I don't own anything Twilight; I just get to have a little fun with them.

Bella POV

As I held Edward in my arms, I couldn't help but be pissed off at this Jessica person for breaking his heart. Even though I have only known him for a day and I could see that he was a genuinely nice guy. My heart went out to him as he held me tightly against his body quietly sobbing. He obviously cared for her – dare I say, he probably loved her at one point – and whatever happened between them was still bothering him.

Edward's breathing slowed as he drifted to sleep against my chest. His body relaxed and seemed finally at peace. I continued running my hand through his hair, feeling completely overwhelmed by his sudden change of emotions and utterly useless as to what to do next. I wasn't used to these types of situations. My father hid his feelings – not well mind you. I don't think he even cried once, not even when I graduated or moved away for college. Jake was just as tough and the only emotion he showed was jealousy.

I looked down at the serene expression on his face. I smiled, remembering my conversation with Alice and Rose this morning.

As soon as Edward left my room, I put on the white dress from yesterday and headed out the door. I knocked on Rose's door several times before it opened abruptly.

"Bella, that was longer than ten minutes," Rose accused, as she placed her hands on her hips.

"Sorry Rose, I had to take a shower," I retorted, letting my mind go back to said shower.

"Is that what the kids are calling it these days," she bantered back.

"Calling what?" Alice asked, stepping out of the bathroom.

"Sex," Rose answered.

I blushed as Alice turned towards me and mouthed 'sex'. When I didn't respond or defend the accusation, because in fact I did have sex, just not within the last fifteen minutes, her eyes got wide and her lips curled up into a huge fucking smile.

"No, Rose, all I did was take a shower," I tried to explain.

"Well, it didn't look that way when I saw him in your bed."

I rolled my eyes, if only she interrupted us earlier that statement would have been true. Which brought up a subject I really wanted to ask, why she went off on Edward?

"That reminds me, what was with you this morning?"

"What do you mean?"

"You going off at Edward like that?" I asked feeling rather annoyed. Rose could be a bitch a times - it was her nature and I accepted it a long time ago - but she didn't have to be so blunt all the time.

"I didn't mean to go off on him. I didn't even know he was there until I saw him naked on your bed and that just brought up a sore spot from last night." She ran her hand through her hair; it was her nervous tick I had become a custom to when she was a little embarrassed. Though, she would never admit to it.

"Well, he wasn't naked… well not completely," I said blushing profusely as I thought about Edward naked…over me…

Oh god... stop it, Bella I yelled internally.

Rose simply rolled her eyes and rebutted, "Whatever, he definitely looked naked enough."

"Hold everything. Edward was naked in your bed?"

"Aren't we going to be late for our spa appointment?"

"Oh no you don't, little missy. Answer the question."

"Yes, Edward was naked in my bed." I could feel the heat color my cheeks.

"You have a lot of explaining to do," her tone sounded firm, but the sparkle in her eye said she just wanted in on the details. "But first we do need to get down to the spa before we miss our first appointment."

I knew this discussion wasn't over and there were unanswered questions on all of our parts. Without another word we left Rose's room and headed down to the spa.

I had never been to a spa before so when we stepped through the double doors of Abhasa Spa I was blown away by the beautiful décor in the reception area, which matched, if not better, than the hotel itself. Leave it to Alice to pick the ritziest spa in Hawaii. As the lady behind the counter informed us of our services, I couldn't help but feel a little overwhelmed, feeling a bit out of place. Alice bumped me with her hip and flashed me a warm smile. She knew I was uncomfortable with the idea of her, or anyone for that matter, spending money on.

We were all having massages, facials, manicures, and pedicures. After this trip, I was going to be spoiled rotten; no thanks to Alice and her larger-than-life bank account.

As we changed into the unbelievably comfortable cashmere robes, we resumed our earlier conversation.

