Hey guys, I'm really sorry for updating late… it's because I've been depressed for a few days… should I delete Dear Diary? Am I making Fairy Tail look bad? Am I really making a really bad story that I should delete this? Guys, I you allow me to, I think I'm going to delete this stupid story… and I'm sorry for wasting everyone's time. GOMENASAI! I just wanted to make a story about FT and you know, what the site says,' Unleash your imagination'… and I know that my stories are bad but I didn't think I would be making a story THIS bad… *Sulks in a corner*

And guys, don't worry cause' there still be more NaLu

-Thanks for your reviews, follows, favorites and for reading! Again, please tell me if I should delete this, through PM or Reviews

(And guys, the schedule was really not useful, so gomen. I think I wouldn't be able to follow it anymore. Guys, just kill me with hate reviews. It's okay; I'm preparing to receive them anyway. I'm such a dim-witted author...)


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"ENOUGH!" Juvia said in a loud voice. The whole guild didn't move and they were silent. They knew Juvia still wasn't ready for this but what was she doing now?

"Juvia-san…" Meredy muttered softly, Ultear stroked her hair so that she could calm down a bit and not worry about the water mage

"Juvia—"Gray wanted to talk to her again but he was stopped by Lyon

"Shut up, Gray. You've hurt her so many times in so many ways. If Juvia allowed me to four years ago, you would've been dead by now."

"So what's stopping you? Why don't you just kill me? Juvia's not telling you to stop! Do it already." Gray dared, he wanted to fix this problem but with Lyon, he just can't.

"Enough" Juvia said in a low voice, this was enough for all of them to hear

"Juvia, I need to talk to you—"

"I said ENOUGH! You hurt me before and I know I forgave you BUT I can never ever forget what you did to me! I did everything for you to accept me but what you did… just… I don't want to see you anymore." With that said, she left, crying.

Gray couldn't say a thing. She was half right. He accepted him. He just didn't show it to her. All he wanted was for her to dedicate the stupid song to him so that he can follow his plan, and for Lyon to just go away and ride a bike or something (A/N: I got the sentence from BrigitteoO, the ride a bike or something) was that too much to ask? He was going to propose to her, not ask her to be his girlfriend but to ask her to be his wife. She doesn't need to be his girlfriend for him to ask her that. But Lyon just had to show up.

"Go to him, Gray." Lyon surprised the whole guild, especially Gray by what he had just said.

"No… she needs time to think."

"Gray, I know you love her and for some reason that love of yours, was given to someone else." He was right. It was because of the stupid camera but he didn't know what really happened inside.

"Gray, do you remember the dream you had just days ago?" Meredy asked, Ultear knew what she was talking about but she just decided to not talk.

"I don't want to be reminded of that nightmare." He looked away

"Gray, I was the one responsible for that. I linked the three of you, you, Lyon and Juvia using Lyon. I used the Dream Link to the three of you. "

"Dream link?" Gray asked

This time Ultear was the one who explained it, "It's a spell that links your dreams. For example, Meredy used the dream link on me and Erza. I dreamt about the time that the two of them, Erza and Jellal, kissed, and in an instant, she'll dream about it too…" Erza and Jellal blushed, "It just happened to be that Juvia dreamt about that day."

"It explains it all. It was all just a big misunderstanding… I got to find Juvia before she does something!" Gray stood up (he was sitting on the floor earlier) and left his guild mates

"Run like the wind Gray and find your princess. I just hope you do it right this time." Lyon muttered, smiling a bit. He was about to leave the guild too but was stopped by Ultear

"Where are you going?"

"Riding a bike" He said rolling his eyes

"I'm no joking cat; tell me where you're going." The others tried to contain their laughter. It was a pretty good joke.

"My name's Lyon not cat. It's not even close to Lion," He rolled his eyes

"I'm going to buy tickets"

"Tickets to where"

"Some place far away from here"

"Why?"

"When they come back here, they're engaged, so I'm buying their tickets for their honey moon."

"Wow, you really planned it out, did you?"

"I planned it for Juvia-chan's and my wedding but I think I don't have a chance anymore." He frowned then smiled

When he left, Meredy whispered something in Ultear's ear, "Ul, why don't you marry Lyon?" Ultear blushed, and then patted Meredy's head hard, "Ow!"

"Don't ever joke about it ever again" She smiled like it was nothing but there was a dark aura surrounding her and a vein was visible on her fore head

"Gray you stupid baka!" She told herself. She was going home but then she heard someone call her name. It was a familiar voice; it was a man's voice. It was Gray's.

