Entry 216. February 16th.

It's been a while since I looked under my bed, don'tcha think, Diary?

I'm not even sure if this "diary" thing's gonna work out. Yeah, so I've had this thing for a few years, and only have two-hundred and fifteen entries. Over the course of 5 years. YEAH. That's right, I wrote out the WHOLE NUMBER.

Feeling special? Did it just to waste lead on you. So, my mom says, "Diaries help you search your feelings, so maybe you'll stop fighting once in a while."

Probably...not. Hehe. Well, I should get on with the entry. Is it me, or do I only write entries when there's a party of some sort? I dunno, but it's about another Al Bhed gathering. Them Al Bhed sure like to talk...

It all started with Sora. And him bringing Roxas this time. I really wonder why he came...probably cuz he actually knew some people this time. I wondered if he was shy, like Sora, because that would've been cute. Turns out, he's the total opposite. Usually, I wouldn't even bother talking to those guys, always taking on the initiative. But...

Turns out, this kind of "straight-foward"-ness...it really made him cuter.

Maybe, I actually like Roxas more than Sora. That's some scary fgkh right there. (That wasn't Al Bhed...And yes. I actually took the time to think of another letter for each letter. Once again, feel special.) I'm not sure, but I'm always shy around Roxas...not wanting to hug him as much, and getting nervous.

Man, Mom said this was to stop my fighting, not make me realize how much of a love-strucken girl I am! Gosh. And I'm supposed to be a tomboy.

Well, let's begin, shall we? It was at the party, of course. It was the usual us, of course. Except for Axel. He was too busy having a life instead of coming to these. So, it didn't make Roxas look stupid by thinking I'm Axel's little sister. It made him look even stupider that he thought Demyx and I were related.

Boy, did he look stupid? Yes, he did. I never seen anyone think that I was related to...Demyx! Demyx! Everyone would've gotten Cloud on the second try...well, let's continue.

I was laughing with Sora at Roxas. I saw him shoot a glare at his brother, then look towards me, a grin saying "I know, I'm retarded, Kairi."

Although, whenever Roxas and I would be talking, Sora would usually stay away from us. I felt really bad for excluding him everytime, but he always had Demyx, or somehow, Cloud to talk to. It was amazing how he got Cloud to talk.

But, man, did Roxas flirt with me CRAZY! It didn't make me detest him...I mean, he was doing a pretty decent job. No, he was doing a REALLY GOOD JOB. And it made me like him even more. Maybe...maybe not all flirty guys were annoying. Roxas was NOT annoying.

Even so, with Roxas's non-stop flirting (which was hilarious, btw), I still wanted to talk to Sora. He looked so lonely...Oh, geez, Sora was really not as social as Roxas. Roxas was more like his mother, who really liked to talk...and stuff. LAWL. Sometimes, I wonder if they really ARE twins. They look like just normal brothers.

Really, I'm making a lot of paragraphs. I should really put some dialouge in here...well, I'm not sure what kind of dialouge I should put in here. A diary isn't exactly here to tell...ugh. WHATEVER.

Well, here's the strange thing, Diary...this is just absolutely, horrifyingly strange, bizzare, queer, whatever you wanna call it! (I KNOW, I KNOW, I USED THE WORD "QUEER".)


Sora looked at Roxas and Kairi with a pair of envious, blue eyes. "What the..." he asked himself silently, still confused of just...jealous of Roxas. AND Kairi.

"What'cha lookin' at, Sora?" the oh-so cheery Demyx jumped over to his side. "Well, wha-WOAH!"

His eyes of disbelief couldn't...Well, they were wide, and shouting out, "WTF?!" in an interesting demeanor. "What's Roxas doing?"
"Demyx, he's flirting with Kairi." the brunet replied, his gaze still locked onto Kairi, and his glare directed to Roxas. "Can't you see? Roxas likes Kairi."
"Oh...I'm a pretty dense guy, just to let y'know." he said, still optomistically. Then, he continued with "Just like you do, right, Sora?"

"..." was all he replied with. He then turned around in an instant. "What did you say, Demyx?!"
"'I'm a pretty dense guy'?"
He gave him a look of exasperation. "After that, Demyx."
"'Just like you do'?" he asked.

He couldn't believe what just came to ring in his ears for the second time. "How...Where'd you come up with that conclusion?"
"I dunno...I guess I could just tell, Sora." he said. "Was I right? WAS I RIGHT?!"
"Does it matter to you?" Sora's kind demeanor melted away with this tone. "Really, do you really care?"
"Actually, yes." he said. Sora raised a chocolate-coloured eyebrow towards the dirty-blond boy. "Lollipop, please?"

