CHAPTER 9: OPEN BOX

Threw the week I could feel the sorrow of the hollow Ichigo slaid it haunted me at night to hear their cries but no answer from me..every day I aand Ichigo hung out probably because I haven't been going to school its been three days since I was there, the only reason why I haven't went is because I was afraid of that girl and the rumors, the laughter and most of all my will to fight back. Every day he came over to see me he'd talk me 'You should go back to school tommorow' arrgh I hated it how he always wanted me to go he just kept pushing and pushing but here I am now sitting in a classroom listening to the sensi talk about the new unit in English we were going to do.

"Class today we're going to start poetry" she spoke getting sighs and hated actions

"Yesss" I whisphered then turned to Ichigo who was smiling upon the news of the unit.

"But don't worry to introduce the unit we'll be doing a poet off with each others at the front "

"What's a poet off?" Keigo asked

"It's when two people stand at the front and speak with the moving sound, words of poetry about their life like Shakespare who ever wins the poet off goes against the next person the altra poet at the end gets to pick one person along with themselves to have no homework "

Whisphers started up about the news how people wanted to win the peot off, sure with me and Ichigo in the class your all fried to a bloody crisp trust me even if we go against each other one shall win.

"Okay first, two up are Kuckiki and Inoue" Sensi said shit not her.. anyone but her if I win she'll beat me up again and I don't want that. But I don't want to lose this I love peotry, "Kuckiki" sensi said to hurry me up. I got up and went to the front where the girl was standing the sensi flipped a coin to see who goes first of course with my luck Orhime went first she glared at me the whole time she was thinking of what to say.

"Fine morn" she started

"Fine morn indeed, sun at the breings of the heavens, the songs of the soft, feathered blue birds chirp, the dancing smell of thy flowers upon the breeze, Indeed is the finest of all high rise morns"

"I ask of thee a question of tho?"

"Indeed "

"Where of thou parnets upon this day... they in a employment a joy where of thee blood of thee vains the breath of thouse lungs?"

I couldn't say anything I couldn't say the death of my parnets it would defeat me she hit a nerve and a emontion I could feel the rain in my soul of the memory the sadness and the hatered disappear, run, hide, anything. Why ask that question out of any question that was to be asked..

"Answer thy question" she demanded

"I..."

"What of thou, thee of blood leave of you didn't need you nor want of thy..Cursed of thee day you take in thee air, hatered upon thy for the look, appearance did of they wish you got could have never of love of you, Or of those your mother and thy farther creat of thee by accident and wanted tho to suffer"

Oh no she didn't just call me a accident a mistake or insalt my parnets. I could feel the anger rise in my body, my fist were balls now I helded them so tight my hands were white, my teeth girtted together in rage that bitch!

"Never of thee speak upon my blood as thou!" I yelled I could see the I knew it look on her face the evil smirk she had on like she was going to contiue, I dare you to fuckin do it I don't give a flying monkeys ass, speak about my parnets again and I'll kill you and trust me I will love it with all my heart and soul to watch you bleed to a empty death and see a pool of blood at my feet I would laugh at the sight wither in your pain and smile at the consiquices.

"You of many was your mother a whore working on the street for the money for protection and food, did she look at you a hate the sight to see the disguste to have failed her trade. Was your father a man of borem wanted a quick time no more then a ride of a woman, did the news of you cause him a death of a hang of thee throat" she spoke

The anger break in me she's dead now I don't care for the law or the words my brother said she just crossed the line I'm putting my foot down the worse thing was she was doing it infront of the sensi who was trying to keep up well keep up with this!

"Thy of many my vains of blood are of not you words you bitch of whores, you might have beaten, kicked, punched, cursed me but you of many shall not disgrace my parnets name... you think they kilt themselves well take a fuck look around I have sibling you bitch and then you mock my mother and fathers sex's I'm of glade to know you indeed enjoy to curse of the dead and buried thy parnets died protect thy and my siblings of blood thee of many hated the thought but knew the truth I shall not stay here and take thy breath of hatered and sin to my blood of vains, my heart and thy soul they are the reasons I of 3 are here to listen to your ungreatful...rude...cursedit...discgrace of thy sex if you wish to insalt them once more of the sun you shall be of the night dead, worthless,waste...yes indeed you may be royal to the fake, plastic society of this school but in thy eyes and many others your just a wimpy piece of crap in the burden of the world make of a choice life or die of thy hands" I said with the murderous voice I grew up practicing alone at home at night.