"So, Rose, what happened last night with you and Emmett after dinner?" I asked, trying to deflect this morning's conversation from me to Rose as I slipping on the one size fits most slippers.

"Well, on our way to the restaurant we started to talk and flirt. I couldn't stop looking at his adorable dimples every time he smiled at me. And when he offered his arm, I took it. Bella, you know how I like a muscular arm and damn he had amazingly big arms and hands." She smiled briefly before continuing, "Plus, at dinner he kept giving me a flirtatious look. So after dinner I just pulled him aside and kissed him. And let me just state this for the record, the man can kiss." She fingered her bottom lip, eyes gazing into the far distance. With a quick lick of her lips, Rose continued, "I told him that I wanted to go back to the hotel, and instead of rushing back like I thought, we slowly walked back, talking about random stuff. He asked weird random questions that seemed irrelevant, initially killing my nice buzz I had going. But I played along and answered his questions anyway. By the time I got him back to my room I was horny as hell and wanted to continue where I left off. I got his shirt unbuttoned and his pants unzipped. Damn the guy has a killer body. Just putting it out there," she said raising her hands as if we would object to hearing what a fine specimen Emmett was. Believe me, there was no objections from the peanut gallery. In clothes the man was huge and Rose did like them well built.

"And," I batted.

"He just fucking stopped me just before I go a chance to take anything off. He was very polite, thanking me for a great evening, kissed me one more time, and then fucking left. I wasn't sure what had changed from the flirtatious guy from earlier to the one I was playing tonsil hockey with, to the guy that apologized and left me high and dry, so to speak." She huffed in frustration as she walked over to the big, comfy coach and took a seat. "Men are so confusing. One minute they want to get into your pants and the next they are pulling your hands away and saying no. I felt so much like the guy last night. I almost begged for him to stay. But you know me and begging. That wasn't happening," she slumped her shoulders a started to play with the ends of her hair.

"I'm sorry that happened to you, Rose. Maybe he has a good reason for stopping," Alice said, tentatively sitting next to Rose pulling her hands away from her hair.

"Maybe, but I have never been rejected like that. I felt like a fool for thinking that he wanted me last night." She shook her head and looked blankly at the wall in front of us and said coldly, "Oh well, his loss."

We remanded quite in thought until three women appeared in the quiet room to take us back to start our services.

As I'm ushered down the hall to a darkened room, I couldn't let my mind go about Rose. She had never had this type of reaction from a guy before. She was right when she said no one rejected her. Especially when she makes her move she is usually confident that they are interested. So, to have Emmett say no to her when I clearly saw them flirting last night at dinner was a low blow to her ego. I would have to talk to Edward about what happened; for the sake of my friend and his brother.

The facial went by pretty fast considering I was a little preoccupied at the time. Next was the massage. I'd had a few massages in my few years of knowing Alice. She made it a point to get them from time to time and usually dragged me along. She always told me it was like getting regular maintenance on your car but instead it was a massage every few months for 'maintenance' of our body. She was right; I enjoyed them and needed them. With work, school, and Jacob stressing me out the way he was. Yeah, I needed a crowbar to release the knots in my shoulders.

My Massage Therapist, Rebecca, came into the room and started to work her magic. It was what I needed after my breakup with Jacob and the stress of starting yet another year at WSU. As she massaged the knots out of my shoulders, I could feel the tension releasing from the sore aching muscles. She moved to my lower back, working slowly and in small circles motions that reminded me of Edward's touch from last night. He was so gentle with me as I fell asleep against him. As she continued to massage my body, I let my mind drift off into a conscious dream. I could still feel her touch, but rather than thinking of Rebecca's hands, I imagined Edward's, instead, kneading the tight knots away. As he glided his hands up and down my back, I let out a soft moan as it was repeated over and over again. His long fingers intertwined with my hair and delicately massage my scalp. Another moan escaped.

