.
"God, sorry. Sorry." Blaine was apologizing at once, both hands fisted in the sheets now, eyes wide open and a slight edge of panic in his voice.
"S'okay." Kurt replied, his hand continuing to move over Blaine's length. "I almost did it to you earlier. What… what did I do that caused that?"
"The humming." Blaine's answer was instantaneous. "The vibration felt so… wow, just wow."
"Hmmmm." Kurt made the sound again, fingers trailing over Blaine's chest briefly before moving to his hips, gripping even as he shifted until he could rest his elbows on either side of Blaine's hips to pin the boy to the bed. As his head went back down, he began humming scales, his eyes still focused on Blaine's face.
Blaine's head lolled back almost immediately, his hands sliding down until he could link his fingers with Kurt's, which continued to hold his hips down as he bobbed his head.
It wasn't long before Blaine felt the coil of heat tightening again, and he breathed a warning only seconds before he felt himself explode.
He was floating, registering Kurt shifting back up the bed but not much else, and when the boy curled into his side, head resting on his chest, his arms came around him automatically. "Love you."
"I agree with you." Kurt's voice was a contented sigh, and when Blaine made a questioning noise he added, "I really liked it too, I mean, doing that for you."
Blaine's only response was to drop a kiss on his lover's -and that was even more thrilling than the first time he had thought the word boyfriend- his lover's forehead, and to tighten his arms around him.
They were silent after that, simply basking in the moment while they cuddled together, fingers tracing lightly over whatever skin they could reach and kissing softly over and over.
Neither knew how much time passed this way, and neither cared in the slightest.
"Are you cold?" Blaine murmured absently a minute or an hour later when he felt Kurt shiver slightly even as the other boy tried to, impossibly, cuddle even closer.
"A little." Kurt replied, voice sounding drowsy.
"We'll have to move to get under the covers."
"Mh-huh." Kurt mumbled against Blaine's chest before raising his head enough to ask softly, "So are we not, uh…"
"You're half-asleep." Blaine chuckled, his voice filled with the same lazy contentment as Kurt's. "And tomorrow's a repeat of today; a full day of school and another performance. I'm tired too. "
"So I'm not being a lousy boyfriend if I say I just want to cuddle and go to sleep?" Kurt replied.
Blaine answered without hesitation. "You're always a perfect boyfriend. Tonight was perfect, Kurt, and amazing. At least, I thought it was."
At the vulnerable note that crept into Blaine's voice at the end, Kurt quickly rose his head and hurried to reassure him, "It was, sweetie, it really was. You made it perfect for me."
"I love you." Blaine's voice was incredibly intense, and the love flowing between their locked eyes was almost tangible.
"And I love you." Kurt whispered, shifting to kiss Blaine sweetly. "There'll be other nights."
Blaine murmured his agreement, "Many, many other nights."
It took a few more minutes, and mumbled comments, before they managed to convince themselves to move.
When they finally did they moved quickly; Blaine crossing the room to hit the lights even as Kurt turned back the bed.
And then they were cuddled together again, neither of them thinking of pajamas although both normally wore them to bed.
"Tomorrow is going to be so strange." Kurt whispered just as they were both starting to drift off.
"Hmm?" Blaine managed to mumble.
"I'm going to spend the whole day picturing you naked."
They both chuckled before cuddling as closely together as they could possibly get and drifting off to sleep.
