Hey guys I know it has been forever sorry! I feel terrible :( any way I edited this chapter so I sugguest rereading it :) Love you all!
I walk downstairs and Jace is looking at me flabbergasted.
"Hi"
"Hey" he replies back sounding breathless
"Why are you looking at me so amazed." I giggle "I'm not even dressed up."
"You look beautiful." I blush. I hug Jon goodbye. Jace and I walk out to his car and he opens the door for me.
"Thank you." I blush and get into the car we started to drive in silence and then he grabbed my hand I looked down at it and blush
"Is this okay?" He askes concerned I shake my head yes
"It's great, you don't have to ask if you are allowed to hold my hand. You are my boyfriend after all." I smile at him
"Good to know." He laughs we are in the car for another fifteen minutes when he turns into a restaurant when I see which one it is i gasp
"Jace you didn't."
"Oh but I did darling." He gives me his famous half smile half smirk look
"How did you even get a reservation? It's almost impossible!"
"I have connections plus, I heard you love french food and I only want the best for my princess."
"I do love french food but Bonheur, Espérer, Amour?" I sigh "It is the most expensive place in a 10 mile radius."
"Pourquoi bien sûr ma dame, comme je l'ai dit seulement le meilleur pour ma princesse."
"You know French?" I ask surprised
"No… Only that one line." I laugh
"Bien merci pour l'effort, I appreciate it."
We walk in
"Bonjour monsieur et madame, Juste deux?" The hostess askes while checking out Jace
"Oui." I say smiling at her very sarcastically
"Suivez-moi, s'il vous plaît." She replies sneering at me as if just noticing I am there. I roll my eyes.
After the bitch of a hostess leaves, the rest of the dinner goes by smoothly.
"Thank you for tonight Jace it was great."
"Don't thank me just yet." I look at him confused "We still have one more stop but I need you to put this on." He says passing me a blindfold.
"You aren't going to kill me are you?" He laughs and shakes his head no. I grumble "I am way too trusting" and put the blindfold on.
We are in the car about fifteen minutes before it stops.
"Can I take this off now?"
"Not yet." I hear him and then all of the sudden I am picked up princess style and he kisses me. When we pull apart I yell at him
"Jace put me down." I say slapping what I think is his chest.
"Not quite yet." About a minute later my feet are set on the ground "You can take off the blindfold now." I take it off and suddenly have a flashback
"Clary come on babe."
"I already told you no! Now get away from me!" He grabs my arm and I slap him across the face.
"You really shouldn't have done that, you little bitch." I pull my arm out of his grip and run.
"Jace I'm sorry I can't be here right now." I say while backing away and running towards my house. I all hear as I run is the sound of my heartbeat racing and the rain that has just started to pour down with my tears.
When I finally get home it's about midnight and I fall against my front door sobbing.
I trip and fall. Staining my new white jeans, but I don't care I have to get back up before he gets to me. There is then a shadow looming over me.
"Hey babe. Or should I call you Slut? Whore? Skank? Oh I got it Cunt."
"I didn't do anything I swear." I say bawling
" I don't want to hear your excuses tramp, you cheated on me."
"I swear I didn't. Please don't hurt me." I sob
I pull out my phone and call the one person I thought I never would again. Someone who made me feel worthless, but I now realise that is the truth, I am worthless.
"Hello?"
"Seb?"
"Clary… What do you want?"
"I need you, I'm sorry for everything. Can you come pick me up?"
"Yes sweetheart I will be there as soon as possible."
He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.
He hit me, but it didn't hurt me.
He couldn't stand to hear me say
that I had been with someone new.
And when I told him I had been untrue...
He hit me, and it felt like a kiss.
He hit me, and I knew he loved me.
Cause if he didn't care for me,
I could have never made him mad.
And he hit me, and I was glad.
Baby, why won't you stay? [repeat]
Cause when he took me in his arms,
with all the tenderness there is.
He hit me, and he made me feel.
Baby, why won't you stay? [repeat]