His hands feathered down my body to undrape my leg. With long strides, he worked from my ankle to the top of my hamstring. It was pure heaven as he hands glided over my butt kneading it with a sensational rocking motion. I have had my gluteus worked on before and never was more turned on. He repeated the action to the other leg soliciting another soft moan as the rocking continued. When he placed his hand at the small of my back, I expected his voice in my ear. I was brought out of my dream like state to realize it was Rebecca's voice waking me and telling me to turn over. I was a little mortified but I remember Alice telling me she was a moaner during her massages. I rolled onto my back closing my eyes willing for his touch once again. It didn't come. Instead Rebecca finished out the rest of the massage. She was good but Edward was way better, at least in my head.

Once again the hour was up to quickly and I was off to meet Rose and Alice for our manicures and pedicures.

As we sat on a throne fit for a queen, enjoying the royal treatment as three technicians worked swiftly to trim, buff, and polish our nails, we chatted idly about plans to go out to dinner with the guys. It took a little finesse to convince Rose to go along with it, despite her little problem with Emmett. I wanted to see Edward again but didn't want to abandon Alice or Rose. After all, this was a trip for all of us to enjoy not just me.

Once we were back into the deserted quiet room, I turned my attention to Alice and inquired about Jasper.

"What can I say? He is nice, polite, funny, smart as hell, and totally hot," Alice said with a smirk. "I couldn't shut up around him. He asked me about my major and I went on for over an hour. I practically talked his ear off, and instead of getting bored, he just listened to me...really listened to me. I know I am a little hyper…"

"A little hyper?" I raised an eyebrow at her loose term for her abundant amount of energy that could rival the energizer bunny for longest running time. I would always bet on Alice over a double AA battery any day.

"Okay, very hyper. The point was that he smiled at me when I got real excited over last quarter's designs I was working on or the idea of running my own shop one day. For most of the night we just talked… okay, I talked he listened, but it was amazing. I don't even know what time it was when I passed out. All I remember was waking up in his arms, fully clothed on my bed. I knew right then and there I was in love," Alice said, sinking back into the coach.

"How do you know you are in love, Alice?" Rose asked, turning her head in Alice's direction.

"I just know. It was the way he looked at me, the way he held me, and it was the way he kissed me this morning; so tender yet with a great deal of passion. He is my complete opposite," Alice said with a loving smile on her face.

I couldn't be happier for her. She had been through some loser boyfriends over the years. Most would go out with her just for her money, others would go out with her just to get a piece of ass and then dump her when they had their fill. She never gave up hope at finding someone. Alice's positive attitude sometimes made me sick to my stomach at how she talked about love. I actually envied her idea of love, wanting it for myself. I guess it was that knowledge and Jake's accusations that helped me make my final decision to leave him. I wanted that type of love. I wanted someone to know me, clumsiness and all. I wanted to be able to feel what it was like to have someone show me love and adoration.

"Well, Bella, we told you about our night. What about you? What did you do after dinner?" Alice asked, effectively turning their attention in my direction.

"Yeah, tell us about you and Edward?" Rose chimed in.

"I know he couldn't take his eyes off of you," Alice stated.

"Really, because I felt like I was always the one looking at him, not the other way around," I retorted.

"You were," they both said in unison.

Oh shit, I guess I'm not a sneaky as I thought.

"Well, Bella, tell us about what happened to you after dinner." Alice scooted closer to me on the coach in the quiet room of the spa.

At first I was very vague with my details, still feeling a little self-conscious about sleeping with someone after just meeting them. So, I left out a few details but told them that we raced back to the hotel, the elevator attack (which was hot, by the way), and then how he practically undressed me outside of the door. With a little prodding from both Alice and Rose I dished every detail.

"Well, was he good?" Rose inquired.

"Well, Rose, considering Jake was the first and only person I had slept with… I would have to say he was ten times better then Jake, any day of the week."

"That good, huh?" Rose raised an eyebrow and flashed her beauty queen smile.

