chapter nine

it has been a two weeks since john has slap me and it was almost my birthday and i still had not told anyone what happen part of me wanted to but the other half was i do not know felt like i had to protect him i do not know why since he never protect me or my heart. today was the day we were going back to court and john had been texting me all morning saying he was sorry for hitting me and he was worried that i was going to tell the judge. part of me was like hell to the yeah i am going to tell the judge you hit me and the other half was like i am not going to tell the judge it was just a one time thing. i was fighting my self in my head and it was starting to give me a headache. i was still happy and if you are wondering why i will tell you

flashback

me and randy were laying in bed watching a movie while the girls were with hunter and his wife and their girls going to a pizza play place. we were watching one of my favorite movies hang over and i was giggling and sing we are the three best friend song and laughing my butt off. randy look over at me and raise his eyebrow at me and laugh softly and gentle wrap his arms around my waist and pulls me toward him and gentle tucks my hair behind my ears and said" i have a very important question to ask you?" i thuoght we just start dating there is no way he would ask me to marry now it is to soon it can't be that can it. i look at him and said" you know that you can ask me anything" randy replied" i want to make this official since everyone know we are together, but i wanted to ask you properly will you be my girlfriend?" i look at him and smile since he seem kind of nervous and it was so cute. i replied" you know it is about time you ask what took you so long goober of course i will be your girlfriend" randy leans over and kiss me softly and slowly and we made out for a little while and then we both fall a sleep.

end of flash back

john cena ring tone which was his ring theme song snap me back to reality and i flip it up

john please do not tell anyone it was accident i feel so bad about it it just i was so mad and please

me: i am not going to tell anyone ok just shut up about it.

i flip the screen down when i felt two arms around my waist and said" tell that loser to leave you alone he had his choice he lost it now you are all mine" i giggle and replied" baby he knows that, he is just jealous that i upgraded to someone hotter, sweeter, sexier, handsome, nicer then him and i have to go but i promise when i came back you are all mine and the girls, since miracle will be with me and i will get her back full time" randy look at me and said" how" i replied" do not worry about how" i get up and get dressed and i left and head toward the court. i knew i told john that i was not going to tell the judge but he had the right ot know and i had the right to protect our daughter. i roll in there and i see john and the judge said" well three months ago custody was awarded to a mr. john cena from a mrs. heaven summers now i am here to see if that was a good idea or should one get solo custody or just visitation rights. he look at me and i knew what he wanted to know. i said" sir john has had our daughter three months and in the three months time he has forgot her at day care on more then one occasions, he has left our daughter with people that have no idea what they are doing with children and your honor he has hit me" i swear you could have heard a pin drop and i forgot that miracle was behind me and could hear everything but at the moment i just need to get it all out there. i did not even look at john

john point of view

that bitch told me she would not tell and she just told the judge what the hell it was accident she was made me mad. she know that i can't lie since we are in court that little. i will get her and my child back one way or another if it it has to be against the law

end of point of view

the judge said" is that true mr. cena." john replied" sir i love my little girl i mention i shuold have not have hit her mother and it was accident my parents raised me better and i just wanted her to give me a chance and i guess my temper just get the best of me but i would not ever raise a hand to my daughter, yes i have left her with people that maybe are in her words not good with children but they are people i trust when i was at work or something, i wil do anything for my little girl i love her and her mother even through her mother move on" i look at john and i wanted to hit him since miracle could hear him and i knew if she understand what was going on that this was going to be a stresser on mine and randy relationship. the judge said" mr. cena forgetting your child at a day care could have serious problems she could have been kidnapped or something worse and you would not seen her ever again, i think right now solo custody goes to heaven summer and john cena will get visitation case closed" i smile happy that i won and i pick up miracle and kiss her cheek.

then i heard a voice from behind me said" you say you were not going to tell" i roll my eyes and replied" john i had to tell you know why because i was protecting our daughter you hit me, you could hit her or worse i am not going to let you hurt our daughter, either be happy with your visitation or sign over rights to randy" john said " she is not his daughter, she is mine, i am not signing my rights over so what now i get her on friday to sunday" i nod my head and said yeah" one more thing day cares are not open on weekends john u get one more chance spend time with your daughter not with my best friends in a bed or some rat ring or some stranger you find at a club spend time with our daughter because she is only little for so long." john just look at me and replied" i do not want them i do not want strangers or your friends or ring rat i want you, i miss you" i said" i am sorry you had your choice you blow it" i head toward the car and put her in the back seat and said" just bring her stuff back to randy room please i do not wnat another fight i do not want another anything just bring her stuff back to his room" john nod his head and walks away toward his car.

i was happy in one week was my birthday and i just get the best present in the world my little girl back in my life full time. i could not wait to tell randy since he had miss the little girl just as much as i have. miracle said "mommy do you love johny or daddy" i smile she still call randy daddy. i replied" honey i love daddy and he is going to be so happy to see you and little alanna is going to be happy to see you and the only time you have to see johny is on friday night sometimes and saturday nights sometimes and sunday sometimes but the other times you are with me and daddy alanna full time" i grab my phone and called randy and hand it to miracle. randy said "hello" miracle replied" daddy i coming tome pull hime" i laugh softly since she had a little problem with words but she was one so it was normal. randy said" what" miracle replied" were mommy well you" miracle hands me back the phone and replied" she mean i won i have her full time again and he get visitation every other weekend and then either christmas day or eve every year like one year eve next year christmas day." randy said" that is great baby are you guys on your way back" i replied" yeah we have to get her stuff from john room then we will be back in our room" randy said" that is great honey i can't wait to have my girls back here with me i love you" i smile and replied" i love you to" it was like the first time for me to say it since i was still kind of afraid that he would hurt me. we hang up the phone and i head toward the hotel.

