a/n: well, I've got a major headache tonight so I don't think I'll be posting two chapters….we'll see how this goes. I went to pride(I was really disappointed in it if I may say so myself &it was better last year) tonight with a couple of my friends, and ended up at a party afterward somehow with a bunch of immature 14-15year olds that were like trying to act drunk off half a beer. Then some like old ass guys showed up that were trying to hit on my friend's girlfriend(all of us being gay) so we were like fuck this and left…but anyways I got a killer headache somewhere in all that shit.
lita rocks LbC- aw hey thanks for all those reviews…glad you're enjoying the story. I have a large imagination…that's where ohio having no birds came from.
&thanks to all the other people who leave me reviews, I enjoy those too :)
Chapter eight:
I woke up a few hours later, I was guessing, to an empty bed. "Lily?" I called out wondering where she went.
"Hey," Lily walked back into her room.
"What're you doing up?" I asked.
She had an odd look on her face, "I was just…getting a drink."
"Oh...are you okay?" I sat up and patted the bed so she would sit next to me, which she did…very cautiously.
"I…uh, I heard what you said earlier." She said quietly.
I chuckled nervously, "Heard what I said…when earlier?"
"What you said…" She said even more quietly, "That you love me."
"Oh, that." I paused, not sure how to continue with the conversation. "Well, of course I love you Lil, you're my best friend."
"But you want to be more, right?"
"Lily. I don't want to do anything that'll ruin our friendship, just friends is better than nothing at all." I told her honestly.
"Miley…" She looked at me sadly, "I honestly don't know what to think of all this."
"Then don't, we can just act like it didn't happen…please?" I felt myself choking up knowing I was about to start crying. "I don't know what I'll do with out you Lil…"
"Miley, you're crying…why? Don't cry." She scooted closer to me on the bed. "I don't mean it like that; I'm not going to stop being your friend. I just….I just…god, Miley, I don't know what to make of it."
"Make of what, Lily?"
"Make of what you told me…"
"You said the same thing Lily."
She paused, "I know but…"
"But nothing Lily lets just forget it." I sighed, lying back down in her bed, pulling the covers over my face.
"I can't," I heard her say softly.
We sat in silence after that for a couple of minutes, but what seemed like longer, I was trying to figure out what I should say to her…and I could only imagine what she was thinking. In the mean time though, thoughts of even me making a break for by jumping out the window were running threw my mind; but I quickly got rid of those of course, I really did like her too much of that…plus I went through the whole Mike thing just for her…I couldn't just run out cause things started going wrong in the first ten minutes of her knowing I liked her. I sat up beside her, "So…."
She leaned over a kissed me on the lips. "You should go for now Miley, I need to think."
a/n2: ohh bummer look at that short shit and cliff hanger….what happens next, I suppose we'll all find out when my headache blows over and when I write tomorrow.
While you wait though…you should all go look up lieghton meester! I love her in gossip girl, she's adorable…and my gf recently shared with me that she sings; I really like the song she sings with cobra star ship… ;)
