Chapter 9
After dinner we all sat in the living room for dessert. Chuck and Lily were catching up while daddy laid out a raspberry tart.
"OMG, B!" Serena exclaimed, "Remember when you were pregnant the amount of raspberry tart you ate."
I laughed at the memory, Lily and Serena taking turns buying tart after tart thinking I would crave something else."
"I remember, it was my turn to go out and buy some they ran out so you were freaking out while they made some more." Lily recalled.
I laughed, I noticed Chuck with an odd look on his face.
"Ugh, I don't thing I'll ever eat one again." I said laughing.
CJ and Audrey were rubbing their eyes while Chuck was looking at them in awe.
"I think it's time for mommy's little angels to go to bed" I said
"But I'm not tired." said CJ yawning.
"Come on sweeties time for bed."
I brought them to their room and put them in bed and before they asked any questions they fell asleep. I went back to the living room.
"Chuck, may I speak with you for a moment." I asked
"Sure" he answered.
We went outside so no one could hear us.
"You had a weird look on your face when Serena brought up the tart thing, are you ok?" I asked
"I was just thinking about how I wasn't there during your pregnancy and when you gave birth and I would do anything to make up for it." he said with watery eyes.
All of a sudden his lips crashed onto mine.
"Chuck! What are you doing you're with Eva." I said in a low yell.
"I'm going to end things with her I don't love her and I want to be there for you and your children, our children."
"I don't think we can be together, not for a while I'm not ready to forgive you yet." I said
