So if there are errors! I wrote this on my phone at work! Naughty naughty! Oh well. Enjoy my little darlings!
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I wake up in my new bed. Our bed. I actually wake up with a smile. That hasn't happened in I don't know how long. I take a good stretch and hear Sebastian messing around in the front room. We both took a couple of days off of work since the incident and moved me in.
"Sebastian"
I hear him drop whatever he had and hear his quickened pace. I bite my lip and smile.
He enters the bedroom. He's breathing heavily.
"Are you alright"?
I look at him and with one finger summon him to me. He's a blur. He's on me so fast it almost makes my head spin.
"Good morning" he plants a kiss on my cheek
"What are you doing up so early"? I brush his hair behind his ear and smile at him.
"I was cooking you breakfast. Unfortunately we both have to go back to work today".
Right, I knew my fairy tale wouldn't last forever.
I sigh and make my way to the bathroom. I brush my teeth, wash my face and get dressed. I smile one last time at myself and head to the kitchen.
"Here you are my love" he places a huge stack of pancakes and bacon in front of me followed by a cup of coffee.
"This looks amazing!"
I dive in to the plate only coming up for air every 4 bites or so.
"I'm going to the shop early, I told Mey I would help her set up this morning. She said Finny called and was hurt."
I stop eating and look at him. We both blush and avert our eyes. Mine to my plate him to his coat.
"Right". he gives a quick kiss to my head and flys out the door.
I clear my plate and head across the hall...
"Alois"
Silence
*knock knock*
"ALOIS"!
I hear foot steps approaching the door. I lean against the door frame and anticipate what's to come
"Good morning you little tart, how are you"? I push pass him into the apartment and turn to face him once I hear it shut. He's in only boxers and an open robe.
"What do you want Ciel? It's 8 in the morning".
I snarl at the question and calm myself a bit before answering
"Just coming to check on my employee who was "too hurt" to come to work" I put my fingers out and rub the nails on my shirt. I think I'm a badass. Or at least I like to pretend.
Instantly Alois' face reddened and he looked to the floor.
"I fucking KNEW it"! I wrap my arms around my stomach and laugh hysterically.
"Sebastian and I heard him all the way from our loft! Wow! You sir, are an asshole, how could you do that to him"?
Alois lifted his head, mouth hanging open, ready to defended himself against the little shit known as Ciel.
"It's different with him. I swear."!
"Yeah, yeah. You've fed this all to me before. "It's different, I'm in love. He's the one. You have seen what shape his been in, you know what happened right"?
"Yea, but you don't get it" he's flustered beyond belief and I start to believe him. I mean if Sebastian can love someone like me who's to say? My mind is linking things together when I'm jolted out of it.
"Are you listening"? He shakes my shoulders and knocks on my forehead.
"Yeah, I understand, it's just hard to believe."
"No, you're not...wait, you do"?
I've shocked him. Not an easy feat. I collect myself and step towards the sleepy blonde
"Yes, but I warn you...if you hurt him you will suffer a fate worse than death"!
"I know he's been through a lot with that meat head of an ex but I swear to you...I really do care for him".
I place my hand on his shoulder and pull him in for a hug. He whispers something that tickles my ear. I bust out into laughter and right as I'm about to pull away Sebastian burst through the door
"Ciel"? His face is marred with heartbreak and betrayal.
"Sebastian"! That's all I manage to squeal out before he disappears from my sight.
"FUCK"! I kick the wall and leave a hole. "I've done it for good this time".
I exit Alois places, formerly mine and head back to my new home which in a matter of minutes is going to be no longer. I knock for I am to scared to just walk in.
I hear a faint "come in" between broken sobs.
I enter the loft I love so much and what I see shatters me to my core. He's sitting there face in his palms trying to catching his breath from crying so hard. I do the only thing I know to do.
I fall at his feet and begin to cry. I'm shaking and terrified.
" look at me Sebastian"
He shakes his head and keeps his face buried.
"I said look at me" my voice grows louder with each word, I'm growing more confident because I know I've done nothing wrong.
"Please"! I pull his hands away from his face and grab his chin with my fingers. His eyes red and wet look at me for answers to questions he cannot ask.
" what do you think was going on"? I'm careful in how I sound, in his fragile state anything could happen.
"I don't know, one minute I'm walking here and I hear you laughing and I see you wrapped around him and then the next I feel my heart drop to my stomach"!
He's sobbing so profusely that I can hardly understand him.
"Sebastian, do you really think I could or would want to fuck up what we have"?