meanwhile randy hangs up the phone and looks over and see alanna a sleep and smile and kiss her forehead and gets up to take a shower. alanna wakes up and rub her eyes and said" daddy" she gets up and looks around and could not find her daddy. randy comes out and he has on some shorts and muscle shirt and notice his daughter look at scared and walk over and hug her and said" whats the matter?" alanna replied" i thought you left me like mommy does" randy rub her back and replied" no angel i just took a shower since you were a sleep but i am not ever leaving you and i get good news for you guess who is coming with heaven miracle is coming back" alanna gets a huge smile on her face and start jumping up and down happily. randy was very happy that his little girl was happy since he love his little girl and miracle and heaven more then anything. he knew what he was going to do and he just had to talk to john about it knowing that was going to be hard but he was still going to do it for the sake of his family or the family that he wanted to have.

meanwhile me and miracle were getting her stuff from john room which was becoming hard. john said" so when do i get her on weekends" i replied" they say it starts the first of the new year or the first weekend of the new year" miracle grab her teddy bear and said" johny there my blanket" she was asking where. john was getting mad and replied" it is not JOHNY IT IS DADDY I DO NOT KNOW WHERE YOUR DAMN BLANKET IS LOOKING FOR IT" i look at him and miracle just start crying. i pick her up and put her in the wheelchair since i was putting stuff in suit cases. i wanted to hit him for yelling at her and making her cry since he was not mad at her. the person he was mad at was me and the judge but he was taking it out on the little girl and he cussed which made me more. i replied" Jonathan felix anthony cena watch your language and your tone with her." i look at miracle and said" baby did you have your pink one or the blue one" miracle said" my blue one that daddy give me" i heard the growl in john voice and i cough and he just look at me. i said" just find the blanket please so we can leave. we finally found the blanket and we get her stuff and left. i see ted and eve and miracle runs to ted and ted picks her up and spins her around and said" hey pricessless princess i have miss seeing you cutie.i said" hey ted can you help us get her stuff back to randy's room" ted smile and put her down where you put suits on when you enter a hotel and siad" hold on" she giggles as he pushes and i playful roll my eyes. eve laugh and replied" aww those two kids" i said" two?" eve replied" yes teddy and miracle" i laugh softly. john said "heaven can we talk" i replied" no i think we done all the talk we need to do, john she thinks randy is her father and frankly he has always been there for her and he choice his children over any female, you do the opposite you did not spend any time with her and the time you did spend with her most likely she was a sleep" john said"i desreve a second chance i am not that guy anymore i love you" i replied" empty words that is all that is from you" john was mad and i could tell and i was waiting to see if he would hit me again since ted was half way back to randy room and eve went with them. john said" i will get you and my children back one way or another" i replied' is that a threat, john i can call the police and that is not a threat that is a promise"

i go back to randy room and i see miracle happy and hugging randy and alanna. ted notice me and said" are you ok?" i replied" yeah when i was little i prayed that if i had a daughter or son or kids in general they would not have it like me, they would have a great family system a wonderful father and mother two parents no fighting no custody agreement nothing like that, yet i am going through that with miracle and fighting with john i just wish he would sign the rights over and we be done with that" ted hugs me and replied" mom priceless princess everything will be ok i mean come on randy loves all three of you guys more then he loves himself" i smile ted was the one person beside randy and eve that made me feel better. i replied" thanks ted so can i ask soemthing do you know what randy is planning for my birthday" ted said" nope princess you are not getting it out of me, i swear to secrets" i giggle and hug him softly.

later that night after getting miracle stuff all ready and give her a bath and her dress. we order room service and get chicken strips and mac and cheese for the girls. i get me a bake potato and chicken strips and randy get a steak and bake potato. we ate and then we put the girls in bed. we walk over and look out the window and randy smiles and said" baby we are going over seas in like three days and i would love for you to be with me but we just get miracle back and it is kind of dangerous for us to be over there and i do not want them or you to get hurt" i look at him and said" so you want me to stay behind" randy replied" honey i love you i am protecting you, i am having hunter watch the girls tomorrow night so we can celebrate your birthday just me and you and then on your birthday i will call you i promise" he gentle caress my cheek and i smile softly and just look at him since this was so prefect. i said" i have a surprise for you i was going to wait until christmas morning but i do not think i can" i get up from the chair and stood up and start walking and look over my shoulder and see randy jaw drop to the floor and walks over toward me and picks me up and spins me around and kiss me softly. randy said" that is what you have been working on?" i replied" yeah i did not tell anyone i wanted it to be a surprise" randy smiles and kiss me softly and said" that was a great surprise baby"

the next day we drop the girls off with hunter and his daughters. we went out and spend the whole day together going out to eat and just walking around. randy get this pendent necklace with angel with my birth stone color, miracle and alanna and his around the angel. the back of it says true love never alters. i smile and kiss him softly and said" i love you" randy replied" i love you to." later that night after we get the girls back we all went out to eat. later that night we put the girls to bed and randy and i were just laying in bed looking at the ceiling and he said" i hate that i have to leave you and the girls it just you know the military does so much for our country and we just go over there and say thanks you and stuff you know" i nod my head and said" i know and it is ok baby, me and the girls will go home decorate the house for christmas" randy said" ok baby but please do not put my dog in a santa suit" i look at him with a evil grin and he said" damn i just give you a idea didn't i" i giggle and nod my head and he roll his eyes and kiss me deeply.