Okay, so I FINALLY updated! Lol, sorry guys, I'm just a lazy fuck, and the past month was uber busy... Anways, enjoy!
Sara's POV
I woke from my drowsiness as I felt Tegan lay me down on her bed gently, I clinged to her desperately as she tried to pull away, breaking out a sob as I lost grip on her, she laid down beside me and wrapped her arms around me again, calming me down and rubbing my back, soothing me. "Why am I acting like this?" I asked myself desperately. I quickly shook my head, clearing my thoughts and sat up at the edge of the bed, I the rubbed back my head. My face scrunched up as I realized Tegan's arm was still draped around my shoulder, I blushed in embarrassment as my face fell into my hands, Tegan pulled me in closer for a hug, I moaned into her neck and she giggled in response.
"I don't want to leave." I sobbed pathetically.
"This is going to sound weird but... I don't want you to leave either." My eyes widened in amazement, never expecting Tegan to want me to stay. I stared at her blankly, my forehead creasing, not knowing what to say.
"But hey, I'll see you in basically two months or less." Tegan comforted me, giggling at the frown on my face.
I grunted roughly, my drowsiness getting the best of me, I crawled under the covers of the bed and fell asleep instantly just as Tegan laid beside me.
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We woke up after Tegan's cell phone alarm went off, I got up lazily and headed for the washroom, grabbing my towel off the hook hanging on the wall. Tegan helped me pack my week load of shit after I showered, we obviously just shoved my stuff in my suitcase, not caring one bit. We locked the doors and dragged my luggage to the lobby. We exited Tegan's apartment as my mom pulled up outside in her car, pilling my stuff into the trunk.
"Excited?" Mom asked sarcastically as Tegan and I settled in the backseat, narrowing my eyes at her.
"Hahaha, you never liked going back home." Home, home as in Montreal, I definitely don't think of Montreal as home anymore.
Mom drove us back to her house, she said she'd cook us lunch before I left for Montreal. We entered her small bungalow and I leaped onto the couch, digging my face into the fabric, Tegan sitting at the very end.
"I don't think you were ever like this before a flight back." Tegan implied, staring at a white rug that laid by her feet.
"Like what?"
"Like you were so bummed to leave."
"I really miss you and everyone else. I know I see you guys every so often, it still feels like it's been forever."
"Yeah." Was all she said back. I rolled over to see Tegan open her mouth to speak, but then quickly shut it.
My stomach rumbled loudly as my mom walked towards me, holding a plate with a grilled cheese sandwich sitting on top of it. I immediately sat up and yanked the plate out of her hands, shoving pieces in my mouth.
"Thanks mom!" Tegan yelled as my mom passed her a plate.
"Oh yeah, thanks mom." I talked with my mouthful, mom playfully taunted her finger at me.
"What time do you have to board?" Mom asked me as she took a seat on the couch across from Tegan and me.
"Four o'clock." I answered, swallowing.
"Well we better get going, it's two o'clock." Tegan pointed out.
Mom got up at grabbed our plates, dumping them in the sink, tossing the car keys to Tegan, telling her to start the car.
I jumped into the backseat as Tegan started the car and then crawled into the back as well.
I stared at my hands as Tegan buckled her seat belt, jumping at the sound of the car door slamming shut as my mom entered. Mom turned on the CD player as "Burn Your Life Down" came on.
"Oh Lord..." I complained, shaking my head in disappointment.
"Mom is that all you do? Listen to our music?" Tegan asked, trying to hold back a fit of giggles.
"What? I really like this album!" Mom defended herself as Tegan and I let out unsatisfied grunts.
"Okay, okay! I'll change it!" Mom gave in, changing the CD, and the first few seconds of "You Wouldn't Like Me" came on, mom changing the CD again in embarrassment.
"Wow mom, do you have all of our CD's in this car?" I laughed.
"You know what, let's just listen to the radio." She said, pulling out of the driveway as some random crappy rap song came on. Mom fiddled with the radio for a while until giving up and turning off the radio, grunting in frustration.
"What crap do these kids listen to these days?" Mom whined, Tegan and I just laughed it off.
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Tegan's POV
We sat in silence as the roar of an airplane flew by, Sara let out a sigh, starring at her stripped socks.
"We're here!" Mom sang, I looked out the window to realize that we were now at the airports entrance.
I glanced at Sara who was smiling contently. "Come here, give me a hug!" Mom cried, Sara frowned/laughed, raising an eyebrow and gave her a hug as Mom patted her back and kissed her forehead, ruffling her hair.
I walked out of the car, tapping the window so Mom would open the trunk, hearing the familiar click; I lifted the trunk and dragged out Sara's luggage which seemed to be pretty heavy for a week load of clothes.
Sara's giggle rose as she came closer, I looked around the car noticing that she heard my struggle; she looked at me pathetically and rushed over to help me, lifting the suitcase without much struggle, as I grabbed the bottom and set it on the ground, huffing at Sara.
"One sec." I waved at Sara, hurrying over to the driver's side window, knocking on it, motioning at Mom to roll the window down, which she did.
"Mom, I'm gonna help Sara, you don't have to drive me home, I'll take the train."
