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I walk downstairs and Jace is looking at me flabbergasted.

"Hi"

"Hey" he replies back sounding breathless

"Why are you looking at me so amazed." I giggle "I'm not even dressed up."

"You look beautiful." I blush. I hug Jon goodbye. Jace and I walk out to his car and he opens the door for me.

"Thank you." I blush and get into the car we started to drive in silence and then he grabbed my hand I looked down at it and blush

"Is this okay?" He askes concerned I shake my head yes

"It's great, you don't have to ask if you are allowed to hold my hand. You are my boyfriend after all." I smile at him

"Good to know." He laughs we are in the car for another fifteen minutes when he turns into a restaurant when I see which one it is i gasp

"Jace you didn't."

"Oh but I did darling." He gives me his famous half smile half smirk look

"How did you even get a reservation? It's almost impossible!"

"I have connections plus, I heard you love french food and I only want the best for my princess."

"I do love french food but Bonheur, Espérer, Amour?" I sigh "It is the most expensive place in a 10 mile radius."

"Pourquoi bien sûr ma dame, comme je l'ai dit seulement le meilleur pour ma princesse."

"You know French?" I ask surprised

"No… Only that one line." I laugh

"Bien merci pour l'effort, I appreciate it."

We walk in

"Bonjour monsieur et madame, Juste deux?" The hostess askes while checking out Jace

"Oui." I say smiling at her very sarcastically

"Suivez-moi, s'il vous plaît." She replies sneering at me as if just noticing I am there. I roll my eyes.

After the bitch of a hostess leaves, the rest of the dinner goes by smoothly.

"Thank you for tonight Jace it was great."

"Don't thank me just yet." I look at him confused "We still have one more stop but I need you to put this on." He says passing me a blindfold.

"You aren't going to kill me are you?" He laughs and shakes his head no. I grumble "I am way too trusting" and put the blindfold on.

We are in the car about fifteen minutes before it stops.

"Can I take this off now?"

"Not yet." I hear him and then all of the sudden I am picked up princess style and he kisses me. When we pull apart I yell at him

"Jace put me down." I say slapping what I think is his chest.

"Not quite yet." About a minute later my feet are set on the ground "You can take off the blindfold now." I take it off and suddenly have a flashback

"Clary come on babe."

"I already told you no! Now get away from me!" He grabs my arm and I slap him across the face.

"You really shouldn't have done that, you little bitch." I pull my arm out of his grip and run.

"Jace I'm sorry I can't be here right now." I say while backing away and running towards my house. I all hear as I run is the sound of my heartbeat racing and the rain that has just started to pour down with my tears.

When I finally get home it's about midnight and I fall against my front door sobbing.

I trip and fall. Staining my new white jeans, but I don't care I have to get back up before he gets to me. There is then a shadow looming over me.

"Hey babe. Or should I call you Slut? Whore? Skank? Oh I got it Cunt."

"I didn't do anything I swear." I say bawling

" I don't want to hear your excuses tramp, you cheated on me."

"I swear I didn't. Please don't hurt me." I sob

I pull out my phone and call the one person I thought I never would again. Someone who made me feel worthless, but I now realise that is the truth, I am worthless.

"Hello?"

"Seb?"

"Clary… What do you want?"

"I need you, I'm sorry for everything. Can you come pick me up?"

"Yes sweetheart I will be there as soon as possible."

He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.

He hit me, but it didn't hurt me.

He couldn't stand to hear me say

that I had been with someone new.

And when I told him I had been untrue...

He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.

He hit me, and I knew he loved me.

Cause if he didn't care for me,

I could have never made him mad.

And he hit me, and I was glad.

Baby, why won't you stay? [repeat]

Cause when he took me in his arms,

with all the tenderness there is.

He hit me, and he made me feel.

Baby, why won't you stay? [repeat]