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I would first like to apoligize for not updating for quite a while. I have been really busy with homework and I hardly have time to write anymore. And if I do I spend my time editing. So here is the next chapter. Also I would like to deicate this chapter to EvenIfTheSkyIsFallingDown. Last year around September she got some pictures and edited them to look like the photo album that Elizabeth has of her and Edward. I would just like to thank her a lot and I was amazed at her time and dedication she took to do this. I literaly was crying when I saw the photos she made. I was so shocked and amazed that one of my readers did this. SO I dedicate this chapter to her. I hope you like it. Also I would like to thank all my other readers for reading my story. Thank you so much for all your support.
P.S the website to view EvenIfTheSkyIsFallingDown's album is on my profile. It is really amazing. :)
BPOV
(A week/ days after the snow day)
Days after we went skating, I was in a happy yet sad mood. I was having too much fun hanging out with the Cullens but it was difficult to handle my emotions with Edward around. He was so close that I could tell him but then that would just cause a whole commotion. Yet when I saw him, I felt the need to go up to him and hug him. These days had passed quickly. After we came back Alice's vision came true, we didn't have to go to school. When Tanya heard that she dragged Elizabeth upstairs back to work on her wedding. These days they were working on her wedding meanwhile everyone else just hung out together and I got to know more about Edward. I didn't know what she had done but I was soon to find out. Today was Monday again so it meant school. We were heading to our house with our bags and everything from the whole week at the Cullens house. We arrived and immediately got all our bags and took them inside. We had two hours before school so we were in no hurry. We went inside and then Elizabeth just dropped the bags in the living room and sat in the sofa.
"Ugh home sweet home." she said.
"Yup," I said sitting down as well.
"So anything else happen while I was the wicked witch skunk bag," she said grimacing.
"No not really just hung out with the Cullens. How is the planning coming along?" I asked. Even though I hated hearing about the wedding, it was included in every conversation with Tanya.
"Okay so she has already decided that she wants the bridesmaid dresses to be purple so she wants the color scheme to be purple and white. Then she said that she only wants a certain shade of purple so we went through all the possible colors on the internet on Google and believe me I was close to screaming at the computer screen" she said. I rolled my eyes.
"Then we went through the so many designs of dresses for the bridesmaid dresses. She wanted them to be a different design from the wedding dress, which she doesn't even have so then we went through bridal magazines and everything. She told me cut out the ones that were beautiful which would make any other person look ugly in it. Guess what?" she said.
"What?" I asked.
"I gave her designs in which she would look horrible and you would look amazing in. She still hasn't decided so she said that one of these days we are going to L.A or Port Angeles to look for it. I swear that when I get married I am going to do it small and simple. She wants a big fancy wedding in which she has the attention on her." She then sighed, closed her eyes, and leaned back on her seat. Meanwhile I sat there in thought.
"Elizabeth, what if Edward really wants to marry her and wants her to be a part of the family. If he really is happy with her then I don't want to do this anymore. I want the best for him." I said. Her head then shot up and looked at me.
"Bella, do you love him," she asked looking at me meaningfully.
"Yes, I do he means everything to me. He is the most important thing in my life." I said.
"Well, then there you go. You love him, that love still hasn't disappeared after all these years. True love is powerful that when a person is in love they never forget who they truly love." She said.
"Yes, but I want what is best for him and what makes him happy. If Tanya makes him happy then maybe they should be married instead of us ruining it." I said looking at my hands. Elizabeth then was in front of me.
"Bella, stop. I want my brother happy and I want you happy as well. Here is the truth, Edward is a big idiot. He doesn't see what is in front of him at the moment but we will make him see. Just you wait, and then Tanya will be away from us as possible. Now cheer up and get dressed we need to go to school." She said. I nodded, stood up and then went to my bedroom. I quickly showered and then changed into black skinny jeans and a purple & white striped shirt. I then put on black flats and I put a purple headband. I then grabbed a white jacket for later. I got my books together and then went into the living room to find Elizabeth wearing blue skinny jeans, a green shirt and a green headband then she had a white jacket for later and her black vans on.
"You look amazing Bells," she said smiling.
"You too. And we are taking my car." I said. She nodded and then we headed outside. We then got in the car and headed to school. We got there in a matter of minutes. When we got there the Cullens were there hanging around their cars while Tanya and Edward were inside his Volvo.
We pulled in the spot right near them and then got out of the car. We then headed towards them. Edward and Tanya were then getting out of the car. There eyes widened at the sight of my car. I tried to contain my giggles but I wasn't succeeding. Elizabeth then went up to Edward and shook her hand in front of his face.
"Hello is my brother Edward Anthony there. Or is this just an idiot that gets shocked that girls have better cars than him." She said smirking. At that, everyone began to laugh. Edward then broke out of his trance to glare at Elizabeth.
"Hilarious, Elizabeth." He said.
"Well it is true Edward, besides I think you have already seen this car. We took it the first time we went over to your house." She said.
"Well I was thinking of other things to actually notice it." He said being embarrassed while Tanya smirked. At that moment, the gaping hole in my chest began to ache. I pretended to smile but Rose, Alice, Jasper, Emmett and Elizabeth knew what I was really feeling.
