A/N: People! I am so sorry that I didn't update! But you see, I have a good reason. It's Xanxan's birthday! Hehe, I got the Xanxan from Butterfly Illusion's fic, Tsu-kun's Diary/Diary Adventure. I hope she doesn't mind. But I also had another reason, my friend, kuromi69neko, had her birthday on the 6th. Honoka, if you're reading this... Go and write a fanfic already. A BETTER ONE. Urg, I'm sorry for babbling stupid stuffsh, hehe stuffsh.
Answers:
TsukikoIchihara: Yes, yes indeed.
Myu Kuran: Yeah, I really agree.
animebaka14: Update!
pHIL: Wahh~, arigato ne~.
LonelyDayzDreamer: I really agree with the cute uke and two semes( incredibly hot semes too) on fighting over a cute fluffy bunny uke. Yesh, Giotto confessed, Tsunayoshi-kun almost kissed our little uke. Hnn, a way to make them both happy? Well, that's not really what I'm planning, but you'll see soon. Yesh, Tsunayoshi-kun's sad life with that bastard. Urg, I shall soon reveal the even worst past of Tsunayoshi-kun. I'm sooo sorry Tsunayoshi-kun. That omake is my fave, I love that Team. It's hardly known though, there's a group on facebook lol.*gets shot in the mouth and eats massive amount of candy*Gwwaa ttee~! (Jya nee~!)
FalteredGAIT: *bows head* Arigato for the correct spelling! I didn't have time to proofread, well I did but I was lazy hehe. I'm sorry for being such a lazy person, but when I took that seven deadly sins quiz I got Belphegor or Sloth. Shishishi, kedo gomen and arigato~~.
Breathless02: Me too. I can't even decide who should get Tsuna-chan's first kiss! Tsunayoshi-kun or Giotto-sama? Urg. They are too kawaii(the couples).
thepieh0le: Urg, now all we rely on is the manga, uuuurrrggg. I became so depressed. But, not depressed enough to write this though~!
SweetAnimeLove: Arigato~~! I've always like the female characters except for Kyoko and Haru. Hehe.
VongolaPrimo27: Thank you soooooo much for the grammar for Tsunayoshi-kun! I'm in debt to you.*bows head*
rangesky3: Hehe, Tsunayoshi-kun is super lovable. Even if he does something bad, he's still loved by fangirls.
Yaoi-san and Minty-chan: Yaoi-san; I-I made you cry? OMFG, I understand though. I read this G27 fanfic called Sunlight's wish and I cried. Urg, but I'm pretty glad that I can make someone have those emotions! Minty-chan; Eto, well you see, Tsuna-chan doesn't know who he loves more. He's in a bind. Eto, you know your quotes? My I use them in here? well, I actually sorta did already. I hope you don't mind.
AYMK00: Jyes~~~! I found that out last week~! I'm gonna announce it. Yeah, it'll be a wait but it's worth it~.
~Hajimeru dechu~
Tsuna's POV
Why did that happen? Why, oh, why did that just happen? My heart aches, and my caramel eyes are being fried with tears.
" Tsuna..." Tsunayoshi-kun began.
" Tsuna, I'm sorry please don't cry. Let's just talk to him, kay?"
He smiled warmly at me and crying became sobbing. Whimpering from time to time, I sniffed and only whimpered more. No words ever escaped me. I just nodded and followed him to find our brother. I was hesitant to follow him, but I wanted to say sorry to Gio-nii. We walked out of the boys' locker room and walked through the cafe. It seems that Karin left us, that or she's just hiding in a closet to watch all the drama unfold.
We found our big brother outside the store, punching the wall. His fist were bloodied and his tears shimmered through the moonlight. It hurt me seeing my onii-chan like that. I wanted to run to him, give him a big hug and tell him, " Stop! Stop hurting yourself! Cause you're also hurting me!" But, I couldn't I just couldn't. He was beyond pissed. Jealousy took control of him. And he was on a rampage. If I come close, he might just walk away from me.
Tears heated my caramel pupils and a sorrowful face was made. I squeezed my eyes together and furrowed my brows. Clenching my chest, I didn't like seeing him hurt. I didn't like seeing him cry. And this action was definitely noticed by Tsunayoshi-kun. Proof is, he walked up to Gio-nii and struggled to stop him from hitting the wall any further. The scent of blood, the metallic scent, it came to my nose and I shook my head. I slowly opened my eyes and the first thing I saw was blood. Deep crimson liquid, that belongs to Gio-nii. I blanked. I broke. My heart collapsed. Seeing any of my brothers hurt killed my heart.
" Giotto! Stop it! Stop hurting yourself!" Tsunayoshi-kun shouted at our big brother.
