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Dear Diary:

Second day in Hollywood's Future. But today it started with a lot of awkward moments. It all started because I have to share a bathroom with Logan and Kendall in the second floor, while Carlos and James shared one in the third floor, the first floor was where the kitchen, dinning area and the TV room where located.

I woke up around 6:45am (school starts at 8:00am), I went to my closet and took my uniform out, and all the things I needed and headed myself to the bathroom. There was silence in the house except from some few noised that came form the kitchen, and I guessed the house-keeper was making breakfast. So I went to the bathroom and opened the door just to see Logan only wearing his boxers and getting ready for school.

"OMG LOGAN! I'M SO SORRY!" I said closing my eyes and trying to close the door.

"OH! Don't worry! I should have locked!" He said turning red and closing the door.

I threw myself to the floor and started laughing at what I just saw, Logan wearing Batman boxers. I guess I was laughing to loud because I heard noises coming from Kendall's room and then I heard a door open. But damn he had a nice body, it was perfect.

"Stop Laughing please." Logan said coming out of the bathroom.

"I'm sorry I- I- just can't." I said calming myself.

"The bathroom is now free, you can use it and please lock the door." He said walking to his room.

"You bet I will" I told him and locked myself in the bathroom so I could get ready.

*Logan's P.O.V.*

Did Blake just saw me in my Batman boxers? I'm not used to have a girl in the house and I'm pretty sure she will be just like Carlos an order freak, and if she is like that we will have serious problems in the bathroom area... I went to my room to finish my homework and came out 15 minutes later and at the same time Kendall came out of his room only wearing his boxers.

"Hey man, you should get at least some pants on." I told him before going downstairs.

"Why dude, I have always come out like that."

"Man just do it, remember we have another person in this house."

"And..."

I was about to respond when I saw Blake coming out of the bathroom with her uniform on, why did she look so different from all the other girls?

"Because I don't think you want me to see you in your boxers Kendall." Blake said throwing her cloth in her room.

"Ugh! I'm sorry Blake!" Kendall said and ran into his room.

*Diary Entry*

Okay, so far I have seen Logan and Kendall on their underwear, hopefully I won't find James, because seeing my brother in boxers it's not a big deal. Both Logan and Kendall had the perfect bodies, did they do some kind of sports?

I followed Logan down to the kitchen just to find James and Carlos already in their uniforms having breakfast.

"Morning" James said pouring milk to his cereal.

"Hello" said Carlos pouring cereal to his bowl.

"Guys" Logan said grabbing some juice.

"Sup dudes?" I said grabbing an apple.

Everyone was talking and eating cereal, bread with Nutella and many other things, except for me, that I was having only an apple and some juice.

"Only having that?" Carlos asked me before he left the kitchen.

"Yeppers." I said.

Carlos and Logan left the kitchen and I was left alone with James.

"Why up so early?" I asked him.

"Oh well, is that a run before school, so I wake up around 5:30am and run from that time until 6:30am" he said

"Wow" I said.

"Why so surprised? You do a lot of sports from what I know."

"Yeah, but I mean so EARLY in the morning." I said to James and he started laughing.

In that same moment Kendall entered the kitchen, and when he saw me he turned red and I almost choke on my apple because I wanted to laugh.

"Blake you okay?" James said giving me some water.

"Yeah" I said.

"What is wrong with you Kendall?" James asked.

"Nothing, just nothing" he said pouring some cereal.

James left the room and I decided to grab some coffee.

"You like coffee?" Kendall asked me while he ate his cereal.

"Yeah, though I prefer Starbucks."

"Yeah, do you know we do have a Starbucks in the school."

"You what?" I asked with a surprising face.

"We have our own Starbucks here in the campus."

"You have to be kidding me!"

"Nope. If you want I can show you where it is located, I have free the third hour."

"I would love too and me too! Thank you Kendall." I said and left.

Around 7:45am we all left for school. Logan, James and Kendall shared the first class and where running because if not they would loose the spots they wanted. Carlos on the other hand had a different class and was walking next to me.

"So I meet the agent." he said

"Really? What do you think?" I asked him

"Well he is pretty cool actually"

"I know!"

"So hey what are you doing after school today?"

"Umm I don't know, I guess nothing why?"

"You want to go and hang-out just like the old times."

"Sure!"

"Eating lunch with me and the guys?"

"I'll have to see, if Cassie is alone nope."

"Sure! See ya later gurl." He finally said and left to his classroom.