"Okay, eww. I don't really need to know that" Elizabeth said with a face of disgust on her face. She then looked at Edward and then at me.
"Hey bells, we should get to class now. My mind is scarred." She said. She then began to walk away. I smiled a weak smile and then followed her. We kept walking until we got to her locker. I stood there while she opened it. Then once she did, she just threw her books in and then turned to me with frustration in her eyes.
"My brother is a huge idiot Bella," Elizabeth said. She then leaned against her locker. I then sighed even though I didn't want to answer.
"Well, Elizabeth they are engaged. They are going to get married." I whispered.
"Yeah, but do they have to have a huge make out session. I mean really he was taught better. Edward was taught and raised how to be a gentleman and now Tanya is breaking everything he was. He is hardly acting like my brother. Where is my brother that used to be fun and well…you know what I mean because Bella I really miss that Edward." She said sounding like she was going to cry. I then hugged her.
"I know Elizabeth but remember we are not in 1918 anymore. Besides that was when he was 17, he grew up Elizabeth." I whispered to her. She nodded.
"I just wish he would open up his eyes and see what is in front of him. Tanya is a horrible witch skunk bag. Come on lets go before the devil we speak of appears here." She said closing her locker. I chuckled at her sudden change in mood. Elizabeth was special like that she would go from sad to cursing someone quickly. She was like a true sister I never had.
Our classes passed quickly again. I could hardly notice anything interesting we were studying since we already knew it plus much more. Lunch came and went quickly, I hardly noticed it since I was thinking until Elizabeth called my name.
"Bella, Bella. Come on we have to go to class," she said getting up from her seat. I looked around and noticed that the cafeteria was almost empty. I quickly started standing.
"Ohh sorry I just have a lot on my mind," I said looking at her. She nodded understanding and then we went off to our classes. I went straight to biology while she went to her class. I knew Edward must have already been there since he wasn't in the cafeteria when I left. I reached the classroom and went inside quickly to my seat. The classroom was half way full but not completely. I looked over to my seat and saw Edward there seated looking out the window. I went over and sat down not wanting to disturb him. Though when I was completely seated he turned his head towards me.
"Hi Bella," he said.
"Hi Edward," I replied.
"So how has your day gone so far?" he asked.
"Good, I am just tired and bored. Nothing good ever comes from school," I said smiling. He laughed.
"True," he said chuckling. "So why where you so distracted at lunch. It was like you weren't there."
I thought about it for a minute. Should I tell him the truth, that I was thinking about him and when we were human, or make up a lie about homework and something else? He seemed to notice the expression on my face.
"You don't have to if you don't want to. I am just curious what had you daydreaming today," he said.
I then decided to say the truth but not the complete truth. I looked down when I began to tell him.
"Umm…well I was thinking about when I was human and about my fiancé." I said. I could see from the corner of my eye that he was staring at me intently.
"I was thinking about all the times we used to spend together and the type of person he was."
"What was he like?" he asked. I took a deep breath and then answered.
"He was extremely kind, really sweet and so polite. He loved music and just being with his family and friends. He also loved reading and enjoyed playing baseball. We met through Elizabeth and then we kept meeting each other and just fell in love. It hurt to just be from one another. We were like two halves of a whole. Besides being kind and sweet, he was also handsome and had many girls chasing after him. Though he was never interested in them. I didn't know why he choose me because I was just plain as a human and there were other girls extremely beautiful than I was. He loved his family so much, he had a sister that he cared deeply for. He was just an amazing person." I said. I then sighed when he asked another question.
"How were you two engaged?" he asked. I took another deep breath as the memories were fresh in my mind.
"He took me on a walk to the park. We had spent a lovely night together. We where walking when we reached a bench. We sat down and just stared at the sky and everything around us. He then started to speak and when I looked at him he was on one knee and he told me that he loved me so much that I meant the world to him. He asked me to promise him that when we where older we would marry. So technically, it was to be a long engagement. I said yes and then we went to tell his whole family. They were all so happy and started planning a wedding for when we were older. Though it never really happened." I said. I looked up at him and he was about to speak when Mr. Banner spoke. I then turned to face the class and not Edward.
All during class I felt his eyes on me. We finished everything we had to do 20 minutes before class ended that we were given free time. I was about to doodle in my notebook when I heard Edward ask me a question.
"Bella, are you okay?" he asked. I sighed and looked at him. He had spoken so quietly that no human could hear him. I spoke to him in that same tone.
"I'm fine," I said lying.
"You're lying," he said. I then shook my head.
"Okay…I… just can't handle thinking about him. He was everything I could have ever asked for but then we were separated. He meant the world to me and then he was just taken from me. I loved him very much and I still miss him today. It just hurts to think about him." I said.
"I am really sorry Bella," he said. I shook my head again.
"It's….alright. It's just painful because you know that when you find your soul mate you can't love another. He was my soul mate and I felt connected to him. I could never love someone else like I did to him." I said.
"I am really sorry, Bella." He said. I nodded. I couldn't bare to tell him that the boy I was in love with since I was a human was him.
After that conversation it changed to a lighter one. The rest of the class period passed without a care and so did the rest of the school day.
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