SPENCER'S P.O.V
After my talk with Ashley I got changed and headed up to the top deck.
I find the ocean peaceful and that's what I need right now, I just need sometime to think.
"Hey Spence"
I guess that's not going to happen.
"Hey Glen what are you doing up here?"
"Well I ran into Ashley and she said you were up here, is everything alright?"
"Yer Glen everything's fine i've just got a lot on my mind"
"We've sorted drifted apart these last few months but if you ever need anyone to talk to i'm here"
"I don't really think you want to hear what I have to say Glen, but thanks anyway"
"Spencer you're my sister and I love you no matter what just tell me what's going on"
Maybe I should just tell Glen and see how it goes.
"Well.."
"Spencer.."
"I'm gay Glen"
"..."
"Glen?"
"Is this a joke Spencer?"
"Do I look like i'm joking around? I'm gay and I have been for a long time now"
"Spencer you're not gay you just haven't met the right guy yet"
"I don't want to meet the right guy"
"Well I don't want a gay sister"
I wasn't expecting that.
"I didn't mean that Spencer"
"Yer I think you did Glen"
"Spencer how'd you expect me to react?"
"like a brother"
"You can't just say something like that and then just expect me to be okay with it"
"I told you because I thought you'd understand, I thought you'd give me a hug and tell me everything was going to be okay. I should've expected this, you're such a selfish asshole and I should've known you'd only ever worry about how it affected you"
"Spencer..."
"Nothing you can say or do will change anything, i'm gay and you're just going to have to deal with it or get used to not being a part of my life"
"Spencer..."
"Save it Glen I don't know why I bothered"
I left him there, I wasn't going to let him see me cry.
ASHLEY'S P.O.V
It's nap time I need to rest after my tiring afternoon in the hot tub.
"Madison i'm going to go nap"
"You're going to nap?"
"is your hearing going funny again"
"You know for someone who's meant to be my friend you're pretty mean"
"That's a little hypocritical don't you think?"
"Good call"
"Okay Mads i'm really going to go now. See you later"
Today's been really good it's only four thirty so I have a good hour to nap before dinner.
When I make it back to the room, i'm a little surprised when I see Spencer sitting on the end of the bed.
"Hey Spence I thought you were going up to the top deck"
When she finally looks up I notice she's been crying.
"Hey what happened are you alright?"
"I shouldn't have said..."
I sit next to her rubbing her back.
"I knew it would.."
She's really upset but I can't understand what she's trying to say.
"Spence..."
"For some stupid reason I decided to tell Glen I was gay"
"Isn't that a good thing Spencer?"
"No he said he didn't want a gay sister and then he said I just hadn't met the right guy yet"
"He really said that? I'm going to go find him and kick his ass"
She grabs me so I can't get up.
"Ashley please just leave it"
"No he's an asshole I can't believe he'd say that... He's an even bigger ass than I thought he was"
"Ashley don't worry about it"
"But you're his sister, did he even apologise?"
"I didn't really give him a chance"
"Spencer i'm so sorry"
"I just wish I could go back an hour and not say anything"
"You had to tell him eventually"
"I know but now I have to put up with Glen thinking i'm disgusting"
"It'll be alright Spencer he'll come round"
"I don't know if he will Ash and what happens if he tells Madison"
"He wouldn't tell Madison he's not that much of an idiot"
"I really hope you're right Ash"
"Spencer i'm always right"
I know Glen and Madison pretty well and I wouldn't be surprised if he did say something, I just hope he knows better.
"Lets forget about Glen and Madison they're not important"
"You're right, why are you back here anyway?"
"I came back to nap, Madison wasn't nearly as fun as you were"
"Oh sorry I didn't realise, I'll leave you to it"
This time i'm stopping her.
"Stay we can nap together, dinner's in an hour anyway"
"Are you sure?"
"I'm positive"
We both move so we're lying in bed.
"Spence?"
"Yer.."
"When you wake up everything will get better I promise"
I wrap my arm around her.
I just hope i'm right.
