AN : / Hi guys!

So, the last chapter had been half liked and half disliked.
I just want to precised that even if some are doubting, this is a Calzona Story.
But I know that seeing what's happenning on the show, a lot of you want them back fast.
It will happen, don't worry ^^ I am no Shonda, My journey is shorter than hers! Ah ah

One more time thanks for the fav and the follow. It's really important to see the story you write is read and appreciate.
The reviews are always wanted . I love to read them.

Nina helped me with this chapter, so I thank you from France to your OR girl ^^.

Have a pleasant reading. Next chapter will be here soon.

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Later that same day, it was lunch time and Arizona was supposed to meet April in the cafeteria. The two friends hadn't spend a lot of time together for a while and April had text her a few hours earlier to ask if she was available on her lunch break.
So Arizona was already settled, nervously fidgeting on the table and playing with her phone while waiting for the redhead.
« You seem nervous. What's wrong? » April asked, sitting in front of her.
« No I'm not. » Arizona mumble. « Well, yeah I am... »
« Wow... Look who's grumpy today... »
« I'm not grumpy, I'm mad... » Arizona explained as she threw her phone on the table.
April looked at her and sighed. « Well, I thought you'd be all excited to tell me about your Andy... »
«Callie told me she wants me back. » Arizona suddenly said. It was compulsory, she needed to say it out loud. « First she told me she still loves me, and this morning she told me she wanted me back and that she was going to fight for it... »
« What ? » April asked totaly surprised by the news.
Arizona replied with a long angry whimper and put her head between her hands.
« But … What ? » April asked again. « She... She's with Penny... And she... You... »
« They broke up. » Arizona explained. « And Andy ended things with me. But we talked and she was okay to try again. And now this... »
The two friends sighed at the same time. April was also in a complicated situation with her husband. They were not talking about their problems. They were not even living together at the moment. But they occasionaly had sex and that was the only moment they really shared.
« What's wrong with us ? » April asked. « Me with my chaotic wedding... And you with your ex wife and your girlfriend... »
April tried too cheer up Arizona but she quickly noticed the confusion in her friends eyes.
« What are you going to do ? » She asked carefully.
« I don't know... » Arizona replied. « What am i supposed to do April ? I like Andy. She's gorgeous, she's funny, smart and she is out of the hospital microscope. You can not imagine how blooming it is to be able to discover a person out of the medical field and to let her introduce her world to you. »
« I understand. But what about Callie ? I remember not so long ago you still having feelings for her. Is that over ? »
« I don't want to hurt any of them... » Arizona said, on the verge of tears.
« I know that. »
« Oh my god... What Am I going to do... » Arizona whispered nervously rubbing her eyes as Callie entered the cafeteria with Meredith.
Callie didn't see her and she settled at a table. Arizona raised her head and looked at her from far, her hands knitted in front of her mouth.
Witnessing the staring, April smiled. She knew that look. She had seen Arizona looking at her ex wife dozens of times.
« You still love her ? » She asked.
« I... I'm lost here April... » Arizona mumbled, unable to taking her eyes off of Callie.
She was like hypnotized and was gulping, her heart beating faster in her chest and pictures of happy times with Callie running throught her mind.
« I... I lo... » Arizona tried to say as she was outed from her daydream by her phone ringing.
She jumped in surprise and the phone ringing made Callie turned her gaze to her table, blue eyes meeting brown ones.
She noticed immediately that Arizona had been staring at her. And as she was about to smile at her, Arizona avoided her gaze and suddenly stood up, taking her phone and leaving the cafeteria as fast as she could.

...

See that ? » Callie asked Meredith as the two women looked at Arizona rushing out of the cafeteria with her phone. « This is totaly screwed up. At least before I told her I loved her, we were able to talk. »
« You were just cordial. » Meredith precised. « I don't remember you were friends or that close... »
« We were... We could talk and laugh together... » Callie repeat, flustered by Meredith's words. « Nevermind... I shouldn't have said anything. Now, she's going to avoid me forever and she's going to be happy with her nerdy girlfriend... And I'll be alone... »
« Stop it, you' re being ridiculous... »
« And you stop bashing Amelia... » Callie snapped at her friend.
« What ? Mind your own business Torres ! » Meredit said, taking he tray and begining to leave the table when Callie grabbed her arm.
« I'm sorry... » She apologized. « I didn't mean it. You see, I'm screwing everything up... »
Meredith hesitated a minute and sat back. She gave Callie a reprobate look and sighed. « I know I've been hard on her, but she is just so intrusive... »
« If you want revenge on someone, blame it on my ex... » Callie sighed.
« What does Arizona had to do with that ? »
« Oh, I wasn't talking about Arizona... I mean Penny... » Callie precised. « She slept with someone else the day I told her that I wanted a break. »
« I know... » Meredith said.
« What ? » Callie took offense.
« The nurses were talking about that. » Meredith said tactlessly.
« Great... So one more time everybody knows i've been cheated on... » Callie grumbled.
« The last time, you told everybody. No one would have known otherwise ! »
« What is it with you ! We were supposed to have reconciled ! » Callie stared at Meredith.
« You're the one who started With Amelia and everything... » Meredith replied, turning her gaze from Callie like she was pouting.
A silence took place and as the tension seem to be at its higher level the two friends burst into laughter. It was still a nervous laugh but that giggling was a rescuer for both of them.
« I'm sorry... » Callie finaly appologized. « I'm just … »
« I know... Don't worry... » Meredith simply noded. « But you know, I have to talk with Amelia. But my situation is still better than yours. »