I walked over to my classroom just in time to take the last sit in the end of the classroom, I didn't like to be in the front, I actually don't like to be the center of attention, even though I played every sport and usually ended up being it. The first few hours were ok, I didn't bump into no one, but some girls (I'm guessing the populars) were talking about how rude I was and how I wanted to 'steal' their fame and that kind of stuff. Finally the third hour came, which I had free, so I went to my locker to leave my things and then chill with John or Cassie, but Kendall was going to show me the Starbucks.

"Hey Blake" Kendall says to me.

"Oh hey Kendall."

"Ready to go to the Starbucks?"

"Are you seriously asking me that?"

"That's a full yes"

And with that Kendall took me where the Starbucks was located in school. But for some reason I got more bitchy looks from the girls and Kendall got them from the girls and some weird looks from the boys. When we got there, (it was located in the other side of the school, next to the tennis area) Kendall order some coffee and I order a frapucchino.

"It's 8.90" the dude told us.

I was taking money out of my pockets to pay for both things when Kendall's hand stopped me.

"You don't pay." He said to me. "Here, keep the change" he told the dude.

"But Kendall, why are you paying for me? I was going to pay for it." I protested while I drank my frapucchino and we walked back to the building.

"Because, if a girl is out with a boy, the boy has to be a true man and pay."

"Kendall but-"

"No buts, just a thank you please." he said with a smile that revealed his dimples.

"Ugh! Fine!" I said "Thank you" I replied to him.

"No smile?"

"You only said a thank you, and no I don't smile."

And after I said that I went to my locker and got my things ready for next lesson.

*Kendall's P.O.V.*

I just took Blake to the Starbucks we have in school, and let me tell you she is not the most girly girl I know. And what is wrong with the people in this school? I mean I am her friend, yet every girl seem to be jealous and the boys were just like 'you did it man' yes she is beautiful, but as far as I know she is the baby sister of my best friend, I wouldn't date her, yet. And what did she meant with I don't smile... Isn't she happy?

*Diary Entry*

My next classes were fine and boring... Although there was one class which was somehow interesting, Math, and yes I know Math sucks and everything but today it wasn't so bad. I entered my classroom and the only left spot was one in the freaking middle in the first row! With no option I went and sat there, the class was going fine until the teacher got mad at some people talking in the back (It was the most 'popular girl' Anne and some hot boy named Alex) and the teacher decided to move them, so he moved Anne to where I was and with that I could sit in the back :)! The teacher also told me that how come I already knew what he was teaching, (well here is a little secret: I am a freaking genius, I have a higher IQ than normal people and I was working with the F.B.I hacking things, I need math a lot.) I told him that I had already studied it in my other school, LIE. But well after that all the classes were incredible boring. Finally lunch time came and I was so happy, I ran out of my class Physics just as the bell rang. I went to my locker to leave my things and then head to the cafeteria.

"Hey Blake!" John said catching up to me.

"Yo."

"So yesterday I meet your brother."

"He told me, what you think?" I asked him, while we grabbed a tray and stand in line.

"Well, he seems pretty worried about you and your security."

"What else do you expect?"

"But he seems cool, we are actually partners in Biology."

"Cool?" I said walking to the table where my brother and his friends where, because Cassie was with her friends and some other dude.

"Hello Blake." four guys said at the same time.

"Yo dudes." I replied taking a seat next to Kendall and John sat across me next to Carlos.

"Sup man?" Carlos said to John.

"Nothing you?" He replied.

"Hey guys this is John." I said.

"Hey." they all replied.

"This is Kendall, James and Logan." I told him.

For all lunch time we talked and laughed about anything we could imagine of, it was a really great time, but yet we had to keep some things in secret, like where are our parents and some other things, I am wondering when will Carlos say to the guys the truth behind everything.

After lunch, I went back to classes and got bored in all of them, thanks that my last class was physics but my teacher was sick so we didn't have it. I was walking to my locker when Anne and her group of chicks appeared.

"Blake Pena." Anne said.

"Yeah."

"Well, you don't seem so tough don't ya?"

"What do you want?" I asked as I closed my door.

"Stay away from Kendall and you won't have any trouble. Got it?" Anne said with the typical form a spoiled brat would do it.

"You are no one to tell me whit whom to be or not to be, so if I were you I would stop messing with me." I said and started walking away.

"Excuse me?" She said raising her voice and pulling me back.

"Let. me. go." I said to her trying to control my urge to punch her face.