"Definitely," I said not being able to suppress the smirk creeping on my face.

"Oh, Bella, I'm so happy for you. I told you, you would have fun here," Alice said, raising her head as she flashed me a gigantic smile. "So, do you love him?"

"I don't know yet, but right now I really want to get to know him better. He makes me blush like crazy, he knows just what to say to drive me wild, and the way he kisses…Holy Mother of God can he kiss. I haven't enjoyed kissing like that since Jake and I first started dating when we had our kiss-a-thons on Charlie's coach. I could kiss Edward for forever and never get tired of that." I traced my finger over my lips and smiled. It was true, I could kiss him forever.

"You are in love with him, you just don't know it yet," Alice said, flashing me that knowing look again. For some reason I totally believed her.

All of a sudden I wanted nothing more than to be wrapped up in his arms. I made a mention that I wanted to go back to my room, but was called out.

"You just want to go see Edward, don't you?" Rose spat out as we finished getting dressed.

I couldn't help but laugh at her tone. "Yes, I want to see Edward. Is that so bad?" I questioned.

"No, but you don't have to skirt around with what you want. If you are dying to see him, say it."

"Okay, Rose, Alice, I want to get the hell out of here so I can go see Edward. Does that work for you?" I sneered at Rose. She just smiled at me and chuckled.

"Your damn right that works for me," she stated as she slammed her locker closed.

"Bella," Edward mumbled in his sleep, bringing me back from my thoughts. I looked down to see that his eyes were still closed; a crease in between his brow. "Bella, don't go?" he whispered a little clearer as he wrapped his arms tighter around me. His breathing started to pick up, short and shallow, as if he was about to cry.

"I'm right here Edward. I'm not going anywhere," I spoke softly while rolling my thumb across his forehead, lightly tracing the features of his beautiful face. It was the only thing I remember my mom doing when I was upset. Edward's body instantly relaxed as his breathing returned to normal. I closed my eyes, thinking whatever happened with Jessica certainly left its mark on him. With the rhythm of his heart beating against my body and the even sounds of his breathing, I soon drifted off to sleep.

I woke up several hours later with Edward lightly stoking my arm. We were still wrapped up in the comforter, naked.

"Hmmm that feels nice," I whispered.

"It's about time, Sleeping Beauty," he said, propping his chin on my chest to look up at me. All tension from earlier was clearly gone.

"Did you try kissing me? It worked for Princess Aurora and Prince Phillip."

"What kind of kiss?" He inquired, sliding up my body and kissing my lips softly. "That kind of kiss?" He kissed me again taking in my bottom lip into his mouth with a little more passion. "Or that kind of kiss?"

I shook my head and gave him a sly smile, "Okay, what about this." He caressed my cheek before gently touching my lips. His mouth opened slightly as his tongue grazing my bottom lip. I moaned as I opened up for him and could feel his cool tongue against mine. As our mouths moved as one, I could feel his other hand around my waist pulling me closer to him. I, without thinking, wrapped my leg around his hip. I could feel his erection pressing just outside of my entrance; begging to enter as it throbbed against me. The kiss became urgent as I involuntarily lifted my hips with plain unadulterated lust to have him inside me.

"Bella." Edward broke our kiss shoving his head into my neck. His hot breath fanning across my skin was only making me want him that much more. "We have to stop, believe me when I say. I don't want to stop." To prove his point he gently pushed up against me, making me groan as the tip of his penis hit just outside of my entrance.

"Why?" I whined as he pulled slightly away from me.

"Bella, when I came on this vacations I was under no impression I was going to meet anyone, let alone have sex. I don't have any more condoms," he said into my ear.

"What about last night and earlier?" I asked, realizing that he did have condoms then.

"I stole from Emmett. Remember, I wanted to be prepared but I wasn't expecting anything. I only grabbed two." He sighed into my shoulder and gave it a gentle kiss.

