A/N: I am so sorry that it took long to update but I have been really busy lately and I have been having writers block. Okay at first I would like to thank all the reviewers. The song that is brought to you today by me is: Survivor by Destiny's Child (bringing old skewl back LOLOL). Thank you and enjoy your story.

Emmett: Baby you're a firework come on let you color burst. Boom Boom Boom even brighter than the moon moon moon.

Rosalie: Emmett I love you but shut up you cannot sing at all.

Emmett: Don't hate my singing babe I can sing really well just asks anyone.

Rosalie: Ok, (Jasper, Alice, Edward, Bella walk in) guys right Emmett here cannot sing at all.

Everyone: Yeah it is true you cannot sing sorry.

Emmett: All I have to say is don't hate me cause I'm beautiful (everyone laughs) I meant don't hate me cause I'm handsome (everyone still laughing) forget you guys.

Disclaimer: *sobs* I don't own Twilight and *sobs* all the characters, but I do own Yasmin and Tony *doing happy dance*

**Bella's POV**

Previously on A Fresh Start With Kids?

I was at home sitting in my bed thinking about things. Should I stay or leave.

I have made a decision I am going…

**Bella's POV**

I was sitting on my bed and I get a text from Edward.

Bella im srry. Can I take da kidz out 2morrow?

Edward.

I texted him back saying:

Fine u can come pick them up around 12.

After that I went to sleep I have a day that I am dreading, when I was about to go to sleep Alice texted me.

We r goin shoppin 2morrow since Edward takin da kidz out.

Argggg can tomorrow get any better.

-Next Morning-

I awoke to the sound of the stupid alarm; I just want to skip this day so bad right now. I dragged myself out of my bed, and went to the kitchen. For breakfast I ate my favorite cereal Coco Puffs. It is just so chocolatelty. The kids come bouncing down the stairs and watch TV. I tell them that they are going with Edward today. Tony was really happy but Yasmin really just didn't mind at all, she probably doesn't know that Edward is her dad.

Around 12 Edward came by and got the kids. Then around 2 Alice came and got me and we went to Port Angles to go shopping. What a joy this will be fun. NOT.

**Edward's POV**

I was with the kids and we were at the zoo. We say many animals and stuff. I got to know the better and I decide that I was being an asshole for missing their lives and I didn't want to miss anymore of it. I am here to stay. We were currently looking at the lions, they looked really furious. The kids were getting really hungry so I took them to McDonalds.

We went to the McDonalds that had a play area. When they were done with their food, they immediately went to the play area. I just sat there and watched them play and have a fun time. It was getting late so we went home. I took them to my house since Bella was still shopping with Alice. My parents were still here. I took the kids into the living room to my parents and my sister, aunt and uncle and I went upstairs to my room. I heard pitter patter of feet coming up to my room. I saw that it was Tony.

"Can I stay with you, I am really tired" He was walking up to my bed and couldn't see the top. I pick him up and put him on my bed and he snuggled right I and fell asleep. I soon feel asleep after he fell asleep.

I was woken up from my nap with my son. my mom woke me up saying that she needs to take them home. I say bye to them and go back to sleep dreaming of us to be a perfect family instead of a broken family.

**Bella's POV**

I was shopping with Alice and it I can't even find a word for shopping with her. I loved to go shopping but she just goes overboard. I was getting really tired and hungry.

"Allicce, can we like get some food I am starving!"

"Find, but this is our only break we have at least a couple more hours of shopping." Rag can this pixie ever take a break of shopping. When we got into the café at the mall the song Survivor was playing. I have survived a lot lately and I am making a big decision that can affect everybody, but I am doing it for my kids so that they grow up in a good environment even if it meant they will never see their father again or me. This decision has been taunting me for the last couple of days am I doing the right thing for them or is it just me that do not want them to see their father am I being selfish taking them away.

Survivor.smarter,
You thought that I'd be stressed without ya,
But I'm chillin'
You thought I wouldn't sell without ya,
Sold nine million.

(Verse 1)
Now that you are out of my life,
I'm so much better,
You thought that I'd be weak without ya,
But I'm stronger,
You thought that I'd be broke without ya,
But I'm richer,
You thought that I'd be sad without ya,
I laugh harder,
You thought I wouldn't grow without ya,
Now I'm wiser,
You thought that I'd be helpless without ya,
But I'm

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Verse 2)
Thought I couldn't breathe without you,
I'm inhalin'
You thought I couldn't see without you,
Perfect vision,
You thought I couldn't last without ya,
But I'm lastin'
You thought that I would die without ya,
But I'm livin'
Thought that I would fail without ya,
But I'm on top,
Though it would be over by now,
But it won't stop,
You thought that I would self-destruct,
But I'm still here,
Even in my years to come,
I'm still gon' be here.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

(Bridge)
I'm wishin' you the best,
Pray that you are blessed,
Much success, no stress, and lots of happiness,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna blast you on the radio,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna lie on you or your family, yo,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna hate you in the magazine,
(I'm better than that)
I'm not gonna compromise my Christianity,
(I'm better than that)
You know I'm not gonna diss you on the Internet
Cause my momma told me better than that.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)
Oh
(Oh)

After all of the darkness and sadness,
Still comes happiness,
If I surround myself with positive things,
I'll gain prosperity.

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what)(Don't stop me now)
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

[Chorus]
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm not gonna give up (what),
I'm not gon' stop (what),
I'm gonna work harder (what),
I'm a survivor (what),
I'm gonna make it (what),
I will survive (what),
Keep on survivin' (what).

As the song kept on playing I have been thinking am I doing the right thing or not. I just don't know he expects me to take him back after he left for me to raise his kids because he was scared of what will happen. What did he think I was scared out of my life doing this by myself, and having my kids grow up without a father? I was planning that when he left he is never ever allowed back in their life. When I saw how much Tony missed I don't know what to do. I just can't take him away from him he might hate me and I really don't want that to happen at all. After all I am doing this for him to live a better life, but I also came here to spend some time with my dad Charlie. Right now I am confused as ever in my whole life on what to do.

"Bella, Bella, Bella" Alice was calling my name so I snapped out of my trance (I don't know what that word means it sounds so professional).

"Yes"

"You ok I have trying to talk to you for the last past five minutes." She asked concerned.

"Yeah just thinking about things, so where are we off to next?"

"Well I say we can go home, Edward's mom says that she will bring the kids over later. My mom wants me home she says that I have an obsession with shopping and my room is not clean and saying stuff like she will take my credit card away, but I always get I back from my dad, so let us go."

Alice dropped me off at my house with a lot of shopping bags. Once I put all the clothes away I cleaned around the house. Around seven Edward's mom dropped the kids off saying that they already eat. Score! I don't have to make anything. I asked her to stay here awhile, so I can go give Charlie some food so he can eat something healthy. When I put the kids for bed, I went to go call my mom.

The phone ringed a couple of times before she picked up "Hello"

"Hey mom it's me Bella"

"Ohh how wonderful to hear you so how are you liking Forks, and don't forget to visit with my precious grandchildren."

"Ok mom I will." I told my mom about everything that happened so far.

"So I was wondering if the kids can…"

A/N: Okay so here was chapter nine and don't forget to review... So once again review and tell me what you think about it. What a wonderful cliffhanger to leave off on a wonderful story don't you say. What is going to happen next you want to know but onlyI know? (Evil laugh)Just review and you will see it in a couple days or weeks it depends on how I am doing in school. I have a poll on my profile to see if you reviewers want Bella to stay in Forks or go back to L.A. What going to happen to the kids? I don't know just review and find out.

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