" Shut up... It's not like you even give a fuck..." Gio-nii replied.
" That's not true! We're brothers, we take care of each other! Plus, you're making Tsuna cry!" Tsunayoshi-kun retorted.
"..." Gio-nii stared at my blank expression that held amounts of tears on my cheeks.
" So? What about it?" Gio-nii asked. As soon as I heard that, my eyes widened. My heart broke. How can he say that? I-I always thought that he would just come up to me and hug me, soothing me with kind words. But, he said those words instead.
" What are you saying! How can you just say that? I thought you love Tsuna the way I do!" Tsunayoshi-kun shouted. 'Love Tsuna the way I do...' Huh, does that mean, they love me more than a brother? I believe Tsunayoshi-kun as he says that, but... Gio-nii...
" Ieyatsu-nii... Doshte?" I asked. He looked at me.
" Why what?" he asked.
" Why, are you being so mean? What, did we or I ever do to you?" I inquired. He stared at both of us and then looked at his bloodied fist.
" You kissed him." he muttered.
" W-what?" I asked.
" You fucking kissed him! You kissed him, you fucker! You betrayed me! You love him more than me!" he shouted.
" I-I didn't! We were about to! And I don't know who I love! And how the hell did I betray you?" I shouted.
" Oh I see. About to. Then I ruined it didn't I?"
" No you didn't! Please just listen! Ieyatsu-"
" Just shut up! Just don't try to explain! Just leave me alone!" he walked away leaving me and my twin in the darkness.
Tsunayoshi-kun was boiled with anger, he looked at me and just stayed and stared. New tears formed into my pupils, and trickled down on my cheeks. Looking up at the moon, the moonlight poured down on my face, sparkling my tears with it's radiance light. Ahh, what did I just do? I've just started a battle. But you see, even if I'm the one who provoked this war...I'm broken. Just, broken. I can't do anything in this war It's really that Gio-nii and Tsunayoshi-kun are fighting. And over what? Over me.
Looking down at my palms, I just cried. Sobbed, wishing it would rain so that my tears can't be seen. Ieyatsu-nii, Gio-nii, who is he really? No, I'm certain he's both people, but I can't stand it anymore! I love them, I love him. Everything I knew about myself fell and crash, I was still standing but my soul and feelings were ripped away from my body. Even if it has been a short amount of time, I broke.
My soul, broke...
Tsunayoshi's POV
I didn't really know what was happening, but Giotto made Tsuna hurt. And that's enough to make me mad. If anyone makes Tsuna cry, I'll fight. But, really, shouldn't I be comforting him? I don't even know anymore, the world is blurred and I just can't take it anymore... I need to at least give Giotto a lesson. I stared at Tsuna, his back was still straight and tall but in reality, he's collapsing.
Sighing, I reach over to him, and gave a warm embrace. He turned around and fisted his hands with my jacket. He wailed softly, a silent phantom in the night, as the rain began.
" Tsuna, we need to go home."
" Y-yada! Mou yada! Ieyatsu-nii-chan! Ieyatsu-nii!" he sobbed and I grimaced. Giotto-, no, Ieyatsu just broke him. Broke his cheerful, happy-go-lucky spirit. His gentle and warm smiles, his cute innocent pouts, his funny tsundere anger, all of his emotions broke, and soon he won't even be crying. He'll just be soulless.
I don't want that, ever.
Dear Mother and Father,
My star is losing it's radiance. My angel was banished from his heaven. My love began losing love and emotions. His soul broke, and he just cries. So, what should I do? What, should I do?
Because if I can't help him now, he'll be forever lifeless.
Giotto's POV
The rain poured down on me, on us. Washing away nothing, but just letting me know that it was just raining.
" Y-yada! Mou yada! Ieyatsu-nii-chan! Ieyatsu-nii!"
As I heard that, I filled with rage. Rage towards myself, I punched the alley wall so many times I began bleeding. How could I do that? I stared at my bloodied knuckles and closed my eyes, bittersweet moments with Tsuna replayed. His blushing face that warmed my heart, his dainty smiles ignited my soul, and his his sweet sweet voice made me lovestruck.
A memory in particular was in my mind. It was when he was 13 and he still had braces. I gotten mine off way before his, but he still looked cute with them. A smile with his braces slowly creeps up to my mind, and I softly smile a little.
The warm gold sunlight poured from the heavens and gleamed his fluffy chocolate natural spikes. Even his caramel eyes sparkled in the shadows. His pale vanilla skin seemed as if he was glowing with a mysterious radiance. A soft gentle smile plastered among his his face, bragging about his dainty dimples and orange flaming braces.
Opening my eyes, my heart accelerated. I noticed that he was only wearing his cream parka, however his smile glittered and shone brightly with a soft radiance, that only made my face airbrush with ruby and only come to love him more.