"Juvia!" She didn't care if Gray would chase her all over the world. She will never talk to him. She didn't want to get hurt anymore. Who would want to get hurt by the person you loved? Nobody. She never wants to experience those things anymore. All the nightmares about that day, never wanting to love anyone anymore, scared that they might hurt her, changing herself so that she won't remember it anymore and so much more that cannot be named (Or maybe because I didn't have any more reasons.)

"Juvia, please stop! I need to talk to you!" The least person she wants to see just needs to talk to her. Joy.

"Leave me alone!" She yelled back, not looking at the ice mage

"No, I won't, until you let me talk to you." He was just so stubborn and stubborn people shouldn't be messed with. They'll do anything to get what they want, and she knows that because she lived with a really stubborn person. Naming Natsu, she just had to give up now so he doesn't waste any more of her precious time.

She sighed in defeat and said, "Just for five minutes and after that, forget that I ever existed." Gray smiled at first but after hearing the last things that she said, he frowned. What he did to her had changed her to this?

"Okay, so can we at least talk in a decent place? Not outside?" Juvia realized this and nodded hesitantly. She just wants to go home, cry her eyes out and blame herself for everything that had happened.

"Just make it faster. We just know each other nothing else. Not friends or anything more" She said blankly, she was lying, she still loved Gray but she too was stubborn enough to accept it.

"O… kay" He said a bit hesitantly. He wasn't used to this kind of attitude from Juvia. She was all 'Gray-sama~" or "Juvia loves you Gray-sama~" or "Juvia is now ready to be with you Gray-sama" but all that changed because of him. And he regretted it.

"Let's go to a café." She said, expressionless

"Yeah, I'll pay." And so they walked their way to a café.

IN A CAFÉ

-LOVER'S CAFÉ- (It's the name)

"What do you want to eat?" Gray asked

"Parfait, I don't care what flavor it is. I just want parfait."

"Two parfait's please." Gray ordered

"Coming up" The lady in the counter left to get what they ordered and in a minute she was back

"Tell me, why are we here in a 'LOVER'S' café?" She asked with a hint of irritation in her tone, Gray chuckled

"They have great food here specially the parfait and the food here is very cheap too." He explained taking a spoonful of parfait putting it in his mouth

"You're lucky you have five minutes to talk to me." She muttered

"Okay, so, here, I want to say sorry to you for everything that—"Juvia didn't even let him finish, she started standing up and bid good bye

"If that's all, then good bye" Before she can even leave, Gray grabbed her hand

"I still have 4 minutes and 21 seconds."

"Ugh, fine." She sat down and crossed her arms impatiently

"Juvia, please become the old Juvia. I'm really sorry! I just misunderstood your position and thought Lyon and you were kissing and I was heartbroken!" He said looking at the mage, who still had a blank expression.

"Tch, you could've asked me first. Believing what you see, that's just stupid. What's worse is, you put Lucy in a dilemma! She had to choose, but she made a wrong choice… It had hurt Natsu-nii so much! You haven't seen how he cried when he sleeps! It had given the two of us nightmares and you thought I can forgive you that easy? Maybe, if you're me you would know how hard it is to forgive you." Juvia said but this time she put a little emotion in her voice. Gray understood her, he understands her completely but he just can't imagine how he had hurt both Juvia and Natsu. This was his entire fault.

"Juvia, I know all of this is my entire fault. But please, go back to the old Juvia. Even if you don't love me anymore, please just go back to the old Juvia."

"I am the old Juvia. I'm just like this in front of you." Gray sighed

"Third person" He simply said

"If it's just me talking in third person, then I can easily fix that. And, if that's all, I'll take my leave—"She again stood up and was about to leave but Gray stopped her before she could. Again.

"Juvia, I still have 2 minutes!" He was getting annoyed by Juvia always wanting to leave. Well, you can't blame the woman; it was his fault in the first place that she was acting like this. He was the one who told her those horrible things, but still, she had to hear his 'reason' first. Like he said, all of it was a bunch of misunderstandings (A/N: Okay, so, it all happened because of some misunderstandings but if I change the title to misunderstandings then I'd be copying someone title or something…)

"Fine, just talk faster so that I could leave."

"I saw you dedicate your song to Lyon! That does mean something right?" Juvia looked at him in disbelief

"You mean, all these years, you didn't get the message?" She said with disbelief

"What message are you people talking about?!" He finally got annoyed about this message thing. What was inside that stupid song that he needed to get?! First it was Lucy, then Mira (A/N: Didn't show you the part where she did that, but she did when she tried to convince Gray to stop) and now it was Juvia.

