Finally, after forever... here's the chapter! i hope i didn't disappoint anyone and if i did, i'm really sorry. i tend to go emo all of a sudden and just cant handle writing at all, well its done now so read!

-love, thara


Chapter Eight: Talk

My heartbeat pounded against my ears, which I kept flat over my hair. Her hands touched me and set my skin on fire. The trail of kisses I placed from her neck down to her waist left my lips swollen. I had to stop what I was doing to remember to breathe. I rolled us over, bringing her on top of me, and lifted to a sitting position.

I was going crazy, my length- harder than ever- was driving me insane. I reached down to stoke my member, rubbing her womanhood in the same movement.

"Oh, kami!" Kagome gasped, I barely heard her over the thudding in my head, and just as she spoke, warm liquid spilled from inside her, wetting my hand and coating my member. She was ready, and so was I.

I used the arm I held around her to lift her up enough to comfortably slide two fingers inside her. She was warm and wet and soft and tight. I was so aroused it was almost painful on my cock. I took my fingers out of her, and grabbed my member to rub my tip on her clit again and again. I let my head fall back at the feel of her on me, closing my eyes. I was so close to my limit, it took all of my self control not to slam into her. But I wasn't going to wait much longer; I would give her one last warning.

"Kagome? " Are you sure? I didn't ask aloud and she didn't answer that way either, as she stared into my eyes and kissed me so softly, it almost broke my heart.

She nodded as if she understood my unspoken question, and this time I didn't hesitate. I slipped inside slowly. My vision had blind spots as my eyes rolled to whites. I pulled her down on me gently, until, about halfway through, I no longer fit inside. I touched her lips with mine, and ran my tongue along her lips to distract her. Then, I pushed in at the same time I pulled her down on my entire length, earning a cry from Kagome.

What I felt then was a mix of so many feelings -physically and emotionally- I wasn't sure my brain could handle much more. The first feeling was the pain, as if the skin of my cock had been ripped in the process, then the arousal; that one was almost the same as the pain, but she felt so soft and hot and she fit around me as if we were meant to be like this. The frantic beating of our hearts was the only thing that could give me away of how I felt.

That same heart was about to burst out of my chest. I was sure it would catch on fire and burn my insides completely. She was mine, and I was hers. That's how it would be forever. Had anyone ever told me, I wouldn't have believed I would ever make love to someone so perfect for me, let alone be the first one I would be with.

All of that happened in less than a second, because the moment I was all the way in, a strange aura was released, and all of Kagome's spiritual power was unleashed. It covered me like a barrier and for an instant, purified me completely. She stared at me wide-eyed when she saw my raven black hair. Then, I was back to normal. I wasn't sure it was because my yoki won over hers or if I simply got used to her spiritual energy, but I was a hanyou again, and I wasn't going to waste my time thinking about it.

I pulled out a bit only to slide back inside of her. The movement caused both of us to gasp in pain. I had to admit, it was awkward, the way I moved slowly in and out of her. I supposed it wasn't really how it felt physically that made it so special, but the fact that we were together. We were learning new part of our bodies that we never knew existed and it would take time to actually enjoy it. I set a rhythm and slowly kissed her neck, never failing to stop the movement. In, out, in, out, and in again. I ran my hands up from her waist to her breasts, teasing and rubbing like I had before. Then, she was touching me; kissing my neck and nibbling it softly, running her tongue in very sensitive spots.

Suddenly, she bit me, hard. Kagome stared back at me, her chocolate orbs radiating innocence, her lashes wet with tears and her lips swollen from our kisses. It didn't hurt much if anything at all- but that strange sensation of pain in this very moment was enough to raise goose bumps all over my body. I couldn't hold on much longer, I wasn't going to last any more than a minute. I quickened our pace, thrusting harder and faster that before. It hurt to move that way, but at the same time I didn't feel like it was fast or hard enough. I knew it must be hurting her, too, but I couldn't make myself go any slower. I heard her breathing in pants in time with my pace.

"Kagome," I came first, whispering her name to her ear, emptying my load inside of her, some of it rolling down her thighs. It wasn't until I was done, that she let her head fall back and the most exquisite sound came out of her mouth as she had gave in to her orgasm, leaving more goose bumps on my skin.

Her pupils dilated, black taking over brown and her cheeks were pink. I lifted her off of me, the action hurting both of us. I cringed and pushed my ears back as she gasped -out of pain this time. The room felt colder as she lay there beside me. The air coming from the open window was harsh on my skin as my cock began to soften. The room was too quiet as we panted trying to remember how to breathe correctly.

Was it wrong that I wanted to do it again?

When I stopped breathing so harshly, I noticed how our hearts beat in tune with each other. Has it always been like that? I asked myself, I never noticed before. Or maybe it's because of what just happened. Could that really be it? I was too focused on my thoughts that I was startled as I felt Kagome take me hand and entwine her fingers with mine.

Is it possible to be this happy? I thought. She turned to look at me, her eyes filled with pure joy and a small smile on her swollen lips. Kagome –my Kagome- turned on her side and curled around me, closing her eyes, "I love you," she said before falling asleep. Yes, it is…

I woke up after what seemed to be a couple of hours according to the night sky. I sat up, not wanting to open my eyes into reality. After all, how could I believe that what happened had been real and not a very detailed lucid dream? I knew I wasn't creative enough to dream of something like that but still, it was too good to be true.

I stood silent for a minute, listening for her breathing and heartbeat. They sounded even meaning she was still asleep, and I allowed a smile to take over my lips as I heard my heart beating in tune with hers. That alone brought an avalanche of memories cascading in my mind, remembering every single instant about what has happened hours earlier.

For that moment, I was the happiest person in the universe, but it only lasted a second. As I began to open my eyes, I tasted a strange scent in the back of my throat that I immediately recognized as the smell of blood, dried blood.

The blood was distinctly Kagome's, it was easy to see. Her thighs had splotches of dried blood and rest was smeared on the sheets. I felt sick to my stomach as I wondered if that amount of blood was normal.

Before I began to really panic, I decided it was a good time for a shower. It would at the very least remove all of the blood from my skin.

My hands were shaking as I turned the knob and hot water began to rush out. I was angry and scared just by thinking about accidentally hurting Kagome-sama. I should've spoken to Miroku, I thought. I scrubbed my skin harshly, until it began to color pink. I had to get the smell of her blood away from me. I rinsed my hair until it was silky and clean before wrapping a towel on my waist and heading for the bedroom again.

I peaked slowly to make sure Kagome was still sleeping, and let out a sigh of relief seeing as she hadn't so much as moved.

I slid a pair of shorts on. They were very much like the ones from yesterday, only this time they had a pattern of swirls in white. I pull on a white t-shirt to go with it, and took the red cap from the floor before heading out.

Truthfully, I couldn't remember which Miroku's room was, so I guided myself by scent. I found the door easily, and instead of knocking, I waited.

The door opened slowly. I smirked at the monk, his hair was messy and it seemed as if he had barely thrown the sheet around him to cover himself.

"I didn't interrupt anything, did I?" I asked.

He chuckled quietly, "Not necessarily, we were d- I mean, sleeping."

I tried not to roll my eyes at him, "Do you have a minute?"

"Yeah, just give me a second to get dressed," I nodded and he closed the door again.


So that's it... i hope the end didnt seem too random, i wanted their conversation to be a part of this chapter but it would have made it too long. i'll try to have the next chapter up soon, not sure when because i still have like 3 ongoing stories besides this one, but i'll try! please review :D