Chapter 8: The Hiding Part 2 7-8-2016
Later in the day, while one instructor was teaching us history, Rocky tapped on my shoulder. He must've noticed it too. Usually, I was very interested in history class and seemed to soak every lesson but today was a different day. Rocky usually sat behind me, and I guess he could tell if there was something off with me.
It was because of Priscilla. In one of her urination lessons, she said we needed to "exercise" our bladder, so she told us to hold it in for a period of time to stretch the "muscles." Initially, I thought this was going to be easy. She said because I have male genitalia, I have a much bigger bladder than the rest of the girls, therefore, I can hold a lot more for longer, but I think she overestimated the amount of liquids she gave me. Everyone had to drink about a half-gallon of water when we started, but I was given three times that amount. "Don't worry, Dani," Priscilla had said to me. "You might have more of a urine capacity than the males. We never know unless we push the limits." And ironically, as everyone else seemed okay, I seemed like I was gonna burst at any minute. I guess the only good news is that now I have an excuse to keep my hind legs closed.
"Yes?"
"What's wrong with you? You seem on edge." The boys had this same challenge too but not nearly as much difficult as the females.
"It's the holding challenge," I said to Rocky. "I think our instructor gave me too much."
"Nonsense. You probably have a lower tolerance. You'll be fine."
"EXCUSE ME!" growled the instructor. "I am teaching a history class! You! What's your name?" I stood up, my legs tight. I heard half the class giggle. Some of the Betas here didn't know about my oddity, most of them were males from Randy's class. "Come up here with me." I walked to the front of the class where she was.
"My name is Dani."
"Well, Dani. Explain to me and the class why you're being so disruptive."
"Umm..." I looked at Rocky. I was so nervous. "Uh, I was just reminding Rocky... the various events that happened with the united pack during the first two hundred canine years. He um... has a lower tolerance for maintaining the amount of information he can absorb without losing it. Isn't that right, Jenny?" She didn't know what I was talking about but still got the memo.
"Uh, yes of course. I could overhear them." The instructor wasn't buying it. She wasn't a dumb cookie.
"Hm. You know, Dani. We have a penalty for Betas who give out falsehoods." I sat down. She went and walked behind me and started sniffing the back of my neck. It became so weird, and my classmates in front of me had their jaws dropped. Was this instructor a homosexual pedophile? Then she started awkwardly nibbling my ears and instantly everyone including me knew what was she was saying. One of the worst punishments at the Alpha School; it was when you had another wolf come and bite a piece of your ear off. It was suppose to act as a constant reminder to not do the bad thing you were punished for. But such a punishment was for serious lies, not playful or harmless ones like right now. I guess the history instructor was trying to warn me of what could happen. Still, I had a feeling she was homosexual. There was no need to make it weird. Words were enough.
"Yes. I know." She let go of my ear. I sharp pain came from lower stomach area.
"Please tell the class what really happened."
"Umm... Can I go outside real quick? I need to go!" I started holding with my paws down. My eyes were closed shut and my teeth bared as the pain spread. I began to take deep breaths. Half the class, especially the Betas who didn't know that well looked at me like a shocked father watching a birth take place.
"Stop playing around!" ordered the teacher, annoyed.
Suddenly, I felt the sphincter under my bladder simply give up under the tremendous pressure, and I felt a river of liquid flow through the small tube directly into my "oddity" in milliseconds. Almost a quickly, using one of my paws, I pinched the end of my sheath which began to swell as urine poured into the penis inside. The pain I had simply moved downward. And amazingly, no one noticed.
"PLEASE!" I said. "I'm begging you!"
"I think she really needs to go," said Kayla. But then I saw Briana cover her mouth.
As soon as I could tell the instructor was starting to realize I wasn't joking, I began to quickly waddle over to the mouth of the cave with no questions asked, moving around my classmates. This cave was also where some of the instructors prepared kills, and there was smooth rock slabs on the ground that tiny pools of caribou blood smeared on it. I tried to move around these as I was heading outside, but with my luck, I slipped on one of them, lost grip of my penis as I fell on my back, and watched some of my classmates look at me in utter shock as they watched urine rush out of my sheath's opening and spray on my chest and stomach in front of it and onto the stone slab. And since my penis was pointed towards the crowd, and I was on my back with my legs spread out, everyone had a clear view of what was happening. To the wolves who didn't know I was a transgender including the teacher, I don't wanna describe the look on their faces. For some of them, I can't because they ran out of the den before I could read them.
A minute later, I stood up and far more pee came out, this time gravity doing the work. I didn't wanna move any more. The class just stared at me as I got low to the ground in the original urinating posture I learned as a pup. I was crying hard. Almost everyone will know about me now. Briana was right. I need to join her. This pack will always remember me as a weirdo clutz. A normal life isn't possible here anymore.
It took me three minutes to fully get rid of all the urine. And now there was a huge puddle of it in the history class den. I knew with a puddle that large, my scent was probably gonna be there permanently. Year after year, the history class would pass down my disturbing story. I honestly would rather have my ears bitten than this. I hear that some adults brag about how many nicks and holes they have in their ears from being bad in Alpha School. What happened today is something I'll never brag about.