"You really are an idiot. You're more idiotic than Natsu-nii." She mumble, gladly Gray didn't hear it, "If you realized that I dedicated it to you secretly, then that just means you have been paying attention in my actions towards you. But you didn't get it. That just means you weren't really paying attention to me." She started, Gray's eyes widened

"N-no! Juvia, I have been paying attention to your actions!" He tried to say, Juvia raised a brow

"Oh really?" Gray nodded, "Then explain it to me." She crossed her arms, smirking. She knows this man didn't even bother listening to the song. So how can he explain the message if he didn't know that song?

Gray took a deep breath, "I'm tuggin' at my hair, I'm pulling at my clothes, I'm trying to keep my cool, I know it shows, I'm staring at my feet, My cheeks are turning red, I'm searching for the words inside my head" He didn't sing it, he just said it like a sentence, "It's what you do when you're around me." Juvia's eyes widened, how the heck did he know it?!

He continued, "I'm feeling nervous trying to be so perfect cause' I know you're worth it you're worth it, yeah" Like earlier, he also didn't sing it, "You try to be perfect when you're around me so that I won't find any mistakes and so that I will love you. But when you make mistakes, it makes you look cute" Gray winked at her, while she blushed and looked away, "You do it because you know I'm worth it, even though I try to keep my feelings… I'm really sorry." Juvia didn't reply

"If I could say what I want to say," He looked at Juvia, "You were too shy to say it." He chuckled, "I'd say I want to blow you away be with you every night? Am I squeezing you too tight? That means you want to impress me and be with me every night. And the 'Am I squeezing you too tight', you were hugging me." Juvia blushed but hid it… well, tried to.

"If I could say what I want to see—"Juvia cut him off

"Okay, I get it, you were listening… but how did you understand it even if you said you didn't get the message?" She tilted her head; Gray blushed but hid it before she could even see it

"I get it, but… what I didn't get is why you dedicate it to him and not me?" Juvia let out an exasperated sigh

"I did it to confuse you… and to let you guess… And… umm… yeah… because, I was too shy…" She scratched the back of her head and then realized something. It had already been 5 minutes- no; it's already been 7 minutes!

"I'm leaving, you cheated, you didn't tell me that it was already time. Sayonara, I never want to see your face ever again." Gray froze in his seat. He didn't know it was already 7 minutes because he was explaining the song to Juvia. He needed to tell her his plan. Right here, right now.

"I wanted to ask you to marry me!" He accidentally yelled, Juvia stopped walking away and froze where she was standing. The people inside the café looked at Gray and Juvia while Gray cursed himself for shouting it. He could've just come closer to her and said it quietly but noooo, he had to shout it and embarrass both of them.

Juvia turned her head to Gray's direction; and a blush was visible on their cheeks.

"G-G-G-G-r-r-r-r-r-r-a-a-a-a-a-y?" Was all Juvia said, she didn't know what to say. Gray also didn't know what to say because he was too busy cursing himself.

"H-huh?" Juvia came closer then sat down on the chair where she sat earlier

"P-please, tell me, do you have a plan or something when I was singing?" Gray nodded.

"Y-yes… I have… I mean, I had… but Lyon came and ruined it…" Juvia wanted to listen what he was going to say next

"Continue"

Flashback

"Canna, can you predict my future?"

"I'm too busy…"

"Drinking booze?"

"Yeah, what's your problem with that?"

"N-nothing…"

"Drinking booze is healthy you know, it helps you show your inner you… without hesitation *Hiccup*"

"That's because you're drunk, and being drunk isn't a healthy thing."

"Okay, okay, I know it's it healthy…"

" I'll do anything you want but please just do it." I pleaded, I was going to do some planning for my future and it is very important so no one should mess this up. And to make sure of that, I needed Canna's help.

"Sure, sure" She said lazily, "When do you want me to predict… next week? Next month? Next century?" I face palmed myself mentally, how could she help me when she's drunk?!

"Oi, how could you help me when you're drunk?"

"I do my job like a professional so don't question my abilities."

"Okay," I said, "Maybe about 4 days." She took out a card and did her magic

"In about 4 days Juvia will sing and dedicate—"

"Thanks!" I didn't let her finish her prediction because I was really excited. But I didn't know that it was the worst decision that I have ever made. I should've let Canna finish… I was just too excited for my own good…

"ONE LAST THING, MEMORISE THE SONG THINGS I'LL NEVER SAY~!" I heard Canna yell, I nodded and continued running

IN GRAY'S HOUSE

"When Juvia sings, she'll dedicate it to me and when she does that, I'll propose to her and she'll say yes. And then all of us will live happily …"

I was so confident that my plan would work… it really was the biggest mistake that I have ever made. I really am an idiot!