"'Kay, call me later Hun! Oh and wish Sara luck for me!" Mom yelled out the window as she started the engine and drove off and out of my sight.
"Mom says good luck."
"Yeah I know, I heard her." Sara smiled sweetly as I walked towards her, catching up to her and entering the front gates.
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"Excited?" I asked jokingly as Sara started to check in.
"Shut up before I punch you." She threatened as we lifted her suitcase onto the carriage, the suitcase almost overweight. I turned around and let her do her business. "Okay, thanks!" Sara said to the worker checking her in, nudging me to follow her as she clutched onto her ticket.
"Can you put this in my bag?" She asked me, handing me her ticket that was tucked inside her passport, I nodded and turned her around so that I would face her bag, which was a simple neon-green backpack; I unzipped the top placing her passport and ticket neatly in front of her magazines, zipping her bag shut.
"Thankyooouu." Sara slurred in a childish voice, which was too cute to ignore, which also meant I blushed uncontrollably.
"Hahahaha your cheeks are red!" Sara giggled, pointing at my pink cheeks.
"Haha, shut it." I slurred back, my pointer finger resting over my lips.
I took a glance at my watch, two-fifty.
"What time is it?" Sara asked, noticing me glance at my watch.
"Two-fifty, still got time." I scrunched my face at her, linking her arm with mine and dragging her into the Vancouver 2010 Olympics store.
"What the heck is this supposed to be?" Sara asked, picking up one of the toy mascots, scoffing.
"I don't know... But this one's cute." I changed the subject, picking up one that looked like a penguin.
"Awe, is that a penguin or a panda?" Sara asked again smiling gingerly at it. Sara beat the toy's cuteness immediately. I looked over Sara's head to see a green sign flashing at me, Starbucks, mmm Starbucks.
I looked down to see Sara waving the darn toy in my face.
"Earth to Tegan?" Sara questioned me worriedly, still waving the toy in my face. I stared at her intently, she stopped waving the toy holding it still in front of my face, biting her lower lip, ugh, gonna come my pants if she doesn't stop biting her lip. I took the toy from her hands and set back down beside the others.
"Look, Starbucks." I pointed over head, she turned her head, looking to what I was pointing at.
"Oh sweet!" She giggled, grabbing my hand and pulling me with her, my heart flopping over, shocked at her move, gushing completely.
"What do you want?" I asked, still completely shocked.
"Ugh, tall white chocolate mocha." She hummed, smiling to what guess is the expression on my face. Oh, what a tease.
She squeezed my hand with hers, a jolt rushing through my bones, managing to get my attention.
"'Kay, I guess I'll get that too." I stuttered, spreading a guilty smile on her face, my heart pounding against my chest. I pulled out ten dollars and quickly handed it to the cashier, beating Sara to the punch, wiping the guilty smile of her face.
"Tegan..." Sara protested.
"No no no, I got it!" I grinned, taking my change from the cashier, walking us over to the end of the store, waiting for our coffees. Sara and I waited patiently for our order. I felt a yawn ease over me, I opened my mouth to breath, stretching my arms behind my back, my hands on my hips, Sara reached over quickly and poked me right in the stomach, causing me to flinch, Sara pointing at me and giggling.
"Two white chocolate mocha's!" The cashier called, peeking out behind the tall coffee machines, placing the two drinks out on the table before us.
"Yum." Sara moaned, her voice dripping with what it seems was sultry. I sighed heavily, her moan over powering me. I raised my eyebrows at her while sipping my coffee; she smiled back with the familiar guilty smile. We walked passed a magazine shop and sat on the wood bench in front it, taking sips out of our drinks while giggling at certain people who passed us, perfect moment.
I took another glance at my swatch, three-twenty. Shit.
"Sara, we better get going, it's three-twenty." I informed her, getting up and tossing my almost-done coffee in the garbage beside us, Sara doing the same.
We walked silently towards the security gates. Sara turned around to look at me as soon as we reached the gates, her hands fiddling with the collar of her chambray shirt. I immediately closed the space between us; my arms wrapping her into a big bear hug, rocking us back and forth, my hands own the small of her back.
"I'm going to miss you TeeTee." Sara hummed into my neck, I got on the tips of my toes so her head was right under my chin, I kissed the top of her head hard. Sara squeezed me tighter, "I'm gonna miss you too SaSa!"I replied, her head still under my chin, the sound of the her giggles filled my eardrums, I got back to normal height but still maintained to hug her tightly, I lifted my head from Sara's shoulder to notice people looking at us as they passed, I pulled away slightly, my hands resting on her shoulders. "I guess I'd better go now..." Sara sighed, looking down at her hands; she looked back up with raised eyebrows, my hands now at my sides, she leaned closer and kissed me on the cheek, making me blush uncontrollably. She started walking backwards towards the gates, "I'll call you later!" She called out, "You better!" I shouted back, leaving her with one last smile. I watched her empty her belongings into a bin from afar, and she disappeared behind the gates.I turned around and walked back, trying to find my way out, heading to the transit station exit as loneliness washed over me.
I walked into the next train back to downtown Vancouver as the faces of everyone around me faded into nothing, I stared blankly out the windows of the train, touching my cheek, probably the only thing in my body that was still warm from her touch.
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