I swiftly twirled on my heel and ran back to my siblings, demo they weren't there. Were they home?
What am I thinking about? They're obviously mad at me... I even said I didn't care about Tsuna crying. But, why did I? Hehe... Hahahaha! God I'm such an idiot! I'm in denial!
'Shut up... You aren't me anymore... You need to find Tsuna and let him explain what happened...' my ero-self ordered.
'Why? He obviously hates me ero-kun...Then you want him to hate you forever? I thought we... No, I loved him... I do but Tsunayoshi... What about your sibling? He's just a brother to you, remember? Sure he'll be a love rival but don't let that stop you! You marked Tsuna first! On that day you, we both fought... That...That's right! I kissed him first! Tsuna gave up his first kiss to me! Thanks ero-kun!...Don't call me ero-kun, you're calling yourself that...'
I twitched, however just walked away. I sometimes wonder how can my ero-self notice that and I can't..... Am I stupid? Well, I don't know and I don't care. Because I know at least this much. I'm crazy. Very crazy, for my little brother.
Tsuna
Tsuna's POV
We who looked very similar to say, were twins, cowering was the younger me as my older brother soothed me. We, the Sawada twins were locked up in our room, for we didn't want to see our older brother. We gasped as we heard the front door slam and frantic footsteps hover up the stairs.
" Tsuna! Please open the door! I'll listen to you but, please open this door!" He shouted, yet he sounded so soft and gentle. But, he hates me, I think.
" YADA! Daikirai Gio-nii. Dai! Ki! Rai!" I shouted. But, those words just slipped out of my mouth. Like, whenever I was in this situation, I would say those words. There was a silence behind the door as if something important just happened. And I think something did, at that moment a certain memory replaced my vision for a moment.
" Tsuna." Gio-nii started.
" Get away from me..." I hissed
My short memories concluded after hearing the door click open. Gio-nii rushed towards me and gave a huge embrace.
" G-Gio-nii! Yamete!" I pleaded as I gasped for an intake of air.
" No... There's no way I'm letting go of you." he whispered gently yet firm into my ear.
Tsunayoshi-kun, I took a peek at him, though he wasn't there anymore. There was a loud slam from the front door and I figured that he ran away. Jealousy controlled him. It makes sense now. As I was crying, I found out. I love them. Both Gio-no- Ieyatsu-nii and Tsunayoshi-kun. And they both love me back. More than themselves. Choosing one of them, only one of them, made me wonder. What would happen to the other? Closing my eyes, and letting Gio-nii's warmth devour me, I heard the tranquil rain drops fall gently against the earth.
" Tsuna... Tell me what happened.. At that time, with Tsunayoshi..." he ordered me in a kind voice. I silently sighed and looked up at him.
" Nothing happened... I had to change Tsunayoshi-kun into his clothes because Karin wouldn't let him bring his uniform home. Then, I was just looking at his features, he was like a mirror yet, not like a mirror. Then I whispered I love him and you. After that, he woke up and pinned me down. Then he tried to kiss me but, you came and yeah..." I trailed off.
" But, do you really love us?" he inquired.
" Well... What kind of love are you talking about?" I asked.
" Love love, the kind of love we feel for you." he told me.
"... I choose not to answer that!" I childishly shouted as I escaped Gio-nii's embrace and playfully jump on my bed.
" Tsuna, you have to answer that." he sighed.
" Mmmm, only if you can catch me!" I playfully jumped on the fluffy mattress.
" Fine with me." he stood up and caught my leg, causing me to fall on the bed. My head luckily hitting the pillow.
" So, do you love us?" he asked, and you know what? He was climbing on top of me and I just blushed rose.
" Y-yeah... I do, I really do.." I said sweetly in a matter-of-fact tone.
Gio-nii smiled in a gentle manner and stared deeply into my caramel pupils. Our eyes lured us into each other, in a trance, a magnetic force pulling us together. Inch by inch, our lips were close. Closing more making it centimeters by centimeters. I gently closed my eyes and let my oldest brother kiss me. Our lips brushed against each other. Our warmth mixing. I could feel the passion and love in it, it felt like a miracle. It was chaste, like I sprout out wings and soar up to the sky, whose color reminded me so much of my beloved eldest brother.
I suddenly felt a slippery object lick my lower lip. It was... HIS TONGUE! OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG OMFG! I can feel my head spinning as if I was drunk. My cheeks heated up red, and I felt so... I felt so, happy... So happy I could've die. He kept licking my lower lip, practically begging for my mouth to open. I was going to comply bashfully but then he did something. He unhesitatingly crept his hands to the rim of my pants. I was getting more shocked, what was happening? Then before I knew it... HE CUPPED MY CROTCH!