All of it happened, I never thought Lyon would come and ruin it all. I should've let Canna finish her prediction… but I was too late.

Everything happened so fast…

I saw them kissing (Which didn't happen), I went to her apartment, I kissed her, I was blinded by all the things that had happened, I proposed to her, she said yes, I saw their faces, their hearts broken, them attempting suicide, and her calling our wedding off, she got pregnant and brought Nashi to the world, we thought I was the father but we were wrong, she was Natsu's but we didn't tell her the truth, yet, all the fake smiles, regrets, lies and many more… before we knew it, it was already four years since the incident. Natsu and Juvia arrived, and now, I have to fix all the mistakes that I have done.

I asked Canna about my future again before I took the mission and she answered me with 'Happily ever after… with Juvia' and I smiled at her. Knowing all of it is going to be fixed.

"So is that all of it?" Juvia asked after hearing everything

"Yeah, all of it"

"But… I'm still confused… who is Nashi's father?"

"Natsu and I know, right now they're fixing it like what we're doing right now."

"Last question, are you and Lucy married?"

"No, like I told you, she cancelled the wedding… because of all the things that happened… but I'm taking the role of Nashi's father… while Natsu was gone. She was my responsibility too, you know."

"O-okay… c-c-c-can y-you d-d-do y-y-you p-p-plan a-g-a-i-i-i-n?" Gray smiled and nodded while chuckling

"Yeah"

"R-really?" After hearing all of these, she decided to forgive Gray even though her voice back in her head was telling her that she forgave the bastard easily, but Juvia doesn't care

"That's the truth…" Gray fished something from his pants (Surprisingly, he still had one) and once he got a hold of the thing, his smile widened, "Juvia, I brought this ring four years ago, in an attempt of asking you to be my wife, but what happened next wasn't in my plan… but I still kept this ring, hoping that one day you're still alive there somehow and that you'll come back and forgive me… I hope you forgive me though… do you?" Juvia nodded, "If you really forgive me, then, will you come back to the old Juvia I knew? You know, the 'Gray-sama~!' and the using of third person and many more things about you that made me fall in love with you…" Juvia blushed while he said that, did she really make Gray fall for her? I mean REALLY?

Gray stood up and so did Juvia, people inside the café and also outside started to stare at the couple but they ignored the attention they were attracting and continued with their own business. Gray knelt on one knee and took Juvia's hand, while Juvia was still blushing.

"Juvia Lockser, the one that I am truly in love with, the one who makes me lose my 'cool' looks when she's around or the one who makes me nervous when she comes near me, the only one I love, will you marry me? Pretty please, with parfait in your hand?" Juvia giggled at the last part, and paused for a while. Gray was kind of nervous because she wasn't saying a thing. Just standing there and giggling at him. Until…

"Yes"

"Y-yes?" This word made him the happiest man in the whole wide universe! When he asked Lucy if she can be his girl, she said 'yes', yes, but he didn't feel like what he felt like this when he heard Juvia say 'yes'. Was it because of the question? No, it was because of the girl who answered it.

"YES!" Juvia shrieked

"YES!" Gray yelled 'yes' because of happiness

"Yesss!" The people around cheered. And then they kissed, it was so passionate and it was also Juvia's first kiss, you can't say the same to Gray but, it was his first time feeling this way. That you can say.

BACK IN THE GUILD

"I think something's happening that's really important right now…" Mira muttered,

"Intuition?" Mira only nodded, while Levy stared at her

"Might be Gray proposing to Juvia, you know, what Lyon said." Ultear appeared from behind Levy, smirking while her arms were crossed and beside her was Meredy and beside Meredy was Erza who was smiling at them.

"Awww, I should've watched them~! It would be so cute!" Mira put on a pouty face while the others giggled

"Don't worry Mira; I got it on tape. It's really cute, and also romantic—"

"THE TAPE! GIVE ME THE TAPE!" Meredy immediately gave the now crazy match-maker the tape

Almost everyone in the guild watched the whole proposal thing, including their master, Gildarts, (He agreed to be one because of Master Makarov's wish, he takes missions at times and when he's not there Laxus becomes the temporary master

While all of it happened outside the couple inside the infirmary also has things happening inside.

But, what is it?


This chapter was really DIFICULT to write, and try adding that to the depression and stuff.

And I know this isn't really a great chapter, (Like any other chapters were so great)

So guys, if you want to criticize me, its okay, but please take it easy on me. I'm the kind of girl who's insecure in EVERYTHING she does and questions ALL of the things I DO! And if I can't take it anymore, I think I'll have to delete this story… I THINK…

Sayonara~

Nyan- *in a sad way*