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Dont Own Twilight. btw I'm uploading a story i started before this one. It's a harry potter story with the lovely Cedric Diggory.

Look out for Jesus Sandals:The Story. Swear to god, thats my title. (If you guess what the main character is like I will totally make a character out of you lol)

REVIEWS 3 (not grammari know i suck at grammar)


I woke up to sounds of birds chirping and people talking.

I felt a little better, but last night's events….I couldn't really remember what happen. The only memory that my mind could remember was my mother crying. I hate seeing her cry…it makes me feel like so lost. To me, it makes my heart cry out in pain, physically to see her cry. This time my focus was back immediately and I didn't feel like all loopy. Though the pain of my stomach and throat still lingered like a reminder to myself.

'Great my mom is going think I did it on purpose.' was my first thought. Speaking of moms...

'Where is she?' I turned to the window to see it was cloudy like it was raining all night.

The door open to see my doctor…shit what was his name. I had managed to sit up perfectly well.

"Good Morning Lauren, I trust you slept well." He said and I nodded.

"Yeah…" my throat sound so dry and it hurt.

"Listen," 'push through the pain Lauren' my mind screamed. "I didn't try to kill myself, I was busy thinking about something and I didn't count the pills. I'm not trying to kill myself. I swear." I blurted all out of once, while Mr. Doctor whoever was going my charts.

"I just have to assume though Lauren that you took those as a suicidal idea." He said calmly. Now my attitude was coming back.

"Listen if I wanted to off myself, I would have done it more glorious sir, with all due respect but I know me. I'm happy, I love my family and friends, and I'm great student. So seriously back off." I warned him.I hate when people fucking assume they know my shit.

My mother walked through the door and saw me up, and rushed to my side. "Oh my god Lauren! What were you thinking? I never thou…" she started to say and I screamed.

"Listen, MOM! You know me better than anyone; I wasn't trying to kill myself! I would never do that to you!" I cried. Why that is no one believes me.

'Please someone believes me.' I thought praying to God.

Just then like a prayer being answer, the door open and Edward walked in. In my mind I thought it was too convenient. "Oh hi dad, can I talk to you for a minute." He said looking at me and acting like he was surprised to see me.

"Excuse me, I'll be back ladies, and Lauren try to calm down, it's not good for your heart murmur." He replied before walking out with Edward. I turned to my mother who was still crying like I really did that on purpose.

"Mom…" I begged, tears forming in my own eyes. Not in pain but in frustration.

"I woke up from having a nightmare ok; I got scared and felt my heart race really bad. I then was thinking about Joseph and when he died in the car accident. I wasn't depressed but I was irresponsible because I wasn't paying attention. It was my fault because I wasn't looking. I would never do anything like this and you know it." I begged my mom to realize that I'm not suicidal or anything. My mom steadies her look at me, trying to decipher if I was lying or telling the truth.

"I would never leave you by yourself mom." I whisper and that was it. She broke down into tears hugging me screaming 'I believe you.' I sighed, able to breathe at last without pain.

After, Dr. Carlisle (thanks to my mom for reminding me) came back in with Edward who preferred to stand in the corner, his eyes peeled on me. My mother held my hand while Carlisle was talking about how he "recommended" going to see a councilor. He did however believed that it was by accident because in the report, it was just enough to make me in that state but not enough to be consider suicidal.

He did however tell me that if Edward had not found me roaming the streets, it would have been much worse by morning. My eyes went to him as my heart skipped. 'How did he find me…?' I thought, he looked back at me with nothing in his eyes. It was like he was covering something up and wouldn't let me in.

'I know you can hear me.' I whispered. His eyes open widely as if I found out he really could read my mind. Then it hit me…something was definitely different with

Edward Cullen.


Dun Dun DUM!

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remember:watch out for Jesus Sandals:The Story.