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It's our graduation after-party.
I'm pretty drunk.
I'm sitting on this uncomfortable sofa.
Beer in one hand; joint in the other.
Inhale. Exhale. Drink.
You're not here.
Jasper and Alice are.
They tell me you didn't want to come.
They don't know how I feel.
I shrug it off and say 'whatever'.
I drink some more.
Heidi sits next to me.
She's all wrong.
Her hands are all over me.
I'm too drunk to care.
She kisses me.
I kiss her back.
I pretend she's you.
She moans into my mouth.
I break out of my beer infused haze and pull back.
I look at her.
Her eyes are ice blue.
Not chocolate brown like yours.
She's definitely not you.
I stand and leave, waving goodbye at Jasper and Emmett.
Heidi is already sitting next to Tyler.
I really don't care.