I gasped and he smirked and easily slid his tongue into my mouth. His tongue was Alice in my cavern called Wonderland. Wondering all around, touching places here and there. Licking my tongue, coaxing me to kiss back. I really didn't know how, he was a full blown pro. Being a playboy or as I know it, a seme, he's one or he is the best kisser ever. And me, the uke, this is my first kiss, hopefully, so I didn't know what to do. I complied however.
Gingerly kissing him back, I licked his tongue softly and I think he smiled. We parted for a brief moment and I panted.
" Suck. My. Tongue." he ordered before kissing me back.
I shyly moaned inwardly. He chuckled a bit at that. He licked my lips then my tongue. I felt my face heat, and my heart accelerate. He then stared sucking my tongue, learning my taste easily. He backed down so I can have a turn, and I copied him. I gingerly sucked his tongue, it tasted of fruity because of all the cakes he's been eating. Though, one taste popped out the most. It was... A spice? Oregano? No. Turmeric? No. Basil? Nope. It was, cinnamon. The sweet taste of cinnamon was transported to my mouth. Our main cake today at the cafe was cinnamon too. And, I remember it was my third favorite flavor, competed with vanilla and chocolate. Oh, strawberry too, so it actually makes it the fourth. He started to take lead once again.
I let him take over. The sweet flavor of this love. Ecstasy, amity, bliss, they all painted my feelings right now. It's like that saying, ' To love and be loved... To the point of going mad', I would go mad and crazy for Gio-nii. Definitely.
Gio-nii or Ieyatsu-nii will always be number one. Because I personally, honestly think that... Gio-nii ore no itoshii hito dayo. Boku ha hountoni Giotto-nii ga daisuki dakara... Hontonii...
Tsunayoshi's POV
I saw it... That chaste first kiss of Tsuna's. Green painted my emotions and I just stayed in mom and dad's room. Wondering, why didn't we still have a funeral for them? I want it to be on the first day of summer. The day that they always came to see me. Where I can feel happy, and free. My whole life has been hell... And, it will always be... I'm sure... I took a pencil and a loose leaf paper and wrote a letter, that was only going to be ignited into flames, but it went like this.
Dear Mom and Dad,
My star regained it's radiance, it was actually brighter than ever. My angel was replaced into a higher heaven. My love, found it's own love... And it's not me. It's Giotto. So, my question is, should I be happy for Tsuna if he's happy? Or, should I just fade from existence? Does someone really, truly need me? I need a sign. Please...
My life is being cut into pieces...
From Tsunayoshi...
~Omake~
Well, it's just birthday songs but here it goes~~!
Xanxan's birthday song
Happy birthday to you~.
You are Xanxanzu~.
You cuss too much~.
And you love to rape Squalo too~.
To Honoka, I know I sang this to you at school but yeah...
Happy birthday to you~.
You are an otaku~.
You cosplay too much~.
And you're an okama too~.
( Love you nee-chan~!)
-Doshte-Why?
-Yada-Don't wanna
-Daikirai-I hate you
-Yamete-Stop
-ore no itoshii hito dayo-Is my beloved
-boku ha hountoni Giotto-nii ga daisuki dakara-Because I really love
-Hontonii-Really/Truly
-Otaku-Us... Lol no but it's a person who is addicted to anime/manga.
-Okama-Cross-dresser.
-Tsundere-A person who is initially cold and even hostile towards another person before gradually showing their warm side over time.
-Seme-...Do I have to say it? Well, a seme is... The person who fucks the adorable little uke.
-Uke-Urg, well an uke is basically the person who gets fucked in... That place.
Finally done with Japanese translations/meanings.
A/N: Yo people~~! Good news~~! I heard that in spring of next year, Katekyo Hitman Reborn's new season will come out. It's called, Katekyo Hitman Reborn! Generation X!~~~~ I was so happy and completely fangirling at that time. Urg, there was something else I was supposed to say... Urg, well anyways, happy birthday Xanxan~~! I think that you and Squalo will have a great time today, if you know what I mean~~! Oh yeah~! So in that omake, I got Xanxanzu from Xanxan and the way you say Xanxus in romanji, Xanxasu or something like that. Hey guys, I'm thinking, should I write another story? The pairing... It's gonna be G27 again. I'm sorry but I can't help it~! I love that pairing so much~. It's gonna be called Arcobaleno d'Amore. It means Rainbow of Love. It's another time travel thingie but Giotto and the others are going to the future rather than Tsuna going the past. And the way that they time travel was by a rainbow~~. I dunno, I just got inspired by the story of arcobaleno, mare, and vongola. You know, that one story that Uni talked about... Yeah, I just got inspired. So, should I or should I not?
Review and Answer please~!
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