Me: Please read and review!

Aoi and Youchii: Natsume-onii is bad!

-Aoi and Youchii run out the room crying-

Ruka: Yeah...

Hotaru: Next chapter might come today, on Christmas day, too.

Anna and Nonoko: Like an extra present to all Kyashii-chan's readers,

Yuu and Koko: and hopefully, fans, too!

Natsume: Dictionary's gonna come up soon.

Hotaru: You've been saying that forever.

Me: True... I've finished the dictionary and all, but I don't know where to put it! Perhaps on the bottom of each page? Or a new chapter? And if I do, which one? The first chapter, the last chapter (where you all will have to wait so probably not), or the-

Hotaru: We get the point.

Ruka: We don't own Gakuen Alice.

Me: And if I do...

-I laugh evilly-


Summary:

Mikan has two new Alices! She has to go away to train for a while! Natsume and Mikan already engaged. But while Mikan's away, will someone else capture Natsume's heart? NXM forever!


Recap:

"Natsume, I promise you, I will come back one day. Just promise me to always remember and love me forever."

"I promise, Mikan."

And those words echoed through his head.

I promise.

I promise.

I promise.

'But I lied...' I thought unconsciously as I woke up.

"I-I remember now."


Mikan's POV

The girls' band practice

"I couldn't seem to decide which song we should perform so I wrote some of my own," I announced to our band groupies.

"It better be good cause your brain holds a lot of gunk in there," Hotaru muttered.

I ignored it.

Then everyone got into their places in one of the rooms in my special stared room.

I sang one of the songs I wrote with all my emotions in it. And I sang with all my might. My love life gave me all the ideas. Especially Natsume... and Luna.

I was hoping I could have you forever

But I was wrong

Though I don't blame you

It's just because

I'm not so great

It's just because

I'm not the right one for you

I was a fool

To believe that I could fit in

And you can call me whatever you want

Cause I already know I'm so foolish

And yet,

Yet I still love you

You're like a missing piece

From my body and my soul

And from my heart

I can't live without you

There's no way I could

You already have someone else

I still can't help but

Just imagine you,

Imagine those great times,

To steal a glance at you

You know who you are

Don't think it's someone else

I'm just a foolish

Just a foolish little girl

I'm just a big nothing

In this big, huge world

I just wanted to say

No matter the decisions you make

I still will love you

Then I opened my eyes, fighting back tears. I'm so stupid. So idiotic. Why am I on this world anyways? Everyone has a reason to live. So what was mine? Was it to just to be the third person in love? Was it to destroy someone's love? If I don't know my reason to live, would that mean I shouldn't live at all?

"Misumi, (A/N: OMG! I typed Mikan, but then remembered so I changed it to Misumi.) it's true everyone has a reason to live. And like you, a lot of people also don't know their reason(s). They don't know whether their there to save the world, destroy the world, find some really cool artifacts, or any other reasons. But everyone has a reason. You just haven't found yours yet. But it's deep down there somewhere. You aren't the third person or anything like that. Luna is. She's the one that made you miserable. She's the one that made you two seperate," Hotaru scolded. She paused. She put her hat thingy on and explained. "Invention #72. Mind Reading Necklace. The person wearing it can read his/her person of choice's mind. Sold for 150 rabbits."

The other girls were confused for they didn't know what the two girls were talking about.

I smiled. "Thanks, Hotaru. You're the best."

"I no," she replied, and the corners of her lips tugged up a bit. "I no."

I have a new quest: to search for my reason to live.

Then everyone got into their positions and practiced more.


Natsume's POV

The boys' band practice

"Ugh. Koko, try to get it right this time. Or else," I instructed our band's drummer, Koko. "Lets start practicing again." Then I got my music sheet straightened out and sang one of the songs I wrote for the band.

Baby, forgive me

Forgive me now

I was blind

Blinded by myself

I reached out and grabbed the wrong person

When that person was suppose to be you

Can you forgive me

For the stupid thing I did?

Can you be

Together with me?

I just realized my mistake

And it ain't too late to turn back again

Oh, baby, how I was wrong

How I hurted you

Was unforgivable, I know

It was like I pinned a knife through your heart

But when I realized what I did

There was an even greater knife through mine

Oh, baby, I'm so sorry

For what I did to you

Can you just forgive me?

Can you just give me the sadness you felt?

I want to do so much more

And yet,

I've done far enough

I was blinded

By another soul

I was blinded because of my lame choices

I don't care what you think of me now

Just please, forgive me

Forgive me now

'Sakura Mikan, where are you?' Natsume thought as he finished.


Me: So how was it? Next chapter is going to be where both bands will play!

Hotaru: Don't tell them!

Ruka: It's her story, Hotaru, she can do whatever they want.

Me: Thaks, Ruka!

Ruka: Even if it's stupid.

Me: Please excuse us for a couple hours.

-I walk up to Ruka and get ready to punch him-

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