"No one talks to me that way, so say sorry."

"No one tells me what to do, so see ya." I said removing from her grip and walking away.

"THIS IS NOT OVER BLAKE!" I heard her scream, but I didn't care at all.

I walked to the house just to find the guys all sitting in the living room and my brother standing in front of them, and all of them staring at the door, exactly to me.

"Hi?" I said with a confused face.

"Blake, come here please." Carlos said, and he sounded quite serious.

"What is wrong?" I asked as I walked over to them.

"We need to tell them the truth." Carlos said.

"You sure?" I looked at him, he didn't seem so convinced about that.

"Yes, I can't keep lying to them." He said giving me a kiss in my head.

"Your choice." I told him.

"What are you guys going to tell us?" Kendall asked.

"The truth, but you can't say a word, nobody may know this. Got it?" I said and asked.

"Lips sealed." James said.

"Hard as rock." Kendall said.

"Not a word." Logan said.

"Will ever come out." Kendall, Logan and James said together.

And with that Carlos and I told them the real truth behind our past, and why he had hid me for them and why we never talked about our parents. We told them all we knew, even about the necklace and John. We talked about that for about 2 hours and Carlos cried when I told the story how they killed my parents, yet not a tear came out, I said everything and was dying inside but I wouldn't show anything.

"We are so sorry man." James said hugging Carlos.

"That's a brave thing you did there." Kendall said and went to hug Carlos as well.

"We are sorry for everything." Logan said and did the same, hug Carlos.

"Thank you guys." Carlos said and wiped his tears.

"Blake?" Kendall called my name.

"Yeah?" I said in a sad tone.

"You okay?" James asked.

"Yeah" I said in the same sad tone.

"Sure?" Logan asked.

"Yeah" I said one more time.

"Baby sister?" Carlos said.

"Yes I am fine, it's just that I don't like remembering that night." I said.

Carlos came up to me and hugged me and whisper in my ear "You can't lie to me, I know you are dying inside." and then went to the kitchen.

Yes, I was dying inside, but I would not break down in tears, never it was against my nature I just couldn't.

James and Logan followed Carlos to the kitchen and I was left with Kendall, who was now staring at me.

"You said to me today that you didn't smile."

"Yeah"

"Why?"

"Why what?"

"Why don't you smile?"

"Because I don't show my emotions Kendall."

"But why?"

"Cause nobody needs to know them."

"Or are you just afraid of showing them?"

"Kendall, I have never showed my emotions."

"Why?"

"Because that is how they taught me to." I replied coldly and started walking to the kitchen when he grab my arm.

"There has to be another reason." he said looking straight into my eyes.

"No." I said, which is a complete lie, I didn't smile because I had no reason to be happy in that moment of my life, I had too much things to worry like to be ignoring them.

"I know there is, and I will find out." He said and let go of me.

"Good luck." Was the last thing I said and went to sit in the table to have dinner.

After dinner I went to my room, did my homework and slept early so I wouldn't have to deal with any of the guys asking me why I didn't cry or why was I so cold.

*Carlos P.O.V.*

All of my friends now know the truth about me and my family, it is such a great relief, but I was worried about Blake, she didn't seem to be okay, even though she said it, I know something is bothering her and it wasn't about mom and dad.

"Man, why is your sister so cold?" Logan asked me.

"I'm not sure dude" I answered him.

"But she did seem sad when you were telling us everything." James added.

"She is just 16, and has suffered more than anyone of us." I said.

"Yes dude, but she needs to share her feelings or something." Kendall said, and he was right but I knew it was impossible for her.

"She can't." I said.

"Why?" Logan asked.

"Since I left, and before my parents told us that showing emotions made us weak and people would use them against us. They also told us not to trust in anyone, especially with our emotions, so she doesn't show anything and won't trust anyone." I replied.

"Kind of harsh." James said.

"They had to train her, she was a happy kid back when she was 5 and I was 6. When she turned 10 my parents started training her, and well she changed." I said.

"One day she is going to explode if she doesn't let her emotions out." Kendall said, and again he was right.

"Well, I'll be there for her when she does." I replied and went to my room.

*Diary Entry*

Did Kendall really want to know why I am sad? I mean, I can't trust them, I know they are my brothers friend, but I barely know them, even though talking to them today about my parents and the secrets was easy and that was weird.

Also why did Anne felt that I was going to take Kendall? What is wrong with this people?

Enough thinking I am going to sleep and see what happens tomorrow.

Blake.