He stares at me blankly then let's his head fall to my shoulder
"Then what did I walk it on? It seemed...I should have known. I thought you loved me"? He drops his head again and begins to cry.
"You walked in on a hug! That's it! If you haven't figured it out yet...Finny and Alois have, well ya know..."
"Connected"
We both blush at the thought and I squeeze him tight.
"Yes". I look at him and he gives me a half smile.
"Please do not think for one second that I would ever do anything like that to you, you are my reason for breathing".
He beams out his beautiful smile that I love so much and pulls me on to his lap. He runs his hands through my hair and I let my head fall back with the sensation. I feel his lips attach to my neck and trace kisses down to my collar bone. I let out a soft moan as his hands slid up the back of my shirt and feel the warmth of my skin. I feel him slightly roll his hips up to me and I roll mine down. Our breath is heavy and broken. Lips only parting for a moment.
"Lay down". he huffs out as he moves his hands all over me.
"Wha, ok" I'm so enamored by the sensation of him it's hard to concentrate. I lean back as he wishes.
He takes his shirt of so painfully slow it makes my dick rise instantly. I follow the contours of him as he throws his shirt to the side. I eye the creamy fleshy, the outline of his muscles and the small trail of hair leading down past his pant line to everything that is solely Sebastian. His breath is hot as he leans over and begins to kiss my stomach. I breathe in and out fast and hard as he licks his way down to the button on my pants. I hear the pop and then the zip. My body is slightly jerked as he pulls my pants down. My mind is screaming, as well as my body. I know he can smell it on me because I can smell it on him. The pure lust between the two of us is nothing to laugh at. He inhales all of me as I feel his lips hover over the fabric of my boxers. Oh my god.
"Sebastian"! I give a long moan and feel him smile as his mouth slightly opens over my clothed cock. He buried his hands into the silk fabric and looks up at me.
"Is this okay"?
Yes, yes you silly man it's OKAY
"Yes, only if you want to."
He smiles and lowers his head.
I grab the cushions of the couch and let my head fall back...
I finally manage to open my eyes and what I see about makes me lose all control. He's so fucking beautiful. His hair his hiding his face a bit but what I can see is flushed and a smile is perched on the corner of his lips. I feel every moment he makes. He runs one hand up my thigh and wraps his lips tighter around the head as and he drags his tongue along the underneath.
"Fuck Sebastian"! I run my hands through his hair as he swirls his tounge around.
He moans when I let his name pass my lips and pulls me further to him. It's like he can't get enough and I don't mind giving it to him.
His other hand is busy undoing his pants trying to free the beast with in.
"Sebastian"!
He continues his motions and I literally have to pull his head up.
"Lay down"
"But"
"Just do it"
I take control and push him down. I crawl between his legs and for the first time touch my man.
He's shaking as well as I. We are both at the mercy of out nerves. This is the first time either have ever done this and my mind is making me second guess myself I take in the sight of him, every vein and up to the throbbing tip.
He looks at me and smiles while he cradles my cheek. I look up at him and for the first time I taste him and I'm hooked. This is the ultimate high and I will never get enough.
I take as much of him as I can and don't give up. My senses are infused with everything he is. My eyes roll back as I take him into my mouth, trying to control the moisture in my mouth as it seems to be seeping out of me.
"Move, please" he's so quite I think I've done something wrong.
He lifts me to his chest and slides me over him. Our erections on top of each other and slobbering mess I've made on him adds fuel to the raging fire between us. He grinds faster against me letting out moans and hisses from his teeth. My head is cradled into his chest as I move my hips back and forth with the help of his hand.
"Oh god Ciel" slips from his lips as his tongue invades my mouth. He's about to lose it and so am I. His thrusting gets faster and he harshly grabs my ass
"Sebastian"! It's a moan so loud it makes me jump a little.
"I'm...im..." his head falls back and he grabs me tighter. I feel his stomach tense and I feel the heat shoot through me. With one final buck of his hips we both release. I'm breathing hard and can hardly move.
Him. My mind his only stuck on him. I see his chest rise and fall with every breath. I feel him twitch below me as the warm liquid flows from us. I place a kiss on his cheek and nuzzle into his neck.
"Ciel, we might want to cle..."
I smile at his neck and place a finger to his lips
"Just a moment".
I don't have any plans on moving until I absolutely have too. He rubs his fingers up my spine and nestles into me. Just the two of us. I know what I have to do now. I have to make sure this moment has many more to follow it. I kiss his neck at the new revelations in my head and start planning as I fall asleep.