I contemplated on what to do next. My body was humming with need to have him inside of me. I was on birth control when Jacob and I started to have sex and I never got off of them when we broke up. So I was covered on the whole not getting pregnant issue. I was of course concerned about other unprotected sex issues. With Jake, I knew he had never been with anyone else so we rarely used condoms once I was on the pill. But with Edward, I had no clue.

"Edward."

"Hmm."

"I don't know how to put this," I paused not knowing how to word it. Instead I just came out and said it, "I'm on the pill but I'm worried about your other sexual partners." I felt his head rise up from my shoulder. "I mean how many girls have you slept with?"

"Umm, a few in high school and Jessica being the last person I had slept with," he said honestly staring into my eyes.

"Define a few?"

"Two."

So, he had slept with three girls.

"I used a condom each and every time," he stated before I could ask. I think he understood the reasoning behind my questioning. "We don't have to if you don't want to." I could hear the sadness in his voice but he was leaving it up to me to decide.

I mulled it over. I had known Jacob for years before we even dated and when we did start to date it all just became easy. Granted we were two horny teenagers with nothing else to do in a small town. When Jake finally persuaded me to have sex with him, I wanted to be ready. I got on the pill but we still used protection. There were teen pregnancies in our school and I didn't want to be one of the five in our graduating class with a baby on the way. So, when I graduated high school, the threat was diminished a little. When I left home to live in the dorms, Jake and I took full advantage that we didn't have to sneak around my house or his anymore. My roommate was always gone so I basically had my own room. We got carried away a few times and when nothing happened Jake convinced me, yet again, that it was safe with just the pill. I believed him so from then on we didn't use anything.

I had known Edward for less than 24 hours but something about him made me feel like I had known him forever. I feel so comfortable around him, so sexy, so confident, but was I ready to trust him? I wasn't sure. I needed more time; time to get to known him, to know if I fully trusted him.

"Edward I can't," I huffed and swallowed hard. I closed my eyes not wanting to see the disappointment in his eyes. I released his hip, bringing my leg back down onto the bed.

"It's okay." Edward spoke softly. "Bella, look at me." I felt his hand cupped my face as his thumb stroked my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes to see a warm smile on his lips and a look I couldn't place. As his eyes bore into mine with what could only be described as understanding, he leaned in and kissed me softly. "I would be content to be just like this with you," he stated and kissed me once more. My heart pounded in my chest with the sentiment of his words. Jake would always get upset when I would 'reject him' as he put it. So, it shocked me when Edward's words touched deep within my heart. He was happy to be with me, just me.

"Thank you," I said simply and kissed his lips trying to convey my feelings for him. Even though I had no clue what they were but whatever they were they were growing exponentially.

He rolled off of me, only to pull me on top of him, never breaking our kiss. We finally broke away, needing to take necessary breaths. I rested my head on his chest and just enjoyed how our bodies were molded together. I could still feel Edward's erection pressing into me and I slowly wondered if he was in any pain, if he was, he never showed any signs. He lightly drew circular patterns on my back as I ran my fingers up and down his well toned arm.

After what felt like forever, I looked up at the clock on the nightstand and saw that it was almost seven o'clock. Alice and Rose would be looking for me soon to go to dinner.

"Edward, I think we need to get up and get dressed," I stated, trying to climb off of my little slice of heaven.

"No," he blurted out hugging me possessively. I chuckled at his five year old tone. I wiggled a little more. "No," he whined, "Mine!"

My heart did a back flip when he playfully said that I was his. Even though I could hear the playful tone in his voice I couldn't help but notice how that one word was tugging at my heart. I wanted the statement to be a true, badly.

I slowly leaned down and took in his top lip in surrender. As he claimed my bottom lip, I could have sworn I heard him mumble under his breath 'mine'. It was quickly dismissed when a groan vibrated against my lips.