"You of many your just of a produce of a whore yo-" a whistling smack filled the room from my hand on her cheeck she fall in pain and I look down on her "Pay back is a fine of deed a bitch" I whisphered then kicked her like she and her gang did to me I could feel people pulling me away from her but I fought back all I saw was red everywhere the anger she started to stand when I grabbed her collar of her shirt and whipped her at the wall I looked in her eye that were filled of fear "Ever talk about my family again I'll rip your throat out, cut you into a billion tiny pieces, watch you die in pain; I will burry you in the deepest darkest hole and dance with laughter over your lifeless body and enjoy ever momment. If you ever touch me again I'll cut your tingue out and listen to your silence, and kill you slowly I'll watch with asmusment and smiles to see your pain" I said then dropped her to the floor my vision came back and I was panting after the anger I just had, "Kuckiki to the office Koursaki bring her there would you " sensi said I just left fuck this shit.

We entered the hallway together and passed by many classrooms till we where at the office I sat there and Ichigo sat beside me he stared at me, he could see I was in shock I haven't done that in years fight, beat, threaten a girl but it felt good for su- I felt him hold my hand and I laced my fingers threw his I liked this better then violence he kissed my cheeck we've been kissing a lot lately he even called me his girlfriend he rubbed the back of my hand with his warm thumb and I smiled at him brightly.

"Good job back there" he said

"I told you I'm a murder so that was nothing compared to what I can do"

"Your not a murder stop using that word for yourself okay I don't think you are okay and you never will be in my eyes never"

"How can you been so sure about me Ichigo?"

"Easy I'm just like you but I know what it's like to kill the thrill is amazing the anger is breath taking the enjoyment to see the life go is like you best feeling ever"

That's right he kills hollows and thats murdering someone right? A hollow is a sadned soul who was missed and forgotten put threw pain and death hollows are just another shape of a human soul the horrible part that we lock away and move on without no one knowing it was once there it's the secret torcure we hide inside and kills the inside of us.I stared at his amber eyes they glazed with fear and happiness with his gorgouse face he stared at my like he could read my soul with in me.

"So midget where were you born?" he asked I punched him in the gut as he doubled over in pain.

"I was born in a small town far away from here it probably has never been heard of once my family left most of the others did too. Apparnetly we were the most popular there but now a days we're the under dogs that have no one... and bigfoot don't call me midget"

"Why so popular m-...germlin?"

"We were the friendly, happy family that everyone looked up to when we left and the secrets we kept from them the town went down hill...Wait did you call me a germlin bigfoot?"

"Maybe...What about your parnets what were they like?"

"They were in love and happy, when they were alone they'd talk about problems and worries they were nice, wonderful people that were well know, the night they died they took the happiness from the place leaving a large, ugly shadow of hate and darkness that still haunts me."

"I don't want to sound rude or a brown noser but... How'd they die?" he asked

Time stood still in my head I could hear the tearing of their skin, smell the blood drain from their bodies the souls disappear into nothing but dust. The cold wet rain on my skin, wet clothing, screams of sadness from brother and Hisana, the wet muddy soil on my knee's as I cried for them, the feel of the clothing they wore as I tried to wake them from the dead sleep. I could see the open feild with a single tree standing the picnic basket and blaket laid out, the dirty path where the cars and ambulance drove down, the open forest and my small childish body shivering at the cold air around me the sky was filled with dark,black clouds and lighting which made the sence worse for the mood.

"Rukia you don't have to answer that question okay, just don't cry okay everything will be okay I promise " he spoke giving me a warm hug I laid my head on his chest and let a soft tear fall and soak his shirt, a soft kiss on my head told me it was going to be okay. The noise of a door opening and foots heading to the room didn't get to my ears.

"Awwwe! MY SON HOW CUTE YOU AND KUCKIKI-CHAN CUDDLING ON THE COUCH!"Isshin yelled then Ichigo was out of my hold and beating his father to a blood pulp, I watched as they fought and sighed "Idiots" I stood and walked over to the two with a serious look on my face I cleared my throat but nothing they kept going...god man always fighting for nothing unlike woman we hold a bloody hate. I reached in and pulled the two apart sending Ichigo to the stairs and Isshin to a wall with a thumd as they were tossed. I crossed my arm at my chest "Do you two ever stop I swear if there were a bloody eartquake you two would be the cause for it!" I yelled.