...

« Hey ! How are you today ? » Arizona nervously said while taking the call.
« Hey... » Andy replied almost coldly.
« I was having lunch with April, you know I talked to you about her. »
« Yeah. »
Noticing the lack of speaking, Arizona worried a little. « Is everything okay ? »
« I dont think I am gonna make it... For the dinner... wednesday... » Andy said.
« Oh... » Arizona replied. « You... We... »
« I forgot I had the stocking to do at the store. I can't let my brother do it on his own. And it's something that takes a long time. We've got a lot of stuff... »
« Andy... I get it. » Arizona stated. « You don't have to lie to me. I understand. »
« I'm sorry. » Andy whispered. « But I can't risk it. I don't deserve it, and neither do you. »
« What do you mean ? » Arizona asked quietly.
« I could fall in love with you... God, that would be so easy... » Andy explained. « I believe you. You have told me everything about you. At some point, I was wondering if you were not only showing everything bad about you, or I'd rather say everything you think about you... »
« I'm sorry Andy I don't understand what you mean... » Arizona repeated.
« You told me about you being a cheater, about your leg, you insisted on your crazy schedule, you pointed out that you have a daughter and that it's not easy to date a person who has a kid. It was like you wanted me to flee. But even if you thought those things would be unpleasing, I didn't care about any of it. You showed me who you were, with your flaws and that's what I found attractive. You were not playing a game. But I think that wherever we would have gone, I would have never been the person you are looking for. »
« I never meant to... » Arizona mumbled, tears rolling on her cheeks as she realized what Andy was trying to tell her.
« I know... And I don't blame you. But I will never be her. » Andy sadly stated.
« Andy... I … »
« I wish you the best of this world can give Arizona. And if this best is with her, go and get it. »

...

It was too much in a short amount of time for her. She was freaking out, she was mad, she was lost. And when things get hard, she bailed.
Well, she was not really bailing. She was just locked up in her office, sitting on the floor, leaning behind her desk.
Her prosthetic had been bothering her for a couple of day and she had take it off.
Why was this happening again and again. Why when things were about her and Calliope Torres, it was always messy and complicated.
You're supposed to feel carefree when it come to love in a relationship. Everything is supposed to be light and happy... At least at the beginning.
She sighed heavily. After all, why was she thinking about 'love'. There was no 'love' for her right now.

Andy ? She was a delight. She was everything you could look for in a woman. She was sexy, she was smart... She was caring and open minded. But as nice and kind as she can be, the talk she had with Arizona made her understand that she didn't love her. Not that she didn't know it. It was way too soon for that. But Andy had definitively opened a door in her heart. She could have fallen for her.

Callie? It was always the same old song, wasn't it.
And thinking about that shattered Arizona's heart in pieces. It was never the same thing with Callie. It had never been the same. Not even after the 'no kids issue' , Africa, the car and the plane crash, the leg, the cheating and the clumsy reconciliation after it...
It was never the same.
And it will never be because Callie was not like anyone else. She was the love of her life.

They said old habits die hard. And thats what had killed them three years ago. They were not talking. They were just trying to be happy, trying to make each other happy which had lead them to suffocate each other.

Why would it be different now ?

And now she was thinking about all those things endlessly, she punch her fist in the ground strongly.

« Ouch ! » She yelled as someone knocked at he door.

« Is everything okay in there ? » Callie asked.

« Go away... » Arizona yelled, rubbing her hand and wincing in pain.

« We need to talk Arizona. »
« No we don't. Leave me alone please. I was trying … to get some rest. »

a few minutes passed and Arizona sighed one more time, in relief this time. Apparently Callie was gone and that was a good thing. But her head was still a mess.
Suddenly she heard something turning in the lock of her door. She opened her eyes and the door opened.
Footsteps, the door being closed behind the person who was invading her office.

« Here you are... » Callie said, kneeling down. « You're trapped now. »