BPOV

Leah and Alice walked in shortly after the movie ended. It seemed as if Leah was on cloud nine and nothing was going to take her down from there. "DO you guys want to watch a movie," I asked turning back to the t.v.

"Sure," Alice answered dancing to the the couch with Leah. I got up and laid across the floor. There was one thing that made me feel uncomfortable and that was sitting close to new couples. "So what movie do you guys want to watch."

I looked up at Rose at the same time that she looked down at me. "Anything that you want to watch," I asked softly.

"I was going to ask you the same thing mutt," Rose answered looking back up. "How about but I'm A Cheerleader."

"I love that movie," Alice squealed. Alice quickly changed put the movie in then returned to her seat.

I don't think I paid much if any attention to the movie whatsoever. I was too mesmerized by the way Rose laughed or the frown she made when she felt sorry for the cheerleader. She was just plain out amazing. If I wasn't a wolf maybe it would be easier for me to get with her. I'm sure that I would still have fallen in love with her.

I groaned softly to myself as I realized that I was a few seconds away from grabbing her and telling her that I loved her. I turned back to the movie just in time to see the cheerleader say a cheer to get her lover back. Why couldn't things be as simple as they were in the movie? A small chase then bam sex and maybe marriage.

"Bella," Leah said snatching my attention away from my internal rant in my head.

"Yes," I said softly.

"Can you stop going on about it. Your giving me a small headache."

"Sorry," I mumbled.

"What are you two talking about," Rosalie asked looking down at me.

"Oh well wolves can hear their pack members thoughts. It's the only way we can communicate in our wolf form," I explained. "If we wanted to we could listen to all our pack member's thoughts but the only good thing is they can't listen to ours."

"Why is that," Alice asked.

"Because Sam thought that we should have some type of privacy because we're females."

"That's nice of him," Rose grunted.

"I suppose...I think it's nice because it doesn't give them a free show."

Everyone nodded in agreement. "So how was your guys time together," Leah asked smiling a hopeful smile.

"It was okay," Rose answered. "We just watched a movie."

"No talking or anything?"

"Nope."

"Why don't you guys take a walk," Alice asked. Which sounded so close to a demand.

Rose stood up slowly tossing her blond locks over her shoulders. "Fine," Rose grumbled.

I jumped up to my feet with a huge smile on my face. "Tell Alice I said thank you," I thought.

Leah nodded her head towards me and then went back to Alice.

"Let's go," Rose sighed as she lead the way out. I followed closed behind her ready to do whatever she asked of me .

A few minutes after walking deep into the forest and a good distance away from the house. "You don't have to be nice to me," I stated leaning against an tree.

She glared at me and then sighed softly. "I don't like many outsiders that aren't my family but it seems like my family is taking a liking to the two of you. It's only a matter of time before Esme ask both of you to join the family."

"Why don't you like me?"

"It's what you are that I don't like. You could lose your temper any moment and end up killing one of my family members."

"I don't want to be this fucking beast! I wanted to live a normal life which had included; college, becoming a doctor or something that pays well, find a nice person and get married, have kids, raise them, and then die. No where in there was turn into a ball of fur and portal for vampires that I have to kill. I never asked for this or wanted this." I scratched the back of my head as I continued. "I guess now I have the rest of eternity to for fill some of those goals."

"You can still have kids."

"I don't think so! Leah hasn't gotten her period since she changed."

"Well I'm sorry."

I ruffled my hair as I watched her flip up to a tree branch. "I never wanted this either," She said softly leaning against the tree and crossing her legs. "I rather have died then be changed into this monster."

"Why were you changed?"

"Do I look like I'm going to tell you why?"

I shrugged my shoulders. "Maybe one day."

"I highly doubt that."

"Can you see the future," I asked climbing up the tree I was leaning against.

"No but I can do something much better then that."

"Like what?"

"Once again you act like I trust you enough to tell you." She looked over at me and chuckled softly. "You could run to you pack leader and tell him that we have so many powers that could be used to destroy him."

"Fuck Sam," I mumbled. "He wants to kill you guys so bad. But the problem that I'm seeing with that is you guys aren't the monsters that he think you guys are. Instead of being a coven it's like a loving family. If a human was being attacked by another vampire or a wolf I don't doubt that anyone of you would jump up and kill the attacker." I slowly ran my fingers through my hair. "I actually pity Sam for thinking that the pack has a chance against your close family. Sure the pack is like a family but we have some many new wolves; myself included, that we can't make strong enough bonds with everyone to be a good team."

"But you follow orders pretty well."

"You can't disobey the Alpha. If I didn't obey him then it could mean death or a harsh punishment. It's like more of a military thing then a pack thing I guess you can say."

"Can you leave the pack?"

"I don't know...and even if I knew I think I'm better off with them until I have more control." I hung my head as I continued talking. "I could have hurt you the other day when I was facing off with Leah. If I did that I don't think I would ever forgive myself."

"Scratches heal."

"Sam lost control in front of his Leah's cousin Emily and left three nasty scars on her face. You don't know what will happen if I lost control. I could do damage that last forever."

She sighed heavily. "Alice has taken a huge liking to Leah," Rose stated changing the subject.

"Yeah I noticed that too."

"Leah is lucky. Alice is an amazing women. People like here don't come around everyday."

"Yeah Alice is something else."

"Are you jealous?"

Jealous? "Why do you ask?"

"You just seem a tad bit jealous."

"I'm not."

"I see...How old are you?"

"Seventeen. Only a week of being a little closer to having freedom I get all my freedom taken away."

"Your birthday was last week?" She laughed softly. "What a great present."

"Agreed! I didn't even get the car that I wanted."

"I thought that you weren't a car girl?"

"I'm not."

"What car did you want?"

"2005 jaguar."

"2005? Why not a newer model?"

"I can't afford a newer model."

"Too bad."

Rose hopped off of her branch and landed perfectly on her feet. "We should get back I think Alice is trying to convince Leah to go shopping with her tomorrow."

"How can you tell?"

"I just have a feeling and usually it's right when it comes to Alice. Be sides she hasn't been on a shopping trip in weeks. Now that Leah is her pup she's going to want to drag her on an all day shopping trip."

I nodded my head and jumped down landing perfectly on my butt. Rose looked down at me and shook her head. "Great landing mutt."


A few moments later.

"BELLA," Leah's voice boomed.

"What," I sighed.

"Your going shopping with me!"

"Like hell I am."

"Rose your coming too," Alice sung happily.

"I figured as much," Rose said sitting in the love seat.

"Bella I'm not going shopping with her by myself."

"But I hate shopping!"

"But you need new clothes that fit you."

I paused staring at her in defeat. "Fine."

"It's settled then! We're going on a shopping spree all day tomorrow," Alice cheered. "Be here by five tomorrow or no breakfast."

"Are you threatening us with food," Leah asked acting as if she was hurt.

"Yep and if your really late we're not going to stop for lunch."

"We'll be here on time don't worry Pixie."


A/N:Thanks for the reviews guys. I hope you like. Next chapter clothes, food, flirting,foreplay and Rose's power?