"What! He started it !"Ichigo yelled I was getting tired of the childs act they played "What me you throw the first punch son!"Isshin yelled the anger grew to a boiling point "Shut up" I whisphered but nothing just yelling."Shut up" I spoke louder but again the same thing instead they got louder "SHUT THE FUCK UP NOW!" I screamed then they were quiet I stood there in anger "YOU ARE LUCKY YOU HAVE EACHOTHER! I'D DIE TO HAVE WHAT YOU TWO HAVE SO JUST STOP! ICHIGO YOUR LUCKY TO HAVE A FATHER WHO CARES, IS ALIVE, WORKS, SUPPORTS YOU AND YOUR SISTERS WELL BEING A FATHER! KOURSAKI-KUN YOUR LUCKY TO AT LEAST HAVE A SON WHO DOESN'T DO DRUGS, FIGHT LIKE A MAD MAN, HATE THEIR SIBLINGS, CURSE AT YOU , HATES HOME OR COMES HOME FOR THE FACT ! You two may fight each other and drive each other nuts but your family and families are to be kind to each other not act like cave man but that's what I think you two my have diffrenet thoughts but trust me when I say that once one of you is gone you'll look back and see all the time you fought for nothing but lose all the time you had" I yelled then spoke then headed to the door to leave they'll want some alone time. The room was silent the only noise was from me leaving and the breathing we all did, I exited and headed home I creeped into the house when I saw the black cat at my door waiting for me or someone.

I unlocked the front door, the cat walked in and hopped on the couch as I headed to the kitchen with my bag in hand. It stared at me oddly speak already jeeez... stop stareing at me would you it's disturbing and I mean really really disturbing. I flopped onto the couch with a cola in hand.

"What are you ?" the cat asked I turned to her with a puzzled look on my face

"What ? I'm a human" I said

"That's the thing you have a human body, soul and you have a large supply of restu and spiritual pressure you have a sense to you that says diffrenet then humna but a shimigame or creature..."

"I'm not a shimigame and I am not a creature but a person who has whatever you call it I am far from a Shimigame and far from a Hollow so toss that away before theres trouble "

"Then what are you Uarhara is going nuts with the question, with looking at the test he did and the pressure he felt that brought him to his knees you are the thing he wants to know of the thing he wishes to answer so badly it's causing stress on him just give the answer already would you "

"No he should give up before it become the death of him if he wishes to know soo bad tell him to ask the Soul Society they know and never found me " I said standing then headed to my room it was 1:00 Rangiku and Gin would be home for a little while I should do some homework and then draw a little. As I reached my room with that stupid cat following behind me I noticed a pressure in the street that was strong but not a hollow I quickly ran to my room and looked out the window to see a girl with tanned skin and short hair wearing a shimigame robe they found me run now..."Oi!Soi fon "the cat yelled and the shimigame jumped up to the roof which made me panic I ran to the washroom in fear "W-Wait don't run Miss " the girl spoke like hell I'm not running I'm sprinting. I locked the door and looked for a way out but nothing not a window or crack why'd I run here a knock from the door scared me "Kuckiki-chan open the door Soi fon isn't a threat to you trust me she came to visit me " I don't care she'll figure it out and then I'm good as D-E-A-D. I sat there for hours till Rangiku and Gin got home and the cat was gone I finished everything and dinner was done it was around 8 so Ichigo was done dinner also. At the table Rangiku told me about a concert going on tonight after I said what happened at school.

Concert for a band called Arrow smith was playing and I like their music I wonder if Ichigo wants to go, I hopped out the window and jumped onto his roof quietly I pulled my body over the side to his window were he was stareing at the star outside in the sky "Boo" I said popping into his view he screamed and ran off his bed quickly to the floor he panted and stared at me "Jeuse Midget you scary me " he said with a harsh voice "Awe you afraid of little old me how wish... good your dressed still hurry up and get up here" I said then disappeared "OI! Wait Rukia " he yelled out the window up to me "Hurry up or I am leaving without you Ichigo" I said and he appeared "Where we going ?"he asked I smiled"A concert" I answered.