Sora sighed. "This isn't a time to joke around, Demyx." he said in his mind, as if he were actually talking to Demyx. "You just revealed the deepest, darkest secret I've been hiding for the past month."

"Can I have that lollipop now, Sora?" he asked, wide, emerald eyes that sparkled with the hope of a cherry-flavoured Tootsie Pop. (A/N: Mmmmmmmmmm...;DDD)
"Sorry, Demyx." he said, a sheepish tone. "Don't got one on me."
Demyx laughed at Sora, then said, "Nah, I'm joking man. But I'd really like a Cherry-flavoured Tootsie Pop."

"You're funny." he said in a sarcastic response. Then, the brunet turned towards the silent blond boy, a.k.a. Cloud. "So, what's up with you, Cloud?"

He peered back at the blue-eyed boy. "Nothing really." a subtle, stoic reply was released from the quiet Cloud. Apparently, Demyx didn't buy it, because he creeped over to Cloud, then went behind him to see what he was looking at.

"Oh, look. What a surprise!" he exclaimed, unsarcastically. "It's Roxas...and Kairi."
"What?"
"You heard me right."
"But...Cloud? Why're you lookin' at them?"

He shook his head as Kairi eyed him suspiciously for a few seconds, then turned back to the blond boy, a.k.a. Roxas. "I'm not that fond of that Roxas kid." he began. Then, Cloud crossed his arms in a disappointed fashion. "He's flirting with my little sister."

"You have a point there. It seems everyone doesn't like those two together." Demyx noted, a more detective-like voice used to note so. "But, as for me, I just want a lollipop."

The brunet sighed in discouragement. "Whatever."


And so, I saw Cloud staring at Roxas and I. Or, does it go like "Me and Roxas"? I'm not so sure myself. This entry concludes.

I guess Big Brother really is watching you.

Your Friend (and owner),
Kairi.


Yes, Kairi, we all know 1984 was a pretty good book. I actually thought it was pretty good, just didn't understand some of it in seventh grade...which was last year, which was when my comprehension skills were rated as "post high school", but I couldn't understand a stupid book. Grrr.

Stupid tests. RAWRGG. Yes, the chapter was practically the diary entry. :D So, since there's not much to rant about right now.

So, I'll move onto the replies...

Malcolm Yuy- Geez, you must really like this story to be always getting first review. Woah. Forgot to recognize you for that. Anyways, no, actually, I didn't think of their father to be Gippal. I was planning for it to be Leon or something stupid like that, since technically, they're only half Al Bhed...I guess. LAWL. But thank you for the idea. Maybe, you're mindful ponderings expressed throughout reviewes might determine the fate of the characters of this story...Yes. Confidence issues. Man, I've got a handful of them. XD I hate it when people say I'm flirting with someone, when I am simply having a (it just so happens to be a) hilarious, yet somewhat intellectual conversation with somebody. People...Anyways, thank for the review! Really appreciate it!
The Lonely Night Rain14- Thanks. :D Yes, I find it a strange factor in this story, considering his voice in the Japanese is so HAWTTTT. Seriously, if I weren't home alone when I was watching some clips of KH2 Final Mix+ (Not sure how that goes...), I would've been squealing. I LOVE his voiceeee.!! hahaha. And I bet you'd make a good mom (IF YOU CAN GET A BF LAWL.)...-rolls eyes- LAWL. I don't think your kid would approve of that. XD Well, thanks for the review.
nupinoop298- Wow, thanks! I wouldn't say "awesome", but you're the reader, I guess I'll take your word for it...(even when my brothers get comments about "you shoudl've won Battle of the Bands", but my dad's like "The other band deserved it, don't listen to them", it's funny.):D FINE, HERE WAS MORE. Gosh. Well, thanks for the review! :DDD Er...reviews. LAWL. :DDD

Roxas: Ja Ne!
Namine: -giggles- You're getting there, Roxas-kun.
Roxas: Arigatou, Namine-chan!
Sora: -raises an eyebrow- What in the...
Namine: You're welcome. -turns to reader(s)- Review! Please?

Yeah, what Namine said! Please...I'm thinking about...nyehhh. Go read it on my profile if you'd like to know.

So, yeah, review. PLEASE?!

THANKS!?

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