"Shower," I said against his lips. I could feel them turning up into a smile at the mention followed by a quick peck before I was launched upright now straddling Edward's lap. I could feel his hand in my back holding me in place. I let my imagination run with how much fun this position was and would be with him. Edward's eyes grew dark as they burned into mine. I was certain that we were having the same fantasy as his dick twitched and grew harder in between my legs.

"Shower!" he said urgently. Needing to move away from the tempting offer to through all my logic out the window, I dismounted only to trip over the mangled comforter and almost falling face first onto the floor. Yeah, that would have been graceful.

We quickly showered. This time we washed ourselves as we both fought to gain control. It didn't stop me from watching him lather every inch of his body and loving how the suds accented every ripple. In turn I could feel his eyes on me as I washed my body. I spent a little extra attention to my breasts as I saw his eyes follow my thumb as I ran it over and over my nipples. His expression was worth the extra attention to my now very clean nipples.

I stepped out of the shower and dried off. The heavenly scent of Edward was all around me as I brought my arm up and smelled my wrist. It was an earthy musk scent and something else I couldn't place. I smiled as I took in another deep breath.

"What is it?" he asked stepping up behind me.

"I smell like you… I like it," I stated, resting my head on his bare chest.

"I like your smell better," he said, nestling his head into my hair. I had pulled it up into a bun to avoid getting it wet for tonight. "I'd rather smell like you." He inhaled deeply and sighing in my hair.

We left the foggy bathroom and got dressed. Well, I got dressed while Edward sat on the bed in just a towel looking at me while I proceeded to find my underwear. I probably looked for five minutes before giving up and putting on just my dress. I walked over to Edward and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"I'm going to go get dressed and I will umm…meet you in….. Edward!" I exclaimed when his hand rode up my dress and cupped my bare ass. It was hard enough to walk away from Mr. Adonis himself but it was even harder to walk away when his hands cupped firmly around me.

"Hmmm, I like you with no panties," he said with a smirk. Oh God, he was going to be the death of me.

His hands slid from my backside, over my hips, and rested on my stomach. He slowly traveled up underneath the cotton fabric until he met the swell of my breasts. In a swift movement he cupped each breast and gave them a gentle squeeze.

"I didn't get to touch you while you were in the shower. I especially didn't get to touch these," he said, rolling his thumb over my nipples. I arched my back into his hands, throwing my head back, and moaning pretty fucking loud.

"Edward…clothes…food…" I hammered out as he flicked and rolled my nipples.

He released them and trailed down by body stopping just above my sex.

"Food…clothes," I chanted again as my body hummed with desire for Edward to continue whatever slow torturous act he was doing.

"Are you sure?" he asked playfully taking one finger and tracing between my folds to my center. "Your body is telling me differently," he said in a dark husky voice.

"Food," I begged, trying anything and everything to distract myself. It wasn't working…

"Okay food it is," he annonced quickly taking away his hand from me and placing it on his lap.

Oh no, he did not just do that to me…

"You're an asshole," I said playfully.

"A very cute and adorable asshole?" he questioned, cocking his head to the side and flashing me a crooked grin.

"Yes, you are very lucky you have that going for you."

"I know," he said with a huge grin.

"I'm going to go get dressed now," I said as I took a step back before he could start round two with me. "I'll come get you when I'm done, okay?"

"Yes, dear," he said.

I stepped closer and kissed him one more time. As I turned to walk away, I felt a playful tap on my ass. I quickly turned around to see Edward standing with that damn smirk on his face.

"Now, hurry up: I'm famished."

I just shook my head and walked out of the door.

Yes, Edward Cullen would be the death me. And I was going to enjoy every minute of it.

A/N: The Abhasa Spa is actually real. It is in the Royal Hawaiian Hotel on Waikiki beach. I posted a link if you are interested in seeing the beautiful hotel…
It is a beautiful place.

Don't you just love a teasing Edward? I know I do ::grins::

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