"So you got tickets to Arrow Smith" he said I laughed "You kidding we're to broke to get in to the concert " I said climbing down the side of the building to the street with him following. We walked abite "So how are we going to get in ?" he asked I stopped and pulled him close to me I pulled his shirt down to me and looked at his eyes "Sssh it's a little secret called sneaking in Ichigo.. you got to live a little bit hunny " I whisphered to him "Hunny huh? I like the sound of that " he said I let go and kept heading to the concert. We arrived and the place was packed secruity was tight, tall, and muscluar man I glanced around the place to see a fence that I climbed over, there was a ladder that I climbed and stood on the roof stareing down at the crowd that roar in excitement I laid on my stomch to keep hindden when Ichigo laid beside me. The music started "You are super sneeky " he said to me I turned to him with a smile " Maybe " I sighed.

He leaned closer to me and I inched closer when a light flashed in our eyes from the concert I turned back to the view hearing the music and rythm when a slow song came on and couples started to dance together "Want to dance?" he asked standing on his feet I stood and took his hands, we moved to the music when I stepped on his foot he hissed in pain "Oh sorry I'm not a dancer" I whisphered "It's okay" he said and lead me in the dance so I wouldn't step on his feet again. When the song ended we where faced to face I came closer and so did he till our lips met, soft and warm they moves ferice and smoothly better then my fail at dancing. We deepen the kiss to the fullest till we were moaning and graoning softly, our tongues battling in a war of passion."Thank you for coming " the singer said to the crowd and we parted.

"I guess it's over" he said blushing "The concert might but not us " I said then locked lips with him again oh yeah I can live. Once we parted we left the concert and walked home on the street stood Orhime, Uryu and Sado with that cat and man. Ichigo went to them leaving me alone when a large hand appeared behind me with large claws and white skin. I turned to see the hollows two together hollows who stay together either have a realion or know eachother one had a head of black stringy hair and red eyes, the other was large with rabbit ears and purple bright eyes "S-s...arrg..sec-arrg...second chance " the hollow said in a growl when I was knocked back onto the street be Orhime who cover me in a orange sphere and Ichigo was there facing the hollows. The Hollows screamed Sado had a arm of hollow skin the cat was behind Orhime and Uarhara watching, "no...No...NOOOOO!" I screamed they will not die I except my gift ! With that the sphere filled with a strong white pressure brusting it sending Orhime flying along with the cat I screamed as my eyes went white with power. My body was on fire in a good way "STOOOOOP!" I screamed a wave of white shot from fingers throwing Sado and Uryu backwards into a wall I ran with speed and touched the sword Ichigo had sending it to 10000's of peices "What the fuck" he said.

I came close to the hollows "Sssssh it's okay..I'm here let me see"I spoke softly taking their hands a flash appeared on the street as I saw the two past and present they were a married couple with a son their names where Kaien and Miyako they died from a car accident and their little boy was all alon in the world.I opened my eyes to see Uarhara going at on of them I leaped and shot a sphere of light at him that sent his body threw the air "DON'T STOP ME ! EVERYONE DEVERSE A SECOND CHANCE!" I yelled in anger no one should try and take that away that no one no shimigame, no human, no beast. I turned back to them and thought the words to bring them back and erase their deaths then the flash as bright as the sun went and they were starting.

The hollow skins disappearing and the human skin forming their souls stood there with smiles and tears I felt the pains of the crash and being forgotten. And I screamed in pain as the blood rised to my lips "No..no..come on miss " Miyako said hugging me close I was tired exhausted I started to close my eyes but the pain kept me up "I'll be fine Miyako-chan finish your tranformation"I said she nodded and stood next to her husband the light blinded me with in a minute they where human again and standing in front me. I smiled the pain was gone and I stood there as they hugged with tears on their faces, "Kaien we're alive again" she spoke "I know " he replied with happiness I held back the blood I needed to puke up "Yeah..so go see your son " I said. "Thank you Rukia Kuckiki" they said then ran off; I turned to see the destroy I created Sado and Uryu stuck a wall with white strapes holding them there Ichigo was on the floor covered by a white orb and Uarhara was lying on the ground stareing up at me with a smile. Orhime and the cat where in a orange orb together I whipped my hand to the right in the air "Away" I spoke and everyone was released. I stared at Uarhara and walked to him "You...you monster trying to take away peoples second chance you wished to know what I'm am well you got you damn answer I recreate hollows and souls. I have a part of me that is made to kill a-"I fainted and fell to the ground I could feel the arms of someone but who?

hey readers, what you think r&r

oh, I was thinking of making this a M fic so I can try a lemon but I want your opinions first.. next chapter "Awakening"

starting another fic soon or now idk so see ya later :)