Me: Please read and review!
Aoi and Youchii: Natsume-onii is bad!
-Aoi and Youchii run out the room crying-
Ruka: Yeah...
Hotaru: Next chapter might come today, on Christmas day, too.
Anna and Nonoko: Like an extra present to all Kyashii-chan's readers,
Yuu and Koko: and hopefully, fans, too!
Natsume: Dictionary's gonna come up soon.
Hotaru: You've been saying that forever.
Me: True... I've finished the dictionary and all, but I don't know where to put it! Perhaps on the bottom of each page? Or a new chapter? And if I do, which one? The first chapter, the last chapter (where you all will have to wait so probably not), or the-
Hotaru: We get the point.
Ruka: We don't own Gakuen Alice.
Me: And if I do...
-I laugh evilly-
Summary:
Mikan has two new Alices! She has to go away to train for a while! Natsume and Mikan already engaged. But while Mikan's away, will someone else capture Natsume's heart? NXM forever!
Recap:
"Natsume, I promise you, I will come back one day. Just promise me to always remember and love me forever."
"I promise, Mikan."
And those words echoed through his head.
I promise.
I promise.
I promise.
'But I lied...' I thought unconsciously as I woke up.
"I-I remember now."
Mikan's POV
The girls' band practice
"I couldn't seem to decide which song we should perform so I wrote some of my own," I announced to our band groupies.
"It better be good cause your brain holds a lot of gunk in there," Hotaru muttered.
I ignored it.
Then everyone got into their places in one of the rooms in my special stared room.
I sang one of the songs I wrote with all my emotions in it. And I sang with all my might. My love life gave me all the ideas. Especially Natsume... and Luna.
I was hoping I could have you forever
But I was wrong
Though I don't blame you
It's just because
I'm not so great
It's just because
I'm not the right one for you
I was a fool
To believe that I could fit in
And you can call me whatever you want
Cause I already know I'm so foolish
And yet,
Yet I still love you
You're like a missing piece
From my body and my soul
And from my heart
I can't live without you
There's no way I could
You already have someone else
I still can't help but
Just imagine you,
Imagine those great times,
To steal a glance at you
You know who you are
Don't think it's someone else
I'm just a foolish
Just a foolish little girl
I'm just a big nothing
In this big, huge world
I just wanted to say
No matter the decisions you make
I still will love you
Then I opened my eyes, fighting back tears. I'm so stupid. So idiotic. Why am I on this world anyways? Everyone has a reason to live. So what was mine? Was it to just to be the third person in love? Was it to destroy someone's love? If I don't know my reason to live, would that mean I shouldn't live at all?
"Misumi, (A/N: OMG! I typed Mikan, but then remembered so I changed it to Misumi.) it's true everyone has a reason to live. And like you, a lot of people also don't know their reason(s). They don't know whether their there to save the world, destroy the world, find some really cool artifacts, or any other reasons. But everyone has a reason. You just haven't found yours yet. But it's deep down there somewhere. You aren't the third person or anything like that. Luna is. She's the one that made you miserable. She's the one that made you two seperate," Hotaru scolded. She paused. She put her hat thingy on and explained. "Invention #72. Mind Reading Necklace. The person wearing it can read his/her person of choice's mind. Sold for 150 rabbits."
The other girls were confused for they didn't know what the two girls were talking about.
I smiled. "Thanks, Hotaru. You're the best."
"I no," she replied, and the corners of her lips tugged up a bit. "I no."
I have a new quest: to search for my reason to live.
Then everyone got into their positions and practiced more.
Natsume's POV
The boys' band practice
"Ugh. Koko, try to get it right this time. Or else," I instructed our band's drummer, Koko. "Lets start practicing again." Then I got my music sheet straightened out and sang one of the songs I wrote for the band.
Baby, forgive me
Forgive me now
I was blind
Blinded by myself
I reached out and grabbed the wrong person
When that person was suppose to be you
Can you forgive me
For the stupid thing I did?
Can you be
Together with me?
I just realized my mistake
And it ain't too late to turn back again
Oh, baby, how I was wrong
How I hurted you
Was unforgivable, I know
It was like I pinned a knife through your heart
But when I realized what I did
There was an even greater knife through mine
Oh, baby, I'm so sorry
For what I did to you
Can you just forgive me?
Can you just give me the sadness you felt?
I want to do so much more
And yet,
I've done far enough
I was blinded
By another soul
I was blinded because of my lame choices
I don't care what you think of me now
Just please, forgive me
Forgive me now
'Sakura Mikan, where are you?' Natsume thought as he finished.
Me: So how was it? Next chapter is going to be where both bands will play!
Hotaru: Don't tell them!
Ruka: It's her story, Hotaru, she can do whatever they want.
Me: Thaks, Ruka!
Ruka: Even if it's stupid.
Me: Please excuse us for a couple hours.
-I walk up to Ruka and get ready